I rely, Maximus, on your sense of justice and on my own innocence1, but I hope that in this trial also we shall hear the voice of Lollius raised impulsively2 in my defence; for Aemilianus is deliberately3 accusing a man whom he knows to be innocent, a course which comes the more easy to him, since, as I have told you, he has already been convicted of lying in a most important case, heard before the Prefect of the city. Just as a good man studiously avoids the repetition of a sin once committed, so men of depraved character repeat their past offence with increased confidence, and, I may add, the more often they do so, the more openly they display their impudence4. For honour is like a garment; the older it gets, the more carelessly it is worn. I think it my duty, therefore, in the interest of my own honour, to refute all my opponent’s slanders5 before I come to the actual indictment6 itself.
For I am pleading not merely my own cause, but that of philosophy as well, philosophy, whose grandeur8 is such that she resents even the slightest slur9 cast upon her perfection as though it were the most serious accusation10. Knowing this, Aemilianus’ advocates, only a short time ago, poured forth11 with all their usual loquacity12 a flood of drivelling accusations13, many of which were specially14 invented for the purpose of blackening my character, while the remainder were such general charges as the uninstructed are in the habit of levelling at philosophers. It is true that we may regard these accusations as mere7 interested vapourings, bought at a price and uttered to prove their shamelessness worthy15 of its hire.
It is a recognized practice on the part of professional accusers to let out the venom16 of their tongues to another’s hurt; nevertheless, if only in my own interest, I must briefly17 refute these slanders, lest I, whose most earnest endeavour it is to avoid incurring18 the slightest spot or blemish19 to my fair fame, should seem, by passing over some of their more ridiculous charges, to have tacitly admitted their truth, rather than to have treated them with silent contempt. For a man who has any sense of honour or self-respect must needs — such at least is my opinion — feel annoyed when he is thus abused, however falsely. Even those whose conscience reproaches them with some crime, are strongly moved to anger, when men speak ill of them, although they have been accustomed to such ill report ever since they became evildoers. And even though others say naught20 of their crimes, they are conscious enough that such charges may at any time deservedly be brought against them. It is therefore doubly vexatious to the good and innocent man when charges are undeservedly brought against him which he might with justice bring against others. For his ears are unused and strange to ill report, and he is so accustomed to hear himself praised that insult is more than he can bear.
If, however, I seem to be anxious to rebut21 charges which are merely frivolous22 and foolish, the blame must be laid at the door of those, to whom such accusations, in spite of their triviality, can only bring disgrace. I am not to blame. Ridiculous as these charges may be, their refutation cannot but do me honour.
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