As fate now seemed to be closing in on the two wanderers, they did the journey back much faster than they had come. For they had wasted at least six days' food in their futile1 southern trip. But the heat of the northern journey seemed even more intense than the heat had been before, and there was hardly a breath of air. What did blow came from the north, and scorched2 them by day and by night; they could not stay in their blankets, and had to camp far from the creek3, which was in some parts a hot-bed of mosquitoes.
They came back to the old camp early on the morning of the third day, and passed it in silence. But now the unknown was before them, and possibly the unexpected. For what white man had ever been there? So far as they knew they were the first.
On the second day from the old camp it certainly seemed that the billabong was larger than it had been. On the third day they were sure of it. The timber, too, was larger. But that third day the current of the water to the south had ceased.
"The river that feeds it is falling," said Smith. "I wonder how far it is away."
He was oppressed by all the strange uncertainties4 of their position; they were cut off from the world: they had seen no sign of life beyond one or two birds, and an opossum, that Baker5 had extracted from a hole in a tree as it slept its daily sleep.
But the Baker was quite cheerful; nothing seemed to matter to him. He chattered6 on about everything and nothing, telling stories of London life and London bakeries which might have been useful to a royal commission on sweating in both its senses.
"Lord love you!" said he, "it ain't the 'eat as knocks me. If a London baker can't stand 'eat, what can he stand? The bloomin' old baker up aloft there can't put a crust on me direct. As long as the water 'olds out I'm good. It's want of that does me."
"You're very cheerful, Mandy," said Smith.
"And why not?" asked Mandy. "I'm used to be cheerful when I don't see more than a day or two a'ead. If I'd lied down and died becos I couldn't see grub and a doss three days off, I'd 'ave been corpsed years ago."
"And haven't you anything to make you wish to get back home?" asked Smith.
"Not me," said the Baker; "I'm as good 'ere as anywhere. Give me a job, reg'lar for choice, and a chanst to get married when I'm ready, and I'm all right 'ere or in H'england or Ameriky."
Smith laughed.
"Good old man, and would a black woman suit you?"
"No!" said the Baker seriously, "I bar blacks. I want my kids such as will wash white onst a week anyhow. I knowed a woman in the H'east End, she lived in Dragon Court, Whitechapel, as married a nigger, and the time 'er kids 'ad was 'orrid. The hother women took to washin' their kids twiced a week regular, just out of spite, for they 'ated her bad. Her man was 'ead porter to a music 'all, and got 'eaps of tips." And he took to singing,
"She's my rorty carrotty Sal,
And she comes from Whitechap-al,"
with such an air of intense enjoyment7 and total disengagement from his surroundings, that Smith gave way, and shouted with laughter.
"What yer laffin' at?" asked the Baker with a grin.
"I was thinking what you would do without me to cheer you up," said Smith.
"Cheer me hup, his it?" said the Baker, winking8 and contemptuous, "why, you are like a mute at a funeral; when 'e's going, I mean—not when 'e's coming back—jolly on the 'earse. But what would I do without you, in this 'ere 'eat and solitude9? What would I do? Why, I'd go stark-starin', ravin', bally mad, and I'd cut my bloomin' throat from ear to ear, and jump in the billabong. That's me."
And he tramped for half an hour in sombre silence.
"What's your name reely, Smith?" said he, when his spirits came back and he could hold his tongue no longer.
"Lord Muck of Barking Creek," said Smith, with a coarseness rare to him.
"I knowed you was a lord," said the Baker, "I seed one from a distance onst. 'E 'ad the same 'aughty air and ways as you 'ave, and 'is nose was quite similar, same shape as a cheese-cutter."
"And your christened name, Smith?"
"Archibald," said Smith.
"It don't go with Smith," said the Baker. "It sounds like the name of a master baker I worked for once, Bartholomew Onions. Archibald don't fit Smith reely."
"Oh, dry up," said Smith. "My name is Archibald, and you can call me what you like. When are we going to camp? How much more tucker is there?"
"It should run to three days' if we don't be greedy," said the Baker.
So they camped that night with just three days' food ahead of them. And Smith, as he preferred to be called, was rather cast down.
For they were getting further and further into the unknown, day by day, and as to the mythical11 river, who knew where it led? It might debouch12 into the salt sea a thousand miles from any settlement. And how were they to live in a starving country, where they never saw more than a rare 'possum, and had no means of killing13 a kangaroo further off than fifty yards? And while he had serious doubts of his own revolver shooting, he was quite certain that the Baker could not hit the bad marksman's flying haystack, unless by the greatest good luck.
For now it was a much more serious thing than finding gold. He knew they had left plenty of that behind them, and should they again reach New Find, they could come out to his creek with every prospect14 of going back fairly rich men. But now they wanted food, and soon would want it badly, and there was every prospect of not getting it.
And when would they get to the river? They had now travelled steadily15 for six days since leaving the place at which they first struck the creek, and though they were in a more wooded country, there was no particular indication yet of the heavy timber which always lines a big Australian river. In three days more their food would be done, unless they eked16 it out with another opossum, and these marsupials were not easy to find asleep. They needed a black-fellow to do that.
And when the food was done, what then? They could in desperation and misery17 perhaps go on for three or four days. He had heard of some starving for much longer, but to walk in hopeless misery was a fearful drain on a man's strength and courage. If nothing turned up, he saw little prospect of more than a week's life.
And now he began to hope they might come across some wandering black-fellows. If they were savage18 and cannibal it would be a spear thrust or two, and the farce19 would be played out. If they were amiable20 and not themselves hungry, they might help two wandering white men. If they were not accustomed to the whites, their revolvers would stand them in good stead. And the weapons might be useful, if they met with neither friend nor foe21, to put an end to unnecessary waiting.
And so one more day passed, as they tramped through the mysterious, endless, thin forest, upon the banks of the sullen22, quiet billabong.
But the continued oppression of a vast and awful sameness began to get overwhelming. It was scrub and open timber, open timber and scrub. They passed jarrah forests and sullen casuarinas melancholy23 to see, and scrambled24 through sharp scrub which tore their flesh. And what they did one hour was done the next, and one day was dreadfully like another.
So the second day was done, and one more day's food remained.
And now the solemn trees seemed personal and cruel to Smith, whose mind was the easiest affected25. The Baker tramped, and whistled, and talked, but his companion only smiled his answer, and the smile was often melancholy and far away.
These tall trees, with their motionless metallic26 blue-green leaves, seemed to look down on him, and take the same notice that mountains far aloof27 take of a solitary28 traveller. A rustle29 in their sombre foliage30 was a whisper, and the cries of the birds were human, too. But they all said that these two white ants could never, never get out, that they would presently lie down and stay until they died.
"This is my luck," said Smith, after a long, long hour of silence. "I said that this journey would be my luck. I felt assured it would be luck for me. And I'm humping my swag through endless hell with starvation at the end of it."
"You never know," said Mandeville eagerly. "Come now, Smith, old son, cheer up. It's a long lane—"
"No proverbs, for God's sake," cried Smith irritably31. "Give me platitudes32 in your own language, but spare me the futile and concentrated optimism of the proverb."
"That's very fine jaw," said the chop-fallen Baker, "but if you'd speak H'english I'd understand it a deal h'easier. Of course I know a nobleman, such as Tichborne, or you, must talk different from common ordinary folk. But you've bin33 'ere long enough to learn the language."
And he chattered desperately34, trying to encourage his mate, while Smith stalked on in silence.
That night no more food was left than would make a scanty35 morning meal, and all the Baker's 'possum hunting was futile.
And the next hungry day was even as the last. They went on and on to the north, sometimes going a little to the east, through the same sombre and melancholy nightmare of a forest. Their evening meal was a little weak tea and a chew of tobacco, and an earlier camp than usual.
That night Smith was easier in his mind and more communicative. He was resigning himself to the inevitable36.
"You're quite right, Baker," he said suddenly, as they lay by the fire, "you're quite right in thinking my name's not Smith. I took that name when I left England, seven years ago."
"Yes," said Mandeville; "and what's your real name and title?"
Smith laughed.
"My name is Archibald Hildegarde Osbaldistone Gore," he said.
"Holy Moses!" cried the Baker, "and to think I've been mates with a name like that. If it wasn't that I 'ad a name myself as looks like an 'igh 'at on a boot-black, I'd be fair ashamed. My name is William 'Enery Mandeville, that's what it is, and it's always bin a damn noosance ever since I went to school. And, Smith, what did you do to get out 'ere?"
"I got through a lot more money than I'm ever likely to pick up again," said Smith, "and I made a particular fool of myself."
The Baker pondered.
"Was you ever in the h'army, Smith?" he asked, "for there was a bloke in New Find as said 'e knew you was a cavalry37 man by the way you sat an 'orse."
"I was," said Smith. "And why I should tell you anything, I don't know. But just now you are all the world, old man, and I don't think it will matter any way. I was in the Dragoons, and when I left, I left most of what I cared for, except a woman who went and married the wrong chap."
Baker squirmed uneasily, and looked as sympathetic as he dared, for Smith was talking in a cold, hard, dry way.
"Good old man," he murmured. "Then you never did nothing as you can't go back for?" he added.
"My only crime is not having money, and not having the wits to take others' in a legal way."
"Then I'll see you back 'ome yet, riding an 'orse down Piccadilly. And if I goes back p'r'aps you'll give me your custom. You knows my bread."
And they talked idly till the night fell.
"I'm pretty 'ungry," said the Baker before he fell asleep.
And he dreamt of fried fish.
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