And so one goes down that reef-fringed waterway to Aden; it is studded with lonely-looking lighthouses that burn, it seems, untended, and sometimes in their melancholy8 isolation9 swing great rhythmic10 arms of light. And then, land and the last lateen sails of Aden vanishing together, one stands out into the hot thundery monotonies of the Indian Ocean; into imprisonment11 in a blue horizon across whose Titan ring the engines seem to throb12 in vain. How one paces the ship day by day, and eats and dozes13 and eats again, and gossips inanely14 and thanks Heaven even for a flight of flying fish or a trail of smoke from over the horizon to take one's mind a little out of one's oily quivering prison!... A hot portentous15 delay; a sinister16 significant pause; that is the voyage from Europe to India still.
I suppose by the time that you will go to India all this prelude17 will have vanished, you will rattle18 through in a train-de-luxe from Calais, by way of Baku or Constantinople; you will have none of this effect of a deliberate sullen19 approach across limitless miles of sea. But that is how I went to India. Everything seemed to expand; I was coming out of the frequent landfalls, the neighborly intimacies20 and neighborly conflicts of the Mediterranean21 into something remoter; into larger seas and greater lands, rarer communications and a vaster future....
To go from Europe to Asia is like going from Norway to Russia, from something slight and "advanced" to something massive and portentous. I felt that nearly nine years ago; to-day all Asia seems moving forward to justify22 my feelings....
And I remember too that as I went down the Red Sea and again in the Indian Ocean I had a nearly intolerable passion of loneliness. A wound may heal and still leave pain. I was coming out of Europe as one comes out of a familiar house into something larger and stranger, I seemed but a little speck23 of life, and behind me, far away and silent and receding24, was the one other being to whom my thoughts were open. It seemed very cruel to me that I could not write to her.
Such moods were to come to me again and again, and particularly during the inactivities of voyages and in large empty spaces and at night when I was weary. At other times I could banish25 and overcome them by forcing myself to be busy and by going to see novel and moving things.

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