Book 6 Chapter 12

NATASHA was sixteen, and it was the year 1809, that year to which she had reckoned up on her fingers with Boris, after she had kissed him four years before. Since then she had not once seen him. When Boris was mentioned she would speak quite freely of it before Sonya and her mother, treating it as a settled thing that all that had passed between them was childish nonsense, not worth talking of and long ago forgotten. But in the most secret recesses¹ of her soul the question whether her engagement to Boris were really a mere² jest or a solemn, binding³ promise worried her.

Ever since Boris had left Moscow in 1805 to go into the army he had not once seen the Rostovs. Several times he had been in Moscow, and in travelling had passed not far from Otradnoe, but he had not once been at the Rostovs'.

It had sometimes occurred to Natasha that he did not want to see her, and her surmises⁴ had been confirmed by the mournful tone in which he was referred to by her elders.

“Old friends are soon forgotten nowadays,” the countess would say after Boris had been mentioned.

Anna Mihalovna had taken in these latter days to seeing less of the Rostovs. There was a marked dignity, too, in her manner with them, and she spoke⁵ on every occasion with thankfulness and enthusiasm of her son's great abilities and brilliant career. When the Rostovs arrived in Petersburg Boris came to call on them.

It was not without emotion that he came to see them. His reminiscences of Natasha were Boris's most poetic⁶ memories. But at the same time he came to call on them firmly resolved to make her and her relations feel that the childish vows⁷ between Natasha and him could have no binding force for her or for him. He had a brilliant position in society, thanks to his intimacy⁸ with Countess Bezuhov; a brilliant position in the service, thanks to the protection of a great person whose confidence he had completely won; and he was beginning to make plans for marrying one of the richest heiresses in Petersburg, plans which might very easily be realised. When Boris went into the Rostovs' drawing-room, Natasha was in her own room. On hearing of his arrival she almost ran with a flushed face into the drawing-room, radiant with a smile that was more than cordial.

Boris had thought of Natasha as the little girl he had known four years before in a short frock, with black eyes glancing under her curls, and a desperate, childish giggle⁹; and so, when a quite different Natasha came in, he was taken aback and his face expressed surprise and admiration¹⁰. His expression delighted Natasha.

“Well, would you know your mischievous¹¹ little playmate?” said the countess. Boris kissed Natasha's hand, and said he was surprised at the change in her.

“How pretty you have grown!”

“I should hope so!” was the answer in Natasha's laughing eyes.

“And does papa look older?” she asked.

Natasha sat still, taking no part in the talk between Boris and her mother. Silently and minutely she scrutinised the young man who had been her suitor in her childhood. He felt oppressed by that persistent¹², friendly gaze, and glanced once or twice at her.

The uniform, the spurs, the tie, the way Boris had brushed his hair,—it was all fashionable and comme il faut. That Natasha noticed at once. He sat a little sideways on a low chair beside the countess, with his right hand smacking¹³ the exquisitely¹⁴ clean and perfectly¹⁵ fitting glove on his left. He talked with a peculiar¹⁶, refined compression of the lips about the divisions of the best society in Petersburg; with faint irony¹⁷ referred to old days in Moscow and old Moscow acquaintances. Not unintentionally, as Natasha felt, he mentioned some of the highest aristocracy, alluded¹⁸ to the ambassador's ball, at which he had been present, and to invitations from N. N. and from S. S.

Natasha sat the whole time without speaking, looking up from under her brows at him. Her eyes made Boris more and more uneasy and embarrassed. He looked round more frequently at Natasha, and broke off in his sentences. After staying no more than ten minutes he got up and took leave. Still the same curious, challenging, and rather ironical¹⁹ eyes gazed at him. After his first visit, Boris said to himself that Natasha was as attractive to him as she had been in the past, but that he must not give way to his feelings, because to marry her—a girl almost without fortune—would be the ruin of his career, and to renew their old relations without any intention of marriage would be dishonourable. Boris resolved to avoid meeting Natasha; but in spite of this resolution he came a few days later, and began to come often, and to spend whole days at the Rostovs'. He fancied that it was essential for him to have a frank explanation with Natasha, to tell her that all the past must be forgotten, that in spite of everything…she could not be his wife, that he had no means, and that they would never consent to her marrying him. But he always failed to do so, and felt an awkwardness in approaching the subject. Every day he became more and more entangled²⁰. Natasha—so her mother and Sonya judged—seemed to be in love with Boris, as in the past. She sang for him her favourite songs, showed him her album, made him write in it, would not let him refer to the past, making him feel how delightful²¹ she considered the present; and every day he went home in a whirl without having said what he meant to say, not knowing what he was doing, why he had come, and how it would end. Boris gave up visiting Ellen, received reproachful notes every day from her, and still spent whole days together at the Rostovs'.

娜塔莎年方十六岁，时值一八○九年，正是她和鲍里斯在四年前接吻以后屈指数到的那年。从那时起她一次也没有看见鲍里斯。当话题涉及鲍里斯时，就像提起一件已经决定了的事情，她在索尼娅和母亲面前很随便地谈到这一切往事无非是孩子气的举动，不值得启齿，老早就遗忘了。但是在她那隐秘的灵魂深处，她对鲍里斯作出的保证是否是戏言，还是紧要的、具有约束力的诺言，这个问题一直使她觉得难受。

自从一八○五年鲍里斯从莫斯科去参军以来，他就未曾和罗斯托夫一家人会面。他有几次从离奥特拉德诺耶不远的地方经过，回到莫斯科，但是一回也没有到罗斯托夫家里去。

娜塔莎有时想到，他不愿意看见她，长辈在谈到他时常用的忧愁的语调，证实了她的猜测。

“当今之世没有人会想念老朋友。”伯爵夫人在有人提到鲍里斯之后接着这样说。

安娜·米哈伊洛夫娜迩来较少地到罗斯托夫家里去，不知何故她的举止也特别庄重，她每次都兴奋地、感激地谈到她儿子的长处以及他的锦绣前程。当罗斯托夫一家人来到彼得堡时，鲍里斯便去访问他们。

他的心情不无激动地走到他们那里去。鲍里斯对娜塔莎的想念是最富有诗意的。而与此同时，他在途中就怀有坚定的意图，要让她和她的父母明确地意识到，他和娜塔莎的童年时代互相许下的诺言，无论是对他，还是对她，都不可能是必须履行的义务。他因与伯爵夫人别祖霍娃有密切关系，所以他在社会上的处境十分美满，又因他有一位要人庇护他，所以他的职位十分显赫，他完全博得这位要人的信任，他于是打算娶一个彼得堡的最富有的及笄的姑娘，他的这种打算在当时是很容易实现的。当鲍里斯走进罗斯托夫家的客厅时，娜塔莎正在她自己房里。她知道他的到来之后，满面通红，喜气洋洋，流露出过分亲热的微笑，几乎是跑着走进客厅里去。

鲍里斯记得四前他认识的娜塔莎，那时她穿着短短的连衣裙，长着一对乌黑的、从卷发下面闪闪发亮的眼睛，可以听见她的无所顾忌的孩子气的笑声，因此，在这个完全不同的娜塔莎走进来的时候，他觉得腼腆起来，他的脸上显示出喜悦和惊奇。他这种脸部表情使娜塔莎感到高兴。

“怎么，你认得你的淘气的小女朋友么？”伯爵夫人说。鲍里斯吻吻娜塔莎的手，并且说，她身上发生的变化使他感到惊讶。

“您比以前好看多了！”

“当然！”娜塔莎的发笑的眼睛答道。

“可是爸爸变老了？”她问道。娜塔莎坐下来，没有参加鲍里斯和伯爵夫人的谈话，一言不发地仔细打量她的童年时代的追求者。他身上感觉到这种温和的、凝神注视他的目光的沉重的压力，有时朝她瞥上一眼。

鲍里斯的制服、马刺、领带、发式——这一切都是最时髦的，很不错的（comme　il　faut①）。娜塔莎立刻看出来了。他稍微侧着身子坐在伯爵夫人身旁的安乐椅上，用右手整一整搁在左手上的那只最干净的套得紧紧的手套，特别文雅地闭紧嘴唇，提起彼得堡上流社会的娱乐活动，带着温厚的嘲笑的意味回想起莫斯科的往日的好光景和莫斯科的熟人。他和娜塔莎的感受有所不同，他并非毫无用意地说出高级贵族的姓名，提及他曾出席的公使举办的舞会，以及赴NN和SS出席宴会的请帖。

①法语：很不错的。

娜塔莎始终默不作声地坐着，皱起眉头望着他。这种目光使鲍里斯感到困窘不安。他更频繁地窥视娜塔莎的眼神，不止一次地使讲话中断。他坐了不到十分钟，就站起来行礼告别。依然是那双好奇的、挑衅性的、略带讥讽意味的眼睛不住地端详着他。在第一次访问后，鲍里斯对自己说，娜塔莎还像从前一样使他着迷，但他不应当沉溺于这种感情，因为娶她这个几乎没有钱财的姑娘会断送他的前程，但若无结婚目的而恢复以前的关系，是不高尚的行为。鲍里斯独自一人拿定主意，避免和娜塔沙相会，虽然他下定这个决心，经过几天后又走来了，从此时开始常来串门并在罗斯托夫家里消磨整天整天的时光。他脑海中时常想到，他必须对她表白爱情，告诉她，从前的一切必须忘却，无论如何……她也不能成为他的妻子，他没有财产，他们永远也不会让她嫁给他。但是这事心儿他总办不成，觉得表白爱情是很难为情的。他日益陷入窘境。根据母亲和索尼娅的观察，娜塔莎看来仍旧十分钟情于鲍里斯。她把他所喜爱的歌曲唱给他听，把她自己的纪念册拿给他看，叫他在纪念册上题词，不让自己向他提起往事，要他明白新鲜事物是多么美妙；他每天都是模模糊糊地离开，没有把他要说的话说完，他自己也不知道，他在干什么，为什么而来，会产生什么结果。鲍里斯不再到海伦那里去了，他每天接到她的带有责备意味的便函，他仍旧整天整天地在罗斯托夫家里消磨时光。

1 recesses   

n.壁凹( recess的名词复数 )；（工作或业务活动的）中止或暂停期间；学校的课间休息；某物内部的凹形空间v.把某物放在墙壁的凹处( recess的第三人称单数 )；将（墙）做成凹形，在（墙）上做壁龛；休息，休会，休庭

参考例句：

• I could see the inmost recesses. 我能看见最深处。 来自《简明英汉词典》
• I had continually pushed my doubts to the darker recesses of my mind. 我一直把怀疑深深地隐藏在心中。 来自《简明英汉词典》

2 mere   

adj.纯粹的；仅仅，只不过

参考例句：

• That is a mere repetition of what you said before.那不过是重复了你以前讲的话。
• It's a mere waste of time waiting any longer.再等下去纯粹是浪费时间。

3 binding   

有约束力的，有效的，应遵守的

参考例句：

• The contract was not signed and has no binding force. 合同没有签署因而没有约束力。
• Both sides have agreed that the arbitration will be binding. 双方都赞同仲裁具有约束力。

4 surmises   

v.臆测，推断( surmise的第三人称单数 )；揣测；猜想

参考例句：

• The detective is completely correct in his surmises. 这个侦探所推测的完全正确。 来自《简明英汉词典》
• As the reader probably surmises, a variety of interest tables exists. 正如读者可能推测的那样，存在着各种各样的利息表。 来自辞典例句

5 spoke   

n.（车轮的）辐条；轮辐；破坏某人的计划；阻挠某人的行动 v.讲，谈（speak的过去式）；说；演说；从某种观点来说

参考例句：

• They sourced the spoke nuts from our company.他们的轮辐螺帽是从我们公司获得的。
• The spokes of a wheel are the bars that connect the outer ring to the centre.辐条是轮子上连接外圈与中心的条棒。

6 poetic   

adj.富有诗意的，有诗人气质的，善于抒情的

参考例句：

• His poetic idiom is stamped with expressions describing group feeling and thought.他的诗中的措辞往往带有描写群体感情和思想的印记。
• His poetic novels have gone through three different historical stages.他的诗情小说创作经历了三个不同的历史阶段。

7 vows   

誓言( vow的名词复数 )； 郑重宣布，许愿

参考例句：

• Matrimonial vows are to show the faithfulness of the new couple. 婚誓体现了新婚夫妇对婚姻的忠诚。
• The nun took strait vows. 那位修女立下严格的誓愿。

8 intimacy   

n.熟悉，亲密，密切关系，亲昵的言行

参考例句：

• His claims to an intimacy with the President are somewhat exaggerated.他声称自己与总统关系密切，这有点言过其实。
• I wish there were a rule book for intimacy.我希望能有个关于亲密的规则。

9 giggle   

n.痴笑，咯咯地笑；v.咯咯地笑着说

参考例句：

• Both girls began to giggle.两个女孩都咯咯地笑了起来。
• All that giggle and whisper is too much for me.我受不了那些咯咯的笑声和交头接耳的样子。

10 admiration   

n.钦佩，赞美，羡慕

参考例句：

• He was lost in admiration of the beauty of the scene.他对风景之美赞不绝口。
• We have a great admiration for the gold medalists.我们对金牌获得者极为敬佩。

11 mischievous   

adj.调皮的，恶作剧的，有害的，伤人的

参考例句：

• He is a mischievous but lovable boy.他是一个淘气但可爱的小孩。
• A mischievous cur must be tied short.恶狗必须拴得短。

12 persistent   

adj.坚持不懈的，执意的；持续的

参考例句：

• Albert had a persistent headache that lasted for three days.艾伯特连续头痛了三天。
• She felt embarrassed by his persistent attentions.他不时地向她大献殷勤，使她很难为情。

13 smacking   

活泼的，发出响声的，精力充沛的

参考例句：

• He gave both of the children a good smacking. 他把两个孩子都狠揍了一顿。
• She inclined her cheek,and John gave it a smacking kiss. 她把头低下，约翰在她的脸上响亮的一吻。

14 exquisitely   

adv.精致地；强烈地；剧烈地；异常地

参考例句：

• He found her exquisitely beautiful. 他觉得她异常美丽。 来自《简明英汉词典》
• He wore an exquisitely tailored gray silk and accessories to match. 他穿的是做工非常考究的灰色绸缎衣服，还有各种配得很协调的装饰。 来自教父部分

15 perfectly   

adv.完美地，无可非议地，彻底地

参考例句：

• The witnesses were each perfectly certain of what they said.证人们个个对自己所说的话十分肯定。
• Everything that we're doing is all perfectly above board.我们做的每件事情都是光明正大的。

16 peculiar   

adj.古怪的，异常的；特殊的，特有的

参考例句：

• He walks in a peculiar fashion.他走路的样子很奇特。
• He looked at me with a very peculiar expression.他用一种很奇怪的表情看着我。

17 irony   

n.反语，冷嘲；具有讽刺意味的事，嘲弄

参考例句：

• She said to him with slight irony.她略带嘲讽地对他说。
• In her voice we could sense a certain tinge of irony.从她的声音里我们可以感到某种讥讽的意味。

18 alluded   

提及，暗指( allude的过去式和过去分词 )

参考例句：

• In your remarks you alluded to a certain sinister design. 在你的谈话中，你提到了某个阴谋。
• She also alluded to her rival's past marital troubles. 她还影射了对手过去的婚姻问题。

19 ironical   

adj.讽刺的，冷嘲的

参考例句：

• That is a summary and ironical end.那是一个具有概括性和讽刺意味的结局。
• From his general demeanour I didn't get the impression that he was being ironical.从他整体的行为来看，我不觉得他是在讲反话。

20 entangled   

adj.卷入的；陷入的；被缠住的；缠在一起的v.使某人（某物/自己）缠绕，纠缠于（某物中），使某人（自己）陷入（困难或复杂的环境中）( entangle的过去式和过去分词 )

参考例句：

• The bird had become entangled in the wire netting. 那只小鸟被铁丝网缠住了。
• Some military observers fear the US could get entangled in another war. 一些军事观察家担心美国会卷入另一场战争。 来自《简明英汉词典》

21 delightful   

adj.令人高兴的，使人快乐的

参考例句：

• We had a delightful time by the seashore last Sunday.上星期天我们在海滨玩得真痛快。
• Peter played a delightful melody on his flute.彼得用笛子吹奏了一支欢快的曲子。