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Book 8 Chapter 18
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MARYA DMITRYEVNA coming upon Sonya weeping in the corridor had forced her to confess everything. Snatching up Natasha's letter and reading it, Marya Dmitryevna went in to Natasha, with the letter in her hand.

“Vile girl, shameless hussy!” she said to her. “I won't hear a word!” Pushing aside Natasha, who gazed at her with amazed but tearless eyes, she locked her into the room, and giving orders to her gate porter to admit the persons who would be coming that evening, but not to allow them to pass out again, and giving her grooms1 orders to show those persons up to her, she seated herself in the drawing-room awaiting the abductors.

When Gavrilo came to announce to Marya Dmitryevna that the persons who had come had run away, she got up frowning, and clasping her hands behind her, walked a long while up and down through her rooms, pondering what she was to do. At midnight she walked towards Natasha's room, feeling the key in her pocket. Sonya was sitting sobbing3 in the corridor, “Marya Dmitryevna, do, for God's sake, let me go in to her!” she said.

Marya Dmitryevna, making her no reply, opened the door and went in. “Hateful, disgusting, in my house, the nasty hussy, only I'm sorry for her father!” Marya Dmitryevna was thinking, trying to allay4 her wrath5. “Hard as it may be, I will forbid any one to speak of it, and will conceal6 it from the count.” Marya Dmitryevna walked with resolute7 steps into the room.

Natasha was lying on the sofa; she had her head hidden in her hands and did not stir. She was lying in exactly the same position in which Marya Dmitryevna had left her.

“You're a nice girl, a very nice girl!” said Marya Dmitryevna. “Encouraging meetings with lovers in my house! There's no use in humbugging. You listen when I speak to you.” Marya Dmitryevna touched her on the arm. “You listen when I speak. You've disgraced yourself like the lowest wench. I don't know what I couldn't do to you, but I feel for your father. I will hide it from him.”

Natasha did not change her position, only her whole body began to writhe8 with noiseless, convulsive sobs9, which choked her. Marya Dmitryevna looked round at Sonya, and sat down on the edge of the sofa beside Natasha.

“It's lucky for him that he escaped me; but I'll get hold of him,” she said in her coarse voice. “Do you hear what I say, eh?” She put her big hand under Natasha's face, and turned it towards her. Both Marya Dmitryevna and Sonya were surprised when they saw Natasha's face. Her eyes were glittering and dry; her lips tightly compressed; her cheeks looked sunken.

“Let me be … what do I … I shall die.…” she articulated, with angry effort, tore herself away from Marya Dmitryevna, and fell back into the same attitude again.

“Natalya! …” said Marya Dmitryevna. “I wish for your good. Lie still; come, lie still like that then, I won't touch you, and listen.… I'm not going to tell you how wrongly you have acted. You know that yourself. But now your father's coming back to-morrow. What am I to tell him? Eh?”

Again Natasha's body heaved with sobs.

“Well, he will hear of it, your brother, your betrothed10!”

“I have no betrothed; I have refused him,” cried Natasha.

“That makes no difference,” pursued Marya Dmitryevna. “Well, they hear of it. Do you suppose they will let the matter rest? Suppose he— your father, I know him—if he challenges him to a duel11, will that be all right? Eh?”

“Oh, let me be; why did you hinder everything! Why? why? who asked you to?” cried Natasha, getting up from the sofa, and looking vindictively12 at Marya Dmitryevna.

“But what was it you wanted?” screamed Marya Dmitryevna, getting hot again. “Why, you weren't shut up, were you? Who hindered his coming to the house? Why carry you off, like some gypsy wench? … If he had carried you off, do you suppose they wouldn't have caught him? Your father, or brother, or betrothed? He's a wretch14, a scoundrel, that's what he is!”

“He's better than any of you,” cried Natasha, getting up. “If you hadn't meddled15 … O my God, what does it mean? Sonya, why did you? Go away! …” And she sobbed16 with a despair with which people only bewail a trouble they feel they have brought on themselves.

Marya Dmitryevna was beginning to speak again; but Natasha cried, “Go away, go away, you all hate me and despise me!” And she flung herself again on the sofa.

Marya Dmitryevna went on for some time longer lecturing Natasha, and urging on her that it must all be kept from the count, that no one would know anything of it if Natasha would only undertake to forget it all, and not to show a sign to any one of anything having happened. Natasha made no answer. She did not sob2 any more, but she was taken with shivering fits and trembling. Marya Dmitryevna put a pillow under her head, laid two quilts over her, and brought her some lime-flower water with her own hands; but Natasha made no response when she spoke17 to her.

“Well, let her sleep,” said Marya Dmitryevna, as she went out of the room, supposing her to be asleep. But Natasha was not asleep, her wide-open eyes gazed straight before her out of her pale face. All that night Natasha did not sleep, and did not weep, and said not a word to Sonya, who got up several times and went in to her.

Next day, at lunch time, as he had promised, Count Ilya Andreitch arrived from his estate in the environs. He was in very good spirits: he had come to terms with the purchaser, and there was nothing now to detain him in Moscow away from his countess, for whom he was pining. Marya Dmitryevna met him, and told him that Natasha had been very unwell on the previous day, that they had sent for a doctor, and that now she was better. Natasha did not leave her room that morning. With tightly shut, parched18 lips, and dry, staring eyes, she sat at the window uneasily watching the passers-by along the street, and hurriedly looking round at any one who entered her room. She was obviously expecting news of him, expecting that he would come himself or would write to her.

When the count went in to her, she turned uneasily at the sound of his manly19 tread, and her face resumed its previous cold and even vindictive13 expression. She did not even get up to meet him.

“What is it, my angel; are you ill?” asked the count.

Natasha was silent a moment.

“Yes, I am ill,” she answered.

In answer to the count's inquiries20 why she was depressed21 and whether anything had happened with her betrothed, she assured him that nothing had, and begged him not to be uneasy. Marya Dmitryevna confirmed Natasha's assurances that nothing had happened. From the pretence22 of illness, from his daughter's agitated23 state, and the troubled faces of Sonya and Marya Dmitryevna, the count saw clearly that something had happened in his absence. But it was so terrible to him to believe that anything disgraceful had happened to his beloved daughter, and he so prized his own cheerful serenity24, that he avoided inquiries and tried to assure himself that it was nothing very out of the way, and only grieved that her indisposition would delay their return to the country.


玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜碰见泪痕满面的索尼娅待在走廊里,她迫使她坦白地说出全部实况。玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜截获了娜塔莎的便条并在看完之后拿着便条去找娜塔莎。

“坏东西,不知羞耻的女人,”她对她说,“什么话我也不愿意听啊!”她推开用惊奇而冷漠的眼神凝视她的娜塔莎,把她锁起来,吩咐管院子的人让那些在今天晚上前来串门的人进入家门,但不准许他们出去,又吩咐仆人把他们带到她面前来,然后她就在客厅里坐下,等待那些拐骗妇女的人。

当加夫里洛走来禀告玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜,说那几个前来串门的人都溜走了,她才蹙起额角,站起来,把手抄在背后,踱来踱去,在屋里踱了很久,缜密地思考她该怎么办。在深夜十一点多钟,她用手摸摸口袋里的钥匙,就到娜塔莎房里去了。索尼娅坐在走廊里嚎啕大哭。

“玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜,看在上帝份上,让我进去看她吧!”她说。玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜没有回答她的话,打开房门,走进去了。“卑劣、下流……在我家中,有个坏姑娘……只是可怜她的父亲啊!”玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜力图息怒,心中想道。“无论有多大碍难,我仍然叮咛大家不要开腔,瞒着伯爵。”亚丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜迈着坚定的脚步走进房里去。娜塔莎用手蒙着头,一动不动地躺在沙发上。她躺的那个姿势还和玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜离开她身边时一样。“好,很好呀!”玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜说。“约一个情人在我家里幽会!用不着装假。我对你说话,你听下去。”玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜碰碰她的手。“我对你说话,你听下去。你这个最次的丫头,你丢了自己的脸。我原想整你一下子,可是我怜悯你父亲。我瞒着他。”娜塔莎没有改变姿势,但因抽搐时啜泣而使她浑身颤抖,哭泣得接不上气来。玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜回头望望索尼娅,然后便在娜塔莎身旁的沙发上坐下。

“他从我这儿逃走了,算他运气好,不过我能够把他找到,”她用粗嗓门说,“是不是听见我说话?”她把那只大手伸进娜塔莎的脸底下,使她转过身来。玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜和索尼娅看见娜塔莎的面孔都感到惊奇。她的眼睛闪闪发亮,显得冷淡,嘴唇痛起来,两颊塌陷了。

“不要管我……不要妨碍我……我……就要死去……”她说道,恼恨地从玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜手中挣脱出来,做出原来的姿势躺下去。

“娜塔莉娅!……”玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜说,“我惟愿你好。你继续躺着,就这么躺着,我决不碰你,你听着……我并不想说你有什么过错。你自己晓得。不过,眼看你父亲明天就会来,我对他说些什么呢?啊?”

娜塔莎又哭得浑身颤抖起来了。

“啊,他会知道,你哥哥,啊,未婚夫都会知道的!”

“我没有未婚夫,我已经拒绝他了。”娜塔莎说。

“反正一样,”玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜继续说,“万一他们知道了,他们会这样罢休吗?要知道,他——你父亲,我是知道他的,如果别人要求与他决斗,那样妥当吗?啊?”

“唉,你们不要管我,你们为什么样样事都要干扰!为什么?为什么?是谁请你们来着?”娜塔莎喊道,她从沙发上欠起身子,愤恨地盯着玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜。

“你究竟想要怎么样?”玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜又大发脾气,意外地提高嗓门喊道。“是不是有人把你关在房间里?有人阻扰他走到家里来吗?为什么要像拐骗茨冈女郎那样来拐骗你呢?……唔,即使他把你偷偷地带走了,你就会以为人家找不到他吗?你父亲,或者你哥哥,或者未婚夫都能找到他?他是个坏蛋,恶棍,就是这么一回事!”

“他比你们大家都更好,”娜塔莎欠起身子,忽然喊道。

“如果你们不干扰……哎呀,我的天!这是怎么一回事,这是怎么一回事!索尼娅,为什么呀?走开吧!……”她失望地嚎啕大哭,那些觉得自己是悲痛的根源的人才会如此失望地痛哭。玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜本来又要开口说话了,但是娜塔莎喊叫起来:“都走开吧,都走开吧,你们仇视我,蔑视我吧!”她又急忙倒在沙发上。

玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜还继续规劝娜塔莎,并且向暗示,要把这一切瞒着伯爵;只要娜塔莎保证忘记这一切,在任何人面前对发生的事情不露声色,那么就没有人会知道任何情况。娜塔莎没有回答。她不再嚎啕大哭,但是她觉得周身发冷,冷得打战。玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜给她垫上一个枕头,盖上两床棉被,还亲自给她拿来菩提树花,但是娜塔莎没有应声回答。

“喂,让她睡吧,”玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜说道,她以为她睡着了,便离开她的住房。但是娜塔莎没有入睡,她瞪大那苍白脸上的一双凝滞不动的眼睛正视前方。娜塔莎彻夜没有睡觉,没有啜泣,也不和索尼娅说话,索尼娅起来好几回,走到她跟前。

第二天,正如伊利亚·安德烈伊奇伯爵答应的那样,快用早膳的时候,他从莫斯科近郊领地回来了。他非常快活,他和买主的这笔生意已经谈妥了,此时没有什么事使他要在莫斯科滞留,离开他所想念的伯爵夫人去过别离生活。玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜迎接他,并且对他说,娜塔莎昨天觉得很不舒服,派人去延请大夫,现在好些了。这天早上娜塔莎没有从房里走出来。她瘪着干裂的嘴唇,睁开一对哭干眼泪的、滞然不动的眼睛,坐在窗口,焦急不安地注视街上的过往行人,慌张地回头望着向她房里走来的人。显然她正在等待他的消息,等待他亲自驱车前来,或者给她写封信。

当伯爵向她走来的时候,她听见他那男人的步履声,于是就激动不安地转过身来,她的脸上带着从前那样冷漠的、甚至是凶恶的表情。她甚至没有站立起来迎接他。

“怎么,我的安琪儿,病了么?”伯爵问道。

娜塔莎沉默片刻。

“是的,我病了。”她回答。

伯爵焦虑不安地问到,为什么她这样沮丧,是不是她的未婚夫出了什么事,她叫伯爵相信没有发生什么事,并且请他放下心来。玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜向伯爵证实了娜塔莎劝他相信的话,她说没有发生什么事。伯爵从女儿的假病、她的心绪欠佳、并从索尼娅和玛丽亚·德米特里耶夫娜的腼腆的面部表情,清楚地看出,他不在家的时候想必出了什么事,但他觉得可怕的是,他心里想到他所喜爱的女儿发生了什么可耻的事,但他很喜欢保持平静的愉快的心绪,他于是回避诘问,尽量使自己相信,没有发生什么特殊的事情,只不过使他感到遗憾的是,他的女儿的身体欠适,他们下乡的行期就要推迟了。


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1 grooms b9d1c7c7945e283fe11c0f1d27513083     
n.新郎( groom的名词复数 );马夫v.照料或梳洗(马等)( groom的第三人称单数 );使做好准备;训练;(给动物)擦洗
参考例句:
  • Plender end Wilcox became joint grooms of the chambers. 普伦德和威尔科克斯成为共同的贴身侍从。 来自辞典例句
  • Egypt: Families, rather than grooms, propose to the bride. 埃及:在埃及,由新郎的家人,而不是新郎本人,向新娘求婚。 来自互联网
2 sob HwMwx     
n.空间轨道的轰炸机;呜咽,哭泣
参考例句:
  • The child started to sob when he couldn't find his mother.孩子因找不到他妈妈哭了起来。
  • The girl didn't answer,but continued to sob with her head on the table.那个女孩不回答,也不抬起头来。她只顾低声哭着。
3 sobbing df75b14f92e64fc9e1d7eaf6dcfc083a     
<主方>Ⅰ adj.湿透的
参考例句:
  • I heard a child sobbing loudly. 我听见有个孩子在呜呜地哭。
  • Her eyes were red with recent sobbing. 她的眼睛因刚哭过而发红。
4 allay zxIzJ     
v.消除,减轻(恐惧、怀疑等)
参考例句:
  • The police tried to allay her fears but failed.警察力图减轻她的恐惧,但是没有收到什么效果。
  • They are trying to allay public fears about the spread of the disease.他们正竭力减轻公众对这种疾病传播的恐惧。
5 wrath nVNzv     
n.愤怒,愤慨,暴怒
参考例句:
  • His silence marked his wrath. 他的沉默表明了他的愤怒。
  • The wrath of the people is now aroused. 人们被激怒了。
6 conceal DpYzt     
v.隐藏,隐瞒,隐蔽
参考例句:
  • He had to conceal his identity to escape the police.为了躲避警方,他只好隐瞒身份。
  • He could hardly conceal his joy at his departure.他几乎掩饰不住临行时的喜悦。
7 resolute 2sCyu     
adj.坚决的,果敢的
参考例句:
  • He was resolute in carrying out his plan.他坚决地实行他的计划。
  • The Egyptians offered resolute resistance to the aggressors.埃及人对侵略者作出坚决的反抗。
8 writhe QMvzJ     
vt.挣扎,痛苦地扭曲;vi.扭曲,翻腾,受苦;n.翻腾,苦恼
参考例句:
  • They surely writhe under this pressure.他们肯定对这种压力感到苦恼。
  • Her words made him writhe with shame.她的话使他惭愧地感到浑身不自在。
9 sobs d4349f86cad43cb1a5579b1ef269d0cb     
啜泣(声),呜咽(声)( sob的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • She was struggling to suppress her sobs. 她拼命不让自己哭出来。
  • She burst into a convulsive sobs. 她突然抽泣起来。
10 betrothed betrothed     
n. 已订婚者 动词betroth的过去式和过去分词
参考例句:
  • She is betrothed to John. 她同约翰订了婚。
  • His daughter was betrothed to a teacher. 他的女儿同一个教师订了婚。
11 duel 2rmxa     
n./v.决斗;(双方的)斗争
参考例句:
  • The two teams are locked in a duel for first place.两个队为争夺第一名打得难解难分。
  • Duroy was forced to challenge his disparager to duel.杜洛瓦不得不向诋毁他的人提出决斗。
12 vindictively qe6zv3     
adv.恶毒地;报复地
参考例句:
  • He plotted vindictively against his former superiors. 他策划着要对他原来的上司进行报复。 来自互联网
  • His eyes snapped vindictively, while his ears joyed in the sniffles she emitted. 眼睛一闪一闪放出惩罚的光,他听见地抽泣,心里更高兴。 来自互联网
13 vindictive FL3zG     
adj.有报仇心的,怀恨的,惩罚的
参考例句:
  • I have no vindictive feelings about it.我对此没有恶意。
  • The vindictive little girl tore up her sister's papers.那个充满报复心的小女孩撕破了她姐姐的作业。
14 wretch EIPyl     
n.可怜的人,不幸的人;卑鄙的人
参考例句:
  • You are really an ungrateful wretch to complain instead of thanking him.你不但不谢他,还埋怨他,真不知好歹。
  • The dead husband is not the dishonoured wretch they fancied him.死去的丈夫不是他们所想象的不光彩的坏蛋。
15 meddled 982e90620b7d0b2256cdf4782c24285e     
v.干涉,干预(他人事务)( meddle的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • Someone has meddled with the photographs I laid out so carefully. 有人把我精心布置的照片弄乱了。 来自辞典例句
  • The gifts of charity meddled with a man's private affair. 慈善团体的帮助实际上是干涉私人的事务。 来自互联网
16 sobbed 4a153e2bbe39eef90bf6a4beb2dba759     
哭泣,啜泣( sob的过去式和过去分词 ); 哭诉,呜咽地说
参考例句:
  • She sobbed out the story of her son's death. 她哭诉着她儿子的死。
  • She sobbed out the sad story of her son's death. 她哽咽着诉说她儿子死去的悲惨经过。
17 spoke XryyC     
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
参考例句:
  • They sourced the spoke nuts from our company.他们的轮辐螺帽是从我们公司获得的。
  • The spokes of a wheel are the bars that connect the outer ring to the centre.辐条是轮子上连接外圈与中心的条棒。
18 parched 2mbzMK     
adj.焦干的;极渴的;v.(使)焦干
参考例句:
  • Hot winds parched the crops.热风使庄稼干透了。
  • The land in this region is rather dry and parched.这片土地十分干燥。
19 manly fBexr     
adj.有男子气概的;adv.男子般地,果断地
参考例句:
  • The boy walked with a confident manly stride.这男孩以自信的男人步伐行走。
  • He set himself manly tasks and expected others to follow his example.他给自己定下了男子汉的任务,并希望别人效之。
20 inquiries 86a54c7f2b27c02acf9fcb16a31c4b57     
n.调查( inquiry的名词复数 );疑问;探究;打听
参考例句:
  • He was released on bail pending further inquiries. 他获得保释,等候进一步调查。
  • I have failed to reach them by postal inquiries. 我未能通过邮政查询与他们取得联系。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
21 depressed xu8zp9     
adj.沮丧的,抑郁的,不景气的,萧条的
参考例句:
  • When he was depressed,he felt utterly divorced from reality.他心情沮丧时就感到完全脱离了现实。
  • His mother was depressed by the sad news.这个坏消息使他的母亲意志消沉。
22 pretence pretence     
n.假装,作假;借口,口实;虚伪;虚饰
参考例句:
  • The government abandoned any pretence of reform. 政府不再装模作样地进行改革。
  • He made a pretence of being happy at the party.晚会上他假装很高兴。
23 agitated dzgzc2     
adj.被鼓动的,不安的
参考例句:
  • His answers were all mixed up,so agitated was he.他是那样心神不定,回答全乱了。
  • She was agitated because her train was an hour late.她乘坐的火车晚点一个小时,她十分焦虑。
24 serenity fEzzz     
n.宁静,沉着,晴朗
参考例句:
  • Her face,though sad,still evoked a feeling of serenity.她的脸色虽然悲伤,但仍使人感觉安详。
  • She escaped to the comparative serenity of the kitchen.她逃到相对安静的厨房里。


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