At the Redcliffe Arms there got in a little family party consisting of a stout5, seemingly prosperous man, gruffly good-humoured, his wife, and a boy of about three years, whose puffy face was disfigured by large spectacles.
Richard looked up at the sound of the name. The woman's likeness7 to Laura was unmistakable; beyond doubt she must be the sister of his betrothed8. He examined her curiously10. She was perhaps slightly under thirty, of a good height and well set, with a large head and a large, plain face. Her movements were clumsy. She appeared to be just upon the line which divides the matron from the young mother. In both her features and her attire11 there were faint reminders12 of girlish grace, or at least of the charm of the shy wife who nurses her first-born. Her complexion13 was clear and fresh, her ears small and delicately pink, her eyes cool grey. But one did not notice these beauties without careful inspection14, while the heavy jaws15, the lax eyelids16, the flattened17 nose whose tilt18 unpleasantly revealed the nostrils19, were obvious and repellent. She wore a black gown, which fitted badly, imparting an ungainliness probably foreign to her proper figure. Her broad hat of black straw, trimmed with poppies and corn-flowers, was strikingly modish20, and the veil, running at an angle from the extremity21 of the brim down to her chin, gave to her face a cloistered22 quality which had its own seductiveness. Her small hands were neatly23 gloved, and held a cheap, effective parasol. The woman's normal expression was one of cow-like vacancy24, but now and then her eyes would light up as she spoke25 to the child, gently restraining it, reassuring26 it, rallying it with simple banter27. She was still in love with her husband; frequently she glanced at him with furtive28 wistfulness. She was able to enjoy the summer weather. She was not quite dead to the common phenomena29 of the roadside. But the last resistances of departing youthfulness and vivacity30 against the narcotic31 of a dull, unlovely domesticity were taking place. In a year or two she would be the typical matron of the lower middle-class.
When Richard had made these observations, he reflected: "Laura will be like that—soon." Mentally he compared the two faces, and he could, as it were, see Laura's changing....
Then followed a reverie which embraced the whole of his past life. He recognised that, while he bore all the aspect of prosperity, he had failed. Why had nature deprived him of strength of purpose? Why could not he, like other men, bend circumstances to his own ends? He sought for a reason, and he found it in his father, that mysterious, dead transmitter of traits, of whom he knew so little, and on whose name lay a blot32 of some kind which was hidden from him. He had been born in the shadow, and after a fitful struggle towards emergence33, into the shadow he must again retire. Fate was his enemy. Mary had died; Mary would have helped him to be strong. Mr. Aked had died; Mr. Aked's inspiring influence would have incited34 and guided his efforts. Adeline had abandoned him to a fatal loneliness.
He knew that he would make no further attempt to write. Laura was not even aware that he had had ambitions in that direction. He had never told her, because she would not have understood. She worshipped him, he felt sure, and at times he had a great tenderness for her; but it would be impossible to write in the suburban35 doll's-house which was to be theirs. No! In future he would be simply the suburban husband—dutiful towards his employers, upon whose grace he would be doubly dependent; keeping his house in repair; pottering in the garden; taking his wife out for a walk, or occasionally to the theatre; and saving as much as he could. He would be good to his wife—she was his. He wanted to get married at once. He wanted to be master of his own dwelling36. He wanted to have Laura's kiss when he went out of a morning to earn the bread-and-cheese. He wanted to see her figure at the door when he returned at night. He wanted to share with her the placid37, domestic evening. He wanted to tease her, and to get his ears boxed and be called a great silly. He wanted to creep into the kitchen and surprise her with a pinch of the cheek as she bent38 over the range. He wanted to whisk her up in his arms, carry her from one room to another, and set her down breathless in a chair.... Ah! Let it be soon. And as for the more distant future, he would not look at that. He would keep his eyes on the immediate39 foreground, and be happy while he could. After all, perhaps things had been ordered for the best; perhaps he had no genuine talent for writing. And yet at that moment he was conscious that he possessed40 the incommunicable imaginative insights of the author.... But it was done with now.
The conductor called out their destination, and as Laura's sister gathered the child in her arms he sprang out and hurried down Carteret Street in order to reach the house first and so avoid a meeting on the doorstep. He heard the trot9 of the child behind him. Children.... Perhaps a child of his might give sign of literary ability. If so—and surely these instincts descended41, were not lost—how he would foster and encourage it!
该作者的其它作品
《老妇人的故事 The Old Wives' Tale》
《Clayhanger克雷亨格》
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《老妇人的故事 The Old Wives' Tale》
《Clayhanger克雷亨格》

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