Half-way down the corridor Aunt Jane encountered Miss Canfield.
The nurse stopped her with a word. "Mr. Medfield keeps asking for you." She raised her chin a little as she spoke1.
Aunt Jane regarded it mildly.
"Anything the matter with him?" she asked.
Miss Canfield hesitated. "He's irritable," she said safely.
Aunt Jane nodded. "That's good for him—— That won't hurt any! He's got his Suite2 and he's got the best 'special' in the house on his case."
"You tell him I'm busy," said Aunt Jane. "Tell him I'll come by and by, when I get around to it—— There's Miss Manners with a baby! I was just looking for a baby!" She hurried off.
Miss Canfield watched, with amused face, while Aunt Jane gathered the baby into her[Pg 96] ample arms and disappeared in Room 15. Then she turned back to report to Herman Medfield in Suite A that Aunt Jane would come when she was not so busy.
Aunt Jane gazed shrewdly over the little bundle of blankets in her arms at Edith Dalton, sitting propped4 against her pillows and scowling5 a little discontentedly.
Aunt Jane sat down and undid6 the blanket. "They're such cute little things," she said. "It don't seem as if there'd ever be enough of him to make a man of, does it!" She held up the coming man in his long white gown.
Edith Dalton glanced indifferently—and glanced away.
The baby, out of his blue eyes, gazed at something unseen.
"I always do wonder what they're looking at and what they're thinking about!" said Aunt Jane. She had gathered the baby comfortably up against the curve of her breast and was rocking gently back and forth7.
"I don't suppose they think about anything," said Edith Dalton with a look of unconcern.
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"I used to think maybe that was so," said Aunt Jane. "But since I've had so many of 'em——"
"How many have you had?" asked the other quickly.
"Of my own—you mean?" Aunt Jane paused. "I never had but one of my own," she said regretfully. "But here—I've had three hundred and sixty-nine."
Edith Dalton smiled a faint smile.
Aunt Jane watched it and rocked.
"It's different when you've a good many," she said placidly8. "You begin to see what they mean—just plain baby! Not because it's your baby, you know—but what they're like and what they mean."
"They don't mean much of anything, do they—except to cry?" The indifferent look held itself, but something had stirred in it.
"Yes, they cry!" Aunt Jane was silent.... "They cry, good and hard sometimes.... And that means something, too. Folks don't let 'em cry half enough, I think! I don't know what it means—their crying so," she admitted. "But it sounds as if it meant something—something more than just tummy-ache....[Pg 98] And their smiling's like that, too. It isn't just smiling at something you do to them, or something you say. It's more as if they were smiling at something inside—kind of as if the whole world was a joke to 'em, and being alive was a kind of beautiful joke—if we could see how 'tis." She was looking down at the bundle in her arms and smiling to it.
Aunt Jane shook her head reproachfully at the baby, still smiling a little. She looked significantly at Edith Dalton. "He's trying to get his thumb in," she said. "They won't let him do that in there." She nodded toward the other wing.
"He kind of knows, I reckon. He knows his Aunt Jane will let him do it—if he can." She watched him happily.
"There! he's done it!"
The woman glanced at the baby indifferently and then at Aunt Jane's face, and the softness crept out a little.
"You think a great deal of babies and children, don't you?" She said it almost jealously.
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"Yes, I love 'em," said Aunt Jane. She rocked happily. "You didn't ever have any children, did you?"
"No."
Aunt Jane's face made no comment. She rocked a minute. "I reckon women always wants children.... Every woman wants 'em—even when she doesn't know.... She wants 'em—way in back somewhere; she kind o' misses 'em."
She rocked again—slowly.
"I only had that one baby myself—and he died. But I've always been thankful I had him—even if he died.... That was a good many years ago. But even now, every once in a while, I'll dream I'm holding him in my arms; and then I'll wake up—and I'm not holding anything.... When I wake up like that, when I've been dreaming, I generally throw on my wrapper and run down to the Mother's Ward10 and wander around a spell, tucking 'em in and seeing that everybody's comfortable. Then I can generally go back and go to sleep all right."
Her face was beautiful and gentle as she talked, and Edith Dalton watched it wistfully.[Pg 100] She had relaxed a little, and rested back against the pillow.
"You don't want children unless you have a home for them," she said half rebelliously11.
"That's so. Children do need a home! I guess that's what homes are for—little children playing round in 'em."
The two women were silent and the room grew darker. Aunt Jane watched the face on her arm.
"He's going to sleep," she said. "I'll have to take him back to his mammy."
She got up quietly and moved toward the door, jogging her arms as she went. At the door she paused and looked back, over the sleeping child, to the woman on the pillows and smiled to her—as if they knew something together.
Then she went out. And Edith Dalton lay staring at the wall. Slowly her eyes filled with tears that sobbed12 and ran down her face. She covered them with her hands and sobbed again and nestled to the pillows and cried happily—as if her heart were breaking in her.
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| n.（车轮的）辐条；轮辐；破坏某人的计划；阻挠某人的行动 v.讲，谈（speak的过去式）；说；演说；从某种观点来说 | |
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| n.一套(家具)；套房；随从人员 | |
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| （使）变软( soften的过去式和过去分词 )； 缓解打击； 缓和； 安慰 | |
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| n.守卫，监护，病房，行政区，由监护人或法院保护的人（尤指儿童）；vt.守护，躲开 | |
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| 哭泣，啜泣( sob的过去式和过去分词 )； 哭诉，呜咽地说 | |
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