It disconcerted her to realise how emotional he really was. His self-control was due to shyness or to long training, she did not know which; it seemed to her faintly contemptible8 that when she lay in his arms, his desire appeased9, he who was so timid of saying absurd things, who so feared to be ridiculous, should use baby talk. She had offended him bitterly once by laughing and telling him that he was talking the most fearful slush. She had felt his arms grow limp about her, he remained quite silent for a little while, and then without a word released her and went into his own room. She didn't want to hurt his feelings and a day or two later she said to him:
"You silly old thing, I don't mind what nonsense you talk to me."
He had laughed in a shamefaced way. She had discovered very soon that he had an unhappy disability to lose himself. He was self-conscious. When there was a party and every one started singing Walter could never bring himself to join in. He sat there smiling to show that he was pleased and amused, but his smile was forced; it was more like a sarcastic10 smirk11, and you could not help feeling that he thought all those people enjoying themselves a pack of fools. He could not bring himself to play the round games which Kitty with her high spirits found such a lark12. On their journey out to China he had absolutely refused to put on fancy dress when every one else was wearing it. It disturbed her pleasure that he should so obviously think the whole thing a bore.
Kitty was lively; she was willing to chatter13 all day long and she laughed easily. His silence disconcerted her. He had a way which exasperated14 her of returning no answer to some casual remark of hers. It was true that it needed no answer, but an answer all the same would have been pleasant. If it was raining and she said: "It's raining cats and dogs," she would have liked him to say: "Yes, isn't it?" He remained silent. Sometimes she would have liked to shake him.
"I said it was raining cats and dogs," she repeated.
"I heard you," he answered, with his affectionate smile.
It showed that he had not meant to be offensive. He did not speak because he had nothing to say. But if nobody spoke15 unless he had something to say, Kitty reflected, with a smile, the human race would very soon lose the use of speech.
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1 attentive | |
adj.注意的,专心的;关心(别人)的,殷勤的 | |
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2 tiresome | |
adj.令人疲劳的,令人厌倦的 | |
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3 solicitous | |
adj.热切的,挂念的 | |
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4 conjugal | |
adj.婚姻的,婚姻性的 | |
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5 passionate | |
adj.热情的,热烈的,激昂的,易动情的,易怒的,性情暴躁的 | |
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6 hysterical | |
adj.情绪异常激动的,歇斯底里般的 | |
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7 sentimental | |
adj.多愁善感的,感伤的 | |
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8 contemptible | |
adj.可鄙的,可轻视的,卑劣的 | |
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9 appeased | |
安抚,抚慰( appease的过去式和过去分词 ); 绥靖(满足另一国的要求以避免战争) | |
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10 sarcastic | |
adj.讥讽的,讽刺的,嘲弄的 | |
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11 smirk | |
n.得意地笑;v.傻笑;假笑着说 | |
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12 lark | |
n.云雀,百灵鸟;n.嬉戏,玩笑;vi.嬉戏 | |
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13 chatter | |
vi./n.喋喋不休;短促尖叫;(牙齿)打战 | |
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14 exasperated | |
adj.恼怒的 | |
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15 spoke | |
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说 | |
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