April 11

"What I tell you in the darkness, speak ye in the light." (Matt. 10:27)

Our Lord is constantly taking us into the dark, that He may tell us things. Into the dark of the shadowed home, where bereavement¹ has drawn² the blinds; into the dark of the lonely, desolate³ life, where some infirmity closes us in from the light and stir of life; into the dark of some crushing sorrow and disappointment.

Then He tells us His secrets, great and wonderful, eternal and infinite; He causes the eye which has become dazzled by the glare of earth to behold⁴ the heavenly constellations⁵; and the car to detect the undertones of His voice, which is often drowned amid the tumult⁶ of earth's strident cries.

But such revelations always imply a corresponding responsibility—"that speak ye in the light--that proclaim upon the housetops."

We are not meant to always linger in the dark, or stay in the closet; presently we shall be summoned to take our place in the rush and storm of life; and when that moment comes, we are to speak and proclaim what we have learned.

This gives a new meaning to suffering, the saddest element in which is often its apparent aimlessness. "How useless I am!" "What am I doing for the betterment of men?" "Wherefore this waste of the precious spikenard of my soul?"

Such are the desperate laments⁷ of the sufferer. But God has a purpose in it all. He has withdrawn⁸ His child to the higher altitudes of fellowship, that he may hear God speaking face to face, and bear the message to his fellows at the mountain foot.

Were the forty days wasted that Moses spent on the Mount, or the period spent at Horeb by Elijah, or the years spent in Arabia by Paul?

There is no short cut to the life of faith, which is the all-vital condition of a holy and victorious⁹ life. We must have periods of lonely meditation¹⁰ and fellowship with God. That our souls should have their mountains of fellowship, their valley of quiet rest beneath the shadow of a great rock, their nights beneath the stars, when darkness has veiled the material and silenced the stir of human life, and has opened the view of the infinite and eternal, is as indispensable as that our bodies should have food.

Thus alone can the sense of God's presence become the fixed¹¹ possession of the soul, enabling it to say repeatedly, with the Psalmist, "Thou art near, O God." --F. B. Meyer.

四月十一日

“我在暗中告诉你们的，你们要在明处说出来”（太十：27）。

　　我们的主常带我们到黑暗中去，为着要和我们说话。有时他带我们进入孤单的黑暗，有时他带我们进入忧伤的黑暗，有时他带我们进入失望的黑暗，有时他带我们进入疾病的黑暗。

　　然后他告诉我们他伟大的，神奇的，永远的，无限的奥秘；他开启我们迷糊的眼睛，叫我们看见属天的荣耀；他开通我们聋聩的耳朵，叫我们听见他的声音。在黑暗里我们能学到以前从来没有学到的功课。

　　可是我们得到了启示以后，就有一个责任——“你们要在明处说出来——要在屋顶上宣扬出来。”

　　我们并不会一直沉在黑暗中的；不久我们就要出来的；那时候我们就当把我们所学到的说出来，宣扬出来。

　　这样看来，我们受苦，并非是毫无意义，毫无目的的。许多时候，我们在受苦的时候会悲叹说：“我还有什么用处呢？我于人类有什么益处呢？我宝贵的一生就这样浪费了么 ”？我告诉你：神是有目的的。神要我们和他有最高的交通，神要我们能面对面听他说话，将信息带给在山脚下的人们。

　　摩西在西乃山，以利亚在何烈山，保罗在亚拉伯，岂都是白费时日呢？信心圣洁与得胜生活的必要条件，别无捷径可循，所以基督徒必须有单独默想，与神交通的时间。我们的灵，需要与至高者交通，也需要在岩石的阴影和夜晚的星光之下，静静安息。当黑暗遮蔽了尘世的烦嚣，也就展开了永恒与不朽的景象，这对于灵魂的需要，好象肉体之需要粮食毫无两样。

　　这样，我们才会时时觉得神的同在，能和大卫一同说：“耶和华啊，你与我相近”（诗一一九：151）。

——梅尔

1 bereavement   

n.亲人丧亡，丧失亲人，丧亲之痛

参考例句：

• the pain of an emotional crisis such as divorce or bereavement 诸如离婚或痛失亲人等情感危机的痛苦
• I sympathize with you in your bereavement. 我对你痛失亲人表示同情。 来自《简明英汉词典》

2 drawn   

v.拖，拉，拔出；adj.憔悴的，紧张的

参考例句：

• All the characters in the story are drawn from life.故事中的所有人物都取材于生活。
• Her gaze was drawn irresistibly to the scene outside.她的目光禁不住被外面的风景所吸引。

3 desolate   

adj.荒凉的，荒芜的；孤独的，凄凉的；v.使荒芜，使孤寂

参考例句：

• The city was burned into a desolate waste.那座城市被烧成一片废墟。
• We all felt absolutely desolate when she left.她走后，我们都觉得万分孤寂。

4 behold   

v.看，注视，看到

参考例句：

• The industry of these little ants is wonderful to behold.这些小蚂蚁辛勤劳动的样子看上去真令人惊叹。
• The sunrise at the seaside was quite a sight to behold.海滨日出真是个奇景。

5 constellations   

n.星座( constellation的名词复数 )；一群杰出人物；一系列（相关的想法、事物）；一群（相关的人）

参考例句：

• The map of the heavens showed all the northern constellations. 这份天体图标明了北半部所有的星座。 来自《简明英汉词典》
• His time was coming, he would move in the constellations of power. 他时来运转，要进入权力中心了。 来自教父部分

6 tumult   

n.喧哗；激动，混乱；吵闹

参考例句：

• The tumult in the streets awakened everyone in the house.街上的喧哗吵醒了屋子里的每一个人。
• His voice disappeared under growing tumult.他的声音消失在越来越响的喧哗声中。

7 laments   

n.悲恸，哀歌，挽歌( lament的名词复数 )v.（为…）哀悼，痛哭，悲伤( lament的第三人称单数 )

参考例句：

• In the poem he laments the destruction of the countryside. 在那首诗里他对乡村遭到的破坏流露出悲哀。
• In this book he laments the slight interest shown in his writings. 在该书中他慨叹人们对他的著作兴趣微弱。 来自辞典例句

8 withdrawn   

vt.收回；使退出；vi.撤退，退出

参考例句：

• Our force has been withdrawn from the danger area.我们的军队已从危险地区撤出。
• All foreign troops should be withdrawn to their own countries.一切外国军队都应撤回本国去。

9 victorious   

adj.胜利的，得胜的

参考例句：

• We are certain to be victorious.我们定会胜利。
• The victorious army returned in triumph.获胜的部队凯旋而归。

10 meditation   

n.熟虑，（尤指宗教的）默想，沉思，（pl.）冥想录

参考例句：

• This peaceful garden lends itself to meditation.这个恬静的花园适于冥想。
• I'm sorry to interrupt your meditation.很抱歉，我打断了你的沉思。

11 fixed   

adj.固定的，不变的，准备好的；(计算机)固定的

参考例句：

• Have you two fixed on a date for the wedding yet?你们俩选定婚期了吗？
• Once the aim is fixed,we should not change it arbitrarily.目标一旦确定，我们就不应该随意改变。