‘It is not pleasant to be laid hold of by a madman, if madman he be,’ said Lorenzo Tornabuoni, in polite excuse of Tito, ‘but perhaps he is only a ruffian. We shall hear. I think we must see if we have authority enough to stop this disturbance1 between our people and your countrymen,’ he added, addressing the Frenchman.
They advanced toward the crowd with their swords drawn2, all the quiet spectators making an escort for them. Tito went too: it was necessary that he should know what others knew about Baldassarre, and the first palsy of terror was being succeeded by the rapid devices to which mortal danger will stimulate3 the timid.
The rabble4 of men and boys, more inclined to hoot5 at the soldier and torment6 him than to receive or inflict7 any serious wounds, gave way at the approach of signori with drawn swords, and the French soldier was interrogated8. He and his companions had simply brought their prisoners into the city that they might beg money for their ransom9: two of the prisoners were Tuscan soldiers taken in Lunigiana; the other, an elderly man, was with a party of Genoese, with whom the French foragers had come to blows near Fivizzano. He might be mad, but he was harmless. The soldier knew no more, being unable to understand a word the old man said. Tito heard so far, but he was deaf to everything else till he was specially10 addressed. It was Tornabuoni who spoke11.
‘Will you go back with us, Melema? Or, since Messere is going off to Signa now, will you wisely follow the fashion of the times and go to hear the Frate, who will be like the torrent12 at its height this morning? It’s what we must all do, you know, if we are to save our Medicean skins. I should go if I had the leisure.’
Tito’s face had recovered its colour now, and he could make an effort to speak with gaiety.
‘Of course I am among the admirers of the inspired orator,’ he said, smilingly; ‘but, unfortunately, I shall be occupied with the Segretario till the time of the procession.’
‘I am going into the Duomo to look at that savage13 old man again,’ said Piero.
‘Then have the charity to show him to one of the hospitals for travellers, Piero mio,’ said Tornabuoni. ‘The monks14 may find out whether he wants putting into a cage.’
The party separated, and Tito took his way to the Palazzo Vecchio, where he was to find Bartolommeo Scala. It was not a long walk, but, for Tito, it was stretched out like the minutes of our morning dreams: the short spaces of street and piazza15 held memories, and previsions, and torturing fears, that might have made the history of months. He felt as if a serpent had begun to coil round his limbs. Baldassarre living, and in Florence, was a living revenge, which would no more rest than a winding16 serpent would rest until it had crushed its prey17. It was not in the nature of that man to let an injury pass unavenged: his love and his hatred18 were of that passionate19 fervour which subjugates20 all the rest of the being, and makes a man sacrifice himself to his passion as if it were a deity21 to be worshipped with self-destruction. Baldassarre had relaxed his hold, and had disappeared. Tito knew well how to interpret that: it meant that the vengeance22 was to be studied that it might be sure. If he had not uttered those decisive words — ‘He is a madman’ — if he could have summoned up the state of mind, the courage, necessary for avowing23 his recognition of Baldassarre, would not the risk have been less? He might have declared himself to have had what he believed to be positive evidence of Baldasarre’s death; and the only persons who could ever have had positive knowledge to contradict him, were Fra Luca, who was dead, and the crew of the companion galley24, who had brought him the news of the encounter with the pirates. The chances were infinite against Baldassarre’s having met again with any one of that crew, and Tito thought with bitterness that a timely, well-devised falsehood might have saved him from any fatal consequences. But to have told that falsehood would have required perfect self-command in the moment of a convulsive shock: he seemed to have spoken without any preconception: the words had leaped forth25 like a sudden birth that had been begotten26 and nourished in the darkness.
Tito was experiencing that inexorable law of human souls, that we prepare ourselves for sudden deeds by the reiterated27 choice of good or evil which gradually determines character.
There was but one chance for him now; the chance of Baldassarre’s failure in finding his revenge. And — Tito grasped at a thought more actively28 cruel than any he had ever encouraged before: might not his own unpremeditated words have some truth in them? Enough truth, at least, to bear him out in his denial of any declaration Baldassarre might make about him? The old man looked strange and wild; with his eager heart and brain, suffering was likely enough to have produced madness. If it were so, the vengeance that strove to inflict disgrace might be baffled.
But there was another form of vengeance not to be baffled by ingenious lying. Baldassarre belonged to a race to whom the thrust of the dagger29 seems almost as natural an impulse as the outleap of the tiger’s talons30. Tito shrank with shuddering31 dread32 from disgrace; but he had also that physical dread which is inseparable from a soft pleasure-loving nature, and which prevents a man from meeting wounds and death as a welcome relief from disgrace. His thoughts flew at once to some hidden defensive33 armour34 that might save him from a vengeance which no subtlety35 could parry.
He wondered at the power of the passionate fear that possessed36 him. It was as if he had been smitten37 with a blighting38 disease that had suddenly turned the joyous39 sense of young life into pain.
There was still one resource open to Tito. He might have turned back, sought Baldassarre again, confessed everything to him — to Romola — to all the world. But he never thought of that. The repentance40 which cuts off all moorings to evil, demands something more than selfish fear. He had no sense that there was strength and safety in truth; the only strength he trusted to lay in his ingenuity41 and his dissimulation42. Now that the first shock, which had called up the traitorous43 signs of fear, was well past, he hoped to be prepared for all emergencies by cool deceit — and defensive armour.
It was a characteristic fact in Tito’s experience at this crisis, that no direct measures for ridding himself of Baldassarre ever occurred to him. All other possibilities passed through his mind, even to his own flight from Florence; but he never thought of any scheme for removing his enemy. His dread generated no active malignity44, and he would still have been glad not to give pain to any mortal. He had simply chosen to make life easy to himself — to carry his human lot if possible, in such a way that it should pinch him nowhere, and the choice had, at various times, landed him in unexpected positions. The question now was, not whether he should divide the common pressure of destiny with his suffering fellow-men; it was whether all the resources of lying would save him from being crushed by the consequences of that habitual45 choice.
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rabble
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hoot
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torment
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inflict
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interrogated
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ransom
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spoke
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savage
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prey
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hatred
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passionate
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possessed
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smitten
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blighting
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joyous
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repentance
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ingenuity
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dissimulation
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traitorous
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malignity
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habitual
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