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HE did not leave for Cambridge the next day, as he had said he would. He deferred1 his departure a whole week, and during that time he made me feel what severe punishment a good yet stern, a conscientious2 yet implacable man can inflict3 on one who has offended him. Without one overt4 act of hostility5, one upbraiding6 word he contrived7 to impress me momently with the conviction that I was put beyond the pale of his favour.
Not that St. John harboured a spirit of unchristian vindictiveness- not that he would have injured a hair of my head, if it had been fully9 in his power to do so. Both by nature and principle, he was superior to the mean gratification of vengeance10: he had forgiven me for saying I scorned him and his love, but he had not forgotten the words; and as long as he and I lived he never would forget them. I saw by his look, when he turned to me, that they were always written on the air between me and him; whenever I spoke11, they sounded in my voice to his ear, and their echo toned every answer he gave me.

He did not abstain12 from conversing13 with me: he even called me as usual each morning to join him at his desk; and I fear the corrupt14 man within him had a pleasure unimparted to, and unshared by, the pure Christian8, in evincing with what skill he could, while acting15 and speaking apparently16 just as usual, extract from every deed and every phrase the spirit of interest and approval which had formerly17 communicated a certain austere18 charm to his language and manner. To me, he was in reality become no longer flesh, but marble; his eye was a cold, bright, blue gem19; his tongue a speaking instrument- nothing more.

All this was torture to me- refined, lingering torture. It kept up a slow fire of indignation and a trembling trouble of grief, which harassed20 and crushed me altogether. I felt how- if I were his wife, this good man, pure as the deep sunless source, could soon kill me, without drawing from my veins21 a single drop of blood, or receiving on his own crystal conscience the faintest stain of crime.

Especially I felt this when I made any attempt to propitiate22 him. No ruth met my ruth. He experienced no suffering from estrangement- no yearning23 after reconciliation24; and though, more than once, my fast falling tears blistered25 the page over which we both bent26, they produced no more effect on him than if his heart had been really a matter of stone or metal. To his sisters, meantime, he was somewhat kinder than usual: as if afraid that mere27 coldness would not sufficiently28 convince me how completely I was banished29 and banned, he added the force of contrast; and this I am sure he did not by malice30, but on principle.

The night before he left home, happening to see him walking in the garden about sunset, and remembering, as I looked at him, that this man, alienated31 as he now was, had once saved my life, and that we were near relations, I was moved to make a last attempt to  regain32 his friendship. I went out and approached him as he stood leaning over the little gate; I spoke to the point at once.

'St. John, I am unhappy because you are still angry with me. Let us be friends.'

'I hope we are friends,' was the unmoved reply; while he still watched the rising of the moon, which he had been contemplating33 as I approached.

'No, St. John, we are not friends as we were. You know that.'

'Are we not? That is wrong. For my part, I wish you no ill and all good.'

'I believe you, St. John; for I am sure you are incapable34 of wishing any one ill; but, as I am your kinswoman, I should desire somewhat more of affection than that sort of general philanthropy you extend to mere strangers.'

'Of course,' he said. 'Your wish is reasonable, and I am far from regarding you as a stranger.'

This, spoken in a cool, tranquil35 tone, was mortifying36 and baffling enough. Had I attended to the suggestions of pride and ire, I should immediately have left him; but something worked within me more strongly than those feelings could. I deeply venerated37 my cousin's talent and principle. His friendship was of value to me: to lose it tried me severely38. I would not so soon relinquish39 the attempt to reconquer it.

'Must we part in this way, St. John? And when you go to India, will you leave me so, without a kinder word than you have yet spoken?'

He now turned quite from the moon and faced me.

'When I go to India, Jane, will I leave you! What! do you not go to India?'

'You said I could not unless I married you.'

'And you will not marry me! You adhere to that resolution?'

Reader, do you know, as I do, what terror those cold people can put into the ice of their questions? How much of the fall of the avalanche40 is in their anger? of the breaking up of the frozen sea in their displeasure?

'No, St. John, I will not marry you. I adhere to my resolution.'

The avalanche had shaken and slid a little forward, but it did not yet crash down.

'Once more, why this refusal?' he asked.

'Formerly,' I answered, 'because you did not love me; now, I reply, because you almost hate me. If I were to marry you, you would kill me.

You are killing41 me now.'

His lips and cheeks turned white- quite white.

'I should kill you- I am killing you? Your words are such as ought not to be used: violent, unfeminine, and untrue. They betray an unfortunate state of mind: they merit severe reproof43: they would seem inexcusable, but that it is the duty of man to forgive his fellow even until seventy-and-seven times.'

I had finished the business now. While earnestly wishing to erase44 from his mind the trace of my former offence, I had stamped on that tenacious45 surface another and far deeper impression: I had burnt it in.

'Now you will indeed hate me,' I said. 'It is useless to attempt to conciliate you: I see I have made an eternal enemy of you.'

A fresh wrong did these words inflict: the worse, because they touched on the truth. That bloodless lip quivered to a temporary spasm46. I knew the steely ire I had whetted47. I was heart-wrung.

'You utterly48 misinterpret my words,' I said, at once seizing his hand: 'I have no intention to grieve or pain you- indeed, I have not.'

Most bitterly he smiled- most decidedly he withdrew his hand from mine. 'And now you recall your promise, and will not go to India at all, I presume?' said he, after a considerable pause.

'Yes, I will, as your assistant,' I answered.

A very long silence succeeded. What struggle there was in him between Nature and Grace in this interval49, I cannot tell: only singular gleams scintillated50 in his eyes, and strange shadows passed over his face. He spoke at last.

'I before proved to you the absurdity51 of a single woman of your age proposing to accompany abroad a single man of mine. I proved it to you in such terms as, I should have thought, would have prevented your ever again alluding52 to the plan. That you have done so, I regret- for your sake.'

I interrupted him. Anything like a tangible53 reproach gave me courage at once. 'Keep to common sense, St. John: you are verging54 on nonsense. You pretend to be shocked by what I have said. You are not really shocked: for, with your superior mind, you cannot be either so dull or so conceited55 as to misunderstand my meaning. I say again, I will be your curate, if you like, but never your wife.'

Again he turned lividly pale; but, as before, controlled his passion perfectly56. He answered emphatically but calmly-

'A female curate, who is not my wife, would never suit me. With me, then, it seems, you cannot go: but if you are sincere in your offer, I will, while in town, speak to a married missionary57, whose wife needs a coadjutor. Your own fortune will make you independent of the Society's aid; and thus you may still be spared the dishonour58 of breaking your promise and deserting the band you engaged to join.'

Now I never had, as the reader knows, either given any formal promise or entered into any engagement; and this language was all much too hard and much too despotic for the occasion. I replied-

'There is no dishonour, no breach59 of promise, no desertion in the case. I am not under the slightest obligation to go to India, especially with strangers. With you I would have ventured much, because I admire, confide60 in, and, as a sister, I love you; but I am convinced that, go when and with whom I would, I should not live long in that climate.'

'Ah! you are afraid of yourself,' he said, curling his lip.

'I am. God did not give me my life to throw away; and to do as you wish me would, I begin to think, be almost equivalent to committing suicide. Moreover, before I definitely resolve on quitting England, I will know for certain whether I cannot be of greater use by remaining in it than by leaving it.'

'What do you mean?'

'It would be fruitless to attempt to explain; but there is a point on which I have long endured painful doubt, and I can go nowhere till by some means that doubt is removed.'

'I know where your heart turns and to what it clings. The interest you cherish is lawless and unconsecrated. Long since you ought to have crushed it: now you should blush to allude61 to it. You think of Mr. Rochester?'

It was true. I confessed it by silence.

'Are you going to seek Mr. Rochester?'

'I must find out what is become of him.'

'It remains62 for me, then,' he said, 'to remember you in my prayers, and to entreat63 God for you, in all earnestness, that you may not indeed become a castaway. I had thought I recognised in you one of the chosen. But God sees not as man sees: His will be done.'

He opened the gate, passed through it, and strayed away down the glen. He was soon out of sight.

On re-entering the parlour, I found Diana standing64 at the window, looking very thoughtful. Diana was a great deal taller than I:. she put her hand on my shoulder, and, stooping, examined my face.

'Jane,' she said, 'you are always agitated65 and pale now. I am sure there is something the matter. Tell me what business St. John and you have on hands. I have watched you this half hour from the window; you must forgive my being such a spy, but for a long time I have fancied I hardly know what. St. John is a strange being-'

She paused- I did not speak: soon she resumed-

'That brother of mine cherishes peculiar66 views of some sort respecting you, I am sure: he has long distinguished67 you by a notice and interest he never showed to any one else- to what end? I wish he loved you- does he, Jane?'

I put her cool hand to my hot forehead; 'No, Die, not one whit42.'

'Then why does he follow you so with his eyes, and get you so frequently alone with him, and keep you so continually at his side?

Mary and I had both concluded he wished you to marry him.'

'He does- he has asked me to be his wife.'

Diana clapped her hands. 'That is just what we hoped and thought!

And you will marry him, Jane, won't you? And then he will stay in England.'

'Far from that, Diana; his sole idea in proposing to me is to procure68 a fitting fellow-labourer in his Indian toils69.'

'What! He wishes you to go to India?'

'Yes.'

'Madness!' she exclaimed. 'You would not live three months there, I am certain. You never shall go: you have not consented, have you, Jane?'

'I have refused to marry him-'

'And have consequently displeased70 him?' she suggested.

'Deeply: he will never forgive me, I fear: yet I offered to accompany him as his sister.'

'It was frantic71 folly72 to do so, Jane. Think of the task you undertook- one of incessant73 fatigue74, where fatigue kills even the strong, and you are weak. St. John- you know him- would urge you to impossibilities: with him there would be no permission to rest during the hot hours; and unfortunately, I have noticed, whatever he exacts, you force yourself to perform. I am astonished you found courage to refuse his hand. You do not love him then, Jane?'

'Not as a husband.'

'Yet he is a handsome fellow.'

'And I am so plain, you see, Die. We should never suit.'

'Plain! You? Not at all. You are much too pretty, as well as too good, to be grilled75 alive in Calcutta.' And again she earnestly conjured76 me to give up all thoughts of going out with her brother.

'I must indeed,' I said; 'for when just now I repeated the offer of serving him for a deacon, he expressed himself shocked at my want of decency77. He seemed to think I had committed an impropriety in proposing to accompany him unmarried: as if I had not from the first hoped to find in him a brother, and habitually78 regarded him as such.'

'What makes you say he does not love you, Jane?'

'You should hear himself on the subject. He has again and again explained that it is not himself, but his office he wishes to mate. He has told me I am formed for labour- not for love: which is true, no doubt. But, in my opinion, if I am not formed for love, it follows that I am not formed for marriage. Would it not be strange, Die, to be chained for life to a man who regarded one but as a useful tool?'

'Insupportable- unnatural- out of the question!'

'And then,' I continued, 'though I have only sisterly affection for him now, yet, if forced to be his wife, I can imagine the possibility of conceiving an inevitable79, strange, torturing kind of love for him, because he is so talented; and there is often a certain heroic grandeur80 in his look, manner, and conversation. In that case, my lot would become unspeakably wretched. He would not want me to love him; and if I showed the feeling, he would make me sensible that it was a superfluity, unrequired by him, unbecoming in me. I know he would.'

'And yet St. John is a good man,' said Diana.

'He is a good and a great man; but he forgets, pitilessly, the feelings and claims of little people, in pursuing his own large views.

It is better, therefore, for the insignificant81 to keep out of his way, lest, in his progress, he should trample82 them down. Here he comes! I will leave you, Diana.' And I hastened upstairs as I saw him entering the garden.

But I was forced to meet him again at supper. During that meal he appeared just as composed as usual. I had thought he would hardly speak to me, and I was certain he had given up the pursuit of his matrimonial scheme: the sequel showed I was mistaken on both points.

He addressed me precisely83 in his ordinary manner, or what had, of late, been his ordinary manner- one scrupulously84 polite. No doubt he had invoked85 the help of the Holy Spirit to subdue86 the anger I had roused in him, and now believed he had forgiven me once more.

For the evening reading before prayers, he selected the twenty-first chapter of Revelation. It was at all times pleasant to listen while from his lips fell the words of the Bible: never did his fine voice sound at once so sweet and full- never did his manner  become so impressive in its noble simplicity87, as when he delivered the oracles88 of God: and to-night that voice took a more solemn tone-   that manner a more thrilling meaning- as he sat in the midst of his household circle (the May moon shining in through the uncurtained window, and rendering89 almost unnecessary the light of the candle on  the table): as he sat there, bending over the great old Bible, and described from its page the vision of the new heaven and the new earth- told how God would come to dwell with men, how He would wipe away all tears from their eyes, and promised that there should be no more death, neither sorrow nor crying, nor any more pain, because the former things were passed away.

The succeeding words thrilled me strangely as he spoke them: especially as I felt, by the slight, indescribable alteration90 in sound, that in uttering them, his eye had turned on me.

'He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son. But,' was slowly, distinctly read, 'the fearful, the unbelieving, etc., shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone, which is the second death.'

Henceforward, I knew what fate St. John feared for me. A calm, subdued91 triumph, blent with a longing92 earnestness, marked his enunciation93 of the last glorious verses of that chapter. The reader believed his name was already written in the Lamb's book of life, and he yearned94 after the hour which should admit him to the city to which the kings of the earth bring their glory and honour; which has no need of sun or moon to shine in it, because the glory of God lightens it, and the Lamb is the light thereof.

In the prayer following the chapter, all his energy gathered- all his stern zeal95 woke: he was in deep earnest, wrestling with God, and resolved on a conquest. He supplicated96 strength for the weak-hearted; guidance for wanderers from the fold: a return, even at the eleventh hour, for those whom the temptations of the world and the flesh were luring97 from the narrow path. He asked, he urged, he claimed the boon98 of a brand snatched from the burning. Earnestness is ever deeply solemn: first, as I listened to that prayer, I wondered

at his; then, when it continued and rose, I was touched by it, and at last awed99. He felt the greatness and goodness of his purpose so sincerely: others who heard him plead for it, could not but feel it too.

The prayer over, we took leave of him: he was to go at a very early hour in the morning. Diana and Mary having kissed him, left the room- in compliance100, I think, with a whispered hint from him: I tendered my hand, and wished him a pleasant journey.

'Thank you, Jane. As I said, I shall return from Cambridge in a fortnight: that space, then, is yet left you for reflection. If I listened to human pride, I should say no more to you of marriage with me; but I listen to my duty, and keep steadily101 in view my first aim- to do all things to the glory of God. My Master was long-suffering: so will I be. I cannot give you up to perdition as a vessel102 of wrath103: repent104- resolve, while there is yet time. Remember, we are bid to work while it is day- warned that "the night cometh when no man shall work." Remember the fate of Dives, who had his good things in this life. God give you strength to choose that better part which shall not be taken from you!'

He laid his hand on my head as he uttered the last words. He had spoken earnestly, mildly: his look was not, indeed, that of a lover beholding105 his mistress, but it was that of a pastor106 recalling his wandering sheep- or better, of a guardian107 angel watching the soul for which he is responsible. All men of talent, whether they be men of feeling or not; whether they be zealots, or aspirants108, or despots- provided only they be sincere- have their sublime109 moments, when they subdue and rule. I felt veneration110 for St. John- veneration so strong that its impetus111 thrust me at once to the point I had so long shunned112. I was tempted113 to cease struggling with him- to rush down the torrent114 of his will into the gulf115 of his existence, and there lose my own. I was almost as hard beset116 by him now as I had been once before, in a different way, by another. I was a fool both times. To have yielded then would have been an error of principle; to have yielded now would have been an error of judgment117. So I think at this hour, when I look back to the crisis through the quiet medium of time:  I was unconscious of folly at the instant.

I stood motionless under my hierophant's touch. My refusals were forgotten- my fears overcome- my wrestlings paralysed. The Impossible- i.e., my marriage with St. John- was fast becoming the Possible. All was changing utterly with a sudden sweep. Religion called- Angels beckoned- God commanded- life rolled together like a scroll- death's gates opening, showed eternity118 beyond: it seemed, that for safety and bliss119 there, all here might be sacrificed in a second. The dim room was full of visions.

'Could you decide now?' asked the missionary. The inquiry120 was put in gentle tones: he drew me to him as gently. Oh, that gentleness! how far more potent121 is it than force! I could resist St. John's wrath: I grew pliant122 as a reed under his kindness. Yet I knew all the time, if I yielded now, I should not the less be made to repent, some day, of my former rebellion. His nature was not changed by one hour of solemn prayer: it was only elevated.

'I could decide if I were but certain,' I answered: 'were I but convinced that it is God's will I should marry you, I could vow123 to marry you here and now- come afterwards what would!'

'My prayers are heard!' ejaculated St. John. He pressed his hand firmer on my head, as if he claimed me: he surrounded me with his arm, almost as if he loved me (I say almost- I knew the difference- for I had felt what it was to be loved; but, like him, I had now put love  out of the question, and thought only of duty). I contended with my inward dimness of vision, before which clouds yet rolled. I sincerely, deeply, fervently124 longed to do what was right; and only that. 'Show me, show me the path!' I entreated125 of Heaven. I was excited more than I had ever been; and whether what followed was the effect of excitement the reader shall judge.

All the house was still; for I believe all, except St. John and myself, were now retired126 to rest. The one candle was dying out: the room was full of moonlight. My heart beat fast and thick: I heard its throb127. Suddenly it stood still to an inexpressible feeling that thrilled it through, and passed at once to my head and extremities128.

The feeling was not like an electric shock, but it was quite as sharp, as strange, as startling: it acted on my senses as if their utmost activity hitherto had been but torpor129, from which they were now summoned and forced to wake. They rose expectant: eye and ear waited while the flesh quivered on my bones.

'What have you heard? What do you see?' asked St. John. I saw nothing, but I heard a voice somewhere cry-

'Jane! Jane! Jane!'- nothing more.

'O God! what is it?' I gasped130.

I might have said, 'Where is it?' for it did not seem in the room- nor in the house- nor in the garden; it did not come out of the air- nor from under the earth- nor from overhead. I had heard it- where, or whence, for ever impossible to know! And it was the voice of a human being- a known, loved, well-remembered voice- that of Edward Fairfax Rochester; and it spoke in pain and woe131, wildly, eerily132, urgently.

'I am coming!' I cried. 'Wait for me! Oh, I will come!' I flew to the door and looked into the passage: it was dark. I ran out into the garden: it was void.

'Where are you?' I exclaimed.

The hills beyond Marsh133 Glen sent the answer faintly back- 'Where are you?' I listened. The wind sighed low in the firs: all was moorland loneliness and midnight hush134.

'Down superstition135!' I commented, as that spectre rose up black by the black yew136 at the gate. 'This is not thy deception137, nor thy witchcraft138: it is the work of nature. She was roused, and did- no miracle- but her best.'

I broke from St. John, who had followed, and would have detained me. It was my time to assume ascendency. My powers were in play and in force. I told him to forbear question or remark; I desired him to leave me: I must and would be alone. He obeyed at once. Where there is energy to command well enough, obedience139 never fails. I mounted to my chamber140; locked myself in; fell on my knees; and prayed in my way- a different way to St. John's, but effective in its own fashion. I seemed to penetrate141 very near a Mighty142 Spirit; and my soul rushed out in gratitude143 at His feet. I rose from the thanksgiving- took a resolve- and lay down, unscared, enlightened- eager but for the daylight.

第二天他并没有像他说的那样去剑桥。他把动身的日子推迟了整整一周。在这段时间内,他让我感觉到了一个善良却苛刻、真诚却不宽容的人,能给予得罪了他的人多么严厉的惩罚。他没有公开的敌视行为,没有一句责备的话,却使我能立刻相信,我已得不到他的欢心。

不是说圣.约翰怀着跟基督教不相容的报复心——也不是说要是他有这份能耐,就会伤着我一根头发怎么的。以本性和原则而言,他超越了满足于卑鄙的报复。他原谅我说了蔑视他和他的爱情的话,但他并没有忘记这些话本身。只要他和我还活着,他就永远不会忘掉。我从他转向我时的神态中看到,这些话总是写在我与他之间的空气中,无论什么时候我一开口,在他听来,我的嗓音里总有着这些话的味道,他给我的每个回答也回响着这些话的余音。

他并没有避免同我交谈,他甚至还像往常那样每天早晨把我叫到他书桌旁。我担心他心中的堕落者有一种秘而不宜,也不为纯洁的基督徒所欣赏的乐趣,表明他能多么巧妙地在一如既往的言论举动中,从每个行动和每句话里,抽掉某种曾使他的言语和风度产生严肃魅力的关心和赞许心情。对我来说,他实际上已不再是有血有肉的活体,而是一块大理石。他的眼睛是一块又冷又亮的蓝宝石,他的舌头是说话的工具——如此而已。

这一切对我是一种折磨——细细的慢悠悠的折磨。它不断激起微弱的怒火和令人颤抖的烦恼,弄得我心烦意乱,神衰力竭。假如我是他的妻子,我觉得这位纯洁如没有阳光的深渊的好人,不必从我的血管里抽取一滴血,也不会在清白的良心上留下一丝罪恶的痕迹,就能很快杀死我。我想抚慰他时尤其感到这点,我的同情得不到呼应。他并不因为疏远而感到痛苦——他没有和解的愿望。尽管我一串串落下的眼泪在我们一起埋头阅读的书页上泛起了水泡,他丝毫不为所动,就仿佛他的心确实是一块石头或金属。与此同时,他对妹妹们似乎比平常更好些了,唯恐单单冷淡还不足以使我相信,我已那么彻底被逐出教门,他又加上了反差的力量。我确信他这么做不是因为恶意,而是出于对原则的维护。

他离家前夕,我偶然见他日落时在园子里散步。瞧着他的身影,我想起这个眼下虽然与我有些隔膜的人,曾经救过我的性命,又是我的近亲,心里便感动得打算作最后一次努力,来恢复友谊。我出了门,向他走去,他倚着小门站着,我立刻开门见山地说:

“圣.约翰,我不大高兴,因为你还在生我的气,让我们成为朋友吧。”

“但愿我们是朋友,”他一面无动于衷地回答,一面仍然仰望着冉冉上升的月亮,我走近他时他就早已那么凝视着了。

“不,圣.约翰。我们并不像过去那样是朋友了。这你知道。”

“难道我们不是吗?这话可错了。就我来说,我并没希望你倒霉,而是愿你一切都好。”

“我相信你,圣.约翰,因为我深信你不会希望别人倒霉,不过既然我是你的亲戚,我就希望多得到一分爱,超过你施予一般陌路人的博爱。”

“当然,”他说,“你的愿望是合理的,我决没有把你当作陌路人。”

这话说得沉着镇静,但也是够折磨人令人丧气的。要是我迁就自尊和恼怒的苗头,我会立刻走掉。但是我内心有某种比那些感情更强烈的东西在活动。我十分敬佩我表兄的才能和为人,他的友谊对我来说很宝贵,失掉它会使我心里非常难受。我不会那么很快就放弃重新征服的念头。

“难道我们就得这样分别了吗?圣.约翰?你就这么离开我去印度,不说一句更好听的话吗?”

他这会儿已完全不看月亮,把面孔转向了我。

“我去印度就是离开你吗,简?什么!你不去印度?”

“你说我不能去,除非嫁给你。”

“你将不同我结婚!你坚持这个决定?”

读者呀,你可像我一样知道,这些冷酷的人能赋予他们冰一般的问题什么样的恐怖吗?知道他们一动怒多么像雪崩吗?一不高兴多么像冰海暴裂吗?

“不,圣,约翰,我不嫁你,并坚持自己的决定。”

崩裂的冰雪抖动着往前滑了一下,但还没有塌下来。

“再说一遍,为什么拒绝?”他问。

“以前我回答过了,因为你不爱我。现在我回答。因为你差不多恨我。要是我跟你结婚,你会要我的命,现在就要我的命了。”

他的嘴唇和脸硕顿时刷白——很白很白。

“我会要你的命——我现在就在要你的命?你这些话很凶也不真实,不象女人说的。你根本就不应该这么说。这些话暴露了心灵的一种不幸状态,应当严受责备,而且是不可宽恕的。但是人的职责是宽恕他的同胞,即使是宽恕他七十七次。”

这下可完蛋了。我原是希望从他的脑海里抹去以前的伤痕,却不料在它坚韧的表面上打上了更深的印记,我已经把它烙到里面去了。

“现在你真的恨我了,”我说,“再要同你和解也没有用了。我知道我已把你变成了永久的敌人。”

这些话好似雪上加霜,因为触及事实而更加伤人。没有血色的嘴唇抖动着一下子抽搐起来。我知道我己煽起了钢刀一般的愤怒。我心里痛苦不堪。

“你完全误解了我的话,”我立刻抓住他的手说,“我无意让你难受或痛苦——真的,我没有这个意思。”

他苦笑着——非常坚决地把手抽了回去。“我想,现在你收回你的允诺,根本不去印度了,是吗?”一阵相当长的静默之后他说。

“不,我要去的,当你的助手,”我回答。

接着是一阵很长的沉默。在这间隙,天性与情理之间究竟如何搏斗着,我说不上来,他的眼睛闪着奇异的光芒,奇怪的阴影掠过他的面孔。他终于开口了。

“我以前曾向你证明,像你这般年纪的单身女人,陪伴像我这样的男人是荒唐的。我已把话说到这样的地步,我想你不会再提起这个打算了。很遗憾你居然还是提了——为你感到遗憾。”

我打断了他。类似这种具体的责备反而立刻给了我勇气。“你要通情理,圣.约翰!你近乎胡言乱语了。你假装对我所说的感到震惊,其实你并没有,因为像你这样出色的脑袋,不可能那么迟钝,或者自负,以致于误解我的意思。我再说一次,要是你高兴,我可以当你的副牧师,而不是你妻子。”

我打断了他。类似这种具体的责备反而立刻给了我勇气。“你要通情理,圣.约翰!你近乎胡言乱语了。你假装对我所说的感到震惊,其实你并没有,因为像你这样出色的脑袋,不可能那么迟钝,或者自负,以致于误解我的意思。我再说一次,要是你高兴,我可以当你的副牧师,而不是你妻子。”

他再次脸色刷白,但像以前一样还是完全控制住了自己的感情。他的回答很有力却也很镇静:

“一个不做我妻子的女副牧师,对我绝不合适。那么看来,你是不能同我去了。但要是你的建议很诚心,那我去镇上的时候可以同一个已婚的教士说说,他的妻子需要一个助手。你有自己的财产,不必依赖教会的赞助,这样,你就不会因为失信和毁约而感到耻辱。”

读者们明白,我从来没有作过一本正经的许诺,也没有跟谁订下过约定。在这种场合,他的话说得太狠,太专横了。我回答:

“在这件事情上,并无耻辱可言,也不存在着失信和毁约。我丝毫没有去印度的义务,尤其是同陌生人。同你,我愿意冒很大的险,因为我佩服你,信任你。作为一个妹妹,我爱你。但我相信,不管什么时候去,跟谁去,在那种气候条件下我活不长久。”

“呵,你怕你自己,”他噘起嘴唇说。

“我是害怕。上帝给了我生命不是让我虚掷的,而按你的意愿去做,我想无异于自杀。况且,我在决心离开英国之前,还要确实弄明白,留在这儿是不是比离开更有价值。”

“你这是什么意思?”

“解释也是徒劳的,在这一点上我长期忍受着痛苦的疑虑,不通过某种办法来解除疑团,我什么地方也不能去。”

“我知道你的心向着哪里,依恋着什么。你所怀的兴趣是非法的,不神圣的。你早该将它抛弃了。这会儿你应当为提起它来而感到害臊。你是不是想着罗切斯特先生?”

确实如此,我默认了。

“你要去找罗切斯特先生吗?”

“我得弄清楚他怎么样了。”

“那么,”他说,“就让我在祷告中记住你,真诚地祈求上帝不让你真的成为弃儿。我想我已认为你是主的选民了。不过上帝的眼光跟人的不一样,他的才真正起作用。”

他打开了栅门,走了出去,溜达着行下峡谷,很快就不见了。

我再次进入客厅的时候,发觉黛安娜伫立窗边,看上去若有所思,她个子比我高得多。她把手搭在我肩上,俯身端详起我的脸来。

“简,”她说,“现在你总是脸色苍白,焦躁不安。肯定是出了什么事了。告诉我,圣.约翰同你在闹什么别扭。我从这扇窗看了半个小时了。你得原谅我那么暗中监视你,但过了好久我还不知道自己是怎么回事。圣.约翰是个怪人——”

她顿了一下一一我没有吱声、她立刻接着说——:

“我这位哥哥对你的看法非同一般,我敢肯定。他早就对你特别注意和关心了,对别人可从来没有这样——什么目的呢?但愿他爱上了你——他爱你吗,简?”

我把她冷冰冰的手放在我发烫的额头上:“不,黛,没有那回事儿。”

“那他干嘛眼睛老盯着你——老是要你同他单独在一起,而且一直把你留在他身边?玛丽和我都断定他希望你嫁给他。”

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他说最后几个字时把手放在我头上,话说得很诚恳,也很委婉。说真的,他用的不是一个情人看女友的眼神,而是牧师召回迷途羔羊的目光——或许更好些,是一个守护神注视着他所监护的灵魂的目光,一切有才能的人,无论有无感情,无论是狂热者、还是追求者,抑或暴君——只要是诚恳的——在征服和统治期间都有令人崇敬的时刻。我崇敬圣.约翰——那么五体投地,结果所产生的冲击力一下子把我推到了我久久回避的那一点上。我很想停止同他搏斗——很想让他意志的洪流急速注入他生活的海峡,与我的水乳交融。现在我被他所困扰,几乎就象当初我受到另一个人的不同方式的困扰一样,两次我都做了傻瓜,在当时让步会是原则上的错误;而现在让步就会犯判断的错误。所以此时此刻我想,当我透过时间的平静中介,回头去看那危机时,当初我并没有意识到自己的愚蠢。

我一秙?啵”

“不过他是个漂亮的家伙。”

“而我又长得那么平庸,你知道,黛。我们决不般配。”

“平庸!你?绝对不是。你太漂亮,也太好了,不值得那么活活地放到加尔各答去烤。”她再次真诚地恳求我放弃同她兄长一起出国的一切念头。

“说真的我得这样,”我说,“因为刚才我再次提出愿意做他的副牧师时,他对我的不恭表示惊奇。他好像认为提议不结婚陪他去是有失体统,仿佛我一开始就不希望把他当成兄长,而且一直这么看他似的。”

“你怎么会说他不爱你呢,简?”

“你应该听听他自己谈谈对这个问题的看法。他口口声声解释说他要结婚,不是为了他自己,而是为了他的圣职。他还告诉我,我生来就是为了劳作,而不是为了爱情。无疑这话也有道理。但在我看来,如果我生来不是为了爱情,那么随之而来,也生来不是为了婚配。这岂不是咄咄怪事,黛,一生跟一个男人拴在一起,而他只把我当作一样有用的工具?”

“不能容忍——不通人情——办不到的!”

“还有,”我继续说,“虽然我现在对他有兄妹之情,但要是我被迫做了他妻子,我能想象,我对他的爱很可能会无可奈何,奇怪反常,备受折磨。因为他那么有才能,神态、举动和谈吐无不诱出一种英雄气概。那样,我的命运就会悲惨得难以形容。他会不要我爱他,要是我依然有所表露,他会让我感到,那是多余的,他既不需要,对我也不合适。我知道他会这样。”

“而圣.约翰是个好人,”黛安娜说。

“他是一个好人,也是个伟人。可惜他在追求大目标时,忘掉了小人物的情感和要求。因此,微不足道的人还是离他远一点好,免得他在前进时把他们踩倒了。他来了,我得走了,黛安娜。”我见他进了园子,便匆匆上楼去了。

但是吃晚饭时我不得不再次与他相遇。用餐时他完全像平常那样显得很平静,我本以为他不会同我说话了,而且确信他已经放弃了自己的婚姻计划,但后来的情况表明,在这两点上我都错了。他完全以平常的态度,或者说最近已习以为常的态度同我说话。无疑他求助于圣灵来克制我在他心里所激起的愤怒,现在他相信已再次宽恕了我。

祷告前的晚读,他选了《启示录》的第二十一章。倾听《圣经》中的话从他嘴里吐出来始终是一种享受。他在发表上帝的圣谕时,他优美的嗓子是最洪亮又最动听的,他的态度之高尚纯朴也最令人难忘。而今天晚上,他的语调更加严肃——他的态度更富有令人震颤的含义——他坐在围成一圈的家人中间(五月的月亮透过没有拉上窗帘的窗子,泻进室内,使桌上的烛光显得几乎是多余的了)。他坐在那里,低头看着伟大而古老的圣经,描绘着书页中的新天堂和新世界的幻境——告诉大家上帝如何会来到世间与人同住,如何会抹去人们的眼泪,并允诺不会再有死亡,也不会有忧愁或者哭泣,不会有痛苦,因为这些往事都已一去不复回了。

接着的一番话,他讲得让我出奇地激动不已,尤其是从他声音的难以描述的细小变化中,我感觉到,他在说这些话的时候,目光已经转向了我。

“得胜的,必承受这些为业,我要作他的上帝,他要作我的儿子。”这段话读得又慢又清楚,“唯有胆怯的,不信的……他们的份,就在烧着硫磺的火湖里,这是第二次的死。”

从此。我知道圣.约翰担心什么命运会落在我头上。

他在朗读那一章最后几句壮丽的诗句时,露出一种平静而克制的得意之情,混杂着竭诚的渴望。这位朗读者相信,他的名字已经写在羔羊生命册上了,他盼望着允许他进城的时刻,地上的君王已将自己的荣耀光照,又有羔羊为城的灯。

在这章之后的祈祷中,他调动了全身的活力——他那一本正经的热情又复苏了,他虔诚地向上帝祈祷,决心要取胜。他祈求给弱者以力量;给脱离羊栏的迷路人以方向;让那些受世俗生活和情欲诱惑而离开正道者,关键时刻迷途而知返。他请求,他敦促,他要求上天开恩,让他们免于火烙。真诚永远是庄严的。开始,我听着祈祷的时候,对他的真诚心存疑惑;接着,祈祷继续进行并声音越来越响时,我被它所打动,最后终于不胜敬畏了。他真诚地感到他目的之伟大和高尚;那些听他为此祈祷的人也不能不产生同感。

祈祷之后,我们向他告别,因为第二天一早他就要出门。黛安娜和玛丽吻了他以后离开了房间,想必是听从他的悄声暗示的缘故。我伸出手去,祝他旅途愉快。

“谢谢你,简。我说过,两周后我会从剑桥返回,那么这段时间留着供你思考。要是我听从人的尊严,我应当不再说起你同我结婚的事儿,但我听从职责,一直注视着我的第一个目标——为上帝的荣誉而竭尽全力。我的主长期受苦受难,我也会这样。我不能让你永坠地狱,变成受上天谴责的人。趁你还来得及的时候忏悔吧——下决心吧。记住,我们受到吩咐,要趁白天工作——我们还受到警告,‘黑夜将到,就没有人能作工了。’记住那些今世享福的财主的命运。上帝使你有力量选择好的福份,这福份是不能从你那儿夺走的。”

他说最后几个字时把手放在我头上,话说得很诚恳,也很委婉。说真的,他用的不是一个情人看女友的眼神,而是牧师召回迷途羔羊的目光——或许更好些,是一个守护神注视着他所监护的灵魂的目光,一切有才能的人,无论有无感情,无论是狂热者、还是追求者,抑或暴君——只要是诚恳的——在征服和统治期间都有令人崇敬的时刻。我崇敬圣.约翰——那么五体投地,结果所产生的冲击力一下子把我推到了我久久回避的那一点上。我很想停止同他搏斗——很想让他意志的洪流急速注入他生活的海峡,与我的水乳交融。现在我被他所困扰,几乎就象当初我受到另一个人的不同方式的困扰一样,两次我都做了傻瓜,在当时让步会是原则上的错误;而现在让步就会犯判断的错误。所以此时此刻我想,当我透过时间的平静中介,回头去看那危机时,当初我并没有意识到自己的愚蠢。

我一动不动地站着,受着我的圣师的触摸。我忘却了拒绝——克服了恐惧——停止了搏斗。不可能的事——也就是我与圣.约翰的婚姻——很快要成为可能了。猛地一阵风过,全都变了样。宗教在呼唤——天使在招手——上帝在指挥——生命被卷起,好像书卷——死亡之门打开了,露出了彼岸的永恒。后来,为了那里的安全和幸福,顷刻之间这里什么都可以牺牲。阴暗的房间里充满了幻象。

“你现在就能决定吗?”传教士问。这问活的语调很温柔,他同样温柔地把我拉向他。呵,那么温柔!它比强迫要有力得多!我能抵御圣.约翰的愤怒,但面对他的和善,我便像芦苇一般柔顺了。但我始终很清楚,要是我现在让步,有一天我照样会对我以前的叛逆感到懊悔。他的本性并不因为一小时的庄严析祷而改变,只不过升华了而已。

“只要有把握,我就能决定,”我回答:“只要能说服我嫁给你确实是上帝的意志,那我此时此刻就可以发誓嫁给你——不管以后会发生什么?”

“我的祈祷应验了!”圣.约翰失声叫道。他的手在我头上压得更紧了,仿佛他己经把我要去了。他用胳膊搂住我,几乎像是爱着我(我说“几乎”——我知道这中间的差别——因为我曾感受过被爱的滋味。但是像他一样,我已把爱置之度外,想的只是职守了)。我在疑云翻滚的内心同不明朗的态度斗争着。我诚恳地、深深地、热切地期望去做对的事情,也只做对的事情。“给我指点一下——给我指点一下道路吧?”我祈求上苍。我从来没有像现在那么激动过。至于后来发生的事情是不是激动的结果,读者自可判断。

整座房子寂静无声。因为我相信,除了圣.约翰和我自己,所有的人都安息了。那一根蜡烛幽幽将灭,室内洒满了月光。我的心砰砰乱跳,我听见了它的搏动声。突然一种难以言表的感觉使我的心为之震颤,并立即涌向我的头脑和四肢,我的心随之停止了跳动。这种感觉不象一阵电击,但它一样地尖锐,一样地古怪,一样地惊人。它作用于我的感官,仿佛它们在这之前的最活跃时刻也只不过处于麻木状态。而现在它们受到了召唤,被弄醒了。它们起来了,充满了期待,眼睛和耳朵等候着,而肌肉在骨头上哆嗦。

整座房子寂静无声。因为我相信,除了圣.约翰和我自己,所有的人都安息了。那一根蜡烛幽幽将灭,室内洒满了月光。我的心砰砰乱跳,我听见了它的搏动声。突然一种难以言表的感觉使我的心为之震颤,并立即涌向我的头脑和四肢,我的心随之停止了跳动。这种感觉不象一阵电击,但它一样地尖锐,一样地古怪,一样地惊人。它作用于我的感官,仿佛它们在这之前的最活跃时刻也只不过处于麻木状态。而现在它们受到了召唤,被弄醒了。它们起来了,充满了期待,眼睛和耳朵等候着,而肌肉在骨头上哆嗦。

“你听到了什么啦?你看见什么了吗?”圣.约翰问。我什么也没有看到,可是我听见一个声音在什么地方叫唤着——

“简!简!简!”随后什么也听不到了。

“呵,上帝呀!那是什么声音?”我喘息着。

我本该说“这声音是从哪里来的?”因为它似乎不在房间里——也不在屋子里——也不在花园里。它不是来自空中——也不是来自地下——也不是来自头顶。我已经听到了这声音——从何而来,或者为何而来,那是永远无法知道的!而这是一个声音——一个熟悉、亲切、记忆犹新的声音——爱德华.费尔法克斯.罗切斯特的声音。这声音痛苦而悲哀——显得狂乱、怪异和急切。

“我来了!”我叫道。“等我一下!呵,我会来的!”我飞也似地走到门边,向走廊里窥视着,那时一灯漆黑,我冲进花园,里边空空如也。

“你在哪儿?”我喊道。

沼泽谷另一边的山峦隐隐约约地把回答传了过来——“你在哪儿?”我倾听着。风在冷杉中低吟着,一切只有荒原的孤独和午夜的沉寂。

“去你的迷信!”那幽灵黑魈魈地在门外紫杉木旁边出现时我说道。“这不是你的骗局,也不是你的巫术,而是大自然的功劳。她苏醒了,虽然没有创造奇迹,却尽了最大的努力。”

我挣脱了跟着我并想留住我的圣.约翰。该轮到我处于支配地位了。我的力量在起作用,在发挥威力了。我告诉他不要再提问题,或是再发议论了。我希望他离开我。我必须而且也宁愿一个人呆着。他立刻听从了。只要有魄力下命令,别人总是听话的。我上楼回卧室,把自己锁在房里,跪了下来,以我的方式祈祷着——不同于圣.约翰的方式,他自有其效果,我似乎已进入了一颗伟大的心灵,我的灵魂感激地冲出去来到他脚边。我从感恩中站起来——下了决心——随后躺了下来,并不觉得害怕,却受到了启发——急切地盼着白昼的来临。


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1 deferred 43fff3df3fc0b3417c86dc3040fb2d86     
adj.延期的,缓召的v.拖延,延缓,推迟( defer的过去式和过去分词 );服从某人的意愿,遵从
参考例句:
  • The department deferred the decision for six months. 这个部门推迟了六个月才作决定。
  • a tax-deferred savings plan 延税储蓄计划
2 conscientious mYmzr     
adj.审慎正直的,认真的,本着良心的
参考例句:
  • He is a conscientious man and knows his job.他很认真负责,也很懂行。
  • He is very conscientious in the performance of his duties.他非常认真地履行职责。
3 inflict Ebnz7     
vt.(on)把…强加给,使遭受,使承担
参考例句:
  • Don't inflict your ideas on me.不要把你的想法强加于我。
  • Don't inflict damage on any person.不要伤害任何人。
4 overt iKoxp     
adj.公开的,明显的,公然的
参考例句:
  • His opponent's intention is quite overt.他的对手的意图很明显。
  • We should learn to fight with enemy in an overt and covert way.我们应学会同敌人做公开和隐蔽的斗争。
5 hostility hdyzQ     
n.敌对,敌意;抵制[pl.]交战,战争
参考例句:
  • There is open hostility between the two leaders.两位领导人表现出公开的敌意。
  • His hostility to your plan is well known.他对你的计划所持的敌意是众所周知的。
6 upbraiding 3063b102d0a4cce924095d76f48bd62a     
adj.& n.谴责(的)v.责备,申斥,谴责( upbraid的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • His wife set about upbraiding him for neglecting the children. 他妻子开始指责他不照顾孩子。 来自辞典例句
  • I eschewed upbraiding, I curtailed remonstrance. 我避免责备,少作规劝。 来自辞典例句
7 contrived ivBzmO     
adj.不自然的,做作的;虚构的
参考例句:
  • There was nothing contrived or calculated about what he said.他说的话里没有任何蓄意捏造的成分。
  • The plot seems contrived.情节看起来不真实。
8 Christian KVByl     
adj.基督教徒的;n.基督教徒
参考例句:
  • They always addressed each other by their Christian name.他们总是以教名互相称呼。
  • His mother is a sincere Christian.他母亲是个虔诚的基督教徒。
9 fully Gfuzd     
adv.完全地,全部地,彻底地;充分地
参考例句:
  • The doctor asked me to breathe in,then to breathe out fully.医生让我先吸气,然后全部呼出。
  • They soon became fully integrated into the local community.他们很快就完全融入了当地人的圈子。
10 vengeance wL6zs     
n.报复,报仇,复仇
参考例句:
  • He swore vengeance against the men who murdered his father.他发誓要向那些杀害他父亲的人报仇。
  • For years he brooded vengeance.多年来他一直在盘算报仇。
11 spoke XryyC     
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
参考例句:
  • They sourced the spoke nuts from our company.他们的轮辐螺帽是从我们公司获得的。
  • The spokes of a wheel are the bars that connect the outer ring to the centre.辐条是轮子上连接外圈与中心的条棒。
12 abstain SVUzq     
v.自制,戒绝,弃权,避免
参考例句:
  • His doctor ordered him to abstain from beer and wine.他的医生嘱咐他戒酒。
  • Three Conservative MPs abstained in the vote.三位保守党下院议员投了弃权票。
13 conversing 20d0ea6fb9188abfa59f3db682925246     
v.交谈,谈话( converse的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • I find that conversing with her is quite difficult. 和她交谈实在很困难。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • They were conversing in the parlor. 他们正在客厅谈话。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
14 corrupt 4zTxn     
v.贿赂,收买;adj.腐败的,贪污的
参考例句:
  • The newspaper alleged the mayor's corrupt practices.那家报纸断言市长有舞弊行为。
  • This judge is corrupt.这个法官贪污。
15 acting czRzoc     
n.演戏,行为,假装;adj.代理的,临时的,演出用的
参考例句:
  • Ignore her,she's just acting.别理她,她只是假装的。
  • During the seventies,her acting career was in eclipse.在七十年代,她的表演生涯黯然失色。
16 apparently tMmyQ     
adv.显然地;表面上,似乎
参考例句:
  • An apparently blind alley leads suddenly into an open space.山穷水尽,豁然开朗。
  • He was apparently much surprised at the news.他对那个消息显然感到十分惊异。
17 formerly ni3x9     
adv.从前,以前
参考例句:
  • We now enjoy these comforts of which formerly we had only heard.我们现在享受到了过去只是听说过的那些舒适条件。
  • This boat was formerly used on the rivers of China.这船从前航行在中国内河里。
18 austere GeIyW     
adj.艰苦的;朴素的,朴实无华的;严峻的
参考例句:
  • His way of life is rather austere.他的生活方式相当简朴。
  • The room was furnished in austere style.这间屋子的陈设都很简单朴素。
19 gem Ug8xy     
n.宝石,珠宝;受爱戴的人 [同]jewel
参考例句:
  • The gem is beyond my pocket.这颗宝石我可买不起。
  • The little gem is worth two thousand dollars.这块小宝石价值两千美元。
20 harassed 50b529f688471b862d0991a96b6a1e55     
adj. 疲倦的,厌烦的 动词harass的过去式和过去分词
参考例句:
  • He has complained of being harassed by the police. 他投诉受到警方侵扰。
  • harassed mothers with their children 带着孩子的疲惫不堪的母亲们
21 veins 65827206226d9e2d78ea2bfe697c6329     
n.纹理;矿脉( vein的名词复数 );静脉;叶脉;纹理
参考例句:
  • The blood flows from the capillaries back into the veins. 血从毛细血管流回静脉。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • I felt a pleasant glow in all my veins from the wine. 喝过酒后我浑身的血都热烘烘的,感到很舒服。 来自《简明英汉词典》
22 propitiate 1RNxa     
v.慰解,劝解
参考例句:
  • They offer a sacrifice to propitiate the god.他们供奉祭品以慰诸神。
  • I tried to propitiate gods and to dispel demons.我试著取悦神只,驱赶恶魔。
23 yearning hezzPJ     
a.渴望的;向往的;怀念的
参考例句:
  • a yearning for a quiet life 对宁静生活的向往
  • He felt a great yearning after his old job. 他对过去的工作有一种强烈的渴想。
24 reconciliation DUhxh     
n.和解,和谐,一致
参考例句:
  • He was taken up with the reconciliation of husband and wife.他忙于做夫妻间的调解工作。
  • Their handshake appeared to be a gesture of reconciliation.他们的握手似乎是和解的表示。
25 blistered 942266c53a4edfa01e00242d079c0e46     
adj.水疮状的,泡状的v.(使)起水泡( blister的过去式和过去分词 );(使表皮等)涨破,爆裂
参考例句:
  • He had a blistered heel. 他的脚后跟起了泡。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • Their hands blistered, but no one complained. 他们手起了泡,可是没有一个人有怨言。 来自《简明英汉词典》
26 bent QQ8yD     
n.爱好,癖好;adj.弯的;决心的,一心的
参考例句:
  • He was fully bent upon the project.他一心扑在这项计划上。
  • We bent over backward to help them.我们尽了最大努力帮助他们。
27 mere rC1xE     
adj.纯粹的;仅仅,只不过
参考例句:
  • That is a mere repetition of what you said before.那不过是重复了你以前讲的话。
  • It's a mere waste of time waiting any longer.再等下去纯粹是浪费时间。
28 sufficiently 0htzMB     
adv.足够地,充分地
参考例句:
  • It turned out he had not insured the house sufficiently.原来他没有给房屋投足保险。
  • The new policy was sufficiently elastic to accommodate both views.新政策充分灵活地适用两种观点。
29 banished b779057f354f1ec8efd5dd1adee731df     
v.放逐,驱逐( banish的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • He was banished to Australia, where he died five years later. 他被流放到澳大利亚,五年后在那里去世。
  • He was banished to an uninhabited island for a year. 他被放逐到一个无人居住的荒岛一年。 来自《简明英汉词典》
30 malice P8LzW     
n.恶意,怨恨,蓄意;[律]预谋
参考例句:
  • I detected a suggestion of malice in his remarks.我觉察出他说的话略带恶意。
  • There was a strong current of malice in many of his portraits.他的许多肖像画中都透着一股强烈的怨恨。
31 alienated Ozyz55     
adj.感到孤独的,不合群的v.使疏远( alienate的过去式和过去分词 );使不友好;转让;让渡(财产等)
参考例句:
  • His comments have alienated a lot of young voters. 他的言论使许多年轻选民离他而去。
  • The Prime Minister's policy alienated many of her followers. 首相的政策使很多拥护她的人疏远了她。 来自《简明英汉词典》
32 regain YkYzPd     
vt.重新获得,收复,恢复
参考例句:
  • He is making a bid to regain his World No.1 ranking.他正为重登世界排名第一位而努力。
  • The government is desperate to regain credibility with the public.政府急于重新获取公众的信任。
33 contemplating bde65bd99b6b8a706c0f139c0720db21     
深思,细想,仔细考虑( contemplate的现在分词 ); 注视,凝视; 考虑接受(发生某事的可能性); 深思熟虑,沉思,苦思冥想
参考例句:
  • You're too young to be contemplating retirement. 你考虑退休还太年轻。
  • She stood contemplating the painting. 她站在那儿凝视那幅图画。
34 incapable w9ZxK     
adj.无能力的,不能做某事的
参考例句:
  • He would be incapable of committing such a cruel deed.他不会做出这么残忍的事。
  • Computers are incapable of creative thought.计算机不会创造性地思维。
35 tranquil UJGz0     
adj. 安静的, 宁静的, 稳定的, 不变的
参考例句:
  • The boy disturbed the tranquil surface of the pond with a stick. 那男孩用棍子打破了平静的池面。
  • The tranquil beauty of the village scenery is unique. 这乡村景色的宁静是绝无仅有的。
36 mortifying b4c9d41e6df2931de61ad9c0703750cd     
adj.抑制的,苦修的v.使受辱( mortify的现在分词 );伤害(人的感情);克制;抑制(肉体、情感等)
参考例句:
  • I've said I did not love her, and rather relished mortifying her vanity now and then. 我已经说过我不爱她,而且时时以伤害她的虚荣心为乐。 来自辞典例句
  • It was mortifying to know he had heard every word. 知道他听到了每一句话后真是尴尬。 来自互联网
37 venerated 1cb586850c4f29e0c89c96ee106aaff4     
敬重(某人或某事物),崇敬( venerate的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • My father venerated General Eisenhower. 我父亲十分敬仰艾森豪威尔将军。
  • He used the sacraments and venerated the saints. 他行使圣事,崇拜圣人。 来自英汉非文学 - 文明史
38 severely SiCzmk     
adv.严格地;严厉地;非常恶劣地
参考例句:
  • He was severely criticized and removed from his post.他受到了严厉的批评并且被撤了职。
  • He is severely put down for his careless work.他因工作上的粗心大意而受到了严厉的批评。
39 relinquish 4Bazt     
v.放弃,撤回,让与,放手
参考例句:
  • He was forced to relinquish control of the company.他被迫放弃公司的掌控权。
  • They will never voluntarily relinquish their independence.他们绝对不会自动放弃独立。
40 avalanche 8ujzl     
n.雪崩,大量涌来
参考例句:
  • They were killed by an avalanche in the Swiss Alps.他们在瑞士阿尔卑斯山的一次雪崩中罹难。
  • Higher still the snow was ready to avalanche.在更高处积雪随时都会崩塌。
41 killing kpBziQ     
n.巨额利润;突然赚大钱,发大财
参考例句:
  • Investors are set to make a killing from the sell-off.投资者准备清仓以便大赚一笔。
  • Last week my brother made a killing on Wall Street.上个周我兄弟在华尔街赚了一大笔。
42 whit TgXwI     
n.一点,丝毫
参考例句:
  • There's not a whit of truth in the statement.这声明里没有丝毫的真实性。
  • He did not seem a whit concerned.他看来毫不在乎。
43 reproof YBhz9     
n.斥责,责备
参考例句:
  • A smart reproof is better than smooth deceit.严厉的责难胜过温和的欺骗。
  • He is impatient of reproof.他不能忍受指责。
44 erase woMxN     
v.擦掉;消除某事物的痕迹
参考例句:
  • He tried to erase the idea from his mind.他试图从头脑中抹掉这个想法。
  • Please erase my name from the list.请把我的名字从名单上擦去。
45 tenacious kIXzb     
adj.顽强的,固执的,记忆力强的,粘的
参考例句:
  • We must learn from the tenacious fighting spirit of Lu Xun.我们要学习鲁迅先生韧性的战斗精神。
  • We should be tenacious of our rights.我们应坚决维护我们的权利。
46 spasm dFJzH     
n.痉挛,抽搐;一阵发作
参考例句:
  • When the spasm passed,it left him weak and sweating.一阵痉挛之后,他虚弱无力,一直冒汗。
  • He kicked the chair in a spasm of impatience.他突然变得不耐烦,一脚踢向椅子。
47 whetted 7528ec529719d8e82ee8e807e936aaec     
v.(在石头上)磨(刀、斧等)( whet的过去式和过去分词 );引起,刺激(食欲、欲望、兴趣等)
参考例句:
  • The little chicks had no more than whetted his appetite. 那几只小鸡只引起了他的胃口。 来自英汉文学 - 热爱生命
  • The poor morsel of food only whetted desire. 那块小的可怜的喜糕反而激起了他们的食欲。 来自英汉文学 - 汤姆历险
48 utterly ZfpzM1     
adv.完全地,绝对地
参考例句:
  • Utterly devoted to the people,he gave his life in saving his patients.他忠于人民,把毕生精力用于挽救患者的生命。
  • I was utterly ravished by the way she smiled.她的微笑使我完全陶醉了。
49 interval 85kxY     
n.间隔,间距;幕间休息,中场休息
参考例句:
  • The interval between the two trees measures 40 feet.这两棵树的间隔是40英尺。
  • There was a long interval before he anwsered the telephone.隔了好久他才回了电话。
50 scintillated e64d50b92ef2768c7b6ab62eface7091     
v.(言谈举止中)焕发才智( scintillate的过去式和过去分词 );谈笑洒脱;闪耀;闪烁
参考例句:
  • His eyes scintillated excitation. 他的眼睛闪烁激动的目光。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
  • The substance scintillated sparks and flashes. 这种物质发出火花和闪光。 来自互联网
51 absurdity dIQyU     
n.荒谬,愚蠢;谬论
参考例句:
  • The proposal borders upon the absurdity.这提议近乎荒谬。
  • The absurdity of the situation made everyone laugh.情况的荒谬可笑使每个人都笑了。
52 alluding ac37fbbc50fb32efa49891d205aa5a0a     
提及,暗指( allude的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • He didn't mention your name but I was sure he was alluding to you. 他没提你的名字,但是我确信他是暗指你的。
  • But in fact I was alluding to my physical deficiencies. 可我实在是为自己的容貌寒心。
53 tangible 4IHzo     
adj.有形的,可触摸的,确凿的,实际的
参考例句:
  • The policy has not yet brought any tangible benefits.这项政策还没有带来任何实质性的好处。
  • There is no tangible proof.没有确凿的证据。
54 verging 3f5e65b3ccba8e50272f9babca07d5a7     
接近,逼近(verge的现在分词形式)
参考例句:
  • He vowed understanding, verging on sympathy, for our approach. 他宣称对我们提出的做法很理解,而且近乎同情。
  • He's verging on 80 now and needs constant attention. 他已近80岁,需要侍候左右。
55 conceited Cv0zxi     
adj.自负的,骄傲自满的
参考例句:
  • He could not bear that they should be so conceited.他们这样自高自大他受不了。
  • I'm not as conceited as so many people seem to think.我不像很多人认为的那么自负。
56 perfectly 8Mzxb     
adv.完美地,无可非议地,彻底地
参考例句:
  • The witnesses were each perfectly certain of what they said.证人们个个对自己所说的话十分肯定。
  • Everything that we're doing is all perfectly above board.我们做的每件事情都是光明正大的。
57 missionary ID8xX     
adj.教会的,传教(士)的;n.传教士
参考例句:
  • She taught in a missionary school for a couple of years.她在一所教会学校教了两年书。
  • I hope every member understands the value of missionary work. 我希望教友都了解传教工作的价值。
58 dishonour dishonour     
n./vt.拒付(支票、汇票、票据等);vt.凌辱,使丢脸;n.不名誉,耻辱,不光彩
参考例句:
  • There's no dishonour in losing.失败并不是耻辱。
  • He would rather die than live in dishonour.他宁死不愿忍辱偷生。
59 breach 2sgzw     
n.违反,不履行;破裂;vt.冲破,攻破
参考例句:
  • We won't have any breach of discipline.我们不允许任何破坏纪律的现象。
  • He was sued for breach of contract.他因不履行合同而被起诉。
60 confide WYbyd     
v.向某人吐露秘密
参考例句:
  • I would never readily confide in anybody.我从不轻易向人吐露秘密。
  • He is going to confide the secrets of his heart to us.他将向我们吐露他心里的秘密。
61 allude vfdyW     
v.提及,暗指
参考例句:
  • Many passages in Scripture allude to this concept.圣经中有许多经文间接地提到这样的概念。
  • She also alluded to her rival's past marital troubles.她还影射了对手过去的婚姻问题。
62 remains 1kMzTy     
n.剩余物,残留物;遗体,遗迹
参考例句:
  • He ate the remains of food hungrily.他狼吞虎咽地吃剩余的食物。
  • The remains of the meal were fed to the dog.残羹剩饭喂狗了。
63 entreat soexj     
v.恳求,恳请
参考例句:
  • Charles Darnay felt it hopeless entreat him further,and his pride was touched besides.查尔斯-达尔内感到再恳求他已是枉然,自尊心也受到了伤害。
  • I entreat you to contribute generously to the building fund.我恳求您慷慨捐助建设基金。
64 standing 2hCzgo     
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的
参考例句:
  • After the earthquake only a few houses were left standing.地震过后只有几幢房屋还立着。
  • They're standing out against any change in the law.他们坚决反对对法律做任何修改。
65 agitated dzgzc2     
adj.被鼓动的,不安的
参考例句:
  • His answers were all mixed up,so agitated was he.他是那样心神不定,回答全乱了。
  • She was agitated because her train was an hour late.她乘坐的火车晚点一个小时,她十分焦虑。
66 peculiar cinyo     
adj.古怪的,异常的;特殊的,特有的
参考例句:
  • He walks in a peculiar fashion.他走路的样子很奇特。
  • He looked at me with a very peculiar expression.他用一种很奇怪的表情看着我。
67 distinguished wu9z3v     
adj.卓越的,杰出的,著名的
参考例句:
  • Elephants are distinguished from other animals by their long noses.大象以其长长的鼻子显示出与其他动物的不同。
  • A banquet was given in honor of the distinguished guests.宴会是为了向贵宾们致敬而举行的。
68 procure A1GzN     
vt.获得,取得,促成;vi.拉皮条
参考例句:
  • Can you procure some specimens for me?你能替我弄到一些标本吗?
  • I'll try my best to procure you that original French novel.我将尽全力给你搞到那本原版法国小说。
69 toils b316b6135d914eee9a4423309c5057e6     
参考例句:
  • It did not declare him to be still in Mrs. Dorset's toils. 这并不表明他仍陷于多赛特夫人的情网。
  • The thief was caught in the toils of law. 这个贼陷入了法网。
70 displeased 1uFz5L     
a.不快的
参考例句:
  • The old man was displeased and darted an angry look at me. 老人不高兴了,瞪了我一眼。
  • He was displeased about the whole affair. 他对整个事情感到很不高兴。
71 frantic Jfyzr     
adj.狂乱的,错乱的,激昂的
参考例句:
  • I've had a frantic rush to get my work done.我急急忙忙地赶完工作。
  • He made frantic dash for the departing train.他发疯似地冲向正开出的火车。
72 folly QgOzL     
n.愚笨,愚蠢,蠢事,蠢行,傻话
参考例句:
  • Learn wisdom by the folly of others.从别人的愚蠢行动中学到智慧。
  • Events proved the folly of such calculations.事情的进展证明了这种估计是愚蠢的。
73 incessant WcizU     
adj.不停的,连续的
参考例句:
  • We have had incessant snowfall since yesterday afternoon.从昨天下午开始就持续不断地下雪。
  • She is tired of his incessant demands for affection.她厌倦了他对感情的不断索取。
74 fatigue PhVzV     
n.疲劳,劳累
参考例句:
  • The old lady can't bear the fatigue of a long journey.这位老妇人不能忍受长途旅行的疲劳。
  • I have got over my weakness and fatigue.我已从虚弱和疲劳中恢复过来了。
75 grilled grilled     
adj. 烤的, 炙过的, 有格子的 动词grill的过去式和过去分词形式
参考例句:
  • He was grilled for two hours before the police let him go. 他被严厉盘查了两个小时后,警察才放他走。
  • He was grilled until he confessed. 他被严加拷问,直到他承认为止。
76 conjured 227df76f2d66816f8360ea2fef0349b5     
用魔术变出( conjure的过去式和过去分词 ); 祈求,恳求; 变戏法; (变魔术般地) 使…出现
参考例句:
  • He conjured them with his dying breath to look after his children. 他临终时恳求他们照顾他的孩子。
  • His very funny joke soon conjured my anger away. 他讲了个十分有趣的笑话,使得我的怒气顿消。
77 decency Jxzxs     
n.体面,得体,合宜,正派,庄重
参考例句:
  • His sense of decency and fair play made him refuse the offer.他的正直感和公平竞争意识使他拒绝了这一提议。
  • Your behaviour is an affront to public decency.你的行为有伤风化。
78 habitually 4rKzgk     
ad.习惯地,通常地
参考例句:
  • The pain of the disease caused him habitually to furrow his brow. 病痛使他习惯性地紧皱眉头。
  • Habitually obedient to John, I came up to his chair. 我已经习惯于服从约翰,我来到他的椅子跟前。
79 inevitable 5xcyq     
adj.不可避免的,必然发生的
参考例句:
  • Mary was wearing her inevitable large hat.玛丽戴着她总是戴的那顶大帽子。
  • The defeat had inevitable consequences for British policy.战败对英国政策不可避免地产生了影响。
80 grandeur hejz9     
n.伟大,崇高,宏伟,庄严,豪华
参考例句:
  • The grandeur of the Great Wall is unmatched.长城的壮观是独一无二的。
  • These ruins sufficiently attest the former grandeur of the place.这些遗迹充分证明此处昔日的宏伟。
81 insignificant k6Mx1     
adj.无关紧要的,可忽略的,无意义的
参考例句:
  • In winter the effect was found to be insignificant.在冬季,这种作用是不明显的。
  • This problem was insignificant compared to others she faced.这一问题与她面临的其他问题比较起来算不得什么。
82 trample 9Jmz0     
vt.踩,践踏;无视,伤害,侵犯
参考例句:
  • Don't trample on the grass. 勿踏草地。
  • Don't trample on the flowers when you play in the garden. 在花园里玩耍时,不要踩坏花。
83 precisely zlWzUb     
adv.恰好,正好,精确地,细致地
参考例句:
  • It's precisely that sort of slick sales-talk that I mistrust.我不相信的正是那种油腔滑调的推销宣传。
  • The man adjusted very precisely.那个人调得很准。
84 scrupulously Tj5zRa     
adv.一丝不苟地;小心翼翼地,多顾虑地
参考例句:
  • She toed scrupulously into the room. 她小心翼翼地踮着脚走进房间。 来自辞典例句
  • To others he would be scrupulously fair. 对待别人,他力求公正。 来自英汉非文学 - 文明史
85 invoked fabb19b279de1e206fa6d493923723ba     
v.援引( invoke的过去式和过去分词 );行使(权利等);祈求救助;恳求
参考例句:
  • It is unlikely that libel laws will be invoked. 不大可能诉诸诽谤法。
  • She had invoked the law in her own defence. 她援引法律为自己辩护。 来自《简明英汉词典》
86 subdue ltTwO     
vt.制服,使顺从,征服;抑制,克制
参考例句:
  • She tried to subdue her anger.她尽力压制自己的怒火。
  • He forced himself to subdue and overcome his fears.他强迫自己克制并战胜恐惧心理。
87 simplicity Vryyv     
n.简单,简易;朴素;直率,单纯
参考例句:
  • She dressed with elegant simplicity.她穿着朴素高雅。
  • The beauty of this plan is its simplicity.简明扼要是这个计划的一大特点。
88 oracles 57445499052d70517ac12f6dfd90be96     
神示所( oracle的名词复数 ); 神谕; 圣贤; 哲人
参考例句:
  • Do all oracles tell the truth? 是否所有的神谕都揭示真理? 来自哲学部分
  • The ancient oracles were often vague and equivocal. 古代的神谕常是意义模糊和模棱两可的。
89 rendering oV5xD     
n.表现,描写
参考例句:
  • She gave a splendid rendering of Beethoven's piano sonata.她精彩地演奏了贝多芬的钢琴奏鸣曲。
  • His narrative is a super rendering of dialect speech and idiom.他的叙述是方言和土语最成功的运用。
90 alteration rxPzO     
n.变更,改变;蚀变
参考例句:
  • The shirt needs alteration.这件衬衣需要改一改。
  • He easily perceived there was an alteration in my countenance.他立刻看出我的脸色和往常有些不同。
91 subdued 76419335ce506a486af8913f13b8981d     
adj. 屈服的,柔和的,减弱的 动词subdue的过去式和过去分词
参考例句:
  • He seemed a bit subdued to me. 我觉得他当时有点闷闷不乐。
  • I felt strangely subdued when it was all over. 一切都结束的时候,我却有一种奇怪的压抑感。
92 longing 98bzd     
n.(for)渴望
参考例句:
  • Hearing the tune again sent waves of longing through her.再次听到那首曲子使她胸中充满了渴望。
  • His heart burned with longing for revenge.他心中燃烧着急欲复仇的怒火。
93 enunciation wtRzjz     
n.清晰的发音;表明,宣言;口齿
参考例句:
  • He is always willing to enunciate his opinions on the subject of politics. 他总是愿意对政治问题发表意见。> enunciation / I9nQnsI5eIFn; I9nQnsI`eFEn/ n [C, U]。 来自辞典例句
  • Be good at communicating,sense of responsibility,the work is careful,the enunciation is clear. 善于沟通,责任心强,工作细致,口齿清晰。 来自互联网
94 yearned df1a28ecd1f3c590db24d0d80c264305     
渴望,切盼,向往( yearn的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • The people yearned for peace. 人民渴望和平。
  • She yearned to go back to the south. 她渴望回到南方去。
95 zeal mMqzR     
n.热心,热情,热忱
参考例句:
  • Revolutionary zeal caught them up,and they joined the army.革命热情激励他们,于是他们从军了。
  • They worked with great zeal to finish the project.他们热情高涨地工作,以期完成这个项目。
96 supplicated 6b2b934fceb4acde392200eb2df080f0     
v.祈求,哀求,恳求( supplicate的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • She supplicated the judge for protection. 她恳求法官保护。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • He supplicated the king for clemency. 他恳求国王开恩。 来自互联网
97 luring f0c862dc1e88c711a4434c2d1ab2867a     
吸引,引诱(lure的现在分词形式)
参考例句:
  • Cheese is very good for luring a mouse into a trap. 奶酪是引诱老鼠上钩的极好的东西。
  • Her training warned her of peril and of the wrong, subtle, mysterious, luring. 她的教养警告她:有危险,要出错儿,这是微妙、神秘而又诱人的。
98 boon CRVyF     
n.恩赐,恩物,恩惠
参考例句:
  • A car is a real boon when you live in the country.在郊外居住,有辆汽车确实极为方便。
  • These machines have proved a real boon to disabled people.事实证明这些机器让残疾人受益匪浅。
99 awed a0ab9008d911a954b6ce264ddc63f5c8     
adj.充满敬畏的,表示敬畏的v.使敬畏,使惊惧( awe的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • The audience was awed into silence by her stunning performance. 观众席上鸦雀无声,人们对他出色的表演感到惊叹。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • I was awed by the huge gorilla. 那只大猩猩使我惊惧。 来自《简明英汉词典》
100 compliance ZXyzX     
n.顺从;服从;附和;屈从
参考例句:
  • I was surprised by his compliance with these terms.我对他竟然依从了这些条件而感到吃惊。
  • She gave up the idea in compliance with his desire.她顺从他的愿望而放弃自己的主意。
101 steadily Qukw6     
adv.稳定地;不变地;持续地
参考例句:
  • The scope of man's use of natural resources will steadily grow.人类利用自然资源的广度将日益扩大。
  • Our educational reform was steadily led onto the correct path.我们的教学改革慢慢上轨道了。
102 vessel 4L1zi     
n.船舶;容器,器皿;管,导管,血管
参考例句:
  • The vessel is fully loaded with cargo for Shanghai.这艘船满载货物驶往上海。
  • You should put the water into a vessel.你应该把水装入容器中。
103 wrath nVNzv     
n.愤怒,愤慨,暴怒
参考例句:
  • His silence marked his wrath. 他的沉默表明了他的愤怒。
  • The wrath of the people is now aroused. 人们被激怒了。
104 repent 1CIyT     
v.悔悟,悔改,忏悔,后悔
参考例句:
  • He has nothing to repent of.他没有什么要懊悔的。
  • Remission of sins is promised to those who repent.悔罪者可得到赦免。
105 beholding 05d0ea730b39c90ee12d6e6b8c193935     
v.看,注视( behold的现在分词 );瞧;看呀;(叙述中用于引出某人意外的出现)哎哟
参考例句:
  • Beholding, besides love, the end of love,/Hearing oblivion beyond memory! 我看见了爱,还看到了爱的结局,/听到了记忆外层的哪一片寂寥! 来自英汉 - 翻译样例 - 文学
  • Hence people who began by beholding him ended by perusing him. 所以人们从随便看一看他开始的,都要以仔细捉摸他而终结。 来自辞典例句
106 pastor h3Ozz     
n.牧师,牧人
参考例句:
  • He was the son of a poor pastor.他是一个穷牧师的儿子。
  • We have no pastor at present:the church is run by five deacons.我们目前没有牧师:教会的事是由五位执事管理的。
107 guardian 8ekxv     
n.监护人;守卫者,保护者
参考例句:
  • The form must be signed by the child's parents or guardian. 这张表格须由孩子的家长或监护人签字。
  • The press is a guardian of the public weal. 报刊是公共福利的卫护者。
108 aspirants 472ecd97a62cf78b8eabaacabb2d8767     
n.有志向或渴望获得…的人( aspirant的名词复数 )v.渴望的,有抱负的,追求名誉或地位的( aspirant的第三人称单数 );有志向或渴望获得…的人
参考例句:
  • aspirants to the title of world champion 有志夺取世界冠军的人
  • The examination was so rigid that nearly all aspirants were ruled out. 考试很严,几乎所有的考生都被淘汰了。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
109 sublime xhVyW     
adj.崇高的,伟大的;极度的,不顾后果的
参考例句:
  • We should take some time to enjoy the sublime beauty of nature.我们应该花些时间去欣赏大自然的壮丽景象。
  • Olympic games play as an important arena to exhibit the sublime idea.奥运会,就是展示此崇高理念的重要舞台。
110 veneration 6Lezu     
n.尊敬,崇拜
参考例句:
  • I acquired lasting respect for tradition and veneration for the past.我开始对传统和历史产生了持久的敬慕。
  • My father venerated General Eisenhower.我父亲十分敬仰艾森豪威尔将军。
111 impetus L4uyj     
n.推动,促进,刺激;推动力
参考例句:
  • This is the primary impetus behind the economic recovery.这是促使经济复苏的主要动力。
  • Her speech gave an impetus to my ideas.她的讲话激发了我的思绪。
112 shunned bcd48f012d0befb1223f8e35a7516d0e     
v.避开,回避,避免( shun的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • She was shunned by her family when she remarried. 她再婚后家里人都躲着她。
  • He was a shy man who shunned all publicity. 他是个怕羞的人,总是避开一切引人注目的活动。 来自《简明英汉词典》
113 tempted b0182e969d369add1b9ce2353d3c6ad6     
v.怂恿(某人)干不正当的事;冒…的险(tempt的过去分词)
参考例句:
  • I was sorely tempted to complain, but I didn't. 我极想发牢骚,但还是没开口。
  • I was tempted by the dessert menu. 甜食菜单馋得我垂涎欲滴。
114 torrent 7GCyH     
n.激流,洪流;爆发,(话语等的)连发
参考例句:
  • The torrent scoured a channel down the hillside. 急流沿着山坡冲出了一条沟。
  • Her pent-up anger was released in a torrent of words.她压抑的愤怒以滔滔不绝的话爆发了出来。
115 gulf 1e0xp     
n.海湾;深渊,鸿沟;分歧,隔阂
参考例句:
  • The gulf between the two leaders cannot be bridged.两位领导人之间的鸿沟难以跨越。
  • There is a gulf between the two cities.这两座城市间有个海湾。
116 beset SWYzq     
v.镶嵌;困扰,包围
参考例句:
  • She wanted to enjoy her retirement without being beset by financial worries.她想享受退休生活而不必为金钱担忧。
  • The plan was beset with difficulties from the beginning.这项计划自开始就困难重重。
117 judgment e3xxC     
n.审判;判断力,识别力,看法,意见
参考例句:
  • The chairman flatters himself on his judgment of people.主席自认为他审视人比别人高明。
  • He's a man of excellent judgment.他眼力过人。
118 eternity Aiwz7     
n.不朽,来世;永恒,无穷
参考例句:
  • The dull play seemed to last an eternity.这场乏味的剧似乎演个没完没了。
  • Finally,Ying Tai and Shan Bo could be together for all of eternity.英台和山伯终能双宿双飞,永世相随。
119 bliss JtXz4     
n.狂喜,福佑,天赐的福
参考例句:
  • It's sheer bliss to be able to spend the day in bed.整天都可以躺在床上真是幸福。
  • He's in bliss that he's won the Nobel Prize.他非常高兴,因为获得了诺贝尔奖金。
120 inquiry nbgzF     
n.打听,询问,调查,查问
参考例句:
  • Many parents have been pressing for an inquiry into the problem.许多家长迫切要求调查这个问题。
  • The field of inquiry has narrowed down to five persons.调查的范围已经缩小到只剩5个人了。
121 potent C1uzk     
adj.强有力的,有权势的;有效力的
参考例句:
  • The medicine had a potent effect on your disease.这药物对你的病疗效很大。
  • We must account of his potent influence.我们必须考虑他的强有力的影响。
122 pliant yO4xg     
adj.顺从的;可弯曲的
参考例句:
  • She's proud and stubborn,you know,under that pliant exterior.你要知道,在温顺的外表下,她既自傲又固执。
  • They weave a basket out of osiers with pliant young willows.他们用易弯的柳枝编制篮子。
123 vow 0h9wL     
n.誓(言),誓约;v.起誓,立誓
参考例句:
  • My parents are under a vow to go to church every Sunday.我父母许愿,每星期日都去做礼拜。
  • I am under a vow to drink no wine.我已立誓戒酒。
124 fervently 8tmzPw     
adv.热烈地,热情地,强烈地
参考例句:
  • "Oh, I am glad!'she said fervently. “哦,我真高兴!”她热烈地说道。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • O my dear, my dear, will you bless me as fervently to-morrow?' 啊,我亲爱的,亲爱的,你明天也愿这样热烈地为我祝福么?” 来自英汉文学 - 双城记
125 entreated 945bd967211682a0f50f01c1ca215de3     
恳求,乞求( entreat的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • They entreated and threatened, but all this seemed of no avail. 他们时而恳求,时而威胁,但这一切看来都没有用。
  • 'One word,' the Doctor entreated. 'Will you tell me who denounced him?' “还有一个问题,”医生请求道,“你可否告诉我是谁告发他的?” 来自英汉文学 - 双城记
126 retired Njhzyv     
adj.隐退的,退休的,退役的
参考例句:
  • The old man retired to the country for rest.这位老人下乡休息去了。
  • Many retired people take up gardening as a hobby.许多退休的人都以从事园艺为嗜好。
127 throb aIrzV     
v.震颤,颤动;(急速强烈地)跳动,搏动
参考例句:
  • She felt her heart give a great throb.她感到自己的心怦地跳了一下。
  • The drums seemed to throb in his ears.阵阵鼓声彷佛在他耳边震响。
128 extremities AtOzAr     
n.端点( extremity的名词复数 );尽头;手和足;极窘迫的境地
参考例句:
  • She was most noticeable, I thought, in respect of her extremities. 我觉得她那副穷极可怜的样子实在太惹人注目。 来自辞典例句
  • Winters may be quite cool at the northwestern extremities. 西北边区的冬天也可能会相当凉。 来自辞典例句
129 torpor CGsyG     
n.迟钝;麻木;(动物的)冬眠
参考例句:
  • The sick person gradually falls into a torpor.病人逐渐变得迟钝。
  • He fell into a deep torpor.他一下子进入了深度麻痹状态。
130 gasped e6af294d8a7477229d6749fa9e8f5b80     
v.喘气( gasp的过去式和过去分词 );喘息;倒抽气;很想要
参考例句:
  • She gasped at the wonderful view. 如此美景使她惊讶得屏住了呼吸。
  • People gasped with admiration at the superb skill of the gymnasts. 体操运动员的高超技艺令人赞叹。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
131 woe OfGyu     
n.悲哀,苦痛,不幸,困难;int.用来表达悲伤或惊慌
参考例句:
  • Our two peoples are brothers sharing weal and woe.我们两国人民是患难与共的兄弟。
  • A man is well or woe as he thinks himself so.自认祸是祸,自认福是福。
132 eerily 0119faef8e868c9b710c70fff6737e50     
adv.引起神秘感或害怕地
参考例句:
  • It was nearly mid-night and eerily dark all around her. 夜深了,到处是一片黑黝黝的怪影。 来自汉英文学 - 散文英译
  • The vast volcanic slope was eerily reminiscent of a lunar landscape. 开阔的火山坡让人心生怪异地联想起月球的地貌。 来自辞典例句
133 marsh Y7Rzo     
n.沼泽,湿地
参考例句:
  • There are a lot of frogs in the marsh.沼泽里有许多青蛙。
  • I made my way slowly out of the marsh.我缓慢地走出这片沼泽地。
134 hush ecMzv     
int.嘘,别出声;n.沉默,静寂;v.使安静
参考例句:
  • A hush fell over the onlookers.旁观者们突然静了下来。
  • Do hush up the scandal!不要把这丑事声张出去!
135 superstition VHbzg     
n.迷信,迷信行为
参考例句:
  • It's a common superstition that black cats are unlucky.认为黑猫不吉祥是一种很普遍的迷信。
  • Superstition results from ignorance.迷信产生于无知。
136 yew yew     
n.紫杉属树木
参考例句:
  • The leaves of yew trees are poisonous to cattle.紫杉树叶会令牛中毒。
  • All parts of the yew tree are poisonous,including the berries.紫杉的各个部分都有毒,包括浆果。
137 deception vnWzO     
n.欺骗,欺诈;骗局,诡计
参考例句:
  • He admitted conspiring to obtain property by deception.他承认曾与人合谋骗取财产。
  • He was jailed for two years for fraud and deception.他因为诈骗和欺诈入狱服刑两年。
138 witchcraft pe7zD7     
n.魔法,巫术
参考例句:
  • The woman practising witchcraft claimed that she could conjure up the spirits of the dead.那个女巫说她能用魔法召唤亡灵。
  • All these things that you call witchcraft are capable of a natural explanation.被你们统统叫做巫术的那些东西都可以得到合情合理的解释。
139 obedience 8vryb     
n.服从,顺从
参考例句:
  • Society has a right to expect obedience of the law.社会有权要求人人遵守法律。
  • Soldiers act in obedience to the orders of their superior officers.士兵们遵照上级军官的命令行动。
140 chamber wnky9     
n.房间,寝室;会议厅;议院;会所
参考例句:
  • For many,the dentist's surgery remains a torture chamber.对许多人来说,牙医的治疗室一直是间受刑室。
  • The chamber was ablaze with light.会议厅里灯火辉煌。
141 penetrate juSyv     
v.透(渗)入;刺入,刺穿;洞察,了解
参考例句:
  • Western ideas penetrate slowly through the East.西方观念逐渐传入东方。
  • The sunshine could not penetrate where the trees were thickest.阳光不能透入树木最浓密的地方。
142 mighty YDWxl     
adj.强有力的;巨大的
参考例句:
  • A mighty force was about to break loose.一股巨大的力量即将迸发而出。
  • The mighty iceberg came into view.巨大的冰山出现在眼前。
143 gratitude p6wyS     
adj.感激,感谢
参考例句:
  • I have expressed the depth of my gratitude to him.我向他表示了深切的谢意。
  • She could not help her tears of gratitude rolling down her face.她感激的泪珠禁不住沿着面颊流了下来。


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