And now a similar temptation had come to Daniel Webster.
He went home and thought the matter over. He felt that Mr. Gore2’s advice was good, but how could he accept it? His father was old and in poor health. He had set his heart on Daniel’s accepting this place. A contrary decision would strike him like a thunderbolt. Moreover it would bring him home, and give his father the comfort of his society, as well as pecuniary3 prosperity.
It seemed a selfish thing to refuse, to show a lack of consideration for his father, and Daniel was a good son. I mention all these things to show that in this turning-point of his career Daniel had a hard decision to make. There was another circumstance to consider—his father was in present need of money.
Finally Daniel made up his mind. If he could borrow a sum of money sufficient to help his father, he would venture to refuse the clerkship.
He went to Mr. Joseph Taylor, a Boston acquaintance, and said to him abruptly4, “Mr. Taylor, I want to borrow some money. I will pay you some time or other, but I can’t tell exactly when.”
“You can have as much as you want,” answered Mr. Taylor kindly5.
“But,” said Daniel, “I want a good deal of money.”
“How much?” asked his friend, not seeming alarmed at his rash promise.
“Three or four hundred dollars,” was the reply, and this in the eyes of the young law student was a very large sum, though his ideas changed when money came in by thousands from wealthy clients, not many years afterwards.
“You shall have it,” said Mr. Taylor, and he counted out the money into the young man’s hands.
Daniel was elated with his success. He would not go home empty-handed, and this sum would soften6 the blow which his determination would bring to his father.
Now to get home and have it over as soon as possible! He hired a seat in a country sleigh which had come down to market, and was on the point of returning, for there was neither railroad nor stage to convey him to his home. It was a crisp winter day, and they glided7 over the snowy roads for many hours till they were beyond the New Hampshire line. Still mile after mile was traversed till the old home was reached.
Just at sunset Daniel reached his home. Through the window, even before he entered, he saw his father in his little room sitting in his arm-chair. The old man, worn out by a long life of hard labor8, seemed very old and thin, but his eyes were as black and bright as ever. Daniel’s heart was touched, and he felt that the trial had come. It was no light thing to disappoint such a father.
As he entered the presence of his father Judge Webster looked up with a smile of gladness.
“Well, Daniel, we have got that office for you,” he said.
“Yes, father,” said Daniel a little nervously9. “The gentlemen were very kind. I must go and thank them.”
“They gave it to you without my saying a word about it,” said Judge Webster complacently10.
“I must go and see Judge Farrar, and tell him I am much obliged to him, father.”
Still the father suspected nothing of Daniel’s intention, though his son treated it more carelessly than he had anticipated. He had thought so much about it and come to look upon it as so desirable that it did not seem to him possible that his son could regard it in any other way, as indeed he would not but for Mr. Gore’s advice.
But at last the true meaning of Daniel’s indifference11 flashed upon him, and he looked at him earnestly.
He straightened himself up in his chair, and he regarded him intently.
“Daniel, Daniel,” he said, “don’t you mean to take that office?”
“No, indeed, father,” answered Daniel lightly, though his lightness was assumed, and covered a feeling of anxiety; “I hope I can do much better than that. I mean to use my tongue in the courts, not my pen; to be an actor, not a register of other men’s acts. I hope yet, sir, to astonish your honor in your own court by my professional attainments12.”
Youth is hopeful and ready to take risks; age is conservative and takes little for granted. Judge Webster must have thought his son’s decision exceedingly rash. Let me tell the rest of the story in Daniel’s words, as indeed I have closely adhered to his version thus far.
“For a moment I thought he was angry. He rocked his chair slightly; a flash went over an eye softened13 by age, but still as black as jet; but it was gone, and I thought I saw that parental14 partiality was, after all, a little gratified at this apparent devotion to an honorable profession, and this seeming confidence of success in it. He looked at me for as much as a minute, and then said slowly, ‘Well, my son, your mother has always said you would come to something or nothing, she was not sure which; I think you are now about settling that doubt for her.’ This he said, and never a word spoke15 more to me on the subject.”
Daniel explained to his father the reasons which had induced him to arrive at the decision he had just expressed, and as an earnest of the good fortune which he anticipated in the career he had chosen he produced the money he had borrowed, and placed it in his father’s hands. Probably this satisfied Judge Webster that there were others who had faith in his son’s promise, since he could offer no other security for borrowed money. At any rate it softened his disappointment, since it brought him help which he sorely needed.
Daniel stayed at home a week, contributing as such a son might to the happiness of his parents, who, now in the sunset of life, had little to hope for themselves, but lived wholly for their children.
Now he must go back to Boston, for the period of his preparatory studies was drawing to a close, and he was almost to seek immediately admission to the bar.
In March, 1805, he was admitted to practice in the Court of Common Pleas in Boston, the usual motion being made by his friend and teacher, Mr. Gore. This eminent16 lawyer, according to the custom of that time, accompanied his motion by a brief speech, which was of so complimentary17 a character that it must have been exceedingly gratifying to the legal neophyte18, who stood waiting for the doors to open through which he was to enter into the precincts of a dignified19 and honorable profession. “It is a well-known tradition,” says Mr. George Ticknor Curtis, “that on this occasion Mr. Gore predicted the future eminence20 of his young friend. What he said has not been preserved; but that he said what Mr. Webster never forgot, that it was distinctly a prediction, and that it excited in him a resolve that it should not go unfulfilled, we have upon his own authority, though he appears to have been unwilling21 to repeat the words of Mr. Gore’s address.”
Young Webster, whose career we have thus far followed in detail through the successive stages of his struggle with penury22, was now no longer a farmer’s boy, but a full-fledged lawyer, of whom eminent men expected much.
Another important question was to be decided23, Where should Daniel put up his shingle24, and commence the practice of his profession? In Boston the field was larger, and the chances of attaining25 professional eminence were greater. Many of his friends counseled his remaining in the city. But up in New Hampshire was an old man whose life was nearly over, to whose last days his company would bring solace26 and comfort. What prospects27, however brilliant, could overbalance this consideration? With filial devotion Daniel decided to settle in New Hampshire, in Boscawan, but a few miles from Salisbury, where he could see his father almost daily. Boston could wait, professional opportunities could wait. His father’s happiness must not be disregarded. So in the spring of 1805 he became a country lawyer in the same town where he had prepared for college.
Thirteen months later, in April, 1807, his father died.
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