“Humph!” she sniffed2. “So this is why you don’t go out with Rosa; you like trying on her clothes when no one’s around!”
Nancy flushed scarlet3. So sudden had come the accusation4, and perhaps because of her secret state of mind concerning the party cape5, that she felt like one struck down by an enemy. Somehow the other girl seemed to tower above her, although Nancy was quite tall. The glare of those malicious6 green eyes seemed to take root in Nancy’s own, and above all that red hair—yet Nancy had previously7 always loved red hair!
For some moments she did not attempt to reply to the cruel accusation. Then her defense158 flashed back, true to her instincts of high-born honesty.
“I have a perfect right to try on my cousin’s things if I wish,” she said loftily. “But what right have you here?”
“Keep your voice down,” demanded the other in angry but subdued8 tones. “There’s no need to get the house dogs after us.”
“House dogs?”
“Yes, that old Margot—don’t know why they didn’t call her Magot,” scolded the girl, “she’s more like a watch dog than a woman. But I’m in a hurry. You needn’t mind mentioning my call,” she sneered9, “and then, if I’m sure of that, I won’t bother telling Rosa about your—party!”
The inference was so contemptible10 that Nancy shrank away instinctively11. She had already carefully placed the innocent cape back on its chair, and was ready to lower the lights, but this last act she deferred12. She felt safer with that high-strung creature under good, clear lights, at least.
But somehow as she looked at her, the subtle danger of Orilla’s secret meetings with159 Rosa flooded into Nancy’s mind. For her, Nancy, to make an active enemy of Orilla would surely mean that much more danger to Rosa, whereas any possible compromise might at least insure Nancy some knowledge of the other girl’s affairs.
She was thinking fast. Not that the term idealist (applied to her by Betty) in any way entered into her reasoning, but simply because she was Nancy of the disciplined mind, taught to think twice when in any serious predicament. And more than that, she had been cautioned by her mother, always to put down the proud spirit of revenge and in its place to plant courage. Courage to do that which was hardest, as it would invariably prove to be that which was best.
To understand Nancy as she was acting13 now, it is necessary to understand all this, although to her it was merely doing the thing that seemed best.
“Do you mean,” she said very slowly, “that you do not want Rosa to know you have been here?”
“Yes,” snapped the girl, “just like you160 don’t want her to know you’ve been here.”
“But I don’t care; why should I?” Nancy could not help that flare14 of defiance.
“You were trying on her new clothes, weren’t you?”
“What’s wrong about that?”
“Don’t try to sneak15, I’m in a hurry. Is it a bargain or isn’t it?”
“What?” blurted16 Nancy, now a little bit frightened lest her chance to help Rosa might suddenly vanish.
“You keep your mouth shut and I’ll do the same!”
The vulgarity of the girl’s words offended Nancy’s sense of respectable English, but she knew better than to show her resentment17.
“But, did you bring a message or something?” she faltered18. “Won’t they know you have been here?”
“That’s my business, you just ’tend to yours and don’t worry about mine,” snapped the stranger.
“It doesn’t make any difference to me, of course, that you’ve been here—Orilla,” Nancy almost choked on the name, but was161 determined19 to show some good feeling which she did not in the least feel—“and, if it suits you better, I don’t see why I should tell Rosa.”
“That’s sporty!” exclaimed the girl, a complete change of her queer face, with its yellow skin and other peculiar20 colorings of hair and eyes, giving her a decidedly different expression. “No use being enemies, when we’re both outsiders,” she said next. “I must run along. Don’t worry about party capes21; they never make folks happy!” and she was gone.
Her last words, although almost whispered, left an unpleasant ring in Nancy’s ears.
“Don’t worry about party capes,” she had said, almost as if she had discovered Nancy’s secret. And then: “They don’t make folks happy!”
Orilla seemed glad of that. Evidently she didn’t want party capes or other luxuries, of which she herself had been deprived, to make folks happy.
Nancy moved cautiously. She felt as if she were still in danger—of what she could not guess. But since she had so inadvertently162 made an ally of Orilla, instead of an enemy, she knew she must be careful.
But was she now in league against Rosa? That is, of course, from an outside viewpoint. There could be no doubt of her action having sprung from the most honorable motives22. She was doing a very distasteful thing, just to protect Rosa, if possible, from Orilla’s secret influence. Yet, this would be hard to understand, and Nancy knew that it would be particularly hard for Rosa to understand.
“Well,” she sighed to herself finally, as the last faint echo of that almost silent step had died away down the long hardwood hall, “we’ll see what comes of it. But I didn’t know what else to do.”
She stood for a moment at the door of Rosa’s room as she left it. It was a beautiful room; so much softness, such lovely silky things all about, and the glow of the bird’s-eye maple23 furniture stood out even in that subdued light.
And yet—!
How empty it was! How it lacked personality! Even a certain untidiness which163 Nancy always remembered as a part of Ted’s humble24 little room was, after all, so personal, so Teddy-like!
The cape lay on the chair. It was a beautiful cape, but now instead of being merely beautiful to Nancy’s critical eye, it was the symbol of something to be dreaded25, to be careful about, and to hold as secret!
Just as she turned to enter the room which was now hers, Nancy pulled up sharply at the sound of another step.
“Is that you, Nancy?” It was Margot who put the question, and the sight of her was indeed welcome to the perturbed26 girl.
“Oh, yes, Margot,” she replied, assuming as much ease as she could command, “I was getting a book from Rosa’s room. I’m going to spend a whole evening reading.”
The woman, who was more than a maid yet less than a relative, laid her white hand upon Nancy’s arm.
“You will never regret having a fondness for reading,” she said seriously. “There is nothing better for a young girl than a good book.”
“Oh, I’ve always loved to read,” replied164 Nancy, flushing under the compliment, “but I’m afraid I like it too much. There are so many other things to do, you know.”
“Of course, there are other things to do,” admitted Margot, sort of leading Nancy into her room while she talked, “but I do believe in lots of reading. I can’t get Rosalind to read anything but the most absurd stuff,” her voice was full of regret at this point. “Can you imagine her reading boys’ books? And detective stories?”
“Oh, yes,” defended Nancy, “I know lots of girls who do that. And boys’ books are good reading, sometimes.” She feared each new sentence from Margot would be a question about the intruder, and hardly knew what she herself was saying.
“But you see, my dear, it’s this way with Rosa. Let’s sit down. I’ve been wanting a few minutes’ talk with you.”
Nancy pulled out a comfortable chair into which the portly Margot deposited herself. A low boudoir chair, the sort with the lovely square boxy arms, suited Nancy best and she placed herself into that.
165 “Rosalind is still a darling baby,” went on Margot. “Because her own dear mother had to leave her when Rosalind was so young, I suppose I am a little too easy with the child, but you couldn’t understand how very hard it is for me to be severe when I remember that poor dear mother.”
Margot was surely genuine in her sympathy, and as she talked Nancy felt that she could understand. So that must be why Rosa had always, or almost always, conquered Margot, in spite of her usual talk to the contrary.
“She’s not half as rebellious27 as she pretends to be,” Margot continued, “but I have some worries.” She stopped and looked so keenly at Nancy that the girl felt uncomfortable under the scrutiny28. Then she suddenly asked:
“Has she told you anything of this girl, Orilla?”
“No, that is, nothing much,” truthfully answered Nancy. “Mother has told me about Orilla’s disappointment in having to leave Uncle Frederic’s home,” she added, thoughtfully.
“Well,” sighed the trusted woman, getting166 up and preparing to leave, “I don’t mean to ask you to spy on your cousin, but I should be glad if you will do what you can to keep her away from that girl.”
“I certainly intend to do that,” declared Nancy, hardly recognizing her own voice.
“That’s right, dear, and you won’t be sorry. This is sure to be a trying summer, with Mr. and Mrs. Fred in Europe, and I’m so glad that you are here. Rosa needs companionship. No girl can grow up alone and be healthy, mentally. To be sure, she has had her school friends, but you see, my dear,” again the deep sounding sigh, “it has been rather hard for her to make friends. She’s so sensitive about her size. Why, one girl at school last year just followed Rosa around, she was so fond of her. But the child just thought she was seeking favors.”
Margot, with this confidence and her apparent love for Rosa, had suddenly taken a new hold on Nancy’s affections. After all, it is a woman a girl needs, Nancy was determining, and to her at that very moment—Margot was the woman.
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v.以鼻吸气,嗅,闻( sniff的过去式和过去分词 );抽鼻子(尤指哭泣、患感冒等时出声地用鼻子吸气);抱怨,不以为然地说 | |
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