Of the proving of the true lover
“My Son, thou art not yet strong and prudent1 in thy love.”
2. Wherefore, O my Lord?
3. “Because for a little opposition2 thou fallest away from thy undertakings3, and too eagerly seekest after consolation4. The strong lover standeth fast in temptations, and believeth not the evil persuasions5 of the enemy. As in prosperity I please him, so in adversity I do not displease6.
4. “The prudent lover considereth not the gift of the lover so much as the love of the giver. He looketh for the affection more than the value, and setteth all gifts lower than the Beloved. The noble lover resteth not in the gift, but in Me above every gift.
5. “All is not lost, though thou sometimes think of Me or of My saints, less than thou shouldest desire. That good and sweet affection which thou sometimes perceivest is the effect of present grace and some foretaste of the heavenly country; but hereon thou must not too much depend, for it goeth and cometh. But to strive against the evil motions of the mind which come to us, and to resist the suggestions of the devil, is a token of virtue7 and great merit.
6. “Therefore let not strange fancies disturb thee, whencesoever they arise. Bravely observe thy purpose and thy upright intentions towards God. It is not an illusion when thou art sometimes suddenly carried away into rapture8, and then suddenly art brought back to the wonted vanities of thy heart. For thou dost rather unwillingly9 undergo them than cause them; and so long as they displease thee and thou strivest against them, it is a merit and no loss.
7. “Know thou that thine old enemy altogether striveth to hinder thy pursuit after good, and to deter10 thee from every godly exercise, to wit, the contemplation of the Saints, the pious11 remembrance of My passion, the profitable recollection of sin, the keeping of thy own heart, and the steadfast12 purpose to grow in virtue. He suggesteth to thee many evil thoughts, that he may work in thee weariness and terror, and so draw thee away from prayer and holy reading. Humble13 confession14 displeaseth him, and if he were able he would make thee to cease from Communion. Believe him not, nor heed15 him, though many a time he hath laid for thee the snares16 of deceit. Account it to be from him, when he suggesteth evil and unclean thoughts. Say unto him, ‘Depart unclean spirit; put on shame, miserable17 one; horribly unclean art thou, who bringest such things to mine ears. Depart from me, detestable deceiver; thou shalt have no part in me; but Jesus shall be with me, as a strong warrior18, and thou shalt stand confounded. Rather would I die and bear all suffering, than consent unto thee. Hold thy peace and be dumb; I will not hear thee more, though thou plottest more snares against me. The Lord is my light and my salvation19: whom then shall I fear? Though a host of men should rise up against me, yet shall not my heart be afraid. The Lord is my strength and my Redeemer.’1
8. “Strive thou like a good soldier; and if sometimes thou fail through weakness, put on thy strength more bravely than before, trusting in My more abundant grace, and take thou much heed of vain confidence and pride. Because of it many are led into error, and sometimes fall into blindness well-nigh irremediable. Let this ruin of the proud, who foolishly lift themselves up, be to thee for a warning and a continual exhortation20 to humility21.”
1 prudent | |
adj.谨慎的,有远见的,精打细算的 | |
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n.反对,敌对 | |
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3 undertakings | |
企业( undertaking的名词复数 ); 保证; 殡仪业; 任务 | |
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4 consolation | |
n.安慰,慰问 | |
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5 persuasions | |
n.劝说,说服(力)( persuasion的名词复数 );信仰 | |
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6 displease | |
vt.使不高兴,惹怒;n.不悦,不满,生气 | |
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7 virtue | |
n.德行,美德;贞操;优点;功效,效力 | |
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n.狂喜;全神贯注;着迷;v.使狂喜 | |
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adv.不情愿地 | |
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10 deter | |
vt.阻止,使不敢,吓住 | |
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11 pious | |
adj.虔诚的;道貌岸然的 | |
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12 steadfast | |
adj.固定的,不变的,不动摇的;忠实的;坚贞不移的 | |
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13 humble | |
adj.谦卑的,恭顺的;地位低下的;v.降低,贬低 | |
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14 confession | |
n.自白,供认,承认 | |
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v.注意,留意;n.注意,留心 | |
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n.陷阱( snare的名词复数 );圈套;诱人遭受失败(丢脸、损失等)的东西;诱惑物v.用罗网捕捉,诱陷,陷害( snare的第三人称单数 ) | |
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adj.悲惨的,痛苦的;可怜的,糟糕的 | |
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n.勇士,武士,斗士 | |
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n.(尤指基督)救世,超度,拯救,解困 | |
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n.劝告,规劝 | |
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21 humility | |
n.谦逊,谦恭 | |
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