For the first few moments, when he was introduced to young Ottenburg in the parlor6 of the Everett House, the doctor had been awkward and unbending. But Fred, as his father had often observed, “was not a good mixer for nothing.” He had brought Dr. Archie around during the short cab ride, and in an hour they had become old friends.
From the moment when the doctor lifted his glass and, looking consciously at Thea, said, “To your success,” Fred liked him. He felt his quality; understood his courage in some directions and what Thea called his timidity in others, his unspent and miraculously7 preserved youthfulness. Men could never impose upon the doctor, he guessed, but women always could. Fred liked, too, the doctor’s manner with Thea, his bashful admiration8 and the little hesitancy by which he betrayed his consciousness of the change in her. It was just this change that, at present, interested Fred more than anything else. That, he felt, was his “created value,” and it was his best chance for any peace of mind. If that were not real, obvious to an old friend like Archie, then he cut a very poor figure, indeed.
Fred got a good deal, too, out of their talk about Moonstone. From her questions and the doctor’s answers he was able to form some conception of the little world that was almost the measure of Thea’s experience, the one bit of the human drama that she had followed with sympathy and understanding. As the two ran over the list of their friends, the mere9 sound of a name seemed to recall volumes to each of them, to indicate mines of knowledge and observation they had in common. At some names they laughed delightedly, at some indulgently and even tenderly.
“You two young people must come out to Moonstone when Thea gets back,” the doctor said hospitably10.
“Oh, we shall!” Fred caught it up. “I’m keen to know all these people. It is very tantalizing11 to hear only their names.”
“Would they interest an outsider very much, do you think, Dr. Archie?” Thea leaned toward him. “Isn’t it only because we’ve known them since I was little?”
The doctor glanced at her deferentially12. Fred had noticed that he seemed a little afraid to look at her squarely—perhaps a trifle embarrassed by a mode of dress to which he was unaccustomed. “Well, you are practically an outsider yourself, Thea, now,” he observed smiling. “Oh, I know,” he went on quickly in response to her gesture of protest,—“I know you don’t change toward your old friends, but you can see us all from a distance now. It’s all to your advantage that you can still take your old interest, isn’t it, Mr. Ottenburg?”
“That’s exactly one of her advantages, Dr. Archie. Nobody can ever take that away from her, and none of us who came later can ever hope to rival Moonstone in the impression we make. Her scale of values will always be the Moonstone scale. And, with an artist, that is an advantage.” Fred nodded.
“Yes; keeps them from getting off the track generally.”
While the waiter filled the glasses, Fred pointed14 out to Thea a big black French barytone who was eating anchovies15 by their tails at one of the tables below, and the doctor looked about and studied his fellow diners.
“Do you know, Mr. Ottenburg,” he said deeply, “these people all look happier to me than our Western people do. Is it simply good manners on their part, or do they get more out of life?”
Fred laughed to Thea above the glass he had just lifted. “Some of them are getting a good deal out of it now, doctor. This is the hour when bench-joy brightens.”
“That happens to be very old slang, my dear. Older than Moonstone or the sovereign State of Colorado. Our old friend Mr. Nathanmeyer could tell us why it happens to hit you.” He leaned forward and touched Thea’s wrist, “See that fur coat just coming in, Thea. It’s D’Albert. He’s just back from his Western tour. Fine head, hasn’t he?”
“To go back,” said Dr. Archie; “I insist that people do look happier here. I’ve noticed it even on the street, and especially in the hotels.”
Fred turned to him cheerfully. “New York people live a good deal in the fourth dimension, Dr. Archie. It’s that you notice in their faces.”
The doctor was interested. “The fourth dimension,” he repeated slowly; “and is that slang, too?”
“No,”—Fred shook his head,—“that’s merely a figure. I mean that life is not quite so personal here as it is in your part of the world. People are more taken up by hobbies, interests that are less subject to reverses than their personal affairs. If you’re interested in Thea’s voice, for instance, or in voices in general, that interest is just the same, even if your mining stocks go down.”
The doctor looked at him narrowly. “You think that’s about the principal difference between country people and city people, don’t you?”
Fred was a little disconcerted at being followed up so resolutely18, and he attempted to dismiss it with a pleasantry. “I’ve never thought much about it, doctor. But I should say, on the spur of the moment, that that is one of the principal differences between people anywhere. It’s the consolation19 of fellows like me who don’t accomplish much. The fourth dimension is not good for business, but we think we have a better time.”
Dr. Archie leaned back in his chair. His heavy shoulders were contemplative. “And she,” he said slowly; “should you say that she is one of the kind you refer to?” He inclined his head toward the shimmer20 of the pale-green dress beside him. Thea was leaning, just then, over the balcony rail, her head in the light from the chandeliers below.
“Never, never!” Fred protested. “She’s as hard-headed as the worst of you—with a difference.”
The doctor sighed. “Yes, with a difference; something that makes a good many revolutions to the second. When she was little I used to feel her head to try to locate it.”
Fred laughed. “Did you, though? So you were on the track of it? Oh, it’s there! We can’t get round it, miss,” as Thea looked back inquiringly. “Dr. Archie, there’s a fellow townsman of yours I feel a real kinship for.” He pressed a cigar upon Dr. Archie and struck a match for him. “Tell me about Spanish Johnny.”
The doctor smiled benignantly through the first waves of smoke. “Well, Johnny’s an old patient of mine, and he’s an old admirer of Thea’s. She was born a cosmopolitan21, and I expect she learned a good deal from Johnny when she used to run away and go to Mexican Town. We thought it a queer freak then.”
The doctor launched into a long story, in which he was often eagerly interrupted or joyously22 confirmed by Thea, who was drinking her coffee and forcing open the petals23 of the roses with an ardent24 and rather rude hand. Fred settled down into enjoying his comprehension of his guests. Thea, watching Dr. Archie and interested in his presentation, was unconsciously impersonating her suave25, gold-tinted friend. It was delightful26 to see her so radiant and responsive again. She had kept her promise about looking her best; when one could so easily get together the colors of an apple branch in early spring, that was not hard to do. Even Dr. Archie felt, each time he looked at her, a fresh consciousness. He recognized the fine texture27 of her mother’s skin, with the difference that, when she reached across the table to give him a bunch of grapes, her arm was not only white, but somehow a little dazzling. She seemed to him taller, and freer in all her movements. She had now a way of taking a deep breath when she was interested, that made her seem very strong, somehow, and brought her at one quite overpoweringly. If he seemed shy, it was not that he was intimidated28 by her worldly clothes, but that her greater positiveness, her whole augmented29 self, made him feel that his accustomed manner toward her was inadequate30.
Fred, on his part, was reflecting that the awkward position in which he had placed her would not confine or chafe31 her long. She looked about at other people, at other women, curiously32. She was not quite sure of herself, but she was not in the least afraid or apologetic. She seemed to sit there on the edge, emerging from one world into another, taking her bearings, getting an idea of the concerted movement about her, but with absolute self-confidence. So far from shrinking, she expanded. The mere kindly33 effort to please Dr. Archie was enough to bring her out.
There was much talk of aurae at that time, and Fred mused34 that every beautiful, every compellingly beautiful woman, had an aura, whether other people did or no. There was, certainly, about the woman he had brought up from Mexico, such an emanation. She existed in more space than she occupied by measurement. The enveloping35 air about her head and shoulders was subsidized—was more moving than she herself, for in it lived the awakenings, all the first sweetness that life kills in people. One felt in her such a wealth of Jugendzeit, all those flowers of the mind and the blood that bloom and perish by the myriad36 in the few exhaustless years when the imagination first kindles37. It was in watching her as she emerged like this, in being near and not too near, that one got, for a moment, so much that one had lost; among other legendary38 things the legendary theme of the absolutely magical power of a beautiful woman.
After they had left Thea at her hotel, Dr. Archie admitted to Fred, as they walked up Broadway through the rapidly chilling air, that once before he had seen their young friend flash up into a more potent39 self, but in a darker mood. It was in his office one night, when she was at home the summer before last. “And then I got the idea,” he added simply, “that she would not live like other people: that, for better or worse, she had uncommon40 gifts.”
“Oh, we’ll see that it’s for better, you and I,” Fred reassured41 him. “Won’t you come up to my hotel with me? I think we ought to have a long talk.”
“Yes, indeed,” said Dr. Archie gratefully; “I think we ought.”
点击收听单词发音
1 reassurance | |
n.使放心,使消除疑虑 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
2 animated | |
adj.生气勃勃的,活跃的,愉快的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
3 festive | |
adj.欢宴的,节日的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
4 jovial | |
adj.快乐的,好交际的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
5 attentively | |
adv.聚精会神地;周到地;谛;凝神 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
6 parlor | |
n.店铺,营业室;会客室,客厅 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
7 miraculously | |
ad.奇迹般地 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
8 admiration | |
n.钦佩,赞美,羡慕 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
9 mere | |
adj.纯粹的;仅仅,只不过 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
10 hospitably | |
亲切地,招待周到地,善于款待地 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
11 tantalizing | |
adj.逗人的;惹弄人的;撩人的;煽情的v.逗弄,引诱,折磨( tantalize的现在分词 ) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
12 deferentially | |
adv.表示敬意地,谦恭地 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
13 affected | |
adj.不自然的,假装的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
14 pointed | |
adj.尖的,直截了当的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
15 anchovies | |
n. 鯷鱼,凤尾鱼 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
16 chuckled | |
轻声地笑( chuckle的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
17 darted | |
v.投掷,投射( dart的过去式和过去分词 );向前冲,飞奔 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
18 resolutely | |
adj.坚决地,果断地 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
19 consolation | |
n.安慰,慰问 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
20 shimmer | |
v./n.发微光,发闪光;微光 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
21 cosmopolitan | |
adj.世界性的,全世界的,四海为家的,全球的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
22 joyously | |
ad.快乐地, 高兴地 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
23 petals | |
n.花瓣( petal的名词复数 ) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
24 ardent | |
adj.热情的,热烈的,强烈的,烈性的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
25 suave | |
adj.温和的;柔和的;文雅的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
26 delightful | |
adj.令人高兴的,使人快乐的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
27 texture | |
n.(织物)质地;(材料)构造;结构;肌理 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
28 intimidated | |
v.恐吓;威胁adj.害怕的;受到威胁的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
29 Augmented | |
adj.增音的 动词augment的过去式和过去分词形式 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
30 inadequate | |
adj.(for,to)不充足的,不适当的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
31 chafe | |
v.擦伤;冲洗;惹怒 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
32 curiously | |
adv.有求知欲地;好问地;奇特地 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
33 kindly | |
adj.和蔼的,温和的,爽快的;adv.温和地,亲切地 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
34 mused | |
v.沉思,冥想( muse的过去式和过去分词 );沉思自语说(某事) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
35 enveloping | |
v.包围,笼罩,包住( envelop的现在分词 ) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
36 myriad | |
adj.无数的;n.无数,极大数量 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
37 kindles | |
(使某物)燃烧,着火( kindle的第三人称单数 ); 激起(感情等); 发亮,放光 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
38 legendary | |
adj.传奇(中)的,闻名遐迩的;n.传奇(文学) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
39 potent | |
adj.强有力的,有权势的;有效力的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
40 uncommon | |
adj.罕见的,非凡的,不平常的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
41 reassured | |
adj.使消除疑虑的;使放心的v.再保证,恢复信心( reassure的过去式和过去分词) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
欢迎访问英文小说网 |