Many of Lucy's fears seemed to have passed away without effort as she became more cheerful; others she had been enabled to conquer by Rosa's kind advice; but the great secret of the new courage that she seemed acquiring, was found in the few words, "God is with me, God loves me," which were seldom far from Lucy's mind.
At first she could not help feeling that when she had done wrong, God had ceased to love her. Then Rosa would read to her passages from the Bible where the Saviour4 speaks of having come to save sinners, and would remind her, again and again, that she was God's own child.
"God made you, my dear Lucy," she would frequently say; "and He loves everything that He has made, and 'would not that any of His little ones should perish.' Christ has died that you may be forgiven; He has promised to receive all that truly come unto Him; His child you were made in Baptism, and His child you are glad to be; then why should you fear?"
"It seems so strange that God is willing to forgive me so often," Lucy would reply, "I can hardly believe it."
"It is, indeed, most wonderful; but for Christ's sake His poor erring5 followers6 are received, if they truly repent," would Rosa answer.
"I wish I could be perfect in a minute," said Lucy, one day; "I get tired of trying."
"When Christ has done so much for us that wo may share His happy home in heaven, we ought to be willing to stay here as long as He pleases, and strive to follow His example. If we prayed more earnestly for God to assist us, we should find it easier to do right; for God gives His Holy Spirit freely to them that ask Him. If you can constantly remember that God is with you, you will soon learn to turn to Him when you are tempted," answered Rosa.
Lucy thought that Rosa had no trouble to do right always; but it was a mistake. Many times hasty words came to Rosa's lips, and unkind thoughts were offered to her mind; but they wore followed so quickly by the effort to subdue7 them, and the prayer for aid, that they never were made known to those around her.
Cold winter weather had come: it seemed to make Harty only the more full of life and spirits. When he came in from the keen air, there was always a bustle8 in the circle round the fire. Sometimes he would lay his cold hands suddenly on Lucy's neck, and shout with laughter as she shivered and drew away; sometimes Rosa's cheeks got rubbed with a snow-ball until they were redder than usual; and almost always the noisy fellow was reproved by Mrs. Maxwell for bringing in so much snow or mud on his boots.
Yet Rosa was learning to love her rough brother very dearly, and she even fancied she could see some improvement in him. After a long talk with his sister, he would be more gentle and quiet for a few days; but soon some trifle would throw him into a passion, and all his goodness departed. He was so accustomed to speaking rudely to Lucy, that he never thought of it afterwards; yet he was mortified9 when in his fits of passion he had been unkind to Rosa.
She never seemed to retain any remembrance of his fault, but was ready to meet him pleasantly again as soon as his bad humour had passed away.
He could not help admiring her noble spirit; and every day he felt more and more sure that there was some strength in the principles that could keep a high-spirited girl like Rosa uniformly gentle.
By degrees Harty took less pleasure in teasing Lucy, and more happiness in her society. She had followed Rosa's hints, and tried not to be vexed10 and hurt by trifles, and really was becoming more interesting as she grew more cheerful and talkative.
Dr. Vale was still obliged to be very much away from home, but the time that he could spend with his family he greatly enjoyed; and he often rejoiced that Rosa had been brought home to throw around her such an atmosphere of sunshine.
Even Mrs. Maxwell had relaxed a little from her stiffness: she occasionally allowed Rosa to put Harty's room in order at first, and finally she gave up that charge entirely11 to her. This arrangement prevented much disturbance13, for Rosa handled carefully the veriest trash, which she knew had value in Harty's eyes; and there were no more broken cobwebs to put him out of temper.
Often, when Mrs. Maxwell was weary, she found a comfortable chair placed for her by the fire; when her eyes were painful at night, unasked, Rosa would read the daily paper aloud. Such trifling15 attentions were very grateful to the faithful housekeeper16, and it soon became a favourite joke with Harty to call Rosa "Mrs. Maxwell's pet."
As regularly as Saturday came, little Judy appeared, leading Larry by the hand, for he was now nearly two years old, and a fine healthy boy.
Lucy often wished that she could stay in the room with Rosa and Judy, but the latter could never attend to her sewing while her little brother was in her presence. She was constantly stopping to bid him say, "Thank ye" to the lady, or shame him for running about as if he were as much at home as the ladies.
Lucy found it very easy to amuse Larry, and before long she grew fond of him, and looked forward with pleasure to his Saturday visit.
With Harty's consent, and Mrs. Maxwell's valuable assistance, some of his old clothes were "cut down" for Larry, and he was warmly dressed in a good great-coat and cap, that delighted him exceedingly, though Judy could not help laughing when she first saw him in them.
Judy learned much more than the use of the needle from Rosa. As she sat sewing, Rosa taught her many sweet hymns17 and passages from Scripture18, and led her to look to her kind Heavenly Father as a friend who would "never leave nor forsake19 her."
The short winter days and the long winter evenings soon passed away. One bright spring morning Lucy was looking at the hyacinths that were blooming beside the cottage wall, when she heard a footstep, and, turning round, she saw a stranger standing20 beside her. Once she would have started away like a frightened bird; but now she did not think of herself, but waited politely until the stranger should announce his errand.
"The flowers are peeping forth21 again; I see you love them," he said, cheerfully; "and what a place this is for birds; I never heard such a twittering. Are there any robins22 in the old nest at the bottom of the garden?"
"Oh yes, they have come," answered Lucy, wondering who could know so well about the robin's nest.
"We ought to be friends, Lucy," continued the stranger's pleasant voice, "for I could hush23 you when you were a baby, when nobody else could make you stop crying. You were a fat little thing then, and you are not so very much heavier now." And he jumped the little girl high in the air.
Lucy by this time had made up her mind, that whoever the stranger might be, she liked him.
"Can it be uncle Gillette?" she had once thought to herself; but she immediately decided24 that it was not he, as she had always imagined him very stern, with large black eyes, and the stranger's face was mild and cheerful, and his eyes were of a soft hazel.
"I have more little friends in the house," said the gentleman, and with Lucy's hand in his, he entered the door. Rosa was half-way down stairs; she caught one glimpse of the stranger, and then gave a flying leap, which nearly brought her to his side.
"Oh! uncle Gillette, I am so glad to see you," she said, as he bent25 to kiss her, apparently26 as delighted as herself.
Harty came out to see what was the cause of all this commotion27, and was greeted with a cordial shake of the hand, and the address, "I hope Harty has not forgotten his old playfellow, uncle Gillette."
The children thought their father welcomed their uncle somewhat coldly; but they changed their minds when they found that he had been expecting him for several days, and had accompanied him from the station to the gate.
Lucy had supposed that she should be very much afraid of Mr. Gillette, as she knew that he was very learned and good; but she found him as mild and simple as a little child, and she was most happy to take the low stool he placed for her at his side, and look into his pleasant face, while she listened to his conversation.
She was heartily28 sorry when she heard him say that he was to leave on Monday morning, for as it was Saturday, they would have but a short visit from him.
There was no settled clergyman at Chatford at this time, the rector being absent for the benefit of his health. On this account a long time had passed since the children of the parish had been catechised in the church. There was therefore no small bustle among the little people when it was announced on the Sunday morning after Mr. Gillette's arrival, that the children would be called upon to recite the Catechism that afternoon, immediately after the service.
There was much buzzing and studying at noon; and many a boy was astonished that he had forgotten what was once so familiar to him, in the long interval29 which had passed since the last catechising.
Even Lucy was glad to study over what she called the "long answers," although she never failed to repeat them with her brother and sister every Sunday evening. She did not dare to lay her Prayer Book aside until Rosa had patiently heard her say the whole Catechism, and pronounced it perfectly30 learned.
Many young hearts that had palpitated with fear at the idea of reciting to a stranger, were reassured31 when the Rev12. Mr. Gillette arose after the Evening Service, and said, "The children may now come up to the chancel."
Without a thought that any one was observing her, Lucy stepped out and joined the throng32 of boys and girls that were moving up the aisle33. Julia Staples34 was tittering in the pew behind, and Judy M'Grath was walking at her side; but she did not see either of them; she felt that she was in God's holy temple, and about to perform a solemn duty, and she inwardly prayed that she might be able to understand and improve by Mr. Gillette's explanations.
The children were allowed to recite together, and their voices joined in a full chorus, as they answered correctly all the questions of the Catechism. Glances of triumph and congratulation passed from eye to eye as they finished, or not once had they faltered35, even in the most difficult parts.
"What is the Catechism?" asked Mr. Gillette.
"It is a preparation for Confirmation36," answered one of the boys.
"You have all recited the Catechism perfectly; are you then prepared to be confirmed?" said Mr. Gillette.
There was no answer for a moment, and all looked confused; at length there was a faint "No."
"I fear not," continued Mr. Gillette: "how, then, must you say this Catechism before you are ready to be confirmed?"
"We must speak it from the heart," said Judy M'Grath.
Some of the boys smiled at her Irish accent, but one glance from Mr. Gillette sobered them.
"Right! When do you take upon yourselves the promises made for you by your sponsors in Baptism?" he asked.
"At Confirmation," several replied.
"True," said Mr. Gillette, "at Confirmation you take these promises publicly upon yourselves. I see many before me," said he, looking tenderly about him, "who are too young for Confirmation, but hardly a child who is not old enough to make those solemn promises to God in private, and strive earnestly to keep them. Do not wait, my dear children, until you are old enough to be confirmed, before you promise to love and obey the Saviour who has redeemed37 you. Your sponsors laid you as infants on His bosom38; turn not from Him with your first feeble footsteps. You were made members of Christ at Baptism; ask God this day to help you to live as the lambs of His flock. If you commence now to strive to keep your baptismal promises, Confirmation will indeed be, as it ought, a strengthening of you in all that is good, an assistance in leading that holy life which becomes the children of God, the members of Christ, and the inheritors of the kingdom of heaven.
"Let me ask you once more, Do you not believe that you are bound to believe and do as your sponsors promised for you? Let me hear that answer again, and may God give you strength to speak it from the heart."
"Yes, verily, and by God's help so I will; and I heartily thank our Heavenly Father that He has called me to this state of salvation39, through Jesus Christ our Lord," was heard from the throng around the chancel.
Even those who stood nearest to Lucy could hardly hear her voice; no human friend saw her uplifted eye; but God, who seeth all hearts, accepted the vow40 she made in His holy temple, and she felt more fully14 than she had ever done before, that she was indeed the child of God.
Lucy was not the only child who had listened earnestly to Mr. Gillette. It was the last time that he ever addressed those children; but there will be those at the resurrection who will thank him for the words he spoke41 that day: good resolutions were then roused in young hearts, which strengthened until they became strong principles, which supported through life, sustained in death, and were perfected in heaven.
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saviour
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housekeeper
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robins
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