He endeavours to Reconcile himself to his Mistress, and Expostulates with the Uncle, who forbids him the House.
In this state of division, he went home to his own lodgings1 in a chair; and while he deliberated with himself whether he should relinquish2 the pursuit, and endeavour to banish3 her idea from his breast, or go immediately and humble4 himself before his exasperated5 mistress, and offer his hand as an atonement for his crime, his servant put in his hand a packet, which had been delivered by a ticket porter at the door. He no sooner perceived that the superscription was in Emilia’s handwriting, than he guessed the nature of the contents; and, opening the seal with disordered eagerness, found the jewels he had given to her enclosed in a billet, couched in these words:—
“That I may have no cause to reproach myself with having retained the least memorial of a wretch7 whom I equally despise and abhor8, I take this opportunity of restoring these ineffectual instruments of his infamous9 design upon the honour of “Emilia.”
His chagrin10 was so much galled11 and inflamed12 at the bitterness of this contemptuous message, that he gnawed13 his fingers till the blood ran over his nails, and even wept with vexation. Sometimes he vowed14 revenge against her haughty15 virtue16, and reviled17 himself for his precipitate18 declaration, before his scheme was brought to maturity19; then he would consider her behaviour with reverence20 and regard, and bow before the irresistible21 power of her attractions. In short, his breast was torn by conflicting passions: love, shame, and remorse22, contended with vanity, ambition, and revenge; and the superiority was still doubtful when headstrong desire interposed, and decided23 in favour of an attempt towards a reconciliation24 with the offended fair.
Impelled25 by this motive26, he set out in the afternoon for the house of her uncle, not without hopes of that tender enjoyment27, which never fails to attend an accommodation betwixt two lovers of taste and sensibility. Though the consciousness of his trespass28 encumbered29 him with an air of awkward confusion, he was too confident of his own qualifications and address to despair of forgiveness; and, by that time he arrived at the citizen’s gate, he had conned30 a very artful and pathetic harangue31, which he proposed to utter in his own behalf, laying the blame of his conduct on the impetuosity of his passion, increased by the burgundy which he had too liberally drunk; but he did not meet with an opportunity to avail himself of this preparation. Emilia, suspecting that he would take some step of this kind to retrieve32 her favour, had gone abroad on pretence33 of visiting, after having signified to her kinsman34 her resolution to avoid the company of Peregrine, on account of some ambiguities35 which, she said, were last night remarkable36 in his demeanour at the masquerade. She chose to insinuate37 her suspicion in these hints, rather than give an explicit38 detail of the young man’s dishonourable contrivance, which might have kindled39 the resentment40 of the family to some dangerous pitch of animosity and revenge.
Our adventurer, finding himself baffled in his expectation of seeing her, inquired for the old gentleman, with whom he thought he had influence enough to make his apology good, in case he should find him prepossessed by the young lady’s information. But here too he was disappointed, the uncle having gone to dine in the country, and his wife was indisposed; so that he had no pretext41 for staying in the house till the return of his charmer. Being, however, fruitful of expedients42, he dismissed his chariot, and took possession of a room in a tavern43, the windows of which fronted the merchant’s gate; and there he proposed to watch until he should see her approach. This scheme he put in practice with indefatigable44 patience, though it was not attended with the expected success.
Emilia, whose caution was equally vigilant45 and commendable46, foreseeing that she might be exposed to the fertility of his invention, came home by a private passage, and entered by a postern, which was altogether unknown to her admirer; and her uncle did not arrive until it was so late that he could not, with any decency47, demand a conference.
Next morning, he did not fail to present himself at the door, and his mistress being denied by her own express direction, insisted upon seeing the master of the house, who received him with such coldness of civility, as plainly gave him to understand that he was acquainted with the displeasure of his niece. He, therefore, with an air of candour, told the citizen, he could easily perceive by his behaviour that he was the confidant of Miss Emily, of whom he was come to ask pardon for the offence he had given; and did not doubt, if he could be admitted to her presence, that he should be able to convince her that he had not erred48 intentionally49, or at least propose such reparation as would effectually atone6 for his fault.
To this remonstrance50 the merchant, without any ceremony or circumlocution51, answered, that though he was ignorant of the nature of his offence, he was very certain, that it must have been something very flagrant that could irritate his niece to such a degree, against a person for whom she had formerly52 a most particular regard. He owned, she had declared her intention to renounce53 his acquaintance for ever, and, doubtless, she had good reason for so doing; neither would he undertake to promote an accommodation, unless he would give him full power to treat on the score of matrimony, which he supposed would be the only means of evincing his own sincerity54, and obtaining Emilia’s forgiveness. Peregrine’s pride was kindled by this blunt declaration, which he could not help considering as the result of a scheme concerted betwixt the young lady and her uncle, in order to take advantage of his heat. He therefore replied, with manifest signs of disgust, that he did not apprehend55 there was any occasion for a mediator56 to reconcile the difference betwixt Emilia and him; and that all he desired was an opportunity of pleading in his own behalf. The citizen frankly57 told him, that, as his niece had expressed an earnest desire of avoiding his company, he would not put the least constraint58 upon her inclination59; and, in the meantime, gave him to know, that he was particularly engaged. Our hero, glowing with indignation at this supercilious60 treatment, “I was in the wrong,” said he, “to look for good manners so far on this side of Temple-bar; but you must give me leave to tell you, sir, that unless I am favoured with an interview with Miss Gauntlet, I shall conclude that you have actually laid a constraint upon her inclination, for some sinister61 purposes of your own.”—“Sir,” replied the old gentleman, “you are welcome to make what conclusions shall seem good unto your own imagination; but pray be so good as to allow me the privilege of being master in my own house.” So saying, he very complaisantly showed him to the door; and our lover being diffident of his own temper, as well as afraid of being used with greater indignity62, in a place where his personal prowess would only serve to heighten his disgrace, quitted the house in a transport of rage, which he could not wholly suppress, telling the landlord, that if his age did not protect him, he would have chastised63 him for his insolent64 behaviour.
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