"Layettes?" Lilian began questioningly, with a strange exultation8. The aspect of the interior had revived her taste for luxury while giving it a new direction.
"Yes, madam."
The esoteric conversation was engaged. Lilian sat entranced by the fineness and the diminutiveness9 and the disconcerting elegance10 of the display ranged abroad for her on the glass counter. She was glad that through culpable11 sloth12 she had done absolutely nothing as yet with her own needle. It was the books from Dr. Samson that had aroused her to the need for action of some sort, for she had had no wise woman to murmur13 in her eager ear the traditions and the Spanish etiquette14 of centuries of civilized15 maternity16.
"I shall bring Gertie to see these to-morrow," she thought. "It will please her frightfully to come, and she'll stop me from being too extravagant17. Only I must arrange it so that her work won't be interfered18 with. Perhaps at lunch time. Never do to upset discipline right at the start!"
And she asked to see still more stock. The articles stimulated19 her memory and her imagination into a kind of tranquil20 and yet rapturous contemplation of the events, voluptuous21, tender and tragic22, which had set her where she was. The thrill of conception, the long patience of gestation23, the coming terror of labour mingled24 all together in her now mystical mind. Her destiny had been changed, or at least it was gravely diverted. Instead of glittering in public as the lovely darling and blossom of luxurious25 civilization, and in private rendering26 a man to the highest possible degree happy--instead of this she was secretly and obscurely building a monument, in her body and also in her heart, to Felix--Felix whom already she had raised to be the perfect man, Felix who might have been alive then if she had not one evening behaved like a child, or if his sense of his duty towards her had not been so imperious. (Her commonsense27 had at last cured her of regarding herself as his murderess.) Whether she had loved him to the height of which she was capable of passionate28 love was doubtful. But she had profoundly admired him; she had been passionately29 grateful to him for his love of her; and, come what might when her beauty was restored to its empire, no other man could ever stand to her in the relation in which Felix had stood. He had set his imprint30 upon her and created her a woman. And so she was creating him a god.
All these movements of her brooding mind originated from the spectacle of the articles on the counter. They did not prevent her from discussing layettes with the bright, rosy, shop-girl. That innocent, charming and unimaginative young creature fingered the treasures with the casualness of use. For her layettes were layettes, existing of and for themselves; they connoted nothing.
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