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Chapter 22
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 I guess it was clear enough.
Time continued to pass - the oldest trick in the world, and maybe the only one that really is magic. But Andy Dufresne had changed. He had grown harder. That's the only way I can think of to put it. He went on doing Warden1 Norton's dirty work and he held onto the library, so outwardly things were about the same. He continued to have his birthday drinks and his New Year's Eve drinks; he continued to share out the rest of each bottle. I got him fresh rock-polishing cloths from time to time, and in 1967 I got him a new rock-hammer - the one I'd gotten him nineteen years ago had plumb2 worn out. Nineteen years! When you say it sudden like that, those three syllables3 sound like the thud and double-locking of a tomb door. The rock-hammer, which had been a ten-dollar item back then, went for twenty-two by '67. He and I had a sad little grin over that.
Andy continued to shape and polish the rocks he found in the exercise yard, but the yard was smaller by then; half of what had been there in 1950 had been asphalted over in 1962. Nonetheless, he found enough to keep him occupied, I guess. When he had finished with each rock he would put it carefully on his window ledge4, which faced east. He told me he liked to look at them in the sun, the pieces of the planet he had taken up from the dirt and shaped. Schists, quartzes, granites5. Funny little mica6 sculptures that were held together with airplane glue. Various sedimentary conglomerates7 that were polished and cut in such a way that you could see why Andy called them 'millennium8 sandwiches' - the layers of different material that had built up over a period of decades and centuries.
Andy would give his stones and his rock-sculptures away from time to time in order to make room for new ones. He gave me the greatest number, I think - counting the stones that looked like matched cufflinks, I had five. There was one of the mica sculptures I told you about, carefully crafted to look like a man throwing a javelin9, and two of the sedimentary conglomerates, all the levels showing in smoothly10 polished cross-section. I've still got them, and I take them down every so often and think about what a man can do, if he has time enough and the will to use it, a drop at a time.
So, on the outside, at least, things were about the same. If Norton had wanted to break Andy as badly as he had said, he would have had to look below the surface to see the change. But if he had seen how different Andy had become, I think Norton would have been well-satisfied with the four years following his clash with Andy.
He had told Andy that Andy walked around the exercise yard as if he were at a cocktail11 party. That isn't the way I would have put it, but I know what he meant. It goes back to what I said about Andy wearing his freedom like an invisible coat, about how he never really developed a prison mentality12. His eyes never got that dull look. He never developed the walk that men get when the day is over and they are going back to their cells for another endless night - that flat-footed, hump-shouldered walk.
Andy walked with his shoulders squared and his step was always light, as if he was heading home to a good home-cooked meal and a good woman instead of to a tasteless mess of soggy vegetables, lumpy mashed13 potato, and a slice or two of that fatty, gristly stuff most of the cons14 called mystery meat ... that, and a picture of Raquel Welch on the wall.
But for those four years, although he never became exactly like the others, he did become silent, introspective, and brooding. Who could blame him? So maybe it was Warden Norton who was pleased ... at least, for a while.
His dark mood broke around the time of the 1967 World Series. That was the dream year, the year the Red Sox won the pennant15 instead of placing ninth, as the Las Vegas bookies had predicted. When it happened - when they won the American League pennant - a kind of ebullience16 engulfed17 the whole prison. There was a goofy sort of feeling that if the Dead Sox could come to life, then maybe anybody could do it. I can't explain that feeling now, any more than an ex-Beatlemaniac could explain that madness, I suppose. But it was real. Every radio in the place was tuned18 to the games as the Red Sox pounded down the stretch. There was gloom when the Sox dropped a pair in Cleveland near the end, and a nearly riotous19 joy when Rico Petrocelli put away the pop fly that clinched20 it. And then there was the gloom that came when Lonborg was beaten in the seventh game of the Series to end the dream just short of complete fruition. It probably pleased Norton to no end, the son of a bitch. He liked his prison wearing sackcloth and ashes. But for Andy, there was no tumble back down into gloom. He wasn't much of a baseball fan anyway, and maybe that was why. Nevertheless, he seemed to have caught the current of good feeling, and for him it didn't peter out again after the last game of the Series. He had taken that invisible coat out of the closet and put it on again.
I remember one bright-gold fall day in very late October, a couple of weeks after the World Series had ended. It must have been a Sunday, because the exercise yard was full of men 'walking off the week' - tossing a Frisbee21 or two, passing around a football, bartering23 what they had to barter22. Others would be at the long table in the Visitors' Hall, under the watchful24 eyes of the screws, talking with their relatives, smoking cigarettes, telling sincere lies, receiving their picked-over care packages.
Andy was squatting25 Indian-fashion against the wall, chunking two small rocks together in his hands, his face turned up into the sunlight. It was surprisingly warm, that sun, for a day so late in the year.
'Hello, Red,' he called. 'Come on and sit a spell.'
I did.
'You want this?' he asked, and handed me one of the two carefully polished 'millennium sandwiches' I just told you about.
'I sure do,' I said. 'It's very pretty. Thank you.'
He shrugged26 and changed the subject 'Big anniversary coming up for you next year.'
I nodded. Next year would make me a thirty-year man. Sixty per cent of my life spent in Shawshank Prison.
'Think you'll ever get out?'
'Sure. When I have a long white beard and just about three marbles left rolling around upstairs.'
He smiled a little and then turned his face up into the sun again, his eyes closed. 'Feels good.'
'I think it always does when you know the damn winter's almost right on top of you.'
He nodded, and we were silent for a while.
'When I get out of here,' Andy said finally, 'I'm going where it's warm all the time.' He spoke27 with such calm assurance you would have thought he had only a month or so left to serve. 'You know where I'm goin', Red?'

  我想他把话说得很清楚了。
  时间继续一天天过去——这是大自然最古老的手段,或许也是惟一的魔法,安迪变了,他变得更冷酷了,这是我惟一能想到的形容词。他继续掩护诺顿做脏事,也继续管理图书馆,所以从外表看来,一切如常。每年生日和年关岁暮时,他照样会喝上一杯,也继续把剩下的半瓶酒和我分享。我不时为他找来新的磨石布,一九六七年时,我替他弄来一把新锤子,十九年前那把已经坏掉了。十九年了!当你突然说出那几个字时,三个音节仿佛坟墓上响起的重重关门声。当年十元的锤子,到了一九六七年,已经是二十二元了。当我把锤子递给他时,他和我都不禁惨然一笑。
  他继续打磨从运动场上找到的石头,但运动场变小了,因为其中一半的地在一九六二年铺上了柏油。不过,看来他还是找了不少石头来让自己忙着。每当他琢磨好一块石头后,他会把它放在朝东的窗台上,他告诉我,他喜欢看着从泥土中找到的一块块片岩、石英、花岗岩、云母等,在阳光下闪闪发光,安迪给这些石头起名叫“千年三明治”,因为岩层是经过几十年、几百年,甚至数千年才堆积而成的。
  隔三差五,安迪会把石雕作品送人,好腾出地方来容纳新琢磨好的石头。他最常送我石头,包括那双袖扣一样的石头,我就有五个,其中有一块好像一个人在掷标枪的云母石,是很小心雕刻出来的。我到现在还保存着这些石头,不时拿出来把玩一番。每当我看见这些石头时,总会想到如果一个人懂得利用时间的话(即使每一次只有一点点时间),一点一滴累积起来,能做出多少事情。
  所以,表面上一切如常。如果诺顿是存心击垮安迪的话,他必须穿透表面,才能看到个中的变化。但是我想在诺顿和安迪冲突之后的四年中,如果他能看得出安迪的改变,应该会感到很满意,因为安迪变化太大了。
  他曾经说,安迪在运动场上散步时,就好像参加鸡尾酒会一样。我不会这么形容,但我知道他是什么意思。我以前也说过,自由的感觉仿佛一件隐形外衣披在安迪身上,他从来不曾培养起一种坐牢的心理状态,他的眼光从来不显呆滞,他也从未像其他犯人一样,在一日将尽时,垮着肩膀,拖着沉重的脚步,回到牢房去面对另一个无尽的夜。他总是抬头挺胸,脚步轻快,好像走在回家的路上一样,而家里有香喷喷的晚饭和好女人在等着他,而不是只有食之无味的蔬菜、马铃薯泥和一两块肥肉……,以及墙上的拉蔻儿·薇芝的海报在等着他。
  但在这四年中,虽然他并没有完全变得像其他人一样,但的确变得沉默、内省,经常若有所思。又怎能怪他呢?不过总算称了诺顿的心……至少有一阵子如此。
  他的沉郁到了一九六七年职业棒球世界大赛时改变了。那是梦幻的一年,波士顿红袜队不再排第九名敬陪末座,而是正如拉斯维加斯赌盘所预测,赢得美国联盟冠军宝座。在他们赢得胜利的一刹那,整个监狱为之沸腾。大家似乎有个傻念头,觉得如果连红袜队都能起死回生,或许其他人也可以。我现在没办法把那种感觉解释清楚,就好像披头士迷也无法解释他们的疯狂一样。但这是很真实的感觉。当红袜队一步步迈向世界大赛总冠军宝座时,监狱里每个收音机都在收听转播。当红袜队在圣路易的冠军争夺战中连输两场的时候,监狱里一片愁云惨雾;当皮特洛切里演出再见接杀时,所有人欢欣雀跃,简直快把屋顶掀掉了;但最后在世界大赛最关键的第七战,当伦伯格吃下败投、红袜队功亏一篑、冠军梦碎时,大家的心情都跌到谷底。惟有诺顿可能在一旁幸灾乐祸,那个龟儿子,他喜欢监狱里的人整天灰头土脸。
  但是安迪的心情没有跌到谷底,也许因为反正他原本就不是棒球迷。虽然如此,他似乎感染了这种振奋的气氛,而且这种感觉在红袜队输掉最后一场球赛后,仍然没有消失。他重新从衣柜中拿出自由的隐形外衣,披在身上。
  我记得在十月底一个高爽明亮的秋日,是棒球赛结束后两周,一定是个星期日,因为运动场上挤满了人,不少人在丢飞盘、踢足球、私下交易,还有一些人在狱卒的监视下,在会客室里和亲友见面、抽烟、说些诚恳的谎话、收下已被狱方检查过的包裹。
  安迪靠墙蹲着,手上把玩着两块石头,他的脸朝着阳光。在这种季节,这天的阳光算是出奇的暖和。
  “哈啰,雷德,”他喊道,“过来聊聊。”
  我过去了。
  “你要这个吗?”他问道,递给我一块磨亮的“千年三明治”。
  “当然好,”我说,“真美,多谢。”
  他耸耸肩,改变话题,“明年是你的大日子了。”
  我点点头,明年是我入狱三十周年纪念日,我一生中百分之六十的光阴都在肖申克州立监狱中度过。
  “你想你出得去吗?”
  “当然,到时我应该胡子已经花白,嘴里只剩三颗摇摇欲坠的牙齿了。”
  他微微一笑,把脸又转向阳光,闭上眼,“感觉真舒服。”
  “我想只要你知道该死的冬天马上来到,一定会有这种感觉。”
  他点点头。我们都沉默下来。
  “等我出去后,”安迪最后说,“我一定要去一个一年到头都有阳光的地方。”他说话那种泰然自若的神情,仿佛他还有一个月便要出去似的。“你知道我会上哪儿吗,雷德?”


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1 warden jMszo     
n.监察员,监狱长,看守人,监护人
参考例句:
  • He is the warden of an old people's home.他是一家养老院的管理员。
  • The warden of the prison signed the release.监狱长签发释放令。
2 plumb Y2szL     
adv.精确地,完全地;v.了解意义,测水深
参考例句:
  • No one could plumb the mystery.没人能看破这秘密。
  • It was unprofitable to plumb that sort of thing.这种事弄个水落石出没有什么好处。
3 syllables d36567f1b826504dbd698bd28ac3e747     
n.音节( syllable的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • a word with two syllables 双音节单词
  • 'No. But I'll swear it was a name of two syllables.' “想不起。不过我可以发誓,它有两个音节。” 来自英汉文学 - 双城记
4 ledge o1Mxk     
n.壁架,架状突出物;岩架,岩礁
参考例句:
  • They paid out the line to lower him to the ledge.他们放出绳子使他降到那块岩石的突出部分。
  • Suddenly he struck his toe on a rocky ledge and fell.突然他的脚趾绊在一块突出的岩石上,摔倒了。
5 granites 7fae1b633ca7ee9b22167bd1ba69c75c     
花岗岩,花岗石( granite的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • The rapakivi granites have a number of petrological peculiarities. 环斑花岗岩具有若干岩石学的特征。
  • S-type granites should not be considered as the evidence of plume magmatism. 不能把S-型花岗岩作为地幔柱岩浆作用的证据。
6 mica gjZyj     
n.云母
参考例句:
  • It could not pass through material impervious to water such as mica.它不能通过云母这样的不透水的物质。
  • Because of its layered structure,mica is fissile.因为是层状结构,云母很容易分成片。
7 conglomerates fc454a44bef83f13306fc280a858ea84     
n.(多种经营的)联合大企业( conglomerate的名词复数 );砾岩;合成物;组合物
参考例句:
  • At the surface, radioactivity of the conglomerates is locally as high as 30 X background. 在地表,砾岩的局部地段的放射性高达30倍本底值。 来自辞典例句
  • The conglomerates failed to understand that books could not be sold like soap. 这些联合大企业不懂卖书不象卖肥皂那样。 来自辞典例句
8 millennium x7DzO     
n.一千年,千禧年;太平盛世
参考例句:
  • The whole world was counting down to the new millennium.全世界都在倒计时迎接新千年的到来。
  • We waited as the clock ticked away the last few seconds of the old millennium.我们静候着时钟滴答走过千年的最后几秒钟。
9 javelin hqVzZG     
n.标枪,投枪
参考例句:
  • She achieved a throw of sixty metres in the javelin event.在掷标枪项目中,她掷了60米远。
  • The coach taught us how to launch a javelin.教练教我们投标枪。
10 smoothly iiUzLG     
adv.平滑地,顺利地,流利地,流畅地
参考例句:
  • The workmen are very cooperative,so the work goes on smoothly.工人们十分合作,所以工作进展顺利。
  • Just change one or two words and the sentence will read smoothly.这句话只要动一两个字就顺了。
11 cocktail Jw8zNt     
n.鸡尾酒;餐前开胃小吃;混合物
参考例句:
  • We invited some foreign friends for a cocktail party.我们邀请了一些外国朋友参加鸡尾酒会。
  • At a cocktail party in Hollywood,I was introduced to Charlie Chaplin.在好莱坞的一次鸡尾酒会上,人家把我介绍给查理·卓别林。
12 mentality PoIzHP     
n.心理,思想,脑力
参考例句:
  • He has many years'experience of the criminal mentality.他研究犯罪心理有多年经验。
  • Running a business requires a very different mentality from being a salaried employee.经营企业所要求具备的心态和上班族的心态截然不同。
13 mashed Jotz5Y     
a.捣烂的
参考例句:
  • two scoops of mashed potato 两勺土豆泥
  • Just one scoop of mashed potato for me, please. 请给我盛一勺土豆泥。
14 cons eec38a6d10735a91d1247a80b5e213a6     
n.欺骗,骗局( con的名词复数 )v.诈骗,哄骗( con的第三人称单数 )
参考例句:
  • The pros and cons cancel out. 正反两种意见抵消。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
  • We should hear all the pros and cons of the matter before we make a decision. 我们在对这事做出决定之前,应该先听取正反两方面的意见。 来自《简明英汉词典》
15 pennant viuym     
n.三角旗;锦标旗
参考例句:
  • The second car was flying the Ghanaian pennant.第二辆车插着加纳的三角旗。
  • The revitalized team came from the cellar to win the pennant.该队重整旗鼓,从最后一名一跃而赢得冠军奖旗。
16 ebullience 98zy5     
n.沸腾,热情,热情洋溢
参考例句:
  • His natural ebullience began to return.他开始恢复与生俱来的热情奔放。
  • She burst into the room with her usual ebullience.她像往常一样兴高采烈地冲进了房间。
17 engulfed 52ce6eb2bc4825e9ce4b243448ffecb3     
v.吞没,包住( engulf的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • He was engulfed by a crowd of reporters. 他被一群记者团团围住。
  • The little boat was engulfed by the waves. 小船被波浪吞没了。 来自《简明英汉词典》
18 tuned b40b43fd5af2db4fbfeb4e83856e4876     
adj.调谐的,已调谐的v.调音( tune的过去式和过去分词 );调整;(给收音机、电视等)调谐;使协调
参考例句:
  • The resort is tuned in to the tastes of young and old alike. 这个度假胜地适合各种口味,老少皆宜。
  • The instruments should be tuned up before each performance. 每次演出开始前都应将乐器调好音。 来自《简明英汉词典》
19 riotous ChGyr     
adj.骚乱的;狂欢的
参考例句:
  • Summer is in riotous profusion.盛夏的大地热闹纷繁。
  • We spent a riotous night at Christmas.我们度过了一个狂欢之夜。
20 clinched 66a50317a365cdb056bd9f4f25865646     
v.(尤指两人)互相紧紧抱[扭]住( clinch的过去式和过去分词 );解决(争端、交易),达成(协议)
参考例句:
  • The two businessmen clinched the deal quickly. 两位生意人很快达成了协议。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • Evidently this information clinched the matter. 显然,这一消息使问题得以最终解决。 来自辞典例句
21 frisbee pzrz1     
n.飞盘(塑料玩具)
参考例句:
  • We always go to the park on weekends and play Frisbee.我们每个周末都会到公园玩飞盘。
  • The frisbee is a light plastic disc,shaped like a plate.飞盘是一种碟形塑料盘。
22 barter bu2zJ     
n.物物交换,以货易货,实物交易
参考例句:
  • Chickens,goats and rabbits were offered for barter at the bazaar.在集市上,鸡、山羊和兔子被摆出来作物物交换之用。
  • They have arranged food imports on a barter basis.他们以易货贸易的方式安排食品进口。
23 bartering 3fff2715ce56641ff7589f77e406ee4c     
v.作物物交换,以货换货( barter的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • Parliament would be touchy about bartering British soil for ships. 用英国国土换取舰只,议会感到为难。 来自辞典例句
  • In former times trade was based on bartering--goods were exchanged for other goods. 以前,贸易是以易货(即货物交换)的方式进行的。 来自辞典例句
24 watchful tH9yX     
adj.注意的,警惕的
参考例句:
  • The children played under the watchful eye of their father.孩子们在父亲的小心照看下玩耍。
  • It is important that health organizations remain watchful.卫生组织保持警惕是极为重要的。
25 squatting 3b8211561352d6f8fafb6c7eeabd0288     
v.像动物一样蹲下( squat的现在分词 );非法擅自占用(土地或房屋);为获得其所有权;而占用某片公共用地。
参考例句:
  • They ended up squatting in the empty houses on Oxford Road. 他们落得在牛津路偷住空房的境地。
  • They've been squatting in an apartment for the past two years. 他们过去两年来一直擅自占用一套公寓。 来自《简明英汉词典》
26 shrugged 497904474a48f991a3d1961b0476ebce     
vt.耸肩(shrug的过去式与过去分词形式)
参考例句:
  • Sam shrugged and said nothing. 萨姆耸耸肩膀,什么也没说。
  • She shrugged, feigning nonchalance. 她耸耸肩,装出一副无所谓的样子。 来自《简明英汉词典》
27 spoke XryyC     
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
参考例句:
  • They sourced the spoke nuts from our company.他们的轮辐螺帽是从我们公司获得的。
  • The spokes of a wheel are the bars that connect the outer ring to the centre.辐条是轮子上连接外圈与中心的条棒。


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