He stood with his eyes still shaded, motionless but for the movement of the boat.
From away out there a hand seemed to have reached clutching at his heart. The star so steadfast1 and so still held him by its very stillness and steadfastness2. There, where the sunlight showed that motionless point of light were crowded decks, bending spars, snoring sails, life, motion; a ship breasting her way through the blue sea, heeling to the breeze.
All that was there. Here, nothing but a star marking poignantly3 the vacancy4 of illimitable distance. The wind had freshened, it was as though the ship had sent the joyous5 breath of life before her, the breezed-up water smacked7 the boat merrily, and even as he looked the star grew, lifting steadily8 as the mainsails joined the topsails above the sea line.
As Gaspard watched, his confidence and assurance left him. The blind trust in chance that had possessed9 him all day vanished now that chance had shewn her hand.
At once and vividly10 his true position stood before him, and the horrible chances of death that lay in it, and, so strange a thing is mind, now and for the first time did the sense of his own wealth in the possession of these twenty-one big pieces of gold take possession of him. Side by side57 with the fear of not being rescued stood the vision of the possibilities that lay in them. Each one weighed as much as three twenty-franc pieces. Six hundred and three francs; with that what might he not do! It was the only big bit of luck that had ever fallen in his way, and it would be doubly bitter to die with his luck in his hands.
And, still, as he watched, the sail grew. The vessel11 was not nearly so far off as she appeared; for the boat gave a low horizon. For this reason, too, she seemed bigger than she really was. That she was heading straight for the boat he could not doubt, yet he stood torn by the fear that she would miss him, pass him by, not sight him.
His imaginative mind saw her passing, saw her fading away, saw himself standing12 and calling after her and cursing her; so vivid was the obsession13 that for a moment, as he drew the picture, blazing wrath14 shot up in his heart towards her captain, curses rose to his lips, and sweat started on his brow.
Then he wiped his face with his coat sleeve, and unable to remain in idleness a moment longer, took the sculls and headed the boat for the point from which the vessel was approaching.
Useless, the moment his back was turned on the sail it was gone from his mind as from his sight. He had to keep it in view and shifting his position with the sculls half drawn15 in, he sat watching.
He had not so good an horizon sitting as standing, yet the sail had sensibly increased in size even allowing for the altered elevation16.
With a dip of the sculls he kept the boat so that he was always facing the approaching vision, and sitting thus the picture before him resolved itself into three components17: the after part of the boat, white, clean-scoured by spray,58 and burning in the sun with the exception of the space covered by his shadow; the blue of sea and sky; the ship.
Seated, with the sculls ready to correct the boat when she twisted to the wind and the current, his eyes passed from the boat to the far-off ship, from the ship to the sea and sky.
And still she grew, as a child grows in the womb, as an idea in the mind, adding member to member, significance to significance. He could see now the fore6 topsail distinct from the fore course. She was a square rigged vessel as to the fore part, but coming as she was, the spread of fore and topsails screened her rig.
She had altered, too, in colour; the frost white star was now a truncated18 pyramid of pale but brilliant rose, around which the deep blue heart of the sky paled to emerald by contrast.
And still she grew, motionless, or seeming not to move, yet becoming more definite, expanding as a bud expands, voiceless, and like a vision developing in a dream.
Moment joined itself to moment, minute to minute. She might now be ten miles away, or maybe more, her course would bring her directly to the boat and she would sight it to a certainty if she had light.
It was his own shadow cast by the oblique19 rays of the sun on seat and bottom board and thwart20 that suggested the chilling clause.
The sun was little more than an hour from his setting; would he cut the sea line before the vessel sighted the boat?
It was a race between the sun and the ship. He knew quite well that though she was coming apparently21 dead on to him, the chances were that she might pass him by a considerable distance, and, as though the thought had cast a blight22 on her, for a long time she hung, not seeming to59 alter in size. Then magically, she took distinctness, mystery and beauty left her; in a short half hour she became clearly defined, a small vessel of perhaps two hundred tons, at a distance of perhaps five miles. She would not be doing more than eight or nine knots.
Gaspard looked behind him at the sun. It had outraced the ship, there were still diameters between it and the horizon, but the western blue was just beginning to turn, to tinge23 with vague orange, as though an impalpable mist of gold dust were rising from the sea.
But now the ship, as a runner strains when near the goal, seemed straining to reach him. Moment by moment she leapt nearer, and the old stained sails that had lost the vague rose of distance caught now the first touch of gold from the sunset.
The eastern sky still held its blue, and against it the ship burned like a ship of gold, and before her prow24 the water divided like glittering silk cut by a golden sword.
Scarcely a mile away she leapt more triumphantly26 into life, she seemed within hail; standing up and stripping off his coat Gaspard waved it, shouting against the wind, delirious27, forgetful of distance, forgetful of the sun and then—just as though a bad wizard had touched her she began to lose her brilliancy; she had seemed springing towards him with golden arms outspread, triumphant25, and seeking to save him and then, just as though indifference28 had suddenly seized her, she seemed to lose her speed.
He turned his head. God! the sun was gone, just a trace of fire lingered beneath the gold of the sunset, through which, like a dark blue wind, was stealing the night.
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The vessel from a ship had turned to a phantom29 lost in a world of violent shadow. With the passing of the sun60 the breeze fell away to a gentle breathing of air. Then, in that moment of darkness and indecision, before the stars have taken full possession of the sky, standing up and straining his eyes he could not see the ship at all.
Ah! here she came at last, stealing along in the starlight with sails just filling and, then, more clearly to view as ten million stars lit the sea, turning it to frosted silver.
At four knots without a light showing, softly and seeming the very embodiment of treachery and evasion30 she came. She would pass by some five cable lengths to starboard and Gaspard, seizing the sculls turned the boat’s head to cut her off.
As he rowed he shouted, and had anyone on board heard him they might have fancied it, so thin and hard was his voice, the crying of a sea gull31, but from all appearances no one heard him, for not a light shewed.
Now she bulked up enormous, a great trapezium of ebony cutting the silver sky; he ceased rowing, shouted again, and paused to listen. So close was she that he could hear the wash of the water at her fore foot, the creaking of blocks and the slatting of the scarcely filled sails.
Scarcely a cable length away and making to pass him by half that distance she came, black as ebony, a barquentine, silent as a phantom, stealthy as a thief. Then, as he hailed her again with a last despairing cry, she burst into voice.
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adj.固定的,不变的,不动摇的;忠实的;坚贞不移的 | |
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n.(旅馆的)空位,空房,(职务的)空缺 | |
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