"He's a solider man than ever poor Harry2 was," said old Gasson to Naomi, "more dependable, I should think. Reckon he'll do well for himself at Odiam. She'll be a lucky girl whom he marries."
Naomi had no mother.
Reuben was pleased with the impression he had made. He was now working definitely. At first he had merely drifted, drawn3 by the charm of the female creature, so delicate, soft and weak. Then commonsense4 had taken the rudder—he had seen Naomi's desirableness from a practical point of view; she was young, good-looking, sound if scarcely robust5, well dowered, and of good family—fit in every way to be the mother of his children. Since Harry was debarred from marrying her, his brother could even more profitably take his place. Her money would then go direct to his ambition; he realised the enormous advantage of a little reserve capital and longed for a relaxation6 of financial strain. The Gassons were an old and respected family, and an alliance with them would give lustre7 to Odiam. Also he wanted children. He was fond of Naomi for her own sake. Poor little chicken! Her weakness appealed to him, and he rather enjoyed seeing her fluttering before his feet.
Towards the middle of April she came back to the farm to help Mrs. Backfield with her house-cleaning. She clung to the older woman all day, but she knew that Reuben would at last find her alone.
He did. She was laying the supper while Mrs. Backfield finished mending a curtain upstairs, when he marched suddenly into the room. He had come in from the yard, and his clothes smelt8 of the cow-stalls and of the manure9 that he loved. His face was moist; he stood in front of her and mopped his brow.
"I'm hungry, Naomi. Wot have you got fur me?"
"There's eggs...."
"Wot else?"
"Bread ... cheese...."
She could scarcely frame the homely10 words. For some unaccountable reason she felt afraid, felt like some poor creature in a trap.
"Wot else?"
"That's all."
"All! But I'm still hungry. Wot more do you think I want?"
She licked her lips.
He leaned over the table towards her.
"Wot more have you got fur me?"
"Nothing, I—I'm going upstairs. Let me pass, please."
"Maybe I want a kiss."
"Oh, no, no!" she cried, trying to edge between him and the wall.
"Why not?"
He put his hands on her shoulders, she felt the warmth and heaviness of them, and was more frightened than ever because she liked it.
"Maybe I want more than a kiss."
She was leaning against the wall, if he had released her she could not have run away. She was like a rabbit, paralysed with fear.
He bent11 towards her and his lips closed on hers. She nearly fainted, but she did not struggle or try to scream. It seemed years that they stood linked by that unwilling12 kiss. At last he raised his head.
"Will you marry me, Naomi?"
"No—— Oh, no!"
"Why?"
"No—no—I can't—I won't!"
Strength came to her suddenly; it was like awaking from a nightmare. She thrust him from her, slipped past, and ran out of the room.
The next morning she returned to Rye. But she could not stay there. Her heart was all restlessness and dissatisfaction. Soon Mrs. Backfield announced that she was coming back.
"I reckoned she would," said Reuben.
She arrived in the swale. A tender grey mist was in the air, smeething Boarzell, mingling13 with the smoke of Odiam chimneys, that curled out wood-scented into the dark. As Naomi climbed from the carrier's cart which had brought her, she smelled the daffodils each side of the garden path. The evening was full of pale perfumes, of ghostly yellows, massing faintly amidst the grey.
Reuben stood in the doorway14 and watched her come up the path, herself dim and ghostly, like the twilight15 and the flowers. When she was close he held out his arms to her, and she fell on his breast.
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