Certain words of William Halliburton to Patience had run in this fashion: "Were Anna to be drawn2 into a liking3 for Herbert Dare, I am sure it would not be agreeable to Mr. Lynn. He would never consider the Dares a desirable family for her to marry into." In thus speaking, William had striven to put the case in a polite sort of form to the ears of Patience. As to any probability of marriage between one of the Dares and Anna Lynn, he would scarcely have believed it within the range of possibility. The Dares, one and all, would have considered Anna far beneath them in position, whilst the difference of religion would on Anna's side be an almost insurmountable objection. The worst that William had contemplated4 was the "liking" he had hinted at. He cared for Anna's welfare as he would have cared for a sister's, and he believed it would not contribute to her happiness that she should become attached to Herbert Dare. But for compromising Anna—and he had given his word not to do it—he would have spoken out openly and said there was a danger of this liking coming to pass, if she met him as he feared she had been in the habit of doing. Certainly he would not have alluded6 to the remote possibility of marriage, the mention of which had so scared Patience.
What had William thought, what had Patience said, could they have known that this liking was already implanted in Anna's heart beyond recall? Alas7! that it should have been so! Quiet, childish, timid as Anna outwardly appeared, the strongest affection had been aroused in her heart for Herbert Dare—was filling its every crevice8. These apparently9 shy, sensitive natures are sometimes only the more passionate10 and wayward within. One evening a few months previously11, Anna was walking in Atterly's Field, behind their house. Anna had been in the habit of walking there—nay, of playing there—since she was a child, and she would as soon have associated harm with their garden as with that field. Farmer Atterly kept his sheep in it, and Anna had run about with the lambs as long as she could remember. Herbert Dare came up accidentally—the path through it, leading along at the back of the houses, was public, though not much frequented—and he spoke5 to Anna. Anna knew him to say "Good day" when she passed him in the street; and she now and then saw him at Mrs. Ashley's. Herbert stayed talking with her a few minutes, and then went on his way.
Somehow, from that time, he and Anna encountered each other there pretty frequently; and that was how the liking had grown. If a qualm of conscience crossed Miss Anna at times that it was not quite the thing for a young lady to do, thus to meet a gentleman in secret, she conveniently put the qualm away. That harm should arise from it in any way never so much as crossed her mind for a moment; and to do Herbert Dare justice, real harm was probably as far from his mind as from hers.
He grew to like her, almost as she liked him. Herbert Dare did not, in the sight of Helstonleigh, stand out as a model of all the cardinal12 virtues13; but he was not all bad. Anna believed him all good—all honour, truth, excellence14; and her heart had flashed out a rebuke15 to William when he hinted that Herbert was not exactly a paragon16. She only knew that the very sound of his footstep made her heart leap with happiness; she only knew that to her he appeared everything that was bright and fascinating. Her great dread17 was, lest their intimacy18 should become known and separation ensue. That separation would be inevitable19, were her father or Patience to become cognizant of it, Anna rightly believed.
Cunning little sophist that she was! She would fain persuade herself that an innocent meeting out of doors was justifiable20, where a meeting indoors was out of the question. They had no acquaintance with the Dares; consequently Herbert could plead no excuse for calling in upon them—none at least that would be likely to carry weight with Patience. And so the young lady reconciled her conscience in the best way she could, stole out as often as she was able to meet him, and left discovery to take care of itself.
Discovery came in the shape of William Halliburton. It was bad enough; but far less alarming to Anna than it might have been. Had her father dropped upon her, she would have run away and fallen into the nearest pond, in her terror and consternation21.
Though guilty of certain trifling22 inaccuracies—such as protesting that she "did not care" for Herbert Dare—Anna, in that interview with William, fully23 meant to keep the promise she made, not to meet him again. Promises, however, given under the influence of terror or other sudden emotion, are not always kept. It would probably prove so with Anna's. One thing was indisputable—that where a mind could so far forget its moral rectitude as to practise deceit in one particular, as Anna was doing, it would not be very scrupulous24 to keep its better promises.
Anna's thoughts for many a morning latterly, when she arose, had been "This evening I shall see him," and the prospect25 seemed to quicken her fingers, as it quickened her heart. But on the morning after the discovery, her first thought was, "I must never see him again as I have done. How shall I warn him not to come?" That he would be in the field again that evening, unless warned, she knew: if William Halliburton saw him there a quarrel might ensue between them; at any rate, an unpleasant scene. Anna came down, feeling cross and petulant26, and inclined to wish William had been at the bottom of the sea before he had found them out the previous evening.
"Where there's a will, there's a way," it is said. Anna Lynn contrived27 that day to exemplify it. Her will was set upon seeing Herbert Dare, and she did see him: it can scarcely be said by accident. Anna contrived to be sent into the town by Patience on an errand, and she managed to linger so long in the neighbourhood of Mr. Dare's office, gazing in at the shops in West Street (if Patience had only seen her!), that Herbert Dare passed.
"Anna!"
"Herbert, I have been waiting in the hope of seeing thee," she whispered, her manner timid as a fawn28, her pretty cheeks blushing. "Thee must not come again in the evening, for I cannot meet thee."
"Why so?" asked Herbert.
"William Halliburton saw me with thee last night, and he says it is not right. I had to give him my promise not to meet thee again, or he would have told my father."
Herbert cast a word to William; not a complimentary29 one. "What business is it of his?" he asked.
"I dare not stay talking to thee, Herbert. Patience will likely be sending Grace after me, finding me so long away. But I was obliged to tell thee this, lest thee should be coming again. Fare thee well!"
Passing swiftly from him, Anna went on her way. Herbert did not choose to follow her in the open street. She went along, poor child, with her head down and her eyelashes glistening30. It was little else than bitter sorrow thus to part with Herbert Dare.
Patience was standing31 at the door, looking out for her when she came in sight of home. Patience had given little heed32 to what William Halliburton had said the previous night, or she might not have sent Anna into Helstonleigh alone. In point of fact, Patience had thought William a little fanciful. But when, instead of being home at four o'clock, as she ought to have been, the clock struck five, and she had not made her appearance, Patience began to think she did let her have too much liberty.
"Now, where hast thee been?" was Patience's salutation, delivered in icy tones.
"I met so many people, Patience. They stayed to talk with me."
Brushing past Patience, deaf to her subsequent reproofs33, Anna flew up to her own room. When she came down, her father had entered, and Patience was pouring out the tea.
The command was delivered in Patience's driest tone. Anna, inwardly tormented35, outwardly vexed36, burst into tears. The Quaker looked up in surprise.
Patience explained. Anna had left home at three o'clock to execute a little commission: she might well have been home in three-quarters of an hour and she had only made her appearance now.
"What kept thee, child?" asked her father.
"I only looked in at a shop or two," pleaded Anna, through her tears. "There were the prettiest new engravings in at Thomas Woakam's! If Patience had wanted me to run both ways, she should have said so."
Notwithstanding the little spice of impertinence peeping out in the last sentence, Samuel Lynn saw no reason to correct Anna. That she could ever be wrong, he scarcely admitted to his own heart. "Dry thy tears, child, and take thy tea," said he. "Patience wanted thee, maybe, for some household matter; it can wait another opportunity. Patience," he added, as if to drown the sound of his words and their remembrance, "are my shirts in order?"
"Thy shirts in order?" repeated Patience. "Why dost thee ask that?"
"I should not have asked it without reason," returned he. "Wilt thee please give me an answer?"
"The old shirts are as much in order as things, beginning to wear, can be," replied Patience. "Thy new shirts I cannot say much about. They will not be finished this side Midsummer, unless Anna sits to them a little closer than she is doing now."
"Thy shirts will be ready quite in time, father; before the old ones are gone beyond wearing," spoke up Anna.
"I don't know that," said Mr. Lynn. "Had they been ready, child, I might have wanted them now. I am going a journey."
"Is it the French journey thee hast talked of once or twice lately?" interposed Patience.
"Yes," said Samuel Lynn. "The master was speaking to me about it this afternoon. We were interrupted, and I did not altogether gather when he wishes me to start; but I fancy it will be immediately——"
"Oh, father! couldst thee not take me?"
The interruption came from Anna. Her blue eyes were glistening, her cheeks were crimson37; a journey to the interior of France wore charms for her as great as it did for Cyril Dare. All the way home from West Street she had been thinking how she should spend her miserable38 home days, debarred of the evening snatches of Mr. Herbert's charming society. Going to France would be something.
"I wish I could take thee, child! But thee art aware thee might as well ask me to take the Malvern Hills."
In her inward conviction, Anna believed she might. Before she could oppose any answering but most useless argument, Samuel Lynn's attention was directed to the road. Parting opposite to his house, as if they had just walked together from the manufactory, were Mr. Ashley and William Halliburton. The master walked on. William, catching39 Samuel Lynn's eye, came across and entered.
Mr. Ashley had been telling William some news. Though no vacillating man in a general way, it appeared that he had again reconsidered his determination with regard to despatching William to France. He had come to the resolve to send him, as well as Samuel Lynn. William could not help surmising40 that his betrayed emotion the previous night, his fears touching41 Mr. Ashley's reason for not sending him, may have had something to do with that gentleman's change of mind.
"Will you be troubled with me?" asked he of Mr. Lynn, when he had imparted this to him.
"If such be the master's fiat42, I cannot help being troubled with thee," was the answer of Samuel Lynn; but the tone of his voice spoke of anything rather than dissatisfaction. "Why is he sending thee as well as myself?"
"He told me he thought it might be best that you should show me the markets, and introduce me to the skin merchants, as I should probably have to make the journey alone in future," replied William. "I had no idea, until the master mentioned it now, that you had ever made the journey yourself, Mr. Lynn; you never told me."
"There was nothing, that I am aware of, to call for the information," observed the Quaker, in his usual dry manner. "I went there two or three times on my own account when I was in business for myself. Did the master tell thee when he should expect us to start?"
"I have been asking my father if he cannot take me," put in Anna, in plaintive44 tones, looking at William.
"And I have answered her, that she may as well ask me to take the Malvern Hills," was the rejoinder of Samuel Lynn. "I could as likely take the one as the other."
Likely or unlikely, Samuel Lynn would have taken her beyond all doubt—taken her with a greedy, sheltering grasp—had he foreseen the result of leaving her at home, the grievous trouble that was to fall upon her head.
"Thee wilt drink a dish of tea with us this evening, William?"
It was Patience who spoke. William hesitated, but he saw they would be pleased at his doing so, and he sat down. The conversation turned upon France—upon Samuel Lynn's experiences, and William's anticipations45. Anna lapsed46 into silence and abstraction.
In the bustle47 of moving, when Samuel Lynn was departing for the manufactory, William, before going home to his books, contrived to obtain a word alone with Anna.
"Have you thought of our compact?"
"Yes," she said, freely meeting his eyes in honest truth. "I saw him this afternoon in the street; I went on purpose to try and meet him. He will not come again."
"That is well. Mind and take care of yourself, Anna," he added, with a smile. "I shall be away, and not able to give an eye to you, as I freely confess it had been my resolve to do."
Anna shook her head. "He does not come again," she repeated. "Thee may go away believing me, William."
And William did go away believing her—went away to France putting faith in her; thinking that the undesirable48 intimacy was at an end for ever.
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