Lady Seely had joked, in her cheerful, candid9 way, with her niece-in-law about her establishment in life, and had said, "Well, Castalia, you'll have love in a cottage, at all events! Some people are worse off. And at your age, you know (quite between ourselves), you must think yourself lucky to get a husband at all."
Miss Kilfinane had made some retort to the effect that she did not intend to remain all her life in a cottage, with or without love; and that if Lord Seely could do nothing for Ancram, she (Castalia) had other connections who might be more influential10.
But, in truth, Castalia did think that she could be quite content to live with Algernon Errington under a thatched roof; having only a conventional and artificial conception of such a dwelling12, derived13 chiefly from lithographed drawing-copies. It was not, of course, that Castalia Kilfinane did not know that thatched hovels are frequently comfortless, ill-ventilated, "the noted14 haunt of" earwigs, and limited in the accommodation necessary for a genteel family. But such knowledge was packed away in some quite different department of her mind from that which habitually15 contemplated16 her own personal existence, present and future. Wiser folks than Castalia are apt to anticipate exceptions to general laws in their own favour.
Castalia was undoubtedly17 in love with Algernon. That is to say, she would have liked better to be his wife in poverty and obscurity, than to accept a title and a handsome settlement from any other man whom she had ever seen; although she would probably have taken the latter had the chance been offered to her.
Nor is that bringing so hard an accusation19 against her as may at first sight appear. She would have liked best to be Algernon's wife; but for penniless Castalia Kilfinane to marry a poor man when she might have had a rich one, would have required her to disregard some of the strongest and most vital convictions of the persons among whom she lived. Let their words be what they might, their deeds irrefragably proved that they held poverty to be the one fatal, unforgiven sin, which so covered any multitude of virtues20 as utterly21 to hide and overwhelm them. You could no more expect Castalia to be impervious22 to this creed23, than you could expect a sapling to draw its nourishment24 from a distant soil, rather than from the earth immediately around its roots. To be sure there have been vigorous young trees that would strike out tough branching fibres to an incredible distance, in search of the food that was best for them. Such human plants are rare; and poor narrow-minded, ill-educated Castalia was not of them.
Had she been much beloved, it is possible that she might have ripened25 into sweetness under that celestial26 sunshine. But it was not destined27 to be hers.
In some natures the giving even of unrequited love is beautifying to the character. But I think that in such cases the beauty is due to that pathetic compassion28 which blends with all love of a high nature for a lower one. Do you think that all the Griseldas believe in their lords' wisdom and justice? Do you fancy that the fathers of prodigal29 sons do not oftentimes perceive the young vagabonds' sins and shortcomings with a terrible perspicuity30 that pierces the poor fond heart like sharp steel? Do you not know that Cordelia saw more quickly and certainly than the sneering31, sycophant32 courtiers, every weakness and vanity of the rash, choleric33 old king? But there are hearts in which such knowledge is transmuted34 not into bitter resentment35, but into a yearning36, angelic pity. Only, in order to feel this pity, we must rise to some point above the erring11 one. Now poor Castalia had been so repressed by "low ambition," and the petty influences of a poverty ever at odds37 with appearances, that the naturally weak wings of her spirit seemed to have lost all power of soaring.
The earliest days Mrs. Algernon Errington spent in her new home were passed in making a series of disagreeable discoveries. The first discovery was that a six-roomed brick cottage is, practically, a far less commodious38 dwelling than any she had hitherto lived in. The walls of Ivy39 Lodge40 (that was the name of the little house, which had not a twig41 of greenery to soften42 its bare red face) appeared so slight that she fancied her conversation could be overheard by the passersby43 in the road. The rooms were so small that her dress seemed to fill them to overflowing44, although those were not the days of crinolines and long trains. The little staircase was narrow and steep. The kitchen was so close to the living rooms that, at dinner-time, the whole house seemed to exhale45 a smell of roast mutton. The stowing away of her wardrobe taxed to the utmost the ingenuity46 of her maid. And the few articles of furniture which Lady Seely had raked out from disused sitting-rooms, appeared almost as Brobdingnagian in Ivy Lodge as real tables and chairs would seem beside the furniture of a doll's house.
A second discovery—made very quickly after her arrival in Whitford—was still more unpleasant. It was this: that a fine London-bred lady's-maid is an inconvenient47 and unmanageable servant to introduce into a small humble48 household. Poor Castalia "couldn't think what had come to Slater!" And Slater went about with a thunderous brow and sulky mouth, conveying by her manner a sort of contemptuous compassion for her mistress, and a contempt by no means compassionate49 for everybody else in the house.
The stout51 Whitford servant-of-all-work offended her beyond forgiveness, on the very first day of their acquaintance, by bluntly remarking that well-cooked bacon and cabbage was a good-enough dinner for anybody; and that if Mrs. Slater had see'd as many hungry folks as she (Polly) had, she would say her grace and fall-to with a thankful heart instead of turning up her nose, and picking at good wholesome53 victuals54 with a fork! Moreover, Polly was not in the least awe-stricken by Mrs. Slater's black silk gown, or the gold watch she wore at her belt. She observed, cheerfully, that such-like fine toggery was all very well at church or chapel55; and, for her part, she always had, and always would, put a bit of a flower in her bonnet56 on Sundays, and them mississes as didn't like it must get some one else to serve 'em. But, when she was about her work, she liked to be dressed in working clothes. And a servant as wanted to bring second-hand57 parlour manners into the kitchen seemed to her a poor cretur'—neither fish, flesh, fowl58, nor good red-herring.
All which indignities59 Slater visited on her mistress, finding it impossible to disconcert or repress Polly, who only laughed heartily60 at her genteelest flights.
But these things were not the worst. The worst was that Algernon showed very plainly a disinclination to sympathise with his wife's annoyance61, and his intention of withdrawing himself from all domestic troubles, as if he considered them to be clearly no concern of his. Mrs. Errington, indeed, would have come to the rescue of her daughter-in-law, but neither of Mrs. Algernon's servants were disposed to submit to Mrs. Errington's authority. And the good lady was no more inclined than her son to take trouble and expose herself to unpleasantness for any one else's sake.
Castalia and her mother-in-law did not grow more attached to each other the more intimate their acquaintance became. They had one sentiment in common—namely, love for Algernon. But this sentiment did not tend to unite them. Indeed—putting the rivalry62 of lovers out of the question, of course—it would be a mistake to conclude that because A and B both love C, therefore A and B must love each other. Mrs. Errington thought that Castalia worried Algernon by complaints. Castalia thought that Mrs. Errington was often a thorn in her son's side by reason of her indulgence in the opposite feelings; that is to say, over-sanguine and boastful prognostications.
"My dear Algy," his mother would say, "there is not the least doubt that you have a brilliant career before you. Your talents were appreciated by the highest in the land, directly you became known to them. It is impossible that you should be left here in the shade. No, no; Whitford won't hold you long. Of that I am certain!"
To which Castalia would reply that Whitford ought never to have held him at all; that the post he filled there was absurdly beneath his standing63 and abilities, and that Lord Seely would never have dreamt of offering Ancram such a position if it had not been for my lady, who is the most selfish, domineering woman in the world.
"I'm sorry to have to say it, Mrs. Errington, since she is your relation. And you needn't suppose that she cares any the more for Ancram because he's her far-away cousin. At most, she only looks upon him as a kind of poor relation that ought to put up with anything. And she's always abusing her own family. She said to Uncle Val, in my presence, that the Ancrams could never be satisfied, do what you would for them; so he might as well make up his mind to that, first as last. She told me to my face, the week before I was married, that Ancram and I ought to go down on our knees in thankfulness to her, for having got us a decent living. That was pretty impudent64 from her to a Kilfinane, I think!"
Algernon laughed with impartial65 good-humour at his mother's rose-coloured visions and his wife's gloomier views; but the good humour was a little cynical66, and his eyes had lost their old sparkle of enjoyment67; or, at least, it shone there far less frequently than formerly68.
As to his business—his superintendence of the correspondence, by letter, between Whitford and the rest of the civilised world—that, it must be owned, seemed to sit lightly on the new postmaster. There was an elderly clerk in the office, named Gibbs. He was uncle to Miss Bodkin's maid Jane and her brother the converted groom69, and was himself a member of the Wesleyan Society. Mr. Gibbs had been employed many years in the Whitford Post-office, and understood the routine of its business very well. Algernon relied on Mr. Gibbs, he said, and made himself very pleasant in his dealings with that functionary70. What was the use, he asked, of disturbing and harassing71 a tried servant by a too restless supervision72? He thought it best, if you trusted your subordinates at all, to trust them thoroughly73.
And, certainly, Mr. Gibbs was very thoroughly trusted; so much so, indeed, that all the trouble and responsibility of the office-work appeared to be shifted on to his shoulders. Yet Mr. Gibbs seemed not to be discontented with this state of things. Possibly he looked forward to promotion74. Algernon's wife and mother freely gave it to be understood in the town that Whitford was not destined long to have the honour of retaining Mr. Ancram Errington. Mr. Gibbs did the work; and, perhaps, he hoped eventually to receive the pay. Why should he not step into the vacant place of postmaster, when his chief should be translated to a higher sphere?
I daresay that, in these times of general reform, of competitive examinations and official purity, no such state of things could be possible as existed in the Whitford Post-office forty odd years ago. I have only faithfully to record the events of my story, and to express my humble willingness to believe that, nowadays, "nous avons changé tout52 cela." I must, however, be allowed distinctly to assert, and unflinchingly to maintain, that Algernon took no pains to acquire any knowledge of his business; and that, nevertheless, the postal75 communications between Whitford and the rest of the world appeared to go on much as they had gone on during the reign76 of his predecessor77.
Mr. Gibbs was a close, quiet man, grave and sparing of speech. He had known something of the Erringtons for many years, having been a crony of old Maxfield's once upon a time. Mr. Gibbs remembered seeing Algernon's smiling, rosy78 face and light figure flitting through the long passage at old Max's in his school-boy days. He remembered having once or twice met the majestic79 Mrs. Errington in the doorway80; and could recollect81 quite well how the tinkling82 sound of the harpsichord83 and Algy's fresh young voice used to penetrate84 into the back parlour on prayer-meeting nights, and fill the pauses between Brother Jackson's nasal dronings or Brother Powell's passionate50 supplications. Mr. Gibbs had not then conceived a favourable85 idea of the Erringtons, looking on them as worldly and unconverted persons, of whom Jonathan Maxfield would do well to purge86 his house. But Mr. Gibbs kept his official life and his private life very perfectly87 asunder88, and he allowed no sectarian prejudices to make him rusty89 and unmanageable in his relations with the new postmaster.
Then, Mr. Gibbs was not altogether proof against the charm of Algy's manner. Once upon a time Algy had been pleasant to all the world, for the sheer pleasure of pleasing. Years, in their natural course, had a little hardened the ductility90 of his compliant91 manners—a little roughened the smoothness of his once almost flawless temper. But disappointment, and the—to Algernon—almost unendurable sense that he stood lower in his friends' admiration92 (I do not say estimation) than formerly, had changed him more rapidly than the mere93 course of time would have done. Still, when Mr. Ancram Errington strongly desired to attract, persuade, or fascinate, there were few persons who could resist him. He found it worth while to fascinate Mr. Gibbs, desiring not only that his clerk should carry his burden for him, but should carry it so cheerfully and smilingly as to make him feel comfortable and complacent94 at having made the transfer.
I have said that disappointment had changed Algernon. He was disappointed in his marriage. It was not that he had been a victim to any romantic illusions as regarded his wife. He had had his little love-romance some time ago; had it, and tasted it, and enjoyed it as a child enjoys a fairy tale, feeling that it belongs to quite another realm from the everyday world of nursery dinners, Latin grammars, and torn pinafores, and not in the least expecting to see Fanfreluche fly down the chimney into the school-room, or to find Cinderella's glass slipper95 on the stairs as he goes up to bed. Romances that touch the fancy only, and in which the heart has no share, are easily put off and on. Algernon had wilfully96 laid his romance aside, and did not regret it. Castalia's lack of charm, and sweetness, and sympathy would not greatly have troubled him—did he not know it all beforehand?—had she been able to help him into a brilliant position, and to cause him to be received and caressed97 by her noble relatives and the delightful98 world of fashionable society. It was not that she failed to put any sunlight into his days, and to fill his home with a sweet atmosphere of love and trust. Algy would willingly enough have dispensed99 with that sort of sunshine if he could but have had plenty of wax candles and fine crystal lustres for them to sparkle in. Give him a handsome suite100 of drawing-rooms, filled with the rich odours of pastille and pot-pourri, and Algy would make no sickly lamentations over the absence of any "sweet atmosphere" such as I have written of above. Only put his attractive figure into a suitable frame, and he would be sure to receive praise and sympathy enough, and to have a pleasant life of it.
No; he could not accuse himself of having been the victim of any sentimental101 illusion in marrying Castalia. And yet he had been cheated! He had bestowed102 himself without receiving the due quid pro18 quo. In a word, he began to fear that it had not been worth his while to marry the Honourable103 Miss Kilfinane. And sometimes the thought darted104 like a twinge of pain through the young man's mind—might it not have been worth his while to marry someone else?
"Someone else" was talked of as an heiress. "Someone else" was said by the gossips to be so good a match that she might have her pick of the town—aye, and a good chance among the county people! But Algernon smothered105 down all vain and harassing speculations106 founded on an "if it had been!" Neither did he by any means hopelessly resign himself to his present position, nor despair of obtaining a better one. He persisted in looking on his employment as merely provisional and temporary; so that, in fact, the worse things became in his Whitford life, the less he would do to mend them, taking every fresh disgust and annoyance as a new reason why—according to any rationally conceivable theory of events—he must speedily be removed to a region in which a gentleman of his capacities for refined enjoyment might be free to exercise them, untrammelled by vulgar cares.
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100 suite | |
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101 sentimental | |
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102 bestowed | |
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103 honourable | |
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104 darted | |
v.投掷,投射( dart的过去式和过去分词 );向前冲,飞奔 | |
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105 smothered | |
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n.投机买卖( speculation的名词复数 );思考;投机活动;推断 | |
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