But always stood before him Harry in his altered mien13 and estranged14 looks, as he had seen him, sullen15 and threatening, that day.
What would he not have given to be sure that the wicked person whom he now dreaded16 more than he feared all other powers, had formed no actual design against him? If she had, what was the agency that had kindled17 her evil passions and excited her activity? He could not fancy Harry such a monster.
What were her plans? Did she mean legal proceedings18? He would have given a good deal for light, no matter what it may disclose, anything but suspense19, and the phantasmal horrors with which imagination peoples darkness.
Never did harassed20 brain so need the febrifuge of the angler’s solace21, and quickly his cares and agitations22 subsided23 in that serene24 absorption.
One thing only occurred for a moment to divert his attention from his tranquillising occupation. Standing25 on a flat stone near midway in the stream, he was throwing his flies over a nook where he had seen a trout26 rise, when he heard the ring of carriage wheels on the road that passes round the base of the old windmill, and pierces the dense27 wood that darkened the glen of Carwell.
Raising his eyes he did see a carriage following that unfrequented track. A thin screen of scattered28 trees prevented his seeing this carriage very distinctly. But the road is so little a thoroughfare that except an occasional cart, few wheeled vehicles ever traversed it. A little anxiously he watched this carriage till it disappeared totally in the wood. He felt uncomfortably that its destination was Carwell Grange, and at that point conjecture29 failed him.
This little incident was, I think, the only one that for a moment disturbed the serene abstraction of his trout-fishing.
And now the sun beginning to approach the distant hills warned him that it was time to return. So listlessly he walked homeward, and as he ascended30 the narrow and melancholy31 track that threads the glen of Carwell, his evil companions, the fears and cares that tortured him, returned.
Near Carwell Grange the road makes a short but steep ascent32, and a slight opening in the trees displays on the eminence33 a little platform on the verge34 of the declivity35, from which a romantic view down the glen and over a portion of the lower side unfolds itself.
Here for a time he paused, looking westward36 on the sky already glowing in the saddened splendours of sunset. From this miserable rumination37 he carried away one resolution, hard and clear. It was painful to come to it—but the torture of concealment38 was more dreadful. He had made up his mind to tell Alice exactly how the facts were. One ingredient, and he fancied just then, the worst in his cup of madness, was the torture of secrecy40, and the vigilance and the uncertainties41 of concealment. Poor little Alice, he felt, ought to know. It was her right. And the attempt longer to conceal39 it would make her much more miserable, for he could not disguise his sufferings, and she would observe them, and be abandoned to the solitary42 anguish43 of suspense.
As he entered the Grange he was reminded of the carriage which he had observed turning up the narrow Carwell road, by actually seeing it standing at the summit of the short and steep ascent to the Grange.
Coming suddenly upon this object, with its natty44 well-appointed air, contrasting with the old-world neglect and homeliness45 of all that surrounded, he stopped short with an odd Robinson Crusoe shyness and surveyed the intruding46 vehicle.
This survey told him nothing. He turned sharply into the back entrance of the Grange, disturbed, and a good deal vexed47.
It could not be an invasion of the enemy. Carriage, harness, and servants were much too smart for that. But if the neighbours had found them out, and that this was the beginning of a series of visits, could anything in a small way be more annoying, and even dangerous? Here was a very necessary privacy violated, with what ulterior consequences who could calculate.
This was certainly Alice’s doing. Women are such headstrong, silly creatures!
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