There was a fine thick seasonable soup, of the colour of mahogany, and then a huge platter piled high with delicate brown-golden portions of filet2 of sole, and a roast of mutton, tender, fragrant3, juicy and delicious as no other mutton that Eugene had ever eaten, with red currant jelly, well-seasoned sprouts4, and boiled potatoes, to go with it, and at the end a fine apple-tart, thick cream, sharp cheese, and crackers5.
It was a fine meal, and when they finished with it they were all happy and exultant6. They were beautifully drunk and happy, with that golden, warm, full-bodied and most lovely drunkenness that can come only from good rich wine and mellow ale and glorious and abundant food — a state that we recognize instantly when it comes to us as one of the rare, the priceless, the unarguable joys of living, something stronger than philosophy, a treasure on which no price can be set, a sufficient reward for all the anguish7, weariness, and disappointment of living, and a far better teacher than Aquinas ever was.
They were all young men and when they had finished they were drunk, glorious, and triumphant8 as only young men can be. It seemed to them now that they could do no wrong, or make no error, and that the whole earth was a pageantry of delight which had been shaped solely9 for their happiness, possession, and success. The Rhodes scholars no longer felt the old fear, confusion, loneliness, bitter inferiority and desolation of the soul which they had felt since coming there.
The beauty, age, and grandeur10 of the life about them were revealed as they had never been before, their own fortune in living in such a place seemed impossibly good and happy, nothing in this life around them now seemed strange or alien, and they all felt that they were going to win, and make their own, a life among the highest and most fortunate people on the earth.
As for Eugene, he now thought of his departure exultantly11, and with intolerable desire, not from some joy of release, but because everything around him now seemed happy, glorious, and beautiful, and a token of unspeakable joys that were to come, a thousand images of trains, of the small rich-coloured joy and comfort and precision of their trains, of England, lost in fog, and swarming12 with its forty million lives, but suddenly not dreary13, but impossibly small, and beautiful and near, to be taken at a stride, to be compassed at a bound, to enrich him, fill him, be his for ever in all its joy and mystery and magic smallness.
And he thought of the huge smoky web of London with this same joy: of the suave14 potent15 ale he could get in one place there, of its squares, and ancient courts, and age-grimed mysteries, and of the fog-numb16 strangeness of ten million passing men and women. He thought of the swift rich projectile17 of the channel train, the quays18, the Channel boats, and darkness, night, the sudden onslaught of the savage19 choppy seas outside the harbour walls, and England fading, and the flashing beacon20 lights of France, the quays again, the little swarming figures, the excited tongues, the strange dark faces of the Frenchmen, the always-alien, magic, time-enchanted strangeness of the land, the people, and the faces; and then Paris, the nostalgic, subtle and incomparably exciting fabric21 of its life, its flavour, and its smell, the strange opiate of its time, the rediscovery of its food, its drink, the white, carnal, and luxurious22 bodies of the ladies of easy virtue23.
They were all exultant, wild, full of joy and hope and invincible24 belief as they thought of all these things and all the glory and the mystery that the world held treasured for their taking in the depths of its illimitable resources; and they shouted, sang, shook hands and roared with laughter, and had no doubts, or fears, or dark confusions, as they had done in other, younger, and more certain times.
Then they started out across the fields behind the colleges, and the fields were wet and green, the trees smoky-grey and blurred25 in magic veils of bluish mist, and the worn path felt, looked, and seemed incredibly familiar, like a field they had crossed, a path they had trod, a million times. And at length they came to their little creek-wise river, their full, flowing little river of dark time and treasured history, their quiet, narrow, deeply flowing little river, uncanny in the small perfection of its size, as it went past soundlessly among the wet fresh green of the fields that hemmed26 it with a sweet, kept neatness of perfection.
Then, having crossed, they went up along the river path until they came to where the crews were waiting — the Merton crew before, another college crew behind, and the students of both colleges clustered eagerly on the path beside their boats, exhorting27 their comrades in the shell, waiting for the signal that would start the race.
Then, even as the Rhodes scholars pounded on Eugene’s back and roared at him with an exuberant28 affection that “You’ve got to run with us! You’ve got to root for us! You belong to Merton now!” the starting-gun cracked out, the crews bent29 furiously to their work, the long blades bit frantically30 the cold grey water, and the race was on. And they were racing31 lightly, nimbly now, two packs of young men running on the path, each yelping32 cries of sharp encouragement to his crew as he ran on beside it.
At first, as Eugene ran, he felt strong and lithe33 and eager. He was aware of an aerial buoyancy: his step was light, his stride was long and easy, his breath came softly, without labour, and the swift feet of the running boys thudded before, behind, around him, on the hard path, pleasantly, and he was secure in his strength and certitude again, and thought that he was one of them and could run with them to the end of the world and back and never feel it.
He thought he had recovered all the lean sinew and endurance of a boy, that the storm-swift flight, the speed, the hard condition, and resilient effort of a boy were his again, that he had never lost them, that they had never changed. Then a leaden heaviness began to steal along his limbs, he felt the weariness of effort for the first time, a thickening slowness in the muscles of his legs, a numb weight-like heaviness tingling34 at his finger-tips, and now he no longer looked so sharply and so smartly at the swinging crew below him, the nimbly running boys around him.
He began to pound ahead with dogged and deliberate effort, and his heart was pounding like a hammer at his ribs35, his breath was labouring hoarsely37 in his throat and his tongue felt numb and thick and swollen38 in his mouth, and blind motes39 were swimming drunkenly before his eyes. He could hear his voice, unfamiliar40 and detached, weirdly41 unreal, as if someone else were speaking in him, as it panted hoarsely:
“Come on, Merton! . . . Come on, Merton! . . . Come on, Merton!”
And now the nimbler running footsteps all around him had passed, had gone ahead of him, had vanished. He could no longer see the crews nor know if they were there. He ran on blindly, desperately42, hearing, seeing, saying nothing any longer, an anguished43 leaden creature, weighted down with a million leaden hours and weary efforts, pounding heavily, blindly, mindlessly along, beneath grey timeless skies of an immortal44 weariness, across the grey barren earth of some huge planetary vacancy45 — where there was neither shade nor stay nor shelter, where there would never be a resting-place, a room, nor any door which he could enter, and where he must pound blindly, wearily along, alone, through that huge vacancy for ever.
Then voices swarmed46 around him once again and he could feel strong hands on him. They seized him, stopped him, and familiar faces swarmed forward at him through those swimming motes of blind grey vacancy. He could hear again the hoarse36 ghost-unreality of his own voice panting: “Come on, Merton!” and see his friends again, now grinning, laughing, shouting, as they shook him. “Stop! The race is over! Merton won!”
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