Franchita, however, was astonished by the unexplained attitude of her son, who, apparently1, never saw Gracieuse and yet never talked of her. Then, while was amassing2 in her the sadness of his coming departure for military service, she observed him, with her peasant's patience and muteness.
One evening, one of the last evenings, as he was going away, mysterious and in haste, long before the hour of the nocturnal contraband3, she straightened before him, her eyes fixed4 on his:
“Where are you going, my son?”
And seeing him turn his head, blushing and embarrassed, she acquired a sudden certainty:
“It is well, now I know.—Oh! I know!—”
She was moved even more than he, at her discovery of this great secret.—The idea had not even come to her that it was not Gracieuse, that it might be another girl. She was too far-seeing. And her scruples5 as a Christian6 were awakened7, her conscience was frightened at the evil that they might have done, as rose from the depth of her heart a sentiment of which she was ashamed as if it were a crime, a sort of savage8 joy.—For, in fine—if their carnal union was accomplished9, the future of her son was assured.—She knew her Ramuntcho well enough to know that he would not change his mind and that Gracieuse would never be abandoned by him.
“And what have you done together?” she decided11 to ask. “Tell me the truth, Ramuntcho, what wrong have you done?—”
“What wrong?—Oh! nothing, mother, nothing wrong, I swear to you—”
He replied this without irritation12 at being questioned, and bearing the look of his mother with eyes of frankness. It was true, and she believed him.
But, as she stayed in front of him, her hand on the door-latch, he said, with dumb violence:
“You are not going to prevent me from going to her, since I shall leave in three days!”
Then, in presence of this young will in revolt, the mother, enclosing in herself the tumult13 of her contradictory14 thoughts, lowered her head and, without a word, stood aside to let him pass.
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