The Secret NoteFor I saw everything that I am telling you; and if I may have beendeceived when I saw it, I am most certainly not deceiving you intelling you of it.
From a Letter to the AuthorThe Marquis sent for him; M. de La Mole1 seemed rejuvenated2, therewas a gleam in his eye.
'Let us hear a little about your memory,' he said to Julien. 'I am told itis prodigious3! Could you learn four pages by heart and go and repeatthem in London? But without altering a word!'
The Marquis was feverishly4 turning the pages of that morning's Quotidienne, and seeking in vain to dissimulate5 a highly serious air, which Julien had never seen him display, not even when they were discussing theFrilair case.
Julien had by this time sufficient experience to feel that he ought to appear thoroughly6 deceived by the light manner that was being assumedfor his benefit.
'This number of the Quotidienne is perhaps not very amusing; but, if M.
le Marquis will allow me, tomorrow morning I shall have the honour torecite it to him from beginning to end.'
'What! Even the advertisements?'
'Literally, and without missing a word.'
'Do you give me your word for that?' went on the Marquis with a sudden gravity.
'Yes, Sir, only the fear of not keeping it might upset my memory.'
'What I mean is that I forgot to ask you this question yesterday; I donot ask you on your oath never to repeat what you are about to hear; Iknow you too well to insult you in that way. I have answered for you, I am going to take you to a room where there will be twelve persons assembled; you will take note of what each of them says.
'Do not be uneasy, it is not going to be a confused conversation, eachone will speak in his turn, I do not mean a set speech,' the Marquis wenton, resuming the tone of careless superiority which came so naturally tohim. 'While we are talking, you will write down twenty pages or so; youwill return here with me, we shall cut down those twenty pages to four.
It is those four pages that you shall recite to me tomorrow morning instead of the whole number of the Quotidienne. You will then set off atonce; you will have to take post like a young man who is travelling forhis pleasure. Your object will be to pass unobserved by anyone. You willarrive in the presence of a great personage. There, you will require moreskill. It will be a question of taking in everyone round him; for among hissecretaries, among his servants, there are men in the pay of our enemies,who lie in wait for our agents to intercept7 them. You shall have a formalletter of introduction. When His Excellency looks at you, you will takeout my watch here, which I am going to lend you for the journey. Take itnow, while you are about it, and give me yours.
'The Duke himself will condescend8 to copy out at your dictation thefour pages which you will have learned by heart.
'When this has been done, but not before, remember, you may, if HisExcellency questions you, give him an account of the meeting which youare now about to attend.
'One thing that will prevent you from feeling bored on your jorney isthat between Paris and the residence of the Minister there are peoplewho would ask for nothing better than to fire a shot at M. l'abbe Sorel.
Then his mission is at an end and I foresee a long delay; for, my dear fellow, how shall we hear of your death? Your zeal9 cannot go so far as toinform us of it.
'Run off at once and buy yourself a complete outfit,' the Marquis wenton with a serious air. 'Dress in the style of the year before last. This evening you will have to look a little shabby. On the journey, however, youwill dress as usual. Does that surprise you, does your suspicious mindguess the reason? Yes, my friend, one of the venerable personages whomyou are about to hear discuss is fully10 capable of transmitting informationby means of which someone may quite possibly administer opium11 toyou, if nothing worse, in the evening, in some respectable inn at whichyou will have called for supper.'
'It would be better,' said Julien, 'to travel thirty leagues farther andavoid the direct route. My destination is Rome, I suppose … '
The Marquis assumed an air of haughty12 displeasure which Julien hadnot seen to so marked a degree since Bray-le-Haut.
'That is what you shall learn, Sir, when I think fit to tell you. I do notlike questions.'
'It was not a question,' replied Julien effusively13: 'I swear to you, Sir, Iwas thinking aloud, I was seeking in my own mind the safest route.'
'Yes, it seems that your thoughts were far away. Never forget that anambassador, one of your youth especially, ought not to appear to be forcing confidences.'
Julien was greatly mortified14, he was in the wrong. His self-esteemsought for an excuse and could find none.
'Understand then,' M. de La Mole went on, 'that people always appealto their hearts when they have done something foolish.'
An hour later, Julien was in the Marquis's waiting-room in the garb15 ofan inferior, with old-fashioned clothes, a doubtfully clean neckcloth andsomething distinctly smug about his whole appearance.
At the sight of him, the Marquis burst out laughing, and then only wasJulien's apology accepted.
'If this young man betrays me,' M. de La Mole asked himself, 'whomcan I trust? And yet when it comes to action, one has to trust somebody.
My son and his brilliant friends of the same kidney have honest hearts,and loyalty16 enough for a hundred thousand; if it were a question offighting, they would perish on the steps of the throne, they knoweverything … except just what is required at the moment. Devil take meif I can think of one of them who could learn four pages by heart andtravel a hundred leagues without being tracked. Norbert would knowhow to let himself be killed like his ancestors, but any conscript can dothat … '
The Marquis fell into a profound meditation17: 'And even being killed,'
he said with a sigh, 'perhaps this Sorel would manage that as well ashe …'The carriage is waiting,' said the Marquis, as though to banish18 a vexatious thought.
'Sir,' said Julien, 'while they were altering this coat for me, I committedto memory the first page of today's Quotidienne.'
The Marquis took the paper, Julien repeated the page without a singlemistake. 'Good,' said the Marquis, every inch the diplomat19 that evening;'meanwhile this young man is not observing the streets through whichwe are passing.'
They arrived in a large room of a distinctly gloomy aspect, partly panelled and partly hung in green velvet20. In the middle of the room, a scowling21 footman had just set up a large dinner-table, which he proceeded toconvert into a writing table, by means of an immense green clothcovered with ink stains, a relic22 of some Ministry23.
The master of the house was a corpulent man whose name was neveruttered; Julien decided24 that his expression and speech were those of aman engaged in digestion25.
At a sign from the Marquis, Julien had remained at the lower end ofthe table. To avoid drawing attention to himself he began to point thequills. He counted out of the corner of his eye seven speakers, but hecould see nothing more of them than their backs. Two of them appearedto him to be addressing M. de La Mole on terms of equality, the othersseemed more or less deferential26.
Another person entered the room unannounced. 'This is strange,'
thought Julien, 'no one is announced in this room. Can this precautionhave been taken in my honour?' Everyone rose to receive the newcomer.
He was wearing the same extremely distinguished27 decoration as three ofthe men who were already in the room. They spoke28 in low tones. Injudging the newcomer, Julien was restricted to what he could learn fromhis features and dress. He was short and stout29, with a high complexionand a gleaming eye devoid31 of any expression beyond the savage32 glare ofa wild boar.
Julien's attention was sharply distracted by the almost immediate33 arrival of a wholly different person. This was a tall man, extremely thinand wearing three or four waistcoats. His eye was caressing34, his gesturespolished.
'That is just the expression of the old Bishop35 of Besancon,' thought Julien. This man evidently belonged to the Church, he did not appear to bemore than fifty or fifty-five, no one could have looked more fatherly.
The young Bishop of Agde appeared, and seemed greatly surprisedwhen, in making a survey of those present, his eye rested on Julien. Hehad not spoken to him since the ceremony at Bray-le-Haut. His look ofsurprise embarrassed and irritated Julien. 'What,' the latter said to himself, 'is knowing a man to be always to my disadvantage? All these great gentlemen whom I have never seen before do not frighten me in theleast, and the look in this young Bishop's eyes freezes me! It must be admitted that I am a very strange and very unfortunate creature.'
A small and extremely dark man presently made a noisy entrance, andbegan speaking from the door; he had a sallow complexion30 and a slightlyeccentric air. On the arrival of this pitiless talker, groups began to form,apparently to escape the boredom36 of listening to him.
As they withdrew from the fireplace they drew near to the lower endof the table, where Julien was installed. His expression became more andmore embarrassed, for now at last, in spite of all his efforts, he could notavoid hearing them, and however slight his experience might be, he realised the full importance of the matters that were being discussed withoutany attempt at concealment37; and yet how careful the evidently exaltedpersonages whom he saw before him ought to be to keep them secret.
Already, working as slowly as possible, Julien had pointed38 a score ofquills; this resource must soon fail him. He looked in vain for an order inthe eyes of M. de La Mole; the Marquis had forgotten him.
'What I am doing is absurd,' thought Julien as he pointed his pens; 'butpeople who are so commonplace in appearance, and are entrusted39 byothers or by themselves with such high interests, must be highly susceptible40. My unfortunate expression has a questioning and scarcely respectful effect which would doubtless annoy them. If I lower my eyes too far Ishall appear to be making a record of their talk.'
His embarrassment41 was extreme, he was hearing some strange thingssaid.
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