Of the inward life
The kingdom of God is within you,1 saith the Lord. Turn thee with all thine heart to the Lord and forsake1 this miserable2 world, and thou shalt find rest unto thy soul. Learn to despise outward things and to give thyself to things inward, and thou shalt see the kingdom of God come within thee. For the kingdom of God is peace and joy in the Holy Ghost, and it is not given to the wicked. Christ will come to thee, and show thee His consolation3, if thou prepare a worthy4 mansion5 for Him within thee. All His glory and beauty is from within, and there it pleaseth Him to dwell. He often visiteth the inward man and holdeth with him sweet discourse6, giving him soothing7 consolation, much peace, friendship exceeding wonderful.
2. Go to, faithful soul, prepare thy heart for this bridegroom that he may vouchsafe8 to come to thee and dwell within thee, for so He saith, if any man loveth me he will keep my words: and my Father will love him, and we will come unto him and make our abode9 with him.2 Give, therefore, place to Christ and refuse entrance to all others. When thou hast Christ, thou art rich, and hast sufficient. He shall be thy provider and faithful watchman in all things, so that thou hast no need to trust in men, for men soon change and swiftly pass away, but Christ remaineth for ever and standeth by us firmly even to the end.
3. There is no great trust to be placed in a frail10 and mortal man, even though he be useful and dear to us, neither should much sorrow arise within us if sometimes he oppose and contradict us. They who are on thy side today, may tomorrow be against thee, and often are they turned round like the wind. Put thy whole trust in God and let Him be thy fear and thy love, He will answer for thee Himself, and will do for thee what is best. Here hast thou no continuing city,3 and wheresoever thou art, thou art a stranger and a pilgrim, and thou shalt never have rest unless thou art closely united to Christ within thee.
4. Why dost thou cast thine eyes hither and thither11, since this is not the place of thy rest? In heaven ought thy habitation to be, and all earthly things should be looked upon as it were in the passing by. All things pass away and thou equally with them. Look that thou cleave12 not to them lest thou be taken with them and perish. Let thy contemplation be on the Most High, and let thy supplication13 be directed unto Christ without ceasing. If thou canst not behold14 high and heavenly things, rest thou in the passion of Christ and dwell willingly in His sacred wounds. For if thou devoutly15 fly to the wounds of Jesus, and the precious marks of the nails and the spear, thou shalt find great comfort in tribulation16, nor will the slights of men trouble thee much, and thou wilt17 easily bear their unkind words.
5. Christ also, when He was in the world, was despised and rejected of men, and in His greatest necessity was left by His acquaintance and friends to bear these reproaches. Christ was willing to suffer and be despised, and darest thou complain of any? Christ had adversaries18 and gainsayers, and dost thou wish to have all men thy friends and benefactors19? Whence shall thy patience attain20 her crown if no adversity befall thee? If thou art unwilling21 to suffer any adversity, how shalt thou be the friend of Christ? Sustain thyself with Christ and for Christ if thou wilt reign22 with Christ.
6. If thou hadst once entered into the mind of Jesus, and hadst tasted yea even a little of his tender love, then wouldst thou care nought23 for thine own convenience or inconvenience, but wouldst rather rejoice at trouble brought upon thee, because the love of Jesus maketh a man to despise himself. He who loveth Jesus, and is inwardly true and free from inordinate24 affections, is able to turn himself readily unto God, and to rise above himself in spirit, and to enjoy fruitful peace.
7. He who knoweth things as they are and not as they are said or seem to be, he truly is wise, and is taught of God more than of men. He who knoweth how to walk from within, and to set little value upon outward things, requireth not places nor waiteth for seasons, for holding his intercourse25 with God. The inward man quickly recollecteth himself, because he is never entirely26 given up to outward things. No outward labour and no necessary occupations stand in his way, but as events fall out, so doth he fit himself to them. He who is rightly disposed and ordered within careth not for the strange and perverse27 conduct of men. A man is hindered and distracted in so far as he is moved by outward things.
8. If it were well with thee, and thou wert purified from evil, all things would work together for thy good and profiting. For this cause do many things displease28 thee and often trouble thee, that thou art not yet perfectly29 dead to thyself nor separated from all earthly things. Nothing so defileth and entangleth the heart of man as impure30 love towards created things. If thou rejectest outward comfort thou wilt be able to contemplate31 heavenly things and frequently to be joyful32 inwardly.
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vt.遗弃,抛弃;舍弃,放弃 | |
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adj.悲惨的,痛苦的;可怜的,糟糕的 | |
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n.安慰,慰问 | |
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n.论文,演说;谈话;话语;vi.讲述,著述 | |
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adj.慰藉的;使人宽心的;镇静的 | |
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v.惠予,准许 | |
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v.(clave;cleaved)粘着,粘住;坚持;依恋 | |
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vt.盘算,计议;周密考虑;注视,凝视 | |
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