To Mrs. Saville, England
Archangel, 28th March, 17-
How slowly the time passes here, encompassed1 as I am by frost and snow! Yet a second step is taken towards my enterprise. I have hired a vessel2 and am occupied in collecting my sailors; those whom I have already engaged appear to be men on whom I can depend and are certainly possessed3 of dauntless courage.
But I have one want which I have never yet been able to satisfy, and the absence of the object of which I now feel as a most severe evil, I have no friend, Margaret: when I am glowing with the enthusiasm of success, there will be none to participate my joy; if I am assailed4 by disappointment, no one will endeavour to sustain me in dejection. I shall commit my thoughts to paper, it is true; but that is a poor medium for the communication of feeling. I desire the company of a man who could sympathize with me, whose eyes would reply to mine. You may deem me romantic, my dear sister, but I bitterly feel the want of a friend. I have no one near me, gentle yet courageous5, possessed of a cultivated as well as of a capacious mind, whose tastes are like my own, to approve or amend6 my plans. How would such a friend repair the faults of your poor brother! I am too ardent7 in execution and too impatient of difficulties. But it is a still greater evil to me that I am self-educated: for the first fourteen years of my life I ran wild on a common and read nothing but our Uncle Thomas’ books of voyages. At that age I became acquainted with the celebrated8 poets of our own country; but it was only when it had ceased to be in my power to derive9 its most important benefits from such a conviction that I perceived the necessity of becoming acquainted with more languages than that of my native country. Now I am twenty-eight and am in reality more illiterate10 than many schoolboys of fifteen. It is true that I have thought more and that my daydreams11 are more extended and magnificent, but they want (as the painters call it) KEEPING; and I greatly need a friend who would have sense enough not to despise me as romantic, and affection enough for me to endeavour to regulate my mind. Well, these are useless complaints; I shall certainly find no friend on the wide ocean, nor even here in Archangel, among merchants and seamen12. Yet some feelings, unallied to the dross13 of human nature, beat even in these rugged14 bosoms15. My lieutenant16, for instance, is a man of wonderful courage and enterprise; he is madly desirous of glory, or rather, to word my phrase more characteristically, of advancement17 in his profession. He is an Englishman, and in the midst of national and professional prejudices, unsoftened by cultivation18, retains some of the noblest endowments of humanity. I first became acquainted with him on board a whale vessel; finding that he was unemployed19 in this city, I easily engaged him to assist in my enterprise. The master is a person of an excellent disposition20 and is remarkable21 in the ship for his gentleness and the mildness of his discipline. This circumstance, added to his well-known integrity and dauntless courage, made me very desirous to engage him. A youth passed in solitude22, my best years spent under your gentle and feminine fosterage, has so refined the groundwork of my character that I cannot overcome an intense distaste to the usual brutality23 exercised on board ship: I have never believed it to be necessary, and when I heard of a mariner24 equally noted25 for his kindliness26 of heart and the respect and obedience27 paid to him by his crew, I felt myself peculiarly fortunate in being able to secure his services. I heard of him first in rather a romantic manner, from a lady who owes to him the happiness of her life. This, briefly28, is his story. Some years ago he loved a young Russian lady of moderate fortune, and having amassed29 a considerable sum in prize-money, the father of the girl consented to the match. He saw his mistress once before the destined30 ceremony; but she was bathed in tears, and throwing herself at his feet, entreated31 him to spare her, confessing at the same time that she loved another, but that he was poor, and that her father would never consent to the union. My generous friend reassured32 the suppliant33, and on being informed of the name of her lover, instantly abandoned his pursuit. He had already bought a farm with his money, on which he had designed to pass the remainder of his life; but he bestowed34 the whole on his rival, together with the remains35 of his prize-money to purchase stock, and then himself solicited36 the young woman’s father to consent to her marriage with her lover. But the old man decidedly refused, thinking himself bound in honour to my friend, who, when he found the father inexorable, quitted his country, nor returned until he heard that his former mistress was married according to her inclinations37. “What a noble fellow!” you will exclaim. He is so; but then he is wholly uneducated: he is as silent as a Turk, and a kind of ignorant carelessness attends him, which, while it renders his conduct the more astonishing, detracts from the interest and sympathy which otherwise he would command.
Yet do not suppose, because I complain a little or because I can conceive a consolation38 for my toils39 which I may never know, that I am wavering in my resolutions. Those are as fixed40 as fate, and my voyage is only now delayed until the weather shall permit my embarkation41. The winter has been dreadfully severe, but the spring promises well, and it is considered as a remarkably42 early season, so that perhaps I may sail sooner than I expected. I shall do nothing rashly: you know me sufficiently43 to confide44 in my prudence45 and considerateness whenever the safety of others is committed to my care.
I cannot describe to you my sensations on the near prospect46 of my undertaking47. It is impossible to communicate to you a conception of the trembling sensation, half pleasurable and half fearful, with which I am preparing to depart. I am going to unexplored regions, to “the land of mist and snow,” but I shall kill no albatross; therefore do not be alarmed for my safety or if I should come back to you as worn and woeful as the “Ancient Mariner.” You will smile at my allusion48, but I will disclose a secret. I have often attributed my attachment49 to, my passionate50 enthusiasm for, the dangerous mysteries of ocean to that production of the most imaginative of modern poets. There is something at work in my soul which I do not understand. I am practically industrious51 — painstaking52, a workman to execute with perseverance53 and labour — but besides this there is a love for the marvellous, a belief in the marvellous, intertwined in all my projects, which hurries me out of the common pathways of men, even to the wild sea and unvisited regions I am about to explore. But to return to dearer considerations. Shall I meet you again, after having traversed immense seas, and returned by the most southern cape54 of Africa or America? I dare not expect such success, yet I cannot bear to look on the reverse of the picture. Continue for the present to write to me by every opportunity: I may receive your letters on some occasions when I need them most to support my spirits. I love you very tenderly. Remember me with affection, should you never hear from me again.
Your affectionate brother, Robert Walton
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