That was the first thing Thea Kronborg felt about the forest, as she drove through it one May morning in Henry Biltmer’s democrat7 wagon8—and it was the first great forest she had ever seen. She had got off the train at Flagstaff that morning, rolled off into the high, chill air when all the pines on the mountain were fired by sunrise, so that she seemed to fall from sleep directly into the forest.
Old Biltmer followed a faint wagon trail which ran southeast, and which, as they traveled, continually dipped lower, falling away from the high plateau on the slope of which Flagstaff sits. The white peak of the mountain, the snow gorges9 above the timber, now disappeared from time to time as the road dropped and dropped, and the forest closed behind the wagon. More than the mountain disappeared as the forest closed thus. Thea seemed to be taking very little through the wood with her. The personality of which she was so tired seemed to let go of her. The high, sparkling air drank it up like blotting-paper. It was lost in the thrilling blue of the new sky and the song of the thin wind in the piñons. The old, fretted10 lines which marked one off, which defined her,—made her Thea Kronborg, Bowers11’s accompanist, a soprano with a faulty middle voice,—were all erased12.
So far she had failed. Her two years in Chicago had not resulted in anything. She had failed with Harsanyi, and she had made no great progress with her voice. She had come to believe that whatever Bowers had taught her was of secondary importance, and that in the essential things she had made no advance. Her student life closed behind her, like the forest, and she doubted whether she could go back to it if she tried. Probably she would teach music in little country towns all her life. Failure was not so tragic13 as she would have supposed; she was tired enough not to care.
She was getting back to the earliest sources of gladness that she could remember. She had loved the sun, and the brilliant solitudes14 of sand and sun, long before these other things had come along to fasten themselves upon her and torment15 her. That night, when she clambered into her big German feather bed, she felt completely released from the enslaving desire to get on in the world. Darkness had once again the sweet wonder that it had in childhood.
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1 entice | |
v.诱骗,引诱,怂恿 | |
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adj.石头的,多石头的,冷酷的,无情的 | |
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n.峡谷( canyon的名词复数 ) | |
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n.低沉、连续而不清的声音( murmur的名词复数 );低语声;怨言;嘀咕 | |
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vi.闯入;侵入;打扰,侵扰 | |
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adj.(地位等)高的,崇高的;尊贵的,高尚的 | |
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n.民主主义者,民主人士;民主党党员 | |
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n.四轮马车,手推车,面包车;无盖运货列车 | |
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n.山峡,峡谷( gorge的名词复数 );咽喉v.(用食物把自己)塞饱,填饱( gorge的第三人称单数 );作呕 | |
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10 fretted | |
焦躁的,附有弦马的,腐蚀的 | |
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n.(女子的)卧室( bower的名词复数 );船首锚;阴凉处;鞠躬的人 | |
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v.擦掉( erase的过去式和过去分词 );抹去;清除 | |
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n.折磨;令人痛苦的东西(人);vt.折磨;纠缠 | |
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