“Oh, yes,—yes,” he said. Then he turned the talk on her, as he did whenever he could. “I like your meteorological patriotism3. If I were a woman, I should stand by America in everything.”
“Don't you as a man?” she pursued, still anxiously.
“Oh, certainly,” he answered. “But women owe our continent a double debt of fidelity4. It's the Paradise of women, it's their Promised Land, where they've been led up out of the Egyptian bondage5 of Europe. It's the home of their freedom. It is recognized in America that women have consciences and souls.”
“Very,” he replied, and glanced at her half-laughingly, half-tenderly.
After a while, “I wish you would tell me,” she said, “just what you mean. I wish you would tell me what is the difference.”
“Oh, it's a long story. I will tell you—when we get to Venice.” The well-worn jest served its purpose again; she laughed, and he continued: “By the way, just when will that be? The captain says that if this wind holds we shall be in Trieste by Friday afternoon. I suppose your friends will meet you there on Saturday, and that you'll go back with them to Venice at once.”
“Well, if I should come on Monday, would that be too soon?”
“Oh, no!” she answered. He wondered if she had been vaguely8 hoping that he might go directly on with her to Venice. They were together all day, now, and the long talks went on from early morning, when they met before breakfast on deck, until late at night, when they parted there, with blushed and laughed good-nights. Sometimes the trust she put upon his unspoken promises was terrible; it seemed to condemn9 his reticence10 as fantastic and hazardous11. With her, at least, it was clear that this love was the first; her living and loving were one. He longed to testify the devotion which he felt, to leave it unmistakable and safe past accident; he thought of making his will, in which he should give her everything, and declare her supremely12 dear; he could only rid himself of this by drawing up the paper in writing, and then he easily tore it in pieces.
They drew nearer together, not only in their talk about each other, but in what they said of different people in their relation to themselves. But Staniford's pleasure in the metaphysics of reciprocal appreciation13, his wonder at the quickness with which she divined characters he painfully analyzed14, was not greater than his joy in the pretty hitch15 of the shoulder with which she tucked her handkerchief into the back pocket of her sack, or the picturesqueness16 with, which she sat facing him, and leant upon the rail, with her elbow wrapped in her shawl, and the fringe gathered in the hand which propped17 her cheek. He scribbled18 his sketch-book full of her contours and poses, which sometimes he caught unawares, and which sometimes she sat for him to draw. One day, as they sat occupied in this, “I wonder,” he said, “if you have anything of my feeling, nowadays. It seems to me as if the world had gone on a pleasure excursion, without taking me along, and I was enjoying myself very much at home.”
“I wonder what it is makes us feel so,” he ventured.
“Perhaps,” she returned, “the long voyage.”
“I shall hate to have the world come back, I believe,” he said, reverting20 to the original figure. “Shall you?”
“You know I don't know much about it,” she answered, in lithe21 evasion22, for which she more than atoned23 with a conscious look and one of her dark blushes. Yet he chose, with a curious cruelty, to try how far she was his.
“How odd it would be,” he said, “if we never should have a chance to talk up this voyage of ours when it is over!”
She started, in a way that made his heart smite24 him. “Why, you said you—” And then she caught herself, and struggled pitifully for the self-possession she had lost. She turned her head away; his pulse bounded.
“Did you think I wouldn't? I am living for that.” He took the hand that lay in her lap; she seemed to try to free it, but she had not the strength or will; she could only keep her face turned from him.
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