“And whom did you see in the village, my son?—” In talking, she tried to retain an air of gaiety, of saying indifferent things, in the fear of attacking grave subjects and of provoking disquieting2 replies.
“I saw Arrochkoa, mother,” he replied, in a tone which brought back suddenly the burning questions.
“Arrochkoa!—And how did he behave with you?”
“Oh, he talked to me as if I had been his brother.”
“Yes, I know, I know.—Oh, it was not he who made her do it—”
“He said even—”
He did not dare to continue now, and he lowered his head.
“He said what, my son?”
“Well, that—that it was hard to put her in prison there—that perhaps—that, even now, if she saw me, he was not far from thinking—”
She straightened under the shock of what she had just suspected; with her thin hands she parted her hair, newly whitened, and her eyes became again young and sharp, in an expression almost wicked from joy, from avenged3 pride:
“He said that, he!—”
“Would you forgive me, mother—if I tried?”
She took his two hands and they remained silent, not daring, with their scruples4 as Catholics, to utter the sacrilegious thing which was fomenting5 in their heads. In the depth of her eyes, the evil spark went out.
“Forgive you?” she said in a low voice, “Oh, I—you know very well that I would.—But do not do this, my son, I pray you, do not do it; it would bring misfortune to both of you!—Do not think of it, my Ramuntcho, never think of it—”
Then, they hushed, hearing the steps of the physician who was coming up for his daily visit. And it was the only time, the supreme6 time when they were to talk of it in life.
But Ramuntcho knew now that, even after death, she would not condemn7 him for having attempted, or for having committed it: and this pardon was sufficient for him, and, now that he felt sure of obtaining it, the greatest barrier, between his sweetheart and him, had now suddenly fallen.
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1 subsided | |
v.(土地)下陷(因在地下采矿)( subside的过去式和过去分词 );减弱;下降至较低或正常水平;一下子坐在椅子等上 | |
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2 disquieting | |
adj.令人不安的,令人不平静的v.使不安,使忧虑,使烦恼( disquiet的现在分词 ) | |
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3 avenged | |
v.为…复仇,报…之仇( avenge的过去式和过去分词 );为…报复 | |
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4 scruples | |
n.良心上的不安( scruple的名词复数 );顾虑,顾忌v.感到于心不安,有顾忌( scruple的第三人称单数 ) | |
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5 fomenting | |
v.激起,煽动(麻烦等)( foment的现在分词 ) | |
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adj.极度的,最重要的;至高的,最高的 | |
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vt.谴责,指责;宣判(罪犯),判刑 | |
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