Ivy was not a sensitive soul, but the Beatup attitude was warranted to pierce the thickest skin. The family [182] could not let the matter drop, and kept it up even after those outside had let it fall in to amiable5 “disremembering.” Ivy’s exuberant6 correspondence with the forces, her amorous7 past, her scandalous future, all became subjects of condemnation8. Her people did not mean to be unkind, but they nagged9 and scolded. Perhaps the balking10 of their revenge on Jerry Sumption made them specially11 unmerciful towards Ivy—she had to face the torrent12 of the diverted stream. She had disgraced them as, apparently13, none of Mus’ Beatup’s muddled14 carouses15 or gin-logged collapses16 had done. The fine, if beer-blown flower of the Beatups had been hopelessly picked to pieces by her wantonness and indiscretion. Nell was perhaps the most really vindictive17 of the lot (for Mus’ Beatup was easy-going and Mrs. Beatup loved her daughter through all her reproaches), because she saw in Ivy’s disgrace another danger to her hopes. She had enough odds18 against her in her poor little reedy romance without all the spilth of Ivy’s bursting thick amours to come tumbling over it, choking out its life. Ivy’s village friends turned against her too, for Polly Sinden was still trying to live up to Bill Putland, and Jen Hollowbone of the Foul19 Mile remembered the theft of Kadwell and taunted20 “Sarve her right.” Thyrza, her sister-in-law, was still friendly, but though Ivy liked Thyrza, there had never been any real confidence or comradeship between them—the elder girl was too quiet, too settled, and had always been lacking in that indefinite quality which makes a woman popular with her own sex. Ivy did not respond to Thyrza’s few tentative efforts, made, she suspected, out of pity, and a sense of duty to Tom. Besides, her trouble had soured for the time even her own sweet honest heart, and the sight of Thyrza secure of a man’s love and an even more wonderful hope, smote21 her with an unbearable22 sense of her own failure and loneliness.
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For the worst of all that Ivy had to bear was her love for Seagrim, still alive, though wounded and outraged23. Her old gay interest in young men, her comradeships and correspondences, had faded out and could occupy her no more. Her heart was full of a mixed dread24 and hope of meeting him again. Sometimes when the purple chaffy25 evenings drew down over the fields, and the smell of ripening26 grain and ripening hops27 made sweet sick perfume on the drowsy28 air, an ache which was almost madness would drive her out into the lanes, seeking him by the tall stile at Four Wents, where he would never come again. The fiery29 horn of the moon, the jigging30 candles of the stars, would glow out of the grape-coloured sky as she went home through a fog of tears, slipping and stumbling in the ruts, dreaming of his step beside her and his arm about her and his bulk all black in the dimness of the lane.... Then suddenly she would hate him for all he had made her suffer, for all the lies he had told her and all the truths, for the kisses he had given her and the tears that he had cost her—and the hate would hurt more than love, choke her and burn her, make her throw herself sobbing31 and gasping32 into bed, where the hunch33 of Nell’s cold shoulder and the polar stars that hung in the window joined in preaching the same lesson of loneliness.
Then one day she made up her mind quite suddenly to bear it no longer. “If you have much more of this you’ll go crazy,” she said to herself, “—so git shut of it, Ivy Beatup.”

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