After I had answered these questions in all modesty1, with great sincerity2, and most naively3: "Very well," said the monk4, rising and taking me by the hand, "come, my child, tomorrow I shall procure6 you the sweet satisfaction of communing at the feet of the image you have come to visit; let us begin by supplying your primary needs," and he led me toward the depths of the church....
"Why!" said I, sensing a vague inquietude arise in me despite myself, "what is this, Father? Why are we going inside?"
"And where else, my charming pilgrim?" answered the monk, introducing me into the sacristy. "Do you really fear to spend the night with four saintly anchorites? Oh, we shall find the means to succor7 you, my dearest angel, and if we do not procure you very great pleasures, you will at least serve ours in their most extreme amplitude8." These words sent a thrill of horror through me; I burst out in a cold sweat, I fell to shivering; it was night, no light guided our footsteps, my terrified imagination raised up the specter of death brandishing9 its scythe10 over my head; my knees were buckling11... and at this point a sudden shift occurred in the monk's speech. He jerked me upright and hissed12:
"Whore, pick up your feet and get along; no complaints, don't try resistance, not here, it would be useless."
These cruel words restore my strength, I sense that if I falter13 I am doomed14, I straighten myself. "O Heaven!" I say to the traitor15, "must I then be once again my good sentiments' victim, must the desire to approach what is most respectable in Religion be once again punished as a crime..."
We continue to walk, we enter obscure byways, I know not where I am, where I am going. I was advancing a pace ahead of Dom Severino; his breathing was labored16, words flowed incoherently from his lips, one might have thought he was drunk; now and again he stopped me, twined his left arm about my waist while his right hand, sliding beneath my skirts from the rear, wandered impudently17 over that unseemly part of ourselves which, likening us to men, is the unique object of the homages of those who prefer that sex for their shameful18 pleasures. Several times the libertine19 even dared apply his mouth to these areas' most secluded20 lair21; and then we recommenced our march. A stairway appears before us; we climb thirty steps or forty, a door opens, brightness dazzles my eyes, we emerge into a charmingly appointed, magnificently illuminated22 room; there, I see three monks23 and four girls grouped around a table served by four other women, completely naked. At the spectacle I recoil24, trembling; Severino shoves me forward over the threshold and I am in the room with him.
"Gentlemen," says he as we enter, "allow me to present you with one of the veritable wonders of the world, a Lucretia who simultaneously25 carries upon her shoulder the mark stigmatizing26 girls who are of evil repute, and, in her conscience, all the candor27, all the naivete of a virgin28.... One lone29 violation30, friends, and that six years ago; hence, practically a vestal... indeed, I do give her to you as such... the most beautiful, moreover... Oh Clement31! how that cheerless countenance32 of yours will light up when you fall to work on those handsome masses... what elasticity33, my good fellow! what rosiness34!"
"Ah, fuck!" cried the half-intoxicated Clement, getting to his feet and lurching toward me: "we are pleasantly met, and let us verify the facts."
I will leave you for the briefest possible time in suspense35 about my situation, Madame, said Therese, but the necessity to portray36 these other persons in whose midst I discovered myself obliges me to interrupt the thread of my story. You have been made acquainted with Dom Severino, you suspect what may be his predilections37; alas38, in these affairs his depravation was such he had never tasted other pleasures and what an inconsistency in Nature's operations was here! for with the bizarre fantasy of choosing none but the straiter path, this monster was outfitted39 with faculties40 so gigantic that even the broadest thoroughfares would still have appeared too narrow for him.
As for Clement, he has been drawn41 for you already. To the superficies I have delineated, join ferocity, a disposition42 to sarcasm43, the most dangerous roguishness, intemperance44 in every point, a mordant45, satirical mind, a corrupt46 heart, the cruel tastes Rodin displayed with his young charges, no feelings, no delicacy47, no religion, the temperament48 of one who for five years had not been in a state to procure himself other joys than those for which savagery49 gave him an appetite and you have there the most complete characterization of this horrid50 man.
Antonin, the third protagonist51 in these detestable orgies, was forty; small, slight of frame but very vigorous, as formidably organized as Severino and almost as wicked as Clement; an enthusiast52 of that colleague's pleasures, but giving himself over to them with a somewhat less malignant53 intention; for while Clement, when exercising this curious mania54, had no objective but to vex55, to tyrannize a woman, and could not enjoy her in any other way, Antonin using it with delight in all its natural purity, had recourse to the flagellative aspect only in order to give additional fire and further energy to her whom he was honoring with his favors. In a word, one was brutal56 by taste, the other by refinement57.
Jerome, the eldest58 of the four recluses59, was also the most debauched; every taste, every passion, every one of the most bestial60 irregularities were combined in this monk's soul; to the caprices rampant61 in the others, he joined that of loving to receive what his comrades distributed amongst the girls, and if he gave (which frequently happened), it was always upon condition of being treated likewise in his turn: all the temples of Venus were, what was more, as one to him, but his powers were beginning to decline and for several years he had preferred that which, requiring no effort of the agent, left to the patient the task of arousing the sensations and of producing the ecstasy62. The mouth was his favorite temple, the shrine63 where he liked best to offer, and while he was in the pursuit of those choice pleasures, he would keep a second woman active: she warmed him with the lash64. This man's character was quite as cunning, quite as wicked as that of the others; in whatever shape or aspect vice65 could exhibit itself, certain it was immediately to find a spectator in this infernal household. You will understand it more easily, Madame, if I explain how the society was organized. Prodigious66 funds had been poured by the Order into this obscene institution, it had been in existence for above a century, and had always been inhabited by the four richest monks, the most powerful in the Order's hierarchy67, they of the highest birth and of a libertinage68 of sufficient moment to require burial in this obscure retreat, the disclosure of whose secret was well provided against as my further explanations will cause you to see in the sequel; but let us return to the portraits.
The eight girls who were present at the supper were so much separated by age I cannot describe them collectively, but only one by one; that they were so unlike with respect to their years astonished me I will speak first of the youngest and continue in order.
This youngest one of the girls was scarcely ten: pretty but irregular features, a look of humiliation69 because of her fate, an air of sorrow and trepidation70.
The second was fifteen: the same trouble written over her countenance, a quality of modesty degraded, but a bewitching face, of considerable interest all in all.
The third was twenty: pretty as a picture, the loveliest blond hair; fine, regular, gentle features; she appeared less restive71, more broken to the saddle.
The fourth was thirty: she was one of the most beautiful women imaginable; candor, quality, decency72 in her bearing, and all a gentle spirit's virtues73.
The fifth was a girl of thirty-six, six months pregnant; dark- haired, very lively, with beautiful eyes, but having, so it seemed to me, lost all remorse75, all decency, all restraint.
The sixth was of the same age: a tall creature of grandiose76 proportions, a true giantess, fair of face but whose figure was already ruined in excess flesh; when I first saw her she was naked, and I was readily able to notice that not one part of her body was unstamped by signs of the brutality77 of those villains78 whose pleasures her unlucky star had fated her to serve.
The seventh and eighth were two very lovely women of about forty.
Let us continue with the story of my arrival in this impure79 place.
I did tell you that no sooner had I entered than each one approached me: Clement was the most brazen80, his foul81 lips were soon glued to my mouth; I twisted away in horror, but I was advised all resistance was pure affectation, pretense82, and useless; I should do best by imitating my companions.
"You may without difficulty imagine," declared Dom Severino, "that a recalcitrant83 attitude will be to no purpose in this inaccessible84 retreat. You have, you say, undergone much suffering; but that greatest of all woes85 a virtuous86 girl can know is yet missing from the catalogue of your troubles. Is it not high time that lofty pride be humbled87? and may one still expect to be nearly a virgin at twenty- two? You see about you companions who, upon entering here, like yourself thought to resist and who, as prudence88 will bid you to do, ended by submitting when they noticed that stubbornness could lead them to incur89 penalties; for I might just as well declare to you, Therese," the superior continued, showing me scourges90, ferules, withes, cords, and a thousand other instruments of torture, "yes, you might just as well know it: there you see what we use upon unmanageable girls; decide whether you wish to be convinced. What do you expect to find here? Mercy? we know it not; humaneness91? our sole pleasure is the violation of its laws. Religion? 'tis as naught92 to us, our contempt for it grows the better acquainted with it we become; allies... kin5... friends... judges? there's none of that in this place, dear girl, you will discover nothing but cruelty, egoism, and the most sustained debauchery and impiety93. The completest submissiveness is your lot, and that is all; cast a glance about the impenetrable asylum94 which shelters you: never has an outsider invaded these premises95: the monastery96 could be taken, searched, sacked, and burned, and this retreat would still be perfectly97 safe from discovery: we are in an isolated98 outbuilding, as good as buried within the six walls of incredible thickness surrounding us entirely99, and here you are, my child, in the midst of four libertines100 who surely have no inclination101 to spare you and whom your entreaties102, your tears, your speeches, your genuflections, and your outcries will only further inflame103. To whom then will you have recourse? to what? Will it be to that God you have just implored104 with such earnestness and who, by way of reward for your fervor105, only precipitates106 you into further snares107, each more fatal than the last? to that illusory God we ourselves outrage108 all day long by insulting his vain commandments?... And so, Therese, you conceive that there is no power, of whatever species you may suppose, which could possibly deliver you out of our hands, and there is neither in the category of things real nor in that of miracles, any sort of means which might permit you successfully to retain this virtue74 you yet glory in; which might, in fine, prevent you from becoming, in every sense and in every manner, the prey109 of the libidinous110 excesses to which we, all four of us, are going to abandon ourselves with you... Therefore, little slut, off with your clothes, offer your body to our lusts111, let it be soiled by them instantly or the severest treatment will prove to you what risks a wretch112 like yourself runs by disobeying us."
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