After a stormy passage in life comes a long calm, preceding, perhaps, another storm. I must pass rapidly over several years.
Thurston was a new being. He resolved to devote his time, talents and means, first of all to carrying on and perfecting those works of education and reform started by Marian in his own neighborhood.
But this was a very mournful consolation2, for in every thought and act of the whole work, the memory of Marian was so intimately woven, that her loss was felt with double keenness. Every effort was doubly difficult; every obstacle was doubly great; every discouragement doubly hopeless, because she was not there with her very presence inspiring hope and energy—and every success was robbed of its joy, because she was not there to rejoice with him. He missed her in all things; he missed her everywhere. Solitude3 had fallen upon all the earth from which she had passed away. Because her face was gone, all other faces were repulsive4 to his sight; because her voice was silent, all other voices were discordant5 to his ear; because her love was impossible, all other friendships and affections were repugnant to his heart; and Thurston, young, handsome, accomplished6 and wealthy, became a silent and lonely man.
The estate left by old Cloudesley Willcoxen had exceeded even the reports of his hoarded7 wealth. The whole estate, real and personal, was bequeathed to his eldest8 grandson, Thurston Willcoxen, upon the sole condition that it should not be divided.
Dell-Delight, with its natural beauties, was a home that wealth could convert into a material paradise. Once it had been one of Thurston's happiest dreams to adorn9 and beautify the matchless spot, and make it worthy10 of Marian, its intended mistress. Now he could not bear to think of those plans of home-beauty and happiness so interwoven with fond thoughts of her. So poignant11 were the wounds of association, that he could scarcely endure to remain in a neighborhood so filled with reminiscences of her; and he must have fled the scene, and taken refuge from memory in foreign travel, had he suffered from bereavement12 and sorrow only; but he was tortured by remorse13, and remorse demands to suffer and to atone14 for sin. And, therefore, though it spiritually seemed like being bound to a wheel and broken by its every turn, he was true to his resolution to remain in the county and devote his time, wealth, and abilities to the completion of Marian's unfinished works of benevolence15.
Dell-Delight remained unaltered. He could not bear to make it beautiful, since Marian could not enjoy its beauty. Only such changes were made as were absolutely necessary in organizing his little household. A distant relative, a middle-aged16 lady of exemplary piety17, but of reduced fortune, was engaged to come and preside at his table, and take charge of Miriam's education, for Miriam was established at Dell-Delight. It is true that Mrs. Waugh would have wished this arrangement otherwise. She would have preferred to have the orphan18 girl with herself, but Commodore Waugh would not even hear of Miriam's coming to Luckenough with any patience—"For if her mother had married 'Grim,' none of these misfortunes would have happened," he said.
Even Jacquelina had been forced to fly from Luckenough; no one knew wither19; some said that she had run away; some knew that she had retired20 to a convent; some said only to escape the din1 and turmoil21 of the world, and find rest to her soul in a few months or years of quiet and silence, and some said she had withdrawn22 for the purpose of taking the vows23 and becoming a nun24. Mrs. Waugh knew all about it, but she said nothing, except to discourage inquiry25 upon the subject. In the midst of the speculation26 following Jacquelina's disappearance27, Cloudesley Mornington had come home. He staid a day or two at Luckenough, a week at Dell-Delight, and then took himself, with his broken heart, off from the neighborhood, and got ordered upon a distant and active service.
There were also other considerations that rendered it desirable for Miriam to reside at Dell-Delight, rather than at Luckenough: Commodore Waugh would have made a terrible guardian28 to a child so lately used to the blessedness of a home with her mother—and withal, so shy and sensitive as to breathe freely only in an atmosphere of peace and affection, and Luckenough would have supplied a dark, and dreary29 home for her whose melancholy30 temperament31 and recent bereavements rendered change of scene and the companionship of other children, absolute necessities. It was for these several reasons that Mrs. Waugh was forced to consent that Thurston should carry his little adopted daughter to his own home. Thurston's household consisted now of himself, Mrs. Morris, his housekeeper32; Alice Morris, her daughter; Paul Douglass, his own half-brother; poor Fanny, and lastly, Miriam.
Mrs. Morris was a lady of good family, but decayed fortune, of sober years and exemplary piety. In closing her terms with Mr. Willcoxen, her one great stipulation33 had been that she should bring her daughter, whom she declared to be too "young and giddy" to be trusted out of her own sight, even to a good boarding school.
Mr. Willcoxen expressed himself rather pleased than otherwise at the prospect34 of Miriam's having a companion, and so the engagement was closed.
Alice Morris was a hearty35, cordial, blooming hoyden36, really about ten or eleven years of age, but seeming from her fine growth and proportions, at least thirteen or fourteen.
Paul Douglass was a fine, handsome, well-grown boy of fourteen, with an open, manly37 forehead, shaded with clustering, yellow curls, as soft and silky as a girl's, and a full, beaming, merry blue eye, whose flashing glances were the most mirth-provoking to all upon whom they chanced to light. Paul was, and ever since his first arrival in the house had been, "the life of the family." His merry laugh and shout were the pleasantest sounds in all the precincts of Dell-Delight. When Paul first heard that there was to be an invasion of "women and girls" into Dell-Delight, he declared he had rather there had been an irruption of the Goths and Vandals at once—for if there were any folks he could not get along with, they were "the gals38." Besides which, he was sure now to have the coldest seat around the fire, the darkest place at the table, the backward ride in the carriage, and to get the necks of chickens and the tails of fishes for his share of the dinner. Boys were always put upon by the girls, and sorry enough he was, he said, that any were coming to the house. And he vowed39 a boyish vow—"by thunder and lightning"—that he would torment40 the girls to the very best of his ability.
Girls, forsooth! girls coming to live there day and night, and eat, and drink, and sleep, and sit, and sew, and walk up and down through the halls, and parlors42, and chambers43 of Dell-Delight—girls, with their airs, and affectations, and pretensions44, and exactions—girls—pah! the idea was perfectly45 disgusting and offensive. He really did wonder at "Brother," but then he already considered "Brother" something of an old bachelor, and old bachelors would be queer.
But Thurston well knew how to smite46 the rock, and open the fountain of sympathy in the lad's heart. He said nothing in reply to the boy's saucy47 objections, but on the evening that little Miriam arrived, he beckoned48 Paul into the parlor41, where the child sat, alone, and pointing her out to him, said in a low tone:
"Look at her; she has lost all her friends—she has just come from her mother's grave—she is strange, and sad, and lonesome. Go, try to amuse her."
"I'm going to her, though I hardly know how," replied the lad, moving toward the spot where the abstracted child sat deeply musing49.
"Miriam! Is that your name," he asked, by way of opening the conversation.
"Yes," replied the child, very softly and shyly.
"It's a very heathenish—oh, Lord!—I mean it's a very pretty name is Miriam, it's a Bible name, too. I don't know but what it's a saint's name also."
The little girl made no reply, and the boy felt at a loss what to say next. After fidgeting from one foot to the other he began again.
"Miriam, shall I show you my books—Scott's poems, and the Waverley novels, and Milton's Paradise, and—"
"No, I thank you," interrupted the girl, uneasily.
"Well, would you like to see my pictures—two volumes of engravings, and a portfolio50 full of sketches51?"
"No, thank you."
"Shall I bring you my drawer full of minerals? I have got—"
"I don't want them, please."
"Well, then, would you like the dried bugs52? I've got whole cards of them under a glass case, and—"
"I don't want them either, please."
"Dear me! I have not got anything else to amuse you with. What do you want?" exclaimed Paul, and he walked off in high dudgeon.
The next day fortune favored Paul in his efforts to please Miriam. He had a tame white rabbit, and he thought that the child would like it for a pet—so he got up very early in the morning, and washed the rabbit "clean as a new penny," and put it under a new box to get dry while he rode to C—— and bought a blue ribbon to tie around its neck. This jaunt53 made Paul very late at breakfast, but he felt rewarded when afterward54 he gave the rabbit to old Jenny, and asked her to give it to the little girl—and when he heard the latter say—"Oh, what a pretty little thing! tell Paul, thanky!" After this, by slow degrees, he was enabled to approach "the little blackbird" without alarming her. And after a while he coaxed55 her to take a row in his little boat, and a ride on his little pony—always qualifying his attentions by saying that he did not like girls as a general thing, but that she was different from others. And Mr. Willcoxen witnessed, with much satisfaction, the growing friendship between the girl and boy, for they were the two creatures in the world who divided all the interest he felt in life. The mutual56 effect of the children upon each other's characters was very beneficent; the gay and joyous57 spirits of Paul continually charmed Miriam away from those fits of melancholy, to which she was by temperament and circumstances a prey58, while the little girl's shyness and timidity taught Paul to tame his own boisterous59 manners for her sake.
Mrs. Waugh had not forgotten her young protége. She came as often as possible to Dell-Delight, to inquire after the health and progress of the little girl.
It is not to be supposed, in any neighborhood where there existed managing mammas and unmarried daughters, that a young gentleman, handsome, accomplished, wealthy, and of good repute, should remain unmolested in his bachelorhood. Indeed, the matrons and maidens60 of his own circle seemed to think themselves individually aggrieved61 by the young heir's mode of life. And many were the dinners and evening parties got up for his sake, in vain, for to their infinite disgust, Thurston always returned an excuse instead of an acceptance.
At length the wounded self-esteem of the community received a healing salve, in the form of a report that Mr. Willcoxen had withdrawn from the gay world, in order the better to prepare himself for the Christian62 ministry63. A report that, in twelve months, received its confirmation64 in the well established fact that Thurston Willcoxen was a candidate for holy orders.
And in the meantime the young guardian did not neglect his youthful charge, but in strict interpretation65 of his assumed duties of guardianship66, he had taken the education of the girl and boy under his own personal charge.
"Many hard-working ministers of the Gospel have received pupils to educate for hire. Why may not I, with more time at my command, reserve the privilege of educating my own adopted son and daughter," he said, and acting67 upon that thought, had fitted up a little school-room adjoining his library, where, in the presence of Mrs. Morris, Miriam and Paul pursued their studies, Mrs. Morris hearing such recitations as lay within her province, and Mr. Willcoxen attending to the classical and mathematical branches. Thus passed many months, and every month the hearts of the children were knitted closer to each other and to their guardian.
And Thurston Willcoxen "grew in favor, with God and man." His name became the synonym68 for integrity, probity69 and philanthropy. He built a church and a free-school, and supported both at his own expense. In the third year after entering upon his inheritance, he was received into holy orders; and two years after, he was elected pastor70 of his native parish. Thus time went by, and brought at length the next eventful epoch71 of our domestic history—that upon which Miriam completed her sixteenth year.
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