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I BOTH wished and feared to see Mr. Rochester on the day which followed this sleepless1 night: I wanted to hear his voice again, yet feared to meet his eye. During the early part of the morning, I momentarily expected his coming; he was not in the frequent habit of entering the schoolroom, but he did step in for a few minutes sometimes, and I had the impression that he was sure to visit it that day.
But the morning passed just as usual: nothing happened to interrupt the quiet course of Adele's studies; only soon after breakfast, I heard some bustle4 in the neighbourhood of Mr. Rochester's chamber5, Mrs. Fairfax's voice, and Leah's, and the cook's- that is, John's wife- and even John's own gruff tones. There were exclamations6 of 'What a mercy master was not burnt in his bed!' 'It is always dangerous to keep a candle lit at night.' 'How providential that he had presence of mind to think of the water-jug!' 'I wonder he waked nobody!' 'It is to be hoped he will not take cold with sleeping on the library sofa,' etc.

To much confabulation succeeded a sound of scrubbing and setting to rights; and when I passed the room, in going downstairs to dinner, I saw through the open door that all was again restored to complete order; only the bed was stripped of its hangings. Leah stood up in the window-seat, rubbing the panes8 of glass dimmed with smoke. I was about to address her, for I wished to know what account had been given of the affair: but, on advancing, I saw a second person in the chamber- a woman sitting on a chair by the bedside, and sewing rings to new curtains. That woman was no other than Grace Poole.

There she sat, staid and taciturn-looking, as usual, in her brown stuff gown, her check apron9, White handkerchief, and cap. She was intent on her work, in which her whole thoughts seemed absorbed: on her hard forehead, and in her commonplace features, was nothing either of the paleness or desperation one would have expected to see marking the countenance10 of a woman who had attempted murder, and whose intended victim had followed her last night to her lair12, and (as I believed), charged her with the crime she wished to perpetrate. I was amazed-confounded. She looked up, while I still gazed at her: no start, no increase or failure of colour betrayed emotion, consciousness of guilt13, or fear of detection. She said 'Good morning, Miss,' in her usual phlegmatic14 and brief manner; and taking up another ring and more tape, went on with her sewing.

'I will put her to some test,' thought I: 'such absolute impenetrability is past comprehension.'

'Good morning, Grace,' I said. 'Has anything happened here? I thought I heard the servants all talking together a while ago.'

'Only master had been reading in his bed last night; he fell asleep with his candle lit, and the curtains got on fire; but, fortunately, he awoke before the bedclothes or the woodwork caught, and contrived15 to quench16 the flames with the water in the ewer17.'

'A strange affair!' I said, in a low voice: then, looking at her fixedly- 'Did Mr. Rochester wake nobody? Did no one hear him move?'

She again raised her eyes to me, and this time there was something of consciousness in their expression. She seemed to examine me warily18; then she answered-

'The servants sleep so far off, you know, Miss, they would not be likely to hear. Mrs. Fairfax's room and yours are the nearest to master's; but Mrs. Fairfax said she heard nothing: when people get elderly, they often sleep heavy.' She paused, and then added, with a sort of assumed indifference19, but still in a marked and significant tone- 'But you are young, Miss; and I should say a light sleeper20: perhaps you may have heard a noise?'

'I did,' said I, dropping my voice, so that Leah, who was still polishing the panes, could not hear me, 'and at first I thought it was Pilot: but Pilot cannot laugh; and I am certain I heard a laugh, and a strange one.'

She took a new needleful of thread, waxed it carefully, threaded her needle with a steady hand, and then observed, with perfect composure-

'It is hardly likely master would laugh, I should think, Miss, when he was in such danger: you must have been dreaming.'

'I was not dreaming,' I said, with some warmth, for her brazen21 coolness provoked me. Again she looked at me; and with the same scrutinising and conscious eye.

'Have you told master that you heard a laugh?' she inquired.

'I have not had the opportunity of speaking to him this morning.'

'You did not think of opening your door and looking out into the gallery?' she further asked.

She appeared to be cross-questioning me, attempting to draw from me information unawares. The idea struck me that if she discovered I knew or suspected her guilt, she would be playing off some of her malignant22 pranks23 on me; I thought it advisable to be on my guard.

'On the contrary,' said I, 'I bolted my door.'

'Then you are not in the habit of bolting your door every night before you get into bed?'

'Fiend! she wants to know my habits, that she may lay her plans accordingly!' Indignation again prevailed over prudence24: I replied sharply, 'Hitherto I have often omitted to fasten the bolt: I did not think it necessary. I was not aware any danger or annoyance25 was to be dreaded26 at Thornfield Hall: but in future' (and I laid marked stress on the words) 'I shall take good care to make all secure before I venture to lie down.'

'It will be wise so to do,' was her answer: 'this neighbourhood is as quiet as any I know, and I never heard of the hall being attempted by robbers since it was a house; though there are hundreds of pounds' worth of plate in the plate-closet, as is well known. And you see, for such a large house, there are very few servants, because master has never lived here much; and when he does come, being a bachelor, he needs little waiting on: but I always think it best to err2 on the safe side; a door is soon fastened, and it is as well to have a drawn27 bolt between one and any mischief28 that may be about. A deal of people, Miss, are for trusting all to Providence29; but I say Providence will not dispense30 with the means, though He often blesses them when they are used discreetly31.' And here she closed her harangue32: a long one for her, and uttered with the demureness33 of a Quakeress.

I still stood absolutely dumfoundered at what appeared to me her miraculous34 self-possession, and most inscrutable hypocrisy35, when the cook entered.

'Mrs. Poole,' said she, addressing Grace, 'the servants' dinner will soon be ready: will you come down?'

'No; just put my pint36 of porter and bit of pudding on a tray, and I'll carry it upstairs.'

'You'll have some meat?'

'Just a morsel37, and a taste of cheese, that's all.'

'And the sago?'

'Never mind it at present: I shall be coming down before tea-time: I'll make it myself.'

The cook here turned to me, saying that Mrs. Fairfax was waiting for me: so I departed.

I hardly heard Mrs. Fairfax's account of the curtain conflagration38 during dinner, so much was I occupied in puzzling my brains over the enigmatical character of Grace Poole, and still more in pondering the problem of her position at Thornfield and questioning why she had not been given into custody39 that morning, or, at the very least, dismissed from her master's service. He had almost as much as declared his conviction of her criminality last night: what mysterious cause withheld40 him from accusing her? Why had he enjoined41 me, too, to secrecy42? It was strange: a bold, vindictive43, and haughty44 gentleman seemed somehow in the power of one of the meanest of his dependants46; so much in her power, that even when she lifted her hand against his life, he dared not openly charge her with the attempt, much less punish her for it.

Had Grace been young and handsome, I should have been tempted11 to think that tenderer feelings than prudence or fear influenced Mr. Rochester in her behalf; but, hard-favoured and matronly as she was, the idea could not be admitted. 'Yet,' I reflected, 'she has been young once; her youth would be contemporary with her master's: Mrs. Fairfax told me once, she had lived here many years. I don't think she can ever have been pretty; but, for aught I know, she may possess originality47 and strength of character to compensate48 for the want of personal advantages. Mr. Rochester is an amateur of the decided49 and eccentric: Grace is eccentric at least. What if a former caprice (a freak very possible to a nature so sudden and headstrong as his) has delivered him into her power, and she now exercises over his actions a secret influence, the result of his own indiscretion, which he cannot shake off, and dare not disregard?' But, having reached this point of conjecture50, Mrs. Poole's square, flat figure, and uncomely, dry, even coarse face, recurred51 so distinctly to my mind's eye, that I thought, 'No; impossible! my supposition cannot be correct. Yet,' suggested the secret voice which talks to us in our own hearts, 'you are not beautiful either, and perhaps Mr. Rochester approves you: at any rate, you have often felt as if he did; and last night- remember his words; remember his look; remember his voice!'

I well remembered all; language, glance, and tone seemed at the moment vividly52 renewed. I was now in the schoolroom; Adele was drawing; I bent53 over her and directed her pencil. She looked up with a sort of start.

'Qu'avez-vous, mademoiselle?' said she. 'Vos doigts tremblent comme la feuille, et vos joues sont rouges54: mais, rouges comme des cerises!' 'I am hot, Adele, with stooping!' She went on sketching55; I went on thinking.

I hastened to drive from my mind the hateful notion I had been conceiving respecting Grace Poole; it disgusted me. I compared myself with her, and found we were different. Bessie Leaven57 had said I was quite a lady; and she spoke58 truth- I was a lady. And now I looked much better than I did when Bessie saw me; I had more colour and more flesh, more life, more vivacity59, because I had brighter hopes and keener enjoyments60.

'Evening approaches,' said I, as I looked towards the window. 'I have never heard Mr. Rochester's voice or step in the house to-day; but surely I shall see him before night: I feared the meeting in the morning; now I desire it, because expectation has been so long baffled that it is grown impatient.'

When dusk actually closed, and when Adele left me to go and play in the nursery with Sophie, I did most keenly desire it. I listened for the bell to ring below; I listened for Leah coming up with a message; I fancied sometimes I heard Mr. Rochester's own tread, and I turned to the door, expecting it to open and admit him. The door remained shut; darkness only came in through the window. Still it was not late; he often sent for me at seven and eight o'clock, and it was yet but six. Surely I should not be wholly disappointed to-night, when I had so many things to say to him! I wanted again to introduce the subject of Grace Poole, and to hear what he would answer; I wanted to ask him plainly if he really believed it was she who had made last night's hideous61 attempt; and if so, why he kept her wickedness a secret. It little mattered whether my curiosity irritated him; I knew the pleasure of vexing62 and soothing63 him by turns; it was one I chiefly delighted in, and a sure instinct always prevented me from going too far; beyond the verge64 of provocation65 I never ventured; on the extreme brink66 I liked well to try my skill.

Retaining every minute form of respect, every propriety67 of my station, I could still meet him in argument without fear or uneasy restraint; this suited both him and me.

A tread creaked on the stairs at last. Leah made her appearance; but it was only to intimate that tea was ready in Mrs. Fairfax's room.

Thither68 I repaired, glad at least to go downstairs; for that brought me, I imagined, nearer to Mr. Rochester's presence.

'You must want your tea,' said the good lady, as I joined her; 'you ate so little at dinner. I am afraid,' she continued, 'you are not well to-day: you look flushed and feverish69.'

'Oh, quite well! I never felt better.'

'Then you must prove it by evincing a good appetite; will you fill the teapot while I knit off this needle?' Having completed her task, she rose to draw down the blind, which she had hitherto kept up, by way, I suppose, of making the most of daylight, though dusk was now fast deepening into total obscurity.

'It is fair to-night,' said she, as she looked through the panes, 'though not starlight; Mr. Rochester has, on the whole, had a favourable70 day for his journey.'

'Journey!- Is Mr. Rochester gone anywhere? I did not know he was out.'

'Oh, he set off the moment he had breakfast! He is gone to the Leas, Mr. Eshton's place, ten miles on the other side Millcote. I believe there is quite a party assembled there; Lord Ingram, Sir George Lynn, Colonel Dent7, and others.'

'Do you expect him back to-night?'

'No- nor to-morrow either; I should think he is very likely to stay a week or more: when these fine, fashionable people get together, they are so surrounded by elegance71 and gaiety, so well provided with all that can please and entertain, they are in no hurry to separate.

Gentlemen especially are often in request on such occasions; and Mr. Rochester is so talented and so lively in society, that I believe he is a general favourite: the ladies are very fond of him; though you would not think his appearance calculated to recommend him particularly in their eyes: but I suppose his acquirements and abilities, perhaps his wealth and good blood, make amends72 for any little fault of look.'

'Are there ladies at the Leas?'

'There are Mrs. Eshton and her three daughters- very elegant young ladies indeed; and there are the Honourable73 Blanche and Mary Ingram, most beautiful women, I suppose: indeed I have seen Blanche, six or seven years since, when she was a girl of eighteen. She came here to a Christmas ball and party Mr. Rochester gave. You should have seen the dining-room that day- how richly it was decorated, how brilliantly lit up! I should think there were fifty ladies and gentlemen present- all of the first county families; and Miss Ingram was considered the belle74 of the evening.'

'You saw her, you say, Mrs. Fairfax: what was she like?'

'Yes, I saw her. The dining-room doors were thrown open; and, as it was Christmas-time, the servants were allowed to assemble in the hall, to hear some of the ladies sing and play. Mr. Rochester would have me to come in, and I sat down in a quiet corner and watched them. I never saw a more splendid scene: the ladies were magnificently dressed; most of them- at least most of the younger ones- looked handsome; but Miss Ingram was certainly the queen.'

'And what was she like?'

'Tall, fine bust3, sloping shoulders; long, graceful75 neck: olive complexion76, dark and clear; noble features; eyes rather like Mr. Rochester's: large and black, and as brilliant as her jewels. And then she had such a fine head of hair; raven77-black and so becomingly arranged: a crown of thick plaits behind, and in front the longest, the glossiest78 curls I ever saw. She was dressed in pure white; an amber-coloured scarf was passed over her shoulder and across her breast, tied at the side, and descending79 in long, fringed ends  below her knee. She wore an amber-coloured flower, too, in her hair: it contrasted well with the jetty mass of her curls.'

'She was greatly admired, of course?'

'Yes, indeed: and not only for her beauty, but for her accomplishments80. She was one of the ladies who sang: a gentleman accompanied her on the piano. She and Mr. Rochester sang a duet.'

'Mr. Rochester? I was not aware he could sing.'

'Oh! he has a fine bass81 voice, and an excellent taste for music.'

'And Miss Ingram: what sort of a voice had she?'

'A very rich and powerful one: she sang delightfully82; it was a treat to listen to her;- and she played afterwards. I am no judge of music, but Mr. Rochester is; and I heard him say her execution was remarkably83 good.'

'And this beautiful and accomplished84 lady, she is not yet married.'

'It appears not: I fancy neither she nor her sister have very large fortunes. Old Lord Ingram's estates were chiefly entailed85, and the eldest86 son came in for everything almost.'

'But I wonder no wealthy nobleman or gentleman has taken a fancy to her: Mr. Rochester, for instance. He is rich, is he not?'

'Oh! yes. But you see there is a considerable difference in age: Mr. Rochester is nearly forty; she is but twenty-five.'

'What of that? More unequal matches are made every day.'

'True: yet I should scarcely fancy Mr. Rochester would entertain an idea of the sort. But you eat nothing: you have scarcely tasted since you began tea.'

'No: I am too thirsty to eat. Will you let me have another cup?'

I was about again to revert87 to the probability of a union between Mr. Rochester and the beautiful Blanche; but Adele came in, and the conversation was turned into another channel.

When once more alone, I reviewed the information I had got; looked into my heart, examined its thoughts and feelings, and endeavoured to bring back with a strict hand such as had been straying through imagination's boundless88 and trackless waste, into the safe fold of common sense.

Arraigned89 at my own bar, Memory having given her evidence of the hopes, wishes, sentiments I had been cherishing since last night- of the general state of mind in which I had indulged for nearly a fortnight past; Reason having come forward and told, in her own quiet way, a plain, unvarnished tale, showing how I had rejected the real, and rabidly devoured91 the ideal;- I pronounced judgment92 to this effect:-

That a greater fool than Jane Eyre had never breathed the breath of life; that a more fantastic idiot had never surfeited93 herself on sweet lies, and swallowed poison as if it were nectar.

'You,' I said, 'a favourite with Mr. Rochester? You gifted with the power of pleasing him? You of importance to him in any way? Go! your folly94 sickens me. And you have derived95 pleasure from occasional tokens of preference- equivocal tokens shown by a gentleman of family and a man of the world to a dependant45 and a novice96. How dared you? Poor stupid dupe!- Could not even self-interest make you wiser? You repeated to yourself this morning the brief scene of last night?-

Cover your face and be ashamed! He said something in praise of your eyes, did he? Blind puppy! Open their bleared lids and look on your own accursed senselessness! It does good to no woman to be flattered by her superior, who cannot possibly intend to marry her; and it is madness in all women to let a secret love kindle97 within them, which, if unreturned and unknown, must devour90 the life that feeds it; and, if discovered and responded to, must lead, ignis-fatuus-like, into miry wilds whence there is no extrication98.

'Listen, then, Jane Eyre, to your sentence: to-morrow, place the glass before you, and draw in chalk your own picture, faithfully, without softening99 one defect; omit no harsh line, smooth away no displeasing100 irregularity; write under it, "Portrait of a Governess, disconnected, poor, and plain."

'Afterwards, take a piece of smooth ivory- you have one prepared in your drawing-box: take your palette, mix your freshest, finest, clearest tints101; choose your most delicate camel-hair pencils; delineate carefully the loveliest face you can imagine; paint it in your softest shades and sweetest hues102, according to the description given by Mrs. Fairfax of Blanche Ingram; remember the raven ringlets, the oriental eye;- What! you revert to Mr. Rochester as a model! Order! No snivel!- no sentiment!- no regret! I will endure only sense and resolution. Recall the august yet harmonious103 lineaments, the Grecian neck and bust; let the round and dazzling arm be visible, and the delicate hand; omit neither diamond ring nor gold bracelet104; portray105 faithfully the attire106, aerial lace and glistening107 satin, graceful scarf and golden rose; call it "Blanche, an accomplished lady of rank."

'Whenever, in future, you should chance to fancy Mr. Rochester thinks well of you, take out these two pictures and compare them: say, "Mr. Rochester might probably win that noble lady's love, if he chose to strive for it; is it likely he would waste a serious thought on this indigent108 and insignificant109 plebeian110?"'

'I'll do it,' I resolved: and having framed this determination, I grew calm, and fell asleep.

I kept my word. An hour or two sufficed to sketch56 my own portrait in crayons; and in less than a fortnight I had completed an ivory miniature of an imaginary Blanche Ingram. It looked a lovely face enough, and when compared with the real head in chalk, the contrast was as great as self-control could desire. I derived benefit from the task: it had kept my head and hands employed, and had given force and fixedness111 to the new impressions I wished to stamp indelibly on my heart.

Ere long, I had reason to congratulate myself on the course of wholesome112 discipline to which I had thus forced my feelings to submit.

Thanks to it, I was able to meet subsequent occurrences with a decent calm, which, had they found me unprepared, I should probably have been unequal to maintain, even externally.
  
 
那个不眠之夜后的第二天,我既希望见到罗切斯特先生,而又害怕见到他。我很想再次倾听他的声音,而又害怕与他的目光相遇。上午的前半晌,我时刻盼他来。他不常进读书室,但有时却进来呆几分钟。我有这样的预感,那天他一定会来。

但是,早上像往常那么过去了。没有发生什么影响阿黛勒宁静学习课程的事情。只是早饭后不久,我听到罗切斯特先生卧室附近一阵喧闹,有费尔法克斯太太的嗓音,还有莉娅的和厨师的——也就是约翰妻子的嗓音,甚至还有约翰本人粗哑的调门,有人大惊小怪地叫着:“真幸运呀,老爷没有给烧死在床上!”“点蜡烛过夜总归是危险的。”“真是上帝保佑,他还能那么清醒,想起了水罐!”“真奇怪,他谁都没有吵醒!”“但愿他睡在图书室沙发上不会着凉!”

这一番闲聊之后,响起了擦擦洗洗,收拾整理的声音。我下楼吃饭经过这间房子,从开着的门后进去,只见一切都又恢复得井井有条。只有床上的帐幔都已拆除,莉娅站在窗台上,擦着被烟薰黑的玻璃。我希望知道这件事是怎么解释的,正要同她讲话,但往前一看,只见房里还有第二个人——一个女人,坐在床边的椅子上,缝着新窗帘的挂环。那女人正是格雷斯.普尔。

她坐在那里,还是往常那付沉默寡言的样子,穿着褐色料子服,系着格子围裙,揣着白手帕,戴着帽子。她专心致志地忙着手头的活儿,似乎全身心都扑上去了。她冷漠的额头和普普通通的五官,既不显得苍白,也不见绝望的表情,那种人们期望在一个蓄谋杀人的女人脸上看到的表情特征,而且那位受害者昨晚跟踪到了她的藏身之处,并(如我所相信)指控她蓄意犯罪。我十分惊讶,甚至感到惶惑。我继续盯着她看时,她抬起了头来,没有惊慌之态,没有变脸色,而因此泄露她的情绪和负罪感,以及害怕被发现的恐惧心理。她以平时那种冷淡和简慢的态度说了声:“早安,小姐,”又拿起一个挂环和一圈线带,继续缝了起来。

“我倒要试试她看,”我想,“那么丝毫不露声色是令人难以理解的”。

“早安,格雷斯,”我说,“这儿发生了什么事吗?我想刚才我听到仆人们都议论纷纷呢。”

“不过是昨晚老爷躺在床上看书,亮着蜡烛就睡着了,床幔起了火,幸亏床单或木板还没着火他就醒了,想法用罐子里的水浇灭了火焰。”

“怪事!”我低声说,随后目光紧盯着她,“罗切斯特先生没有弄醒谁吗!你没有听到他走动?”

她再次抬眼看我,这回她的眸子里露出了一种若有所悟的表情。她似乎先警惕地审视我,然后才回答道:

“仆人们睡的地方离得很远,你知道的,小姐,她们不可能听到。费尔法克斯太太的房间和你的离老爷的卧室最近,但费尔法克斯太太说她没有听到什么,人老了,总是睡得很死,”她顿了一顿,随后装作若无其事的样子,却以清楚而意味深长的语调补充说:“不过你很年轻,小姐,而且应当说睡得不熟,也许你听到了什么声音。”

“我是听到了,”我压低了声音说。这样,仍在擦窗的莉娅就不会听到我了。“起初,我以为是派洛特,可是派洛特不会笑,而我敢肯定,我听到了笑声,古怪的笑声”。

她又拿了一根线,仔细地上了蜡,她的手沉稳地把线穿进针眼,随后非常镇静地说:

“我想老爷处在危险之中是不大可能笑的,小姐,你一定是在做梦了。”

“我没有做梦,”我带着几分恼火说,因为她那种厚颜无耻的镇定把我激怒了。她又带着同样探究和警惕的目光看着我。

“你告诉老爷了没有,你听到笑声了?”她问道。

“早上我还没有机会同他说呢。”

“你没有想到开门往走廊里一瞧?”她往下问

她似乎在盘问我,想在不知不觉中把我的话掏出来。我忽然想到,她要是发觉我知道或是怀疑她的罪行,就会恶意作弄我,我想还是警惕为妙。

“恰恰相反,”我说,“我把门拴上了。”

“那你每天睡觉之前没有拴门的习惯吗?”

“这恶魔!她想知道我的习惯,好以此来算计我:”愤怒再次压倒谨慎,我尖刻地回答:“到目前为止我还是常常忽略了拴门,我认为没有这必要,我以前没有意识到在桑菲尔德还要担心什么危险或者烦恼,不过将来(我特别强调了这几个字),我要小心谨慎,弄得一切都安安全全了才敢躺下睡觉。”

“这样做才聪明呢,”她回答,“这一带跟我知道的任何地方都一样安静,打从府宅建成以来、我还没有听说过有强盗上门呢。尽管谁都知道,盘子柜里有价值几百英镑的盘子,而且你知道,老爷不在这里长住,就是来住,因为是单身汉也不大要人服侍,所以这么大的房子,只有很少几个仆人。不过我总认为过份注意安全总比不注意安全好,门一下子就能拴上,还是拴上门,把自己和可能发生的祸害隔开为好。小姐,很多人都把一切托付给上帝,但要我说呀,上帝不会排斥采取措施,尽管他只常常祝福那些谨慎采取的措施,”说到这里她结束了长篇演说。这番话对地来说是够长的了,而且口气里带着贵格会女教徒的假正经。

我依旧站在那里,正被她出奇的镇定和难以理解的虚伪弄得目瞪口呆时,厨师进门来了。

“普尔太太,”她对格雷斯说,“佣人的午饭马上就好了,你下楼去吗?”

“不啦,你就把我那一品特葡萄酒和一小块布丁放在托盘里吧,我会端到楼上去。”

“你还要些肉吗?”

“就来一小份吧,再来一点奶酪,就这些。”

“还有西米呢?”

“现在就不用啦,用茶点之前我会下来的,我自己来做。”

这时厨师转向我,说费尔法克斯太太在等看我,于是我就离开了。

吃午饭时候,费尔法克斯太太谈起帐幔失火的事。我几乎没有听见,因为我绞尽脑汁,思索着格雷斯.普尔这个神秘人物,尤其是考虑她在桑菲尔德的地位问题;对为什么那天早晨她没有被拘留,或者至少被老爷解雇,而感到纳闷。昨天晚上,他几乎等于宣布确信她犯了罪。是什么神秘的原因却使他不去指控她呢,为什么他也嘱咐我严守秘密呢,真也奇怪,一位大胆自负、复仇心切的绅士,不知怎地似乎受制于一个最卑微的下属、而且被她控制得如此之紧,甚至当她动手要谋害他时,竟不敢公开指控她的图谋,更不必说惩罚她了。

要是格雷斯年轻漂亮,我会不由得认为,那种比谨慎或忧虑更为温存的情感左右了罗切斯特先生,使他偏袒于她。可是她面貌丑陋,又是一付管家婆样子,这种想法也就站不住脚了。“不过,”我思忖道,“她曾有过青春年华,那时主人也跟她一样年轻。费尔法克斯太太曾告诉我,她在这里已住了很多年。我认为她从来就没有姿色,但是也许她性格的力量和独特之处弥补了外貌上的不足。罗切斯特先生喜欢果断和古怪的人,格雷斯至少很古怪。要是从前一时的荒唐(像他那种刚愎自用、反复无常的个性,完全有可能干出轻率的事来)使他落入了她的掌中,行为上的不检点酿成了恶果,使他如今对格雷斯所施加给自己的秘密影响,既无法摆脱,又不能漠视,那又有什么奇怪呢?但是,一想到这里,普尔太太宽阔、结实、扁平的身材和丑陋干瘪甚至粗糙的面容,便清晰地浮现在我眼前,于是我想:“不,不可能!我的猜想不可能是对的。不过,”一个在我心里悄悄说话的声音建议道:“你自己也并不漂亮,而罗切斯特先生却赞赏你,至少你总是觉得好像他是这样,而且昨天晚上——别忘了他的话,别忘了他的神态,别忘了他的嗓音!”

这一切我都记得清清楚楚:那语言,那眼神,那声调此刻似乎活生生地再现了。这时我呆在读书室里,阿黛勒在画画,我弯着身子指导她使用画笔,她抬起头,颇有些吃惊。

“Q'avez vous, Mademoiselle”她说“Vos doigts tremblent comme la feuille,et vos joues sont rouges: mais, rouges comme des cerises!”

“我很热,阿黛勒,这么躬着身!”她继续画她的速写,我继续我的思考。

我急于要把对格雷斯.普尔的讨厌想法,从脑海中驱走,因为它使我感到厌恶,我把她与自己作了比较,发现彼此并不相同。贝茜.利文曾说我很有小姐派头。她说的是事实,我是一位小姐。而如今,我看上去已比当初贝茜见我时好多了。我脸色已更加红润,人已更加丰满,更富有生命力,更加朝气蓬勃,因为有了更光明的前景和更大的欢乐。

“黄昏快到了,”我朝窗子看了看,自言自语地说。“今天我还没有在房间里听到过罗切斯特先生的声音和脚步声呢。不过天黑之前我肯定会见到他。早上我害怕见面,而现在却渴望见面了。我的期望久久落空,真有点让人不耐烦了。”

当真的暮色四合,阿黛勒离开我到保育室同索菲娅一起去玩时,我急盼着同他见面。我等待着听到楼下响起铃声,等待着听到莉娅带着口讯上楼的声音。有时还在恍惚中听到罗切斯特先生自己的脚步声,便赶紧把脸转向门口,期待着门一开,他走了进来。但门依然紧闭着,唯有夜色透进了窗户。不过现在还不算太晚,他常常到七、八点钟才派人来叫我,而此刻才六点。当然今晚我不应该完全失望,因为我有那么多的话要同他说,我要再次提起格雷斯.普尔这个话题,听听他会怎么回答,我要爽爽气气地问他,是否真的相信是她昨夜动了恶念,要是相信,那他为什么要替她的恶行保守秘密。我的好奇心会不会激怒他关系不大,反正我知道一会儿惹他生气,一会儿抚慰他的乐趣,这是一件我很乐意干的事,一种很有把握的直觉常常使我不至于做过头,我从来没有冒险越出使他动怒的界线,但在正边缘上我很喜欢一试身手。我可以既保持细微的自尊,保持我的身份所需的一应礼节,而又可以无忧无虑、无拘无束地同他争论,这样对我们两人都合适。

楼梯上终于响起了吱格的脚步声,莉娅来了,但她不过是来通知茶点己在费尔法克斯太太房间里摆好,我朝那走去,心里很是高兴,至少可以到楼下去了。我想这么一来离罗切斯特先生更近了。

“你一定想用茶点了,”到了她那里后,这位善良的太太说,“午饭你吃得那么少,”她往下说,“我担心你今天不大舒服。你看上去脸色绯红,像是发了烧。”

“啊!很好呀,我觉得再好没有了。”

“那你得用好胃口来证实一下,你把茶壶灌满让我织完这一针好吗,”这活儿一了结,她便站起来把一直开着的百叶窗放下。我猜想没有关窗是为了充分利用日光,尽管这时己经暮霭沉沉,天色一片朦胧了。

“今晚天气晴朗,”她透过窗玻璃往外看时说,“虽然没有星光,罗切斯特先生出门总算遇上了好天气。”

“出门?——罗切斯特先生到哪里去了吗,我不知道他出去了。”

“噢,他吃好早饭就出去了!他去了里斯。埃希顿先生那儿,在米尔科特的另一边,离这儿十英里,我想那儿聚集了一大批人,英格拉姆勋爵、乔治.林恩爵士、登特上校等都在。”

“你盼他今晚回来么?”

“不,——明天也不会回来。我想他很可能呆上一个礼拜,或者更长一点。这些杰出的上流社会的人物相聚,气氛欢快,格调高雅,娱乐款待,应有尽有,所以他们不急于散伙。而在这样的场合,尤其需要有教养有身份的人。罗切斯特先生既有才能,在社交场中又很活跃,我想他一定受到大家的欢迎。女士们都很喜欢他,尽管你会认为,在她们眼里他的外貌并没有特别值得赞许的地方。不过我猜想,他的学识、能力,也许还有他的财富和血统,弥补了他外貌上的小小缺陷。”

“里斯地方有贵妇、小姐吗?”

“有伊希顿太太和她的三个女儿——真还都是举止文雅的年轻小姐。还有可尊敬的布兰奇和玛丽.英格拉姆,我想都是非常漂亮的女人。说实在我是六七年前见到布兰奇的,当时她才十八岁。她来这里参加罗切斯特先生举办的圣诞舞会和聚会。你真该看一看那一天的餐室——布置得那么豪华,点得又那么灯火辉煌!我想有五十位女士和先生在场——都是出身于郡里的上等人家。英格拉姆小姐是那天晚上公认的美女。”

“你说你见到了她,费尔法克斯太太。她长得怎么个模样?”

“是呀、我看到她了,餐室的门敞开着,而且因为圣诞期间,允许佣人们聚在大厅里,听一些女士们演唱和弹奏。罗切斯特先生要我进去,我就在一个安静的角落里坐下来看她们。我从来没有见过这么光彩夺目的景象。女士们穿戴得富丽堂皇,大多数——至少是大多数年轻女子,长得很标致,而英格拉姆小姐当然是女皇了。”

“她什么模样?”

“高高的个子,漂亮的胸部,斜肩膀,典雅硕长的脖子,黝黑而洁净的橄榄色皮肤,高贵的五官,有些像罗切斯特先生那样的眼睛,又大又黑,像她的珠宝那样大放光彩,同时她还有一头很好的头发,乌黑乌黑,而又梳理得非常妥贴,脑后盘着粗粗的发辫,额前是我所看到过的最长最富有光泽的卷发,她一身素白,一块琥珀色的围巾绕过肩膀,越过胸前,在腰上扎一下,一直垂到膝盖之下,下端悬着长长的流苏。头发上还戴着一朵琥珀色的花,与她一团乌黑的卷发形成了对比。”

“当然她很受别人倾慕了?”

“是呀,一点也不错,不仅是因为她的漂亮,而且还因为她的才艺,她是那天演唱的女士之一,一位先生用钢琴替她伴奏,她和罗切斯特先生还表演了二重唱。”

“罗切斯特先生!我不知道他还能唱歌。”

“呵!他有一个漂亮的男低音,对音乐有很强的鉴赏力。”

“那么英格拉姆小姐呢,她属于哪类嗓子?”

“非常圆润而有力,她唱得很动听。听她唱歌是一种享受——随后她又演奏。我不会欣赏音乐,但罗切斯特先生行。我听他说她的演技很出色。”

“这位才貌双全的小姐还没有结婚吗?”

“好像还没有,我想她与她妹妹的财产都不多。老英格拉姆勋爵的产业大体上限定了继承人,而他的大儿子几乎继承了一切。”

“不过我觉得很奇怪,为什么没有富裕的贵族或绅士看中她,譬如罗切斯特先生,他很有钱,不是吗,”

“唉!是呀,不过你瞧,年龄差别很大。罗切斯特先生已快四十,而她只有二十五岁。”

“那有什么关系?比这更不般配的婚姻每天都有呢。”

“那是事实,但我不会认为罗切斯特先生会抱有那种想法。——可是你什么也没吃,从开始吃茶点到现在,你几乎没有尝过一口。”

“不,我太渴了,吃不下去。让我再喝一杯行吗?”

我正要重新将话题扯到罗切斯特先生和漂亮的布兰奇小姐有没有结合的可能性上,阿黛勒进来了,谈话也就转到了别的方面。

当我复又独处时,我细想了听到的情况,窥视了我的心灵,审察了我的思想和情感,努力用一双严厉的手,把那些在无边无际、无路可循的想象荒野上徘徊的一切,纳入常识的可靠规范之中。

我在自己的法庭上受到了传讯。记忆出来作证,陈述了从昨夜以来我所怀的希望、意愿和情感,陈述了过去近两周我所沉溺的一般思想状态。理智走到前面,不慌不忙地讲了一个朴实无华的故事,揭示了我如何拒绝了现实,狂热地吞下了理想。我宣布了大致这样的判决:

世上还不曾有过比简.爱更大的傻瓜,还没有一个更异想天开的白痴,那么轻信甜蜜的谎言、把毒药当作美酒吞下。

“你,”我说,“得宠于罗切斯特先生吗?你有讨他欢心的天赋吗?你有哪一点对他来说举足轻重吗?滚开!你的愚蠢让我厌烦。而你却因为人家偶尔表示了喜欢便乐滋滋的,殊不知这是一个出身名门的绅士,一个精于世故的人对一个下属、一个初出毛庐的人所作的暧昧表示。你好大的胆子,愚蠢得可怜的受骗者。——难道想到自身的利益都不能让你聪明些吗?今天早上你反复叨念着昨夜的短暂情景啦?——蒙起你的脸,感到羞愧吧,他说了几句称赞你眼晴的话、是吗?盲目的自命不凡者,睁开那双模糊的眼睛,瞧瞧你自己该死的糊涂劲儿吧!受到无意与她结婚的上司的恭维,对随便哪个女人来说都没有好处。爱情之火悄悄地在内心点燃,得不到回报,不为对方所知,必定会吞没煽起爱的生命;要是被发现了,得到了回报,必定犹如鬼火,将爱引入泥泞的荒地而不能自拔。对所有的女人来说,那简直是发疯。”

“那么,简.爱,听着对你的判决:明天,把镜子放在你面前,用粉笔绘出你自己的画像,要照实画,不要淡化你的缺陷,不要省略粗糙的线条,不要抹去令人讨厌的不匀称的地方,并在画像下面书上‘孤苦无依、相貌平庸的家庭女教师肖像。”

“然后,拿出一块光滑的象牙来——你在画盒子里有一块备着:拿出你的调色板,把你最新、最漂亮、最明洁的色泽调起来,选择你最精细的骆驼毛画笔,仔细地画出你所能想象的最漂亮的脸蛋,根据费尔法克斯太太对布兰奇.英格拉姆的描绘,用最柔和的浓淡差别,最甜蜜的色泽来画。记住乌黑的头发,东方式的眸子——什么!你把罗切斯特先生作为模持儿,镇静!别哭鼻子!——不要感情用事!——不要反悔!我只能忍受理智和决心。回忆一下那庄重而和谐的面部特征,希腊式的脖子和胸部,露出圆圆的光彩照人的胳膊和纤细的手。不要省掉钻石耳环和金手镯。一丝不差地画下衣服、悬垂的花边、闪光的缎子、雅致的围巾和金色的玫瑰,把这幅肖像画题作‘多才多艺的名门闺秀布兰奇。’”

“我会这么干的,”我打定了注意。决心一下,人也就平静下来了,于是便沉沉睡去。

我说到做到,一二个小时便用蜡笔画成了自己的肖像。而用了近两周的工夫完成了一幅想象中的布兰奇.英格拉姆象牙微型画。这张脸看上去是够可爱的,同用蜡笔根据真人画成的头像相比,其对比之强烈已到了自制力所能承受的极限。我很得益于这一做法。它使我的脑袋和双手都不闲着,也使我希望在心里烙下的不可磨灭的新印象更强烈,更不可动摇。

不久我有理由庆幸自己,在迫使我的情感服从有益的纪律方面有所长进。多亏了它,我才能够大大方方、平平静静地对付后来发生的事情,要是我毫无准备,那恐怕是连表面的镇静都是无法保持的。


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1 sleepless oiBzGN     
adj.不睡眠的,睡不著的,不休息的
参考例句:
  • The situation gave her many sleepless nights.这种情况害她一连好多天睡不好觉。
  • One evening I heard a tale that rendered me sleepless for nights.一天晚上,我听说了一个传闻,把我搞得一连几夜都不能入睡。
2 err 2izzk     
vi.犯错误,出差错
参考例句:
  • He did not err by a hair's breadth in his calculation.他的计算结果一丝不差。
  • The arrows err not from their aim.箭无虚发。
3 bust WszzB     
vt.打破;vi.爆裂;n.半身像;胸部
参考例句:
  • I dropped my camera on the pavement and bust it. 我把照相机掉在人行道上摔坏了。
  • She has worked up a lump of clay into a bust.她把一块黏土精心制作成一个半身像。
4 bustle esazC     
v.喧扰地忙乱,匆忙,奔忙;n.忙碌;喧闹
参考例句:
  • The bustle and din gradually faded to silence as night advanced.随着夜越来越深,喧闹声逐渐沉寂。
  • There is a lot of hustle and bustle in the railway station.火车站里非常拥挤。
5 chamber wnky9     
n.房间,寝室;会议厅;议院;会所
参考例句:
  • For many,the dentist's surgery remains a torture chamber.对许多人来说,牙医的治疗室一直是间受刑室。
  • The chamber was ablaze with light.会议厅里灯火辉煌。
6 exclamations aea591b1607dd0b11f1dd659bad7d827     
n.呼喊( exclamation的名词复数 );感叹;感叹语;感叹词
参考例句:
  • The visitors broke into exclamations of wonder when they saw the magnificent Great Wall. 看到雄伟的长城,游客们惊叹不已。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • After the will has been read out, angry exclamations aroused. 遗嘱宣读完之后,激起一片愤怒的喊声。 来自辞典例句
7 dent Bmcz9     
n.凹痕,凹坑;初步进展
参考例句:
  • I don't know how it came about but I've got a dent in the rear of my car.我不知道是怎么回事,但我的汽车后部有了一个凹痕。
  • That dent is not big enough to be worth hammering out.那个凹陷不大,用不着把它锤平。
8 panes c8bd1ed369fcd03fe15520d551ab1d48     
窗玻璃( pane的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • The sun caught the panes and flashed back at him. 阳光照到窗玻璃上,又反射到他身上。
  • The window-panes are dim with steam. 玻璃窗上蒙上了一层蒸汽。
9 apron Lvzzo     
n.围裙;工作裙
参考例句:
  • We were waited on by a pretty girl in a pink apron.招待我们的是一位穿粉红色围裙的漂亮姑娘。
  • She stitched a pocket on the new apron.她在新围裙上缝上一只口袋。
10 countenance iztxc     
n.脸色,面容;面部表情;vt.支持,赞同
参考例句:
  • At the sight of this photograph he changed his countenance.他一看见这张照片脸色就变了。
  • I made a fierce countenance as if I would eat him alive.我脸色恶狠狠地,仿佛要把他活生生地吞下去。
11 tempted b0182e969d369add1b9ce2353d3c6ad6     
v.怂恿(某人)干不正当的事;冒…的险(tempt的过去分词)
参考例句:
  • I was sorely tempted to complain, but I didn't. 我极想发牢骚,但还是没开口。
  • I was tempted by the dessert menu. 甜食菜单馋得我垂涎欲滴。
12 lair R2jx2     
n.野兽的巢穴;躲藏处
参考例句:
  • How can you catch tiger cubs without entering the tiger's lair?不入虎穴,焉得虎子?
  • I retired to my lair,and wrote some letters.我回到自己的躲藏处,写了几封信。
13 guilt 9e6xr     
n.犯罪;内疚;过失,罪责
参考例句:
  • She tried to cover up her guilt by lying.她企图用谎言掩饰自己的罪行。
  • Don't lay a guilt trip on your child about schoolwork.别因为功课责备孩子而使他觉得很内疚。
14 phlegmatic UN9xg     
adj.冷静的,冷淡的,冷漠的,无活力的
参考例句:
  • Commuting in the rush-hour requires a phlegmatic temperament.在上下班交通高峰期间乘坐通勤车要有安之若素的心境。
  • The british character is often said to be phlegmatic.英国人的性格常说成是冷漠的。
15 contrived ivBzmO     
adj.不自然的,做作的;虚构的
参考例句:
  • There was nothing contrived or calculated about what he said.他说的话里没有任何蓄意捏造的成分。
  • The plot seems contrived.情节看起来不真实。
16 quench ii3yQ     
vt.熄灭,扑灭;压制
参考例句:
  • The firemen were unable to quench the fire.消防人员无法扑灭这场大火。
  • Having a bottle of soft drink is not enough to quench my thirst.喝一瓶汽水不够解渴。
17 ewer TiRzT     
n.大口水罐
参考例句:
  • The ewer is in very good condition with spout restored.喷口修复后,水罐还能用。
  • She filled the ewer with fresh water.她将水罐注满了清水。
18 warily 5gvwz     
adv.留心地
参考例句:
  • He looked warily around him,pretending to look after Carrie.他小心地看了一下四周,假装是在照顾嘉莉。
  • They were heading warily to a point in the enemy line.他们正小心翼翼地向着敌人封锁线的某一处前进。
19 indifference k8DxO     
n.不感兴趣,不关心,冷淡,不在乎
参考例句:
  • I was disappointed by his indifference more than somewhat.他的漠不关心使我很失望。
  • He feigned indifference to criticism of his work.他假装毫不在意别人批评他的作品。
20 sleeper gETyT     
n.睡眠者,卧车,卧铺
参考例句:
  • I usually go up to London on the sleeper. 我一般都乘卧车去伦敦。
  • But first he explained that he was a very heavy sleeper. 但首先他解释说自己睡觉很沉。
21 brazen Id1yY     
adj.厚脸皮的,无耻的,坚硬的
参考例句:
  • The brazen woman laughed loudly at the judge who sentenced her.那无耻的女子冲着给她判刑的法官高声大笑。
  • Some people prefer to brazen a thing out rather than admit defeat.有的人不愿承认失败,而是宁肯厚着脸皮干下去。
22 malignant Z89zY     
adj.恶性的,致命的;恶意的,恶毒的
参考例句:
  • Alexander got a malignant slander.亚历山大受到恶意的诽谤。
  • He started to his feet with a malignant glance at Winston.他爬了起来,不高兴地看了温斯顿一眼。
23 pranks cba7670310bdd53033e32d6c01506817     
n.玩笑,恶作剧( prank的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • Frank's errancy consisted mostly of pranks. 法兰克错在老喜欢恶作剧。 来自辞典例句
  • He always leads in pranks and capers. 他老是带头胡闹和开玩笑。 来自辞典例句
24 prudence 9isyI     
n.谨慎,精明,节俭
参考例句:
  • A lack of prudence may lead to financial problems.不够谨慎可能会导致财政上出现问题。
  • The happy impute all their success to prudence or merit.幸运者都把他们的成功归因于谨慎或功德。
25 annoyance Bw4zE     
n.恼怒,生气,烦恼
参考例句:
  • Why do you always take your annoyance out on me?为什么你不高兴时总是对我出气?
  • I felt annoyance at being teased.我恼恨别人取笑我。
26 dreaded XuNzI3     
adj.令人畏惧的;害怕的v.害怕,恐惧,担心( dread的过去式和过去分词)
参考例句:
  • The dreaded moment had finally arrived. 可怕的时刻终于来到了。
  • He dreaded having to spend Christmas in hospital. 他害怕非得在医院过圣诞节不可。 来自《用法词典》
27 drawn MuXzIi     
v.拖,拉,拔出;adj.憔悴的,紧张的
参考例句:
  • All the characters in the story are drawn from life.故事中的所有人物都取材于生活。
  • Her gaze was drawn irresistibly to the scene outside.她的目光禁不住被外面的风景所吸引。
28 mischief jDgxH     
n.损害,伤害,危害;恶作剧,捣蛋,胡闹
参考例句:
  • Nobody took notice of the mischief of the matter. 没有人注意到这件事情所带来的危害。
  • He seems to intend mischief.看来他想捣蛋。
29 providence 8tdyh     
n.深谋远虑,天道,天意;远见;节约;上帝
参考例句:
  • It is tempting Providence to go in that old boat.乘那艘旧船前往是冒大险。
  • To act as you have done is to fly in the face of Providence.照你的所作所为那样去行事,是违背上帝的意志的。
30 dispense lZgzh     
vt.分配,分发;配(药),发(药);实施
参考例句:
  • Let us dispense the food.咱们来分发这食物。
  • The charity has been given a large sum of money to dispense as it sees fit.这个慈善机构获得一大笔钱,可自行适当分配。
31 discreetly nuwz8C     
ad.(言行)审慎地,慎重地
参考例句:
  • He had only known the perennial widow, the discreetly expensive Frenchwoman. 他只知道她是个永远那么年轻的寡妇,一个很会讲排场的法国女人。
  • Sensing that Lilian wanted to be alone with Celia, Andrew discreetly disappeared. 安德鲁觉得莉莲想同西莉亚单独谈些什么,有意避开了。
32 harangue BeyxH     
n.慷慨冗长的训话,言辞激烈的讲话
参考例句:
  • We had to listen to a long harangue about our own shortcomings.我们必须去听一有关我们缺点的长篇大论。
  • The minister of propaganda delivered his usual harangue.宣传部长一如既往发表了他的长篇大论。
33 demureness b54213d1097915caed4be5f31718c8bb     
n.demure(拘谨的,端庄的)的变形
参考例句:
34 miraculous DDdxA     
adj.像奇迹一样的,不可思议的
参考例句:
  • The wounded man made a miraculous recovery.伤员奇迹般地痊愈了。
  • They won a miraculous victory over much stronger enemy.他们战胜了远比自己强大的敌人,赢得了非凡的胜利。
35 hypocrisy g4qyt     
n.伪善,虚伪
参考例句:
  • He railed against hypocrisy and greed.他痛斥伪善和贪婪的行为。
  • He accused newspapers of hypocrisy in their treatment of the story.他指责了报纸在报道该新闻时的虚伪。
36 pint 1NNxL     
n.品脱
参考例句:
  • I'll have a pint of beer and a packet of crisps, please.我要一品脱啤酒和一袋炸马铃薯片。
  • In the old days you could get a pint of beer for a shilling.从前,花一先令就可以买到一品脱啤酒。
37 morsel Q14y4     
n.一口,一点点
参考例句:
  • He refused to touch a morsel of the food they had brought.他们拿来的东西他一口也不吃。
  • The patient has not had a morsel of food since the morning.从早上起病人一直没有进食。
38 conflagration CnZyK     
n.建筑物或森林大火
参考例句:
  • A conflagration in 1947 reduced 90 percent of the houses to ashes.1947年的一场大火,使90%的房屋化为灰烬。
  • The light of that conflagration will fade away.这熊熊烈火会渐渐熄灭。
39 custody Qntzd     
n.监护,照看,羁押,拘留
参考例句:
  • He spent a week in custody on remand awaiting sentence.等候判决期间他被还押候审一个星期。
  • He was taken into custody immediately after the robbery.抢劫案发生后,他立即被押了起来。
40 withheld f9d7381abd94e53d1fbd8a4e53915ec8     
withhold过去式及过去分词
参考例句:
  • I withheld payment until they had fulfilled the contract. 他们履行合同后,我才付款。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • There was no school play because the principal withheld his consent. 由于校长没同意,学校里没有举行比赛。 来自《简明英汉词典》
41 enjoined a56d6c1104bd2fa23ac381649be067ae     
v.命令( enjoin的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • The embezzler was severely punished and enjoined to kick back a portion of the stolen money each month. 贪污犯受到了严厉惩罚,并被责令每月退还部分赃款。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • She enjoined me strictly not to tell anyone else. 她严令我不准告诉其他任何人。 来自辞典例句
42 secrecy NZbxH     
n.秘密,保密,隐蔽
参考例句:
  • All the researchers on the project are sworn to secrecy.该项目的所有研究人员都按要求起誓保守秘密。
  • Complete secrecy surrounded the meeting.会议在绝对机密的环境中进行。
43 vindictive FL3zG     
adj.有报仇心的,怀恨的,惩罚的
参考例句:
  • I have no vindictive feelings about it.我对此没有恶意。
  • The vindictive little girl tore up her sister's papers.那个充满报复心的小女孩撕破了她姐姐的作业。
44 haughty 4dKzq     
adj.傲慢的,高傲的
参考例句:
  • He gave me a haughty look and walked away.他向我摆出傲慢的表情后走开。
  • They were displeased with her haughty airs.他们讨厌她高傲的派头。
45 dependant GmAz6     
n.依靠的,依赖的,依赖他人生活者
参考例句:
  • The dependent dependant cannot live independently.依靠别人的被赡养者不能独立生活。
  • The fact that the woman is still regarded as the man's dependant.再加上女人仍被看作是男人的附属品这一事实。
46 dependants bf603540028ae961f19e575de6e66342     
受赡养者,受扶养的家属( dependant的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • The government has agreed to take only 150 refugees plus their dependants. 政府承诺只收留150 名难民及家属。
  • There are approximately 12 million migrants with their dependants living in the EU countries. 大约有1200万流动工人带着家属居住在欧盟诸国。
47 originality JJJxm     
n.创造力,独创性;新颖
参考例句:
  • The name of the game in pop music is originality.流行音乐的本质是独创性。
  • He displayed an originality amounting almost to genius.他显示出近乎天才的创造性。
48 compensate AXky7     
vt.补偿,赔偿;酬报 vi.弥补;补偿;抵消
参考例句:
  • She used her good looks to compensate her lack of intelligence. 她利用她漂亮的外表来弥补智力的不足。
  • Nothing can compensate for the loss of one's health. 一个人失去了键康是不可弥补的。
49 decided lvqzZd     
adj.决定了的,坚决的;明显的,明确的
参考例句:
  • This gave them a decided advantage over their opponents.这使他们比对手具有明显的优势。
  • There is a decided difference between British and Chinese way of greeting.英国人和中国人打招呼的方式有很明显的区别。
50 conjecture 3p8z4     
n./v.推测,猜测
参考例句:
  • She felt it no use to conjecture his motives.她觉得猜想他的动机是没有用的。
  • This conjecture is not supported by any real evidence.这种推测未被任何确切的证据所证实。
51 recurred c940028155f925521a46b08674bc2f8a     
再发生,复发( recur的过去式和过去分词 ); 治愈
参考例句:
  • Old memories constantly recurred to him. 往事经常浮现在他的脑海里。
  • She always winced when he recurred to the subject of his poems. 每逢他一提到他的诗作的时候,她总是有点畏缩。
52 vividly tebzrE     
adv.清楚地,鲜明地,生动地
参考例句:
  • The speaker pictured the suffering of the poor vividly.演讲者很生动地描述了穷人的生活。
  • The characters in the book are vividly presented.这本书里的人物写得栩栩如生。
53 bent QQ8yD     
n.爱好,癖好;adj.弯的;决心的,一心的
参考例句:
  • He was fully bent upon the project.他一心扑在这项计划上。
  • We bent over backward to help them.我们尽了最大努力帮助他们。
54 rouges ef708a55d60b4a181c15fed31731532a     
胭脂,口红( rouge的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • A young lady who thinks is like a young man who rouges. 妙龄女郎之作思考,有如青年男子之涂脂抹粉。
  • Her sister rouges her face at home. 阿姊闻妹来当户理红妆。
55 sketching 2df579f3d044331e74dce85d6a365dd7     
n.草图
参考例句:
  • They are sketching out proposals for a new road. 他们正在草拟修建新路的计划。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • "Imagination is busy sketching rose-tinted pictures of joy. “飞舞驰骋的想象描绘出一幅幅玫瑰色欢乐的场景。 来自英汉文学 - 汤姆历险
56 sketch UEyyG     
n.草图;梗概;素描;v.素描;概述
参考例句:
  • My sister often goes into the country to sketch. 我姐姐常到乡间去写生。
  • I will send you a slight sketch of the house.我将给你寄去房屋的草图。
57 leaven m9lz0     
v.使发酵;n.酵母;影响
参考例句:
  • These men have been the leaven in the lump of the race.如果说这个种族是块面团,这些人便是发酵剂。
  • The leaven of reform was working.改革的影响力在起作用。
58 spoke XryyC     
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
参考例句:
  • They sourced the spoke nuts from our company.他们的轮辐螺帽是从我们公司获得的。
  • The spokes of a wheel are the bars that connect the outer ring to the centre.辐条是轮子上连接外圈与中心的条棒。
59 vivacity ZhBw3     
n.快活,活泼,精神充沛
参考例句:
  • Her charm resides in her vivacity.她的魅力存在于她的活泼。
  • He was charmed by her vivacity and high spirits.她的活泼与兴高采烈的情绪把他迷住了。
60 enjoyments 8e942476c02b001997fdec4a72dbed6f     
愉快( enjoyment的名词复数 ); 令人愉快的事物; 享有; 享受
参考例句:
  • He is fond of worldly enjoyments. 他喜爱世俗的享乐。
  • The humanities and amenities of life had no attraction for him--its peaceful enjoyments no charm. 对他来说,生活中的人情和乐趣并没有吸引力——生活中的恬静的享受也没有魅力。
61 hideous 65KyC     
adj.丑陋的,可憎的,可怕的,恐怖的
参考例句:
  • The whole experience had been like some hideous nightmare.整个经历就像一场可怕的噩梦。
  • They're not like dogs,they're hideous brutes.它们不像狗,是丑陋的畜牲。
62 vexing 9331d950e0681c1f12e634b03fd3428b     
adj.使人烦恼的,使人恼火的v.使烦恼( vex的现在分词 );使苦恼;使生气;详细讨论
参考例句:
  • It is vexing to have to wait a long time for him. 长时间地等他真使人厌烦。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
  • Lately a vexing problem had grown infuriatingly worse. 最近发生了一个讨厌的问题,而且严重到令人发指的地步。 来自辞典例句
63 soothing soothing     
adj.慰藉的;使人宽心的;镇静的
参考例句:
  • Put on some nice soothing music.播放一些柔和舒缓的音乐。
  • His casual, relaxed manner was very soothing.他随意而放松的举动让人很快便平静下来。
64 verge gUtzQ     
n.边,边缘;v.接近,濒临
参考例句:
  • The country's economy is on the verge of collapse.国家的经济已到了崩溃的边缘。
  • She was on the verge of bursting into tears.她快要哭出来了。
65 provocation QB9yV     
n.激怒,刺激,挑拨,挑衅的事物,激怒的原因
参考例句:
  • He's got a fiery temper and flares up at the slightest provocation.他是火爆性子,一点就着。
  • They did not react to this provocation.他们对这一挑衅未作反应。
66 brink OWazM     
n.(悬崖、河流等的)边缘,边沿
参考例句:
  • The tree grew on the brink of the cliff.那棵树生长在峭壁的边缘。
  • The two countries were poised on the brink of war.这两个国家处于交战的边缘。
67 propriety oRjx4     
n.正当行为;正当;适当
参考例句:
  • We hesitated at the propriety of the method.我们对这种办法是否适用拿不定主意。
  • The sensitive matter was handled with great propriety.这件机密的事处理得极为适当。
68 thither cgRz1o     
adv.向那里;adj.在那边的,对岸的
参考例句:
  • He wandered hither and thither looking for a playmate.他逛来逛去找玩伴。
  • He tramped hither and thither.他到处流浪。
69 feverish gzsye     
adj.发烧的,狂热的,兴奋的
参考例句:
  • He is too feverish to rest.他兴奋得安静不下来。
  • They worked with feverish haste to finish the job.为了完成此事他们以狂热的速度工作着。
70 favourable favourable     
adj.赞成的,称赞的,有利的,良好的,顺利的
参考例句:
  • The company will lend you money on very favourable terms.这家公司将以非常优惠的条件借钱给你。
  • We found that most people are favourable to the idea.我们发现大多数人同意这个意见。
71 elegance QjPzj     
n.优雅;优美,雅致;精致,巧妙
参考例句:
  • The furnishings in the room imparted an air of elegance.这个房间的家具带给这房间一种优雅的气氛。
  • John has been known for his sartorial elegance.约翰因为衣着讲究而出名。
72 amends AzlzCR     
n. 赔偿
参考例句:
  • He made amends for his rudeness by giving her some flowers. 他送给她一些花,为他自己的鲁莽赔罪。
  • This country refuses stubbornly to make amends for its past war crimes. 该国顽固地拒绝为其过去的战争罪行赔罪。
73 honourable honourable     
adj.可敬的;荣誉的,光荣的
参考例句:
  • I don't think I am worthy of such an honourable title.这样的光荣称号,我可担当不起。
  • I hope to find an honourable way of settling difficulties.我希望设法找到一个体面的办法以摆脱困境。
74 belle MQly5     
n.靓女
参考例句:
  • She was the belle of her Sunday School class.在主日学校她是她们班的班花。
  • She was the belle of the ball.她是那个舞会中的美女。
75 graceful deHza     
adj.优美的,优雅的;得体的
参考例句:
  • His movements on the parallel bars were very graceful.他的双杠动作可帅了!
  • The ballet dancer is so graceful.芭蕾舞演员的姿态是如此的优美。
76 complexion IOsz4     
n.肤色;情况,局面;气质,性格
参考例句:
  • Red does not suit with her complexion.红色与她的肤色不协调。
  • Her resignation puts a different complexion on things.她一辞职局面就全变了。
77 raven jAUz8     
n.渡鸟,乌鸦;adj.乌亮的
参考例句:
  • We know the raven will never leave the man's room.我们知道了乌鸦再也不会离开那个男人的房间。
  • Her charming face was framed with raven hair.她迷人的脸上垂落着乌亮的黑发。
78 glossiest 3b53335e4d1bbf01ea1f91863e1267eb     
光滑的( glossy的最高级 ); 虚有其表的; 浮华的
参考例句:
79 descending descending     
n. 下行 adj. 下降的
参考例句:
  • The results are expressed in descending numerical order . 结果按数字降序列出。
  • The climbers stopped to orient themselves before descending the mountain. 登山者先停下来确定所在的位置,然后再下山。
80 accomplishments 1c15077db46e4d6425b6f78720939d54     
n.造诣;完成( accomplishment的名词复数 );技能;成绩;成就
参考例句:
  • It was one of the President's greatest accomplishments. 那是总统最伟大的成就之一。
  • Among her accomplishments were sewing,cooking,playing the piano and dancing. 她的才能包括缝纫、烹调、弹钢琴和跳舞。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
81 bass APUyY     
n.男低音(歌手);低音乐器;低音大提琴
参考例句:
  • He answered my question in a surprisingly deep bass.他用一种低得出奇的声音回答我的问题。
  • The bass was to give a concert in the park.那位男低音歌唱家将在公园中举行音乐会。
82 delightfully f0fe7d605b75a4c00aae2f25714e3131     
大喜,欣然
参考例句:
  • The room is delightfully appointed. 这房子的设备令人舒适愉快。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
  • The evening is delightfully cool. 晚间凉爽宜人。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
83 remarkably EkPzTW     
ad.不同寻常地,相当地
参考例句:
  • I thought she was remarkably restrained in the circumstances. 我认为她在那种情况下非常克制。
  • He made a remarkably swift recovery. 他康复得相当快。
84 accomplished UzwztZ     
adj.有才艺的;有造诣的;达到了的
参考例句:
  • Thanks to your help,we accomplished the task ahead of schedule.亏得你们帮忙,我们才提前完成了任务。
  • Removal of excess heat is accomplished by means of a radiator.通过散热器完成多余热量的排出。
85 entailed 4e76d9f28d5145255733a8119f722f77     
使…成为必要( entail的过去式和过去分词 ); 需要; 限定继承; 使必需
参考例句:
  • The castle and the land are entailed on the eldest son. 城堡和土地限定由长子继承。
  • The house and estate are entailed on the eldest daughter. 这所房子和地产限定由长女继承。
86 eldest bqkx6     
adj.最年长的,最年老的
参考例句:
  • The King's eldest son is the heir to the throne.国王的长子是王位的继承人。
  • The castle and the land are entailed on the eldest son.城堡和土地限定由长子继承。
87 revert OBwzV     
v.恢复,复归,回到
参考例句:
  • Let us revert to the earlier part of the chapter.让我们回到本章的前面部分。
  • Shall we revert to the matter we talked about yesterday?我们接着昨天谈过的问题谈,好吗?
88 boundless kt8zZ     
adj.无限的;无边无际的;巨大的
参考例句:
  • The boundless woods were sleeping in the deep repose of nature.无边无际的森林在大自然静寂的怀抱中酣睡着。
  • His gratitude and devotion to the Party was boundless.他对党无限感激、无限忠诚。
89 arraigned ce05f28bfd59de4a074b80d451ad2707     
v.告发( arraign的过去式和过去分词 );控告;传讯;指责
参考例句:
  • He was arraigned for murder. 他因谋杀罪而被提讯。
  • She was arraigned for high treason. 她被控叛国罪。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
90 devour hlezt     
v.吞没;贪婪地注视或谛听,贪读;使着迷
参考例句:
  • Larger fish devour the smaller ones.大鱼吃小鱼。
  • Beauty is but a flower which wrinkle will devour.美只不过是一朵,终会被皱纹所吞噬。
91 devoured af343afccf250213c6b0cadbf3a346a9     
吞没( devour的过去式和过去分词 ); 耗尽; 津津有味地看; 狼吞虎咽地吃光
参考例句:
  • She devoured everything she could lay her hands on: books, magazines and newspapers. 无论是书、杂志,还是报纸,只要能弄得到,她都看得津津有味。
  • The lions devoured a zebra in a short time. 狮子一会儿就吃掉了一匹斑马。
92 judgment e3xxC     
n.审判;判断力,识别力,看法,意见
参考例句:
  • The chairman flatters himself on his judgment of people.主席自认为他审视人比别人高明。
  • He's a man of excellent judgment.他眼力过人。
93 surfeited e4ce9d72f201841c642c284cdf61b36c     
v.吃得过多( surfeit的过去式和过去分词 );由于过量而厌腻
参考例句:
  • They were surfeited with entertainment. 他们对玩乐生厌了;他们玩腻了。 来自辞典例句
  • They had cloyed him with obedience, and surfeited him with sweet respect and submission. 她们在他面前百依百顺,甜言蜜语,卑躬屈膝。 来自辞典例句
94 folly QgOzL     
n.愚笨,愚蠢,蠢事,蠢行,傻话
参考例句:
  • Learn wisdom by the folly of others.从别人的愚蠢行动中学到智慧。
  • Events proved the folly of such calculations.事情的进展证明了这种估计是愚蠢的。
95 derived 6cddb7353e699051a384686b6b3ff1e2     
vi.起源;由来;衍生;导出v.得到( derive的过去式和过去分词 );(从…中)得到获得;源于;(从…中)提取
参考例句:
  • Many English words are derived from Latin and Greek. 英语很多词源出于拉丁文和希腊文。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • He derived his enthusiasm for literature from his father. 他对文学的爱好是受他父亲的影响。 来自《简明英汉词典》
96 novice 1H4x1     
adj.新手的,生手的
参考例句:
  • As a novice writer,this is something I'm interested in.作为初涉写作的人,我对此很感兴趣。
  • She realized that she was a novice.她知道自己初出茅庐。
97 kindle n2Gxu     
v.点燃,着火
参考例句:
  • This wood is too wet to kindle.这木柴太湿点不着。
  • A small spark was enough to kindle Lily's imagination.一星光花足以点燃莉丽的全部想象力。
98 extrication af2d08ab7bdde31ff4683329fd0c103a     
n.解脱;救出,解脱
参考例句:
  • The extrication way of life is to ask to the paradise. 生命最终的解脱是导归净土生极乐! 来自互联网
  • The mind obtained the release, is the true extrication! 心灵得到了释放,才是真正的解脱! 来自互联网
99 softening f4d358268f6bd0b278eabb29f2ee5845     
变软,软化
参考例句:
  • Her eyes, softening, caressed his face. 她的眼光变得很温柔了。它们不住地爱抚他的脸。 来自汉英文学 - 家(1-26) - 家(1-26)
  • He might think my brain was softening or something of the kind. 他也许会觉得我婆婆妈妈的,已经成了个软心肠的人了。
100 displeasing 819553a7ded56624660d7a0ec4d08e0b     
不愉快的,令人发火的
参考例句:
  • Such conduct is displeasing to your parents. 这种行为会使你的父母生气的。
  • Omit no harsh line, smooth away no displeasing irregularity. 不能省略任何刺眼的纹路,不能掩饰任何讨厌的丑处。
101 tints 41fd51b51cf127789864a36f50ef24bf     
色彩( tint的名词复数 ); 带白的颜色; (淡色)染发剂; 痕迹
参考例句:
  • leaves with red and gold autumn tints 金秋时节略呈红黄色的树叶
  • The whole countryside glowed with autumn tints. 乡间处处呈现出灿烂的秋色。
102 hues adb36550095392fec301ed06c82f8920     
色彩( hue的名词复数 ); 色调; 信仰; 观点
参考例句:
  • When the sun rose a hundred prismatic hues were reflected from it. 太阳一出,更把它映得千变万化、异彩缤纷。
  • Where maple trees grow, the leaves are often several brilliant hues of red. 在枫树生长的地方,枫叶常常呈现出数种光彩夺目的红色。
103 harmonious EdWzx     
adj.和睦的,调和的,和谐的,协调的
参考例句:
  • Their harmonious relationship resulted in part from their similar goals.他们关系融洽的部分原因是他们有着相似的目标。
  • The room was painted in harmonious colors.房间油漆得色彩调和。
104 bracelet nWdzD     
n.手镯,臂镯
参考例句:
  • The jeweler charges lots of money to set diamonds in a bracelet.珠宝匠要很多钱才肯把钻石镶在手镯上。
  • She left her gold bracelet as a pledge.她留下她的金手镯作抵押品。
105 portray mPLxy     
v.描写,描述;画(人物、景象等)
参考例句:
  • It is difficult to portray feelings in words.感情很难用言语来描写。
  • Can you portray the best and worst aspects of this job?您能描述一下这份工作最好与最坏的方面吗?
106 attire AN0zA     
v.穿衣,装扮[同]array;n.衣着;盛装
参考例句:
  • He had no intention of changing his mode of attire.他无意改变着装方式。
  • Her attention was attracted by his peculiar attire.他那奇特的服装引起了她的注意。
107 glistening glistening     
adj.闪耀的,反光的v.湿物闪耀,闪亮( glisten的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • Her eyes were glistening with tears. 她眼里闪着晶莹的泪花。
  • Her eyes were glistening with tears. 她眼睛中的泪水闪着柔和的光。 来自《用法词典》
108 indigent 3b8zs     
adj.贫穷的,贫困的
参考例句:
  • The town government is responsible for assistance to indigent people.镇政府负责给穷人提供帮助。
  • A judge normally appoints the attorney for an indigent defendant at the defendant's first court appearence.法官通常会在贫穷被告人第一次出庭时,为其指派一名辩护律师。
109 insignificant k6Mx1     
adj.无关紧要的,可忽略的,无意义的
参考例句:
  • In winter the effect was found to be insignificant.在冬季,这种作用是不明显的。
  • This problem was insignificant compared to others she faced.这一问题与她面临的其他问题比较起来算不得什么。
110 plebeian M2IzE     
adj.粗俗的;平民的;n.平民;庶民
参考例句:
  • He is a philosophy professor with a cockney accent and an alarmingly plebeian manner.他是个有一口伦敦土腔、举止粗俗不堪的哲学教授。
  • He spent all day playing rackets on the beach,a plebeian sport if there ever was one.他一整天都在海滩玩壁球,再没有比这更不入流的运动了。
111 fixedness cfd25d584565b602b5bbfba1a3aedc85     
n.固定;稳定;稳固
参考例句:
  • The fixedness of his gaze upset her. 他目不转睛的凝视让她心烦意乱。 来自互联网
  • Its distributing of stress is simulated by finite element analysis software order to compare their fixedness. 并使用有限元分析软件对不同微桥进行结构分析,以比较其稳固性。 来自互联网
112 wholesome Uowyz     
adj.适合;卫生的;有益健康的;显示身心健康的
参考例句:
  • In actual fact the things I like doing are mostly wholesome.实际上我喜欢做的事大都是有助于增进身体健康的。
  • It is not wholesome to eat without washing your hands.不洗手吃饭是不卫生的。


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