Yes, he thought so; but I believed the glow in his tone was for novels. I extolled5 the romance of actual life! I denounced that dullness which fails to see the poetry of daily experience, and goes wandering after the mirages6 of fiction! And I was ready to fight him if he liked. But he agreed with me most cordially.
"And yet," he began to add,--
"Yet what?" I snapped out, with horse eyes.
"Doesn't a good story revive the poetry of our actual lives?" He wiped the rim7 of his cap with a handkerchief of yellow silk enriched at one corner with needlework.
"Um-hm!" I thought; "Charlotte Oliver, eh?" I responded tartly8 that I had that very morning met four ladies the poetry of whose actual, visible loveliness had abundantly illustrated9 to me the needlessness and impertinence of fiction! By the way, did he not think feminine beauty was always in its ripest perfection at eighteen?
Well, he thought a girl might be prettiest at eighteen and handsomest much later. And again I said to myself, "Charlotte Oliver!" But when I looked searchingly into his eyes their manly10 sweetness so abashed11 me that I dropped my glance and felt him looking at me. I remembered my fable12 and flinched13. "Isn't your name--" I cried, and choked, and when I would have said Ferry, another word slipped out instead. He did not hear it plainly:
"Cockerel, did you say?"
A sweet color was I. "Yes, that's what I said; Cockerel. Isn't your last name Cockerel?"
"No," he said, "my last name is Durand." He gave it the French pronunciation.
"Mine is Smith," I said, and we galloped14.
A plague on names! But I was not done with them yet. We met other scouts15 coming out of the east, who also gave reports and went on westward16, sometimes through the trackless woods. At a broad cross-road which spanned the whole State from the Alabama line to the Mississippi River stood another sergeant17, with three men, waiting. They were the last.
Again we galloped alone; and as our horses' hoofs18 beat drummers' music out of the round earth our dialogue drifted into confessions19 of our own most private theories of conduct, character and creation. Now that this man's name was not--Cockerel, my heart opened to him and we began to admit to each other the perplexities of this great, strange thing called Life. Especially we confessed how every waking hour found us jostled and torn between two opposite, unappeasable tendencies of soul; one an upward yearning20 after everything high and pure, the other a down-dragging hunger for every base indulgence. I was warmed and fed. Yet I was pained to find him so steeped in presumptuous21 error, so wayward of belief and unbelief. The sweet ease with which he overturned and emptied out some of my arguments gave me worse failure of the diaphragm than a high swing ever did. Nevertheless I responded; and he rejoined; and I rejoined again, and presently he gave me the notion that he was suffering some cruel moral strain.
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美德( virtue的名词复数 ); 德行; 优点; 长处 | |
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n.海市蜃楼,幻景( mirage的名词复数 ) | |
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n.寓言;童话;神话 | |
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(使马)飞奔,奔驰( gallop的过去式和过去分词 ); 快速做[说]某事 | |
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侦察员[机,舰]( scout的名词复数 ); 童子军; 搜索; 童子军成员 | |
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n.承认( confession的名词复数 );自首;声明;(向神父的)忏悔 | |
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