Chapter 36

THE NURSE CALLED for someone to see me out, and another big man showed up, a lobster¹ pink blond with a shaved head wearing a lime green suit over a black T-shirt. I gave Dugger a small salute² and walked out of the yellow room.

"Nice day, sir," said my escort, using the same elbow steer³ to guide me through the black walnut⁴ hallway. Gilded⁵ niches⁶ were filled with statuary, urns⁷ brimmed with flowers, monogrammed D's punctuated⁸ the blue-and-gold carpeting at twenty-foot intervals⁹.

On the way to the elevator we passed a room whose double doors had been shut when I'd arrived. Now they were spread open, and I caught a glimpse of a ballroom-sized space with zebra-striped walls.

Another hospital bed, the stoic¹⁰ Dr. Maccaferri standing¹¹ by the headboard, drawing blood through a syringe that he'd jabbed into an IV line.

Another too-small bed. A tiny, bald head barely visible above blue satin covers. Wizened¹², elfin. Sleeping or approximating slumber¹³. Gaping¹⁴ mouth, toothless. Motionless.

The pressure on my elbow intensified¹⁵. Mr. Nice Day said, "Please keep moving, sir."

I drove home, knowing the house would be empty.

After that night on the pier¹⁶, I'd spent hours at St. John's Hospital. Had phoned home twice, gotten the machine. Returned just after two A.M. to find Robin¹⁷ wide awake, in the bedroom, packing a suitcase.

When I tried to hold her, she said, "No."

"Early vacation?" I said. Everything was wrong, and I was talking gibberish.

"By myself," she said.

"Honey—"

She threw clothing into the valise. "I got home at ten, was worried sick until you just happened to call at midnight."

"Honey, I—"

"Alex, I just can't take this anymore. Need time to settle myself down."

"We both do," I said, touching¹⁸ her hair. "Let's stick with the original plan and get away together. I promise—"

"Maybe in a few days," she said, suddenly crying. "You don't know the pictures that filled my head. You . . . again. Then Milo told me what happened—what were you thinking. A date with a bimbo*. Another undercover adventure that nearly got you killed"

"Not an adventure. Anything but. I was trying to help . . . some kids. The last thing I thought would happen was—"

"You can help kids by doing what you were trained for. Sit and talk to them—"

"That's how this started, Robin." Unable to keep my voice steady. "Lauren was a patient. It just got . . ."

"Out of control? That's the point. When you're involved, things tend to ... expand. It's like you're a magnet for ugliness. You know me, I'm a structured person—I work with wood and metal and machines, things that can be measured. I'm not saying that's ideal, or the only way. Maybe it means there's something wrong with my psyche¹⁹. But there's something in between. Alex, the uncertainty²⁰ you keep putting me through—every time you step out the door, not knowing if you'll come back."

"I always come back." I reached for her again, but she shook her head and said, "Let me go."

"I'm sorry, let's talk about it—"

She shook her head. "I need . . . perspective. Then maybe we'll talk."

"Where are you going?"

"San Diego—my friend Debby."

"The dentist."

"The dentist," she said. "She and I used to have fun together. I used to have friends. Now all I've got is you and Spike²¹ and my work. I need to expand."

"Me too," I said. "I'll take up a hobby—golf."

"Sure," she said, smiling in spite of herself. "That'll be the day."

"What—impossible?"

"If there was something less likely than impossible, you and golf would be it. Alex, I'm not trying to tame you. I want you healthy—that's the point. You standing around on the links in funny shoes, all that dead time, is not a prescription²² for well-being²³. Let's not prolong this. I'll call you."

Latching²⁴ the suitcase, she headed for the door. "Spike's in the truck. I'm sure you won't mind that."

"Not only am I abandoned, it's for another man."

She kissed me hard on the lips, turned the doorknob, said, "Take care."

"When will you call?"

"Soon. A couple of days." Short, hard laugh.

"What?" I said.

"I was just about to say, 'Be careful, baby.' Like I always do when we're about to go our separate ways. Rotten habit. I shouldn't have to say that."

1 lobster   

n.龙虾，龙虾肉

参考例句：

• The lobster is a shellfish.龙虾是水生贝壳动物。
• I like lobster but it does not like me.我喜欢吃龙虾，但它不适宜于我的健康。

2 salute   

vi.行礼，致意，问候，放礼炮；vt.向…致意，迎接，赞扬；n.招呼，敬礼，礼炮

参考例句：

• Merchant ships salute each other by dipping the flag.商船互相点旗致敬。
• The Japanese women salute the people with formal bows in welcome.这些日本妇女以正式的鞠躬向人们施礼以示欢迎。

3 steer   

vt.驾驶，为…操舵；引导；vi.驾驶

参考例句：

• If you push the car, I'll steer it.如果你来推车，我就来驾车。
• It's no use trying to steer the boy into a course of action that suits you.想说服这孩子按你的方式行事是徒劳的。

4 walnut   

n.胡桃，胡桃木，胡桃色，茶色

参考例句：

• Walnut is a local specialty here.核桃是此地的土特产。
• The stool comes in several sizes in walnut or mahogany.凳子有几种尺寸，材质分胡桃木和红木两种。

5 gilded   

a.镀金的，富有的

参考例句：

• The golden light gilded the sea. 金色的阳光使大海如金子般闪闪发光。
• "Friends, they are only gilded disks of lead!" "朋友们，这只不过是些镀金的铅饼！ 来自英汉文学 - 败坏赫德莱堡

6 niches   

壁龛( niche的名词复数 )； 合适的位置[工作等]； （产品的）商机； 生态位（一个生物所占据的生境的最小单位）

参考例句：

• Some larvae extend the galleries to form niches. 许多幼虫将坑道延伸扩大成壁龛。
• In his view differences in adaptation are insufficient to create niches commensurate in number and kind. 按照他的观点，适应的差异不足以在数量上和种类上形成同量的小生境。

7 urns   

n.壶( urn的名词复数 )；瓮；缸；骨灰瓮

参考例句：

• Wine utensils unearthed include jars, urns, pots, bowls and cups. 发掘出的酒器皿有瓶、瓮、罐、壶、碗和杯子。 来自互联网
• Ernie yearned to learn to turn urns. 呕尼渴望学会转咖啡壶。 来自互联网

8 punctuated   

v.（在文字中）加标点符号，加标点( punctuate的过去式和过去分词 )；不时打断某事物

参考例句：

• Her speech was punctuated by bursts of applause. 她的讲演不时被阵阵掌声打断。
• The audience punctuated his speech by outbursts of applause. 听众不时以阵阵掌声打断他的讲话。 来自《简明英汉词典》

9 intervals   

n.[军事]间隔( interval的名词复数 )；间隔时间；[数学]区间；（戏剧、电影或音乐会的）幕间休息

参考例句：

• The forecast said there would be sunny intervals and showers. 预报间晴，有阵雨。
• Meetings take place at fortnightly intervals. 每两周开一次会。

10 stoic   

n.坚忍克己之人，禁欲主义者

参考例句：

• A stoic person responds to hardship with imperturbation.坚忍克己之人经受苦难仍能泰然自若。
• On Rajiv's death a stoic journey began for Mrs Gandhi,supported by her husband's friends.拉吉夫死后，索尼亚在丈夫友人的支持下开始了一段坚忍的历程。

11 standing   

n.持续，地位；adj.永久的，不动的，直立的，不流动的

参考例句：

• After the earthquake only a few houses were left standing.地震过后只有几幢房屋还立着。
• They're standing out against any change in the law.他们坚决反对对法律做任何修改。

12 wizened   

adj.凋谢的；枯槁的

参考例句：

• That wizened and grotesque little old man is a notorious miser.那个干瘪难看的小老头是个臭名远扬的吝啬鬼。
• Mr solomon was a wizened little man with frizzy gray hair.所罗门先生是一个干瘪矮小的人，头发鬈曲灰白。

13 slumber   

n.睡眠，沉睡状态

参考例句：

• All the people in the hotels were wrapped in deep slumber.住在各旅馆里的人都已进入梦乡。
• Don't wake him from his slumber because he needs the rest.不要把他从睡眠中唤醒，因为他需要休息。

14 gaping   

adj.口的；张口的；敞口的；多洞穴的v.目瞪口呆地凝视( gape的现在分词 )；张开，张大

参考例句：

• Ahead of them was a gaping abyss. 他们前面是一个巨大的深渊。
• The antelope could not escape the crocodile's gaping jaws. 那只羚羊无法从鱷鱼张开的大口中逃脱。 来自《简明英汉词典》

15 intensified   

v.（使）增强， （使）加剧( intensify的过去式和过去分词 )

参考例句：

• Violence intensified during the night. 在夜间暴力活动加剧了。
• The drought has intensified. 旱情加剧了。 来自《简明英汉词典》

16 pier   

n.码头；桥墩，桥柱；[建]窗间壁，支柱

参考例句：

• The pier of the bridge has been so badly damaged that experts worry it is unable to bear weight.这座桥的桥桩破损厉害，专家担心它已不能负重。
• The ship was making towards the pier.船正驶向码头。

17 robin   

n.知更鸟，红襟鸟

参考例句：

• The robin is the messenger of spring.知更鸟是报春的使者。
• We knew spring was coming as we had seen a robin.我们看见了一只知更鸟，知道春天要到了。

18 touching   

adj.动人的，使人感伤的

参考例句：

• It was a touching sight.这是一幅动人的景象。
• His letter was touching.他的信很感人。

19 psyche   

n.精神；灵魂

参考例句：

• His exploration of the myth brings insight into the American psyche.他对这个神话的探讨揭示了美国人的心理。
• She spent her life plumbing the mysteries of the human psyche.她毕生探索人类心灵的奥秘。

20 uncertainty   

n.易变，靠不住，不确知，不确定的事物

参考例句：

• Her comments will add to the uncertainty of the situation.她的批评将会使局势更加不稳定。
• After six weeks of uncertainty,the strain was beginning to take its toll.6个星期的忐忑不安后，压力开始产生影响了。

21 spike   

n.长钉，钉鞋；v.以大钉钉牢，使...失效

参考例句：

• The spike pierced the receipts and held them in order.那个钉子穿过那些收据并使之按顺序排列。
• They'll do anything to spike the guns of the opposition.他们会使出各种手段来挫败对手。

22 prescription   

n.处方，开药；指示，规定

参考例句：

• The physician made a prescription against sea- sickness for him.医生给他开了个治晕船的药方。
• The drug is available on prescription only.这种药只能凭处方购买。

23 well-being   

n.安康，安乐，幸福

参考例句：

• He always has the well-being of the masses at heart.他总是把群众的疾苦挂在心上。
• My concern for their well-being was misunderstood as interference.我关心他们的幸福，却被误解为多管闲事。

24 latching   

n.闭塞；闭锁；关闭；闭塞装置v.理解( latch的现在分词 )；纠缠；用碰锁锁上（门等）；附着（在某物上）

参考例句：

• They have a reputation for latching onto all the latest crazes. 大家都知道他们对所有的最新时尚都有兴趣。 来自《简明英汉词典》
• Sometimes we should tolerate people's mistakes instead of latching on to them. 有的时候我们要能够容错，不要揪着对方的失误不放。 来自互联网