May 28

"I will not let thee go, except thou bless me ... and he blessed him there." (Gen.32:26, 29.)

Jacob got the victory and the blessing¹ not by wrestling, but by clinging. His limb was out of joint³ and he could struggle no longer, but he would not let go. Unable to wrestle⁴, he wound his arms around the neck of his mysterious antagonist⁵ and hung all his helpless weight upon him, until at last he conquered.

We will not get victory in prayer until we too cease our struggling, giving up our own will and throw our arms about our Father's neck in clinging faith.

What can puny⁶ human strength take by force out of the hand of Omnipotence⁷? Can we wrest² blessing by force from God? It is never the violence of wilfulness⁸ that prevails with God. It is the might of clinging faith, that gets the blessing and the victories. It is not when we press and urge our own will, but when humility⁹ and trust unite in saying, "Not my will, but Thine." We are strong with God only in the degree that self is conquered and is dead. Not by wrestling, but by clinging can we get the blessing. --J. R. Miller¹⁰.

An incident from the prayer life of Charles H. Usher¹¹ (illustrating "soul-cling" as a hindrance¹² to prevailing¹³ prayer): "My little boy was very ill. The doctors held out little hope of his recovery. I had used all the knowledge of prayer which I possessed¹⁴ on his behalf, but he got worse and worse. This went on for several weeks.

"One day I stood watching him as he lay in his cot, and I saw that he could not live long unless he had a turn for the better. I said to God, 'O God, I have given much time in prayer for my boy and he gets no better; I must now leave him to Thee, and I will give myself to prayer for others. If it is Thy will to take him, I choose Thy will--I surrender him entirely¹⁵ to Thee.'

"I called in my dear wife, and told her what I had done. She shed some tears, but handed him over to God. Two days afterwards a man of God came to see us. He had been very interested in our boy Frank, and had been much in prayer for him.

"He said, 'God has given me faith to believe that he will recover--have you faith?'

"I said, 'I have surrendered him to God, but I will go again to God regarding him.' I did; and in prayer I discovered that I had faith for his recovery. From that time he began to get better. It was the 'soul-cling' in my prayers which had hindered God answering; and if I had continued to cling and had been unwilling¹⁶ to surrender him, I doubt if my boy would be with me today.

"Child of God! If you want God to answer your prayers, you must be prepared to follow the footsteps of 'our father Abraham,' even to the Mount of Sacrifice." (See Rom. 4:12)

　 五月二十八日

“你不给我祝福，我就不容你去……于是在那里给雅各祝福”（创三十二：26，29）。

　　雅各得着祝福，不是因着奋斗乃是因着纠缠。他的大腿窝扭了，不能再摔跤了；但是他缠住对方，不肯放他去。他的腿瘸了，他只能伸出他的手臂来围着对方的颈项，把他全身的重量挂在其上。

　我们祷告，也是这样。什么时候我们停止自己的努力，放弃我们自己的主意，用信心的手臂缠住父的颈项，什么时候我们就会得着答应。

　　微弱的人们能用武力从全能者的手中夺取祝福么？我们的努力会叫神屈服么？决不。顽强决不能从神得到什么。只有不移的信心，完全的依靠，能叫我们得到神的祝福。我们坚强的意志不能帮助我们得到什么，只有谦卑和信靠联合说：“不要…我的意思，只要…你的意思”（路二十二：42）。能帮助我们得到祝福。只有己的死能叫我们与神一同刚强。——密勒

　　有一位乌喧先生说他祷告的经历如后：“我的小儿子病得很重，医生亦说希望甚少。我只有恳切地为这孩子祷告，但这孩子的情况日趋恶化，这样过了多日”。

　　“一天，我站在孩子的病榻之旁，凭我的观察，如无神迹，恐将不治了。所以我祈求在神面前：“神啊；我费了多少时间为这孩子祈祷，并未有什么转机，我现在把他交给你，我将为别人而代祷了；如果你有意思要将孩子带走，我亦接受你的美意——把孩子完完全全交给神”。

　　“我把太太叫来，把事情经过告诉了她。她洒着眼泪，也愿把孩子交给神。两天之后，有一位传教士来看我们，他也很关心孩子，而且常常为他代祷。”

　　他说：“神给我信心，相信这孩子会康复的。你有信心吗”？

　　我说：“我把孩子交给了神，但我将继续祷告。”在祷告中，我发现了对他康复的信心。

　　从此孩子也渐渐地好转，过去因为在祷告中没有排除己意，所以妨碍了神的答复，如果坚持固执己见，不愿将孩子交给神，我想后果堪虑了。

　　“神的孩子们哪！倘使你要神给你回答，必须准备跟从先圣亚伯拉罕的脚踪，先要走上自我牺牲的道路”。

1 blessing   

n.祈神赐福；祷告；祝福，祝愿

参考例句：

• The blessing was said in Hebrew.祷告用了希伯来语。
• A double blessing has descended upon the house.双喜临门。

2 wrest   

n.扭，拧，猛夺；v.夺取，猛扭，歪曲

参考例句：

• The officer managed to wrest the gun from his grasp.警官最终把枪从他手中夺走了。
• You wrest my words out of their real meaning.你曲解了我话里的真正含义。

3 joint   

adj.联合的，共同的；n.关节，接合处；v.连接，贴合

参考例句：

• I had a bad fall,which put my shoulder out of joint.我重重地摔了一跤，肩膀脫臼了。
• We wrote a letter in joint names.我们联名写了封信。

4 wrestle   

vi.摔跤，角力；搏斗；全力对付

参考例句：

• He taught his little brother how to wrestle.他教他小弟弟如何摔跤。
• We have to wrestle with difficulties.我们必须同困难作斗争。

5 antagonist   

n.敌人，对抗者，对手

参考例句：

• His antagonist in the debate was quicker than he.在辩论中他的对手比他反应快。
• The thing is to know the nature of your antagonist.要紧的是要了解你的对手的特性。

6 puny   

adj.微不足道的，弱小的

参考例句：

• The resources at the central banks' disposal are simply too puny.中央银行掌握的资金实在太少了。
• Antonio was a puny lad,and not strong enough to work.安东尼奥是个瘦小的小家伙，身体还不壮，还不能干活。

7 omnipotence   

n.全能，万能，无限威力

参考例句：

• Central bankers have never had any illusions of their own omnipotence. 中行的银行家们已经不再对于他们自己的无所不能存有幻想了。 来自互联网
• Introduce an omnipotence press automatism dividing device, explained it operation principle. 介绍了冲压万能自动分度装置，说明了其工作原理。 来自互联网

8 wilfulness   

任性；倔强

参考例句：

• I refuse to stand by and see the company allowed to run aground because of one woman's wilfulness. 我不会袖手旁观，眼看公司因为一个女人的一意孤行而触礁。 来自柯林斯例句

9 humility   

n.谦逊，谦恭

参考例句：

• Humility often gains more than pride.谦逊往往比骄傲收益更多。
• His voice was still soft and filled with specious humility.他的声音还是那么温和，甚至有点谦卑。

10 miller   

n.磨坊主

参考例句：

• Every miller draws water to his own mill.磨坊主都往自己磨里注水。
• The skilful miller killed millions of lions with his ski.技术娴熟的磨坊主用雪橇杀死了上百万头狮子。

11 usher   

n.带位员，招待员；vt.引导，护送；vi.做招待，担任引座员

参考例句：

• The usher seated us in the front row.引座员让我们在前排就座。
• They were quickly ushered away.他们被迅速领开。

12 hindrance   

n.妨碍，障碍

参考例句：

• Now they can construct tunnel systems without hindrance.现在他们可以顺利地建造隧道系统了。
• The heavy baggage was a great hindrance to me.那件行李成了我的大累赘。

13 prevailing   

adj.盛行的；占优势的；主要的

参考例句：

• She wears a fashionable hair style prevailing in the city.她的发型是这个城市流行的款式。
• This reflects attitudes and values prevailing in society.这反映了社会上盛行的态度和价值观。

14 possessed   

adj.疯狂的；拥有的，占有的

参考例句：

• He flew out of the room like a man possessed.他像着了魔似地猛然冲出房门。
• He behaved like someone possessed.他行为举止像是魔怔了。

15 entirely   

ad.全部地，完整地；完全地，彻底地

参考例句：

• The fire was entirely caused by their neglect of duty. 那场火灾完全是由于他们失职而引起的。
• His life was entirely given up to the educational work. 他的一生统统献给了教育工作。

16 unwilling   

adj.不情愿的

参考例句：

• The natives were unwilling to be bent by colonial power.土著居民不愿受殖民势力的摆布。
• His tightfisted employer was unwilling to give him a raise.他那吝啬的雇主不肯给他加薪。