"Forgive me," said she; "forgive me, Canolles! It was I who brought you here, I who procured3 this difficult and dangerous post to be given you; if you are killed I shall be the cause of your death. I am a selfish creature, and I thought of naught4 but my own happiness. Leave me now; go!"
Canolles gently raised her.
"Leave you!" said he; "never, Nanon, never; you are sacred in my sight; I have sworn to protect you, defend you, save you, and I will save you, or may I die!"
"Do you say that from the bottom of your heart, Canolles, without hesitation5 or regret?"
"Yes," said Canolles, with a smile.
"Thanks, my noble, honorable friend, thanks. This life of mine, to which I used to attach so much value, I would sacrifice for you to-day without a murmur6, for not until to-day did I know what you have done for me. They offered you money,—are not my treasures yours? They offered you love,—was there ever in the world a woman who would love you as I love you? They offered you promotion7? Look you, you are to be attacked; very good! let us buy soldiers, let us heap up arms and ammunition8; let us double our forces and defend ourselves; I will fight for my love, you for your honor. You will whip them, my gallant9 Canolles; you will force the queen to say that she has no more gallant officer than you; and then I will look to your promotion; and when you are rich, laden10 with glory and honor, you can desert me, if you choose; I shall have my memories to console me."
As she spoke11 Nanon gazed at Canolles, and she awaited such a response as women always expect to their exaggerated words,—a response, that is to say, as absurd and hyperbolical as the words themselves. But Canolles sadly hung his head.
"Nanon," said he, "so long as I remain at ?le Saint-Georges, you shall never suffer injury, never submit to insult. Set your mind at ease on that score, for you have nothing to fear."
"Thanks," said she, "although that is not all I ask. Alas12! I am lost," she muttered inaudibly; "he loves me no longer."
Canolles detected the glance of flame which shone in her eyes like a lightning-flash, and the frightful13 momentary14 pallor which told of such bitter suffering.
"I must be generous to the end," he said to himself, "or be an infamous15 villain16.—Come, Nanon, come, my dear, throw your cloak over your shoulders, take your man's hat, and let us take a breath of the night air; it will do you good. I may be attacked at any moment, and I must make my nightly round of inspection17."
Nanon's heart leaped for joy; she arrayed herself as her lover bade her, and followed him.
Canolles was no make-believe officer. He entered the service when he was little more than a child, and had made a real study of his profession. So it was that he made his inspection not simply as commandant, but as engineer. The officers, when they saw that he came in the guise18 of a favorite, supposed that he was a mere19 ornamental20 governor. But when they were questioned by him, one after another, as to the provisions for attack and defence, they were compelled to recognize in this apparently21 frivolous22 young man an experienced captain, and even the oldest among them addressed him with respect. The only things with which they could find fault were the mildness of his voice when giving orders, and the extreme courtesy with which he questioned them; they feared that this last might be the mask of weakness. However, as every one realized the imminence23 of the danger, the governor's orders were executed with such celerity and accuracy that the chief conceived as favorable an opinion of his soldiers as they had formed of him. A company of pioneers had arrived during the day. Canolles ordered the construction of works, which were instantly begun. Vainly did Nanon try to take him back to the fort, in order to spare him the fatigue24 of a night passed in this way; Canolles continued his round, and gently dismissed her, insisting that she should return within the walls. Then, having sent out three or four scouts25, whom the lieutenant26 recommended as the most intelligent of all those at his disposal, he stretched himself out upon a block of stone, whence he could watch the progress of the work.
But while his eyes mechanically followed the movement of mattocks and pickaxes, Canolles's mind wandered away from the material things which surrounded him, to pass in review, not only the events of the day, but all the extraordinary adventures of which he had been the hero since the day he first saw Madame de Cambes. But, strangely enough, his mind went back no farther than that day; it seemed to him as if his real life had begun at that time; that until then he had lived in another world,—a world of inferior instincts, of incomplete sensations. But from that hour there had been a light in his life which gave a different aspect to everything, and in the brightness of that new light, Nanon, poor Nanon, was pitilessly sacrificed to another passion, violent from its very birth, like every passion which takes possession of the whole life into which it enters.
After much painful meditation27, mingled28 with thrills of heavenly rapture29 at the thought that he was beloved by Madame de Cambes, Canolles confessed to himself that it was duty alone which impelled30 him to act the part of a man of honor, and that his friendship for Nanon counted for nothing in his determination.
Poor Nanon! Canolles called his feeling for her friendship, and in love friendship is very near indifference31.
Nanon also was keeping vigil, for she could not make up her mind to retire. Standing at a window, wrapped in a black cloak to avoid being seen, she followed, not the sad, veiled moon peering out through the clouds, not the tall poplars waving gracefully32 in the night wind, not the majestic33 Garonne, which seemed like a rebellious34 vassal35 gathering36 its strength to war against its master, rather than a faithful servant bearing its tribute to the ocean,—but the slow, painful struggle in her lover's mind; in that dark form outlined against the stone, in that motionless shadow lying beneath a lantern, she saw the living phantom37 of her past happiness. She, once so active and so proud and clever, had lost all her cleverness and pride and energy; it seemed as if her faculties38, sharpened by her misery39, became doubly acute and far-seeing; she felt another love springing into life in her lover's heart, as God, sitting aloft in the vast firmament40, feels the blade of grass growing in the earth.
Not until dawn did Canolles return to his room. Nanon took her leave when she saw him coming, so that he had no idea that she had watched all night. He dressed himself with care, mustered41 the garrison42 anew, inspected by daylight the different batteries, especially those which commanded the left bank of the Garonne, ordered the little harbor to be closed by chains, stationed a number of boats provided with falconets and blunder-busses, reviewed his men, encouraged them with a few earnest, heartfelt words, and returned to his apartment once more, about ten o'clock.
Nanon was awaiting him with a smile upon her lips.
She was no longer the haughty43, imperious Nanon, whose slightest caprice made Monsieur d'épernon himself tremble; but a timid mistress, a shrinking slave, who had ceased to demand love for herself, but simply craved44 permission to love.
The day passed without other incident than the different developments of the drama which was being enacted45 in the hearts of the two young people. The scouts sent out by Canolles returned one after another. No one of them brought any definite news; but there was great excitement in Bordeaux, and it was evident that something was in preparation there.
Madame de Cambes, upon returning to the city, although she did not divulge46 the details of the interview, which lay hidden in the inmost recesses47 of her heart, made known its result to Lenet. The Bordelais loudly demanded that ?le Saint-Georges should be taken. The people volunteered in crowds for the expedition.
The leaders could hold them hack48 only by alleging49 the absence of an experienced officer to take charge of the enterprise, and of regular troops to carry it through. Lenet seized the opportunity to whisper the names of the two dukes and offer the services of their army; the suggestion was received with enthusiasm, and the very men who had voted to close the gates a few days before, were loudest in demanding their presence.
Lenet hastened to make known the good news to the princess, who at once assembled her council.
Claire feigned50 fatigue in order to avoid taking part in any decision adverse51 to Canolles, and withdrew to her chamber52 to weep at her ease.
There she could hear the shouts and threats of the mob. Every shout, every threat was directed against Canolles.
Soon the drum began to beat, the companies assembled; the sheriffs distributed weapons to the people, who demanded pikes and arquebuses; the cannon53 were taken from the arsenal54, powder was distributed, and two hundred boats were in readiness to ascend55 the Garonne with the evening tide, while three thousand men were to march up the left bank and attack by land.
The river army was to be commanded by Espagnet, councillor of Parliament, a brave and judicious56 man; and the land forces by Monsieur de La Rochefoucauld, who had entered the city with about two thousand gentlemen. Monsieur le Duc de Bouillon, with a thousand more, was to arrive two days later, and Monsieur de La Rochefoucauld hastened the attack as much as possible, so that his colleague should not be present.
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