I did write to Elijah Muhammad. He lived in Chicago at that time, at 6116 South Michigan Avenue. Atleast twenty-five times I must have written that first one-page letter to him, over and over. I wastrying to make it both legible and understandable. I practically couldn't read my handwriting myself;it shames even to remember it. My spelling and my grammar were as bad, if not worse. Anyway, aswell as I could express it, I said I had been told about him by my brothers and sisters, and I apologizedfor my poor letter.
Mr. Muhammad sent me a typed reply. It had an all but electrical effect upon me to see the signatureof the "Messenger of Allah." After he welcomed me into the "true knowledge," he gave me somethingto think about. The black prisoner, he said, symbolized2 white society's crime of keeping black menoppressed and deprived and ignorant, and unable to get decent jobs, turning them into criminals.
He told me to have courage. He even enclosed some money for me, a five-dollar bill. Mr. Muhammad sends money all over the country to prison inmates4 who write to him, probably to this day.
Regularly my family wrote to me, "Turn to Allah . . . pray to the East."The hardest test I ever faced in my life was praying. You understand. My comprehending, mybelieving the teachings of Mr. Muhammad had only required my mind's saying to me, "That's right!"or "I never thought of that."But bending my knees to pray-that _act_-well, that took me a week.
You know what my life had been. Picking a lock to rob someone's house was the only way my kneeshad ever been bent5 before.
I had to force myself to bend my knees. And waves of shame and embarrassment6 would force me backup.
For evil to bend its knees, admitting its guilt7, to implore9 the forgiveness of God, is the hardest thing inthe world. It's easy for me to see and to say that now. But then, when I was the personification of evil, Iwas going through it. Again, again, I would force myself back down into the praying-to-Allah posture10.
When finally I was able to make myself stay down-I didn't know what to say to Allah.
For the next years, I was the nearest thing to a hermit11 in the Norfolk Prison Colony. I never have beenmore busy in my life. I still marvel12 at how swiftly my previous life's thinking pattern slid away fromme, like snow off a roof. It is as though someone else I knew of had lived by hustling13 and crime. Iwould be startled to catch myself thinking in a remote way of my earlier self as another person.
The things I felt, I was pitifully unable to express in the one-page letter that went every day to Mr.
Elijah Muhammad. And I wrote at least one more daily letter, replying to one of my brothers andsisters. Every letter I received from them added something to my knowledge of the teachings of Mr.
Muhammad. I would sit for long periods and study his photographs.
I've never been one for inaction. Everything I've ever felt strongly about, I've done something about. Iguess that's why, unable to do anything else, I soon began writing to people I had known in thehustling world, such as Sammy the Pimp, John Hughes, the gambling-house owner, the thiefJumpsteady, and several dope peddlers. I wrote them all about Allah and Islam and Mr. ElijahMuhammad. I had no idea where most of them lived. I addressed their letters in care of the Harlem orRoxbury bars and clubs where I'd known them.
I never got a single reply. The average hustler and criminal was too uneducated to write a letter. Ihave known many slick, sharp-looking hustlers, who would have you think they had an interest inWall Street; privately14, they would get someone else to read a letter if they received one. Besides,neither would I have replied to anyone writing me something as wild as "the white man is the devil." What certainly went on the Harlem and Roxbury wires was that Detroit Red was going crazy in stir, orelse he was trying some hype to shake up the warden15's office.
During the years that I stayed in the Norfolk Prison Colony, never did any official directly sayanything to me about those letters, although, of course, they all passed through the prison censorship.
I'm sure, however, they monitored what I wrote to add to the files which every state and federalprison keeps on the conversion19 of Negro inmates by the teachings of Mr. Elijah Muhammad.
But at that time, I felt that the real reason was that the white man knew that he was the devil.
Later on, I even wrote to the Mayor of Boston, to the Governor of Massachusetts, and to Harry20 STruman. They never answered; they probably never even saw my letters. I hand-scratched to themhow the white man's society was responsible for the black man's condition in this wilderness21 of NorthAmerica.
It was because of my letters that I happened to stumble upon starting to acquire some kind of ahomemade education.
I became increasingly frustrated22 at not being able to express what I wanted to convey in letters that Iwrote, especially those to Mr. Elijah Muhammad. In the street, I had been the most articulate hustlerout there-I had commanded attention when I said something. But now, trying to write simple English,I not only wasn't articulate, I wasn't even functional23. How would I sound writing in slang, the way Iwould say it, something such as, "Look, daddy, let me pull your coat about a cat, Elijah Muhammad-"Many who today hear me somewhere in person, or on television, or those who read something I'vesaid, will think I went to school far beyond the eighth grade. This impression is due entirely24 to myprison studies.
It had really begun back in the Charlestown Prison, when Bimbi first made me feel envy of his stock ofknowledge. Bimbi had always taken charge of any conversation he was in, and I had tried to emulatehim. But every book I picked up had few sentences which didn't contain anywhere from one to nearlyall of the words that might as well have been in Chinese. When I just skipped those words, of course, Ireally ended up with little idea of what the book said. So I had come to the Norfolk Prison Colony stillgoing through only book-reading motions. Pretty soon, I would have quit even these motions, unless Ihad received the motivation that I did.
I saw that the best thing I could do was get hold of a dictionary-to study, to learn some words. I waslucky enough to reason also that I should try to improve my penmanship. It was sad. I couldn't evenwrite in a straight line. It was both ideas together that moved me to request a dictionary along withsome tablets and pencils from the Norfolk Prison Colony school.
I spent two days just riffling uncertainly through the dictionary's pages. I'd never realized so manywords existed! I didn't know _which_ words I needed to learn. Finally, just to start some kind of action, I began copying.
In my slow, painstaking25, ragged26 handwriting, I copied into my tablet everything printed on that firstpage, down to the punctuation27 marks.
I believe it took me a day. Then, aloud, I read back, to myself, everything I'd written on the tablet.
Over and over, aloud, to myself, I read my own handwriting.
I woke up the next morning, thinking about those words-immensely proud to realize that not only hadI written so much at one time, but I'd written words that I never knew were in the world. Moreover,with a little effort, I also could remember what many of these words meant. I reviewed the wordswhose meanings I didn't remember. Funny thing, from the dictionary first page right now, that"aardvark" springs to my mind. The dictionary had a picture of it, a long-tailed, long-eared, burrowingAfrican mammal, which lives off termites28 caught by sticking out its tongue as an anteater does forants.
I was so fascinated that I went on-I copied the dictionary's next page. And the same experience camewhen I studied that. With every succeeding page, I also learned of people and places and events fromhistory. Actually the dictionary is like a miniature encyclopedia29. Finally the dictionary's A section hadfilled a whole tablet-and I went on into the B's. That was the way I started copying what eventuallybecame the entire dictionary. It went a lot faster after so much practice helped me to pick uphandwriting speed. Between what I wrote in my tablet, and writing letters, during the rest of my timein prison I would guess I wrote a million words.
I suppose it was inevitable30 that as my word-base broadened, I could for the first time pick up a bookand read and now begin to understand what the book was saying. Anyone who has read a great dealcan imagine the new world that opened. Let me tell you something: from then until I left that prison,in every free moment I had, if I was not reading in the library, I was reading on my bunk31. You couldn'thave gotten me out of books with a wedge. Between Mr. Muhammad's teachings, my correspondence,my visitors-usually Ella and Reginald-and my reading of books, months passed without my eventhinking about being imprisoned32. In fact, up to then, I never had been so truly free in my life.
The Norfolk Prison Colony's library was in the school building. A variety of classes was taught thereby33 instructors34 who came from such places as Harvard and Boston universities. The weekly debatesbetween inmate3 teams were also held in the school building. You would be astonished to know howworked up convict debaters and audiences would get over subjects like "Should Babies Be Fed Milk?"Available on the prison library's shelves were books on just about every general subject. Much of thebig private collection that Parkhurst had willed to the prison was still in crates36 and boxes in the backof the library-thousands of old books. Some of them looked ancient: covers faded, old-timeparchment-looking binding37. Parkhurst, I've mentioned, seemed to have been principally interested inhistory and religion. He had the money and the special interest to have a lot of books that youwouldn't have in general circulation. Any college library would have been lucky to get that collection.
As you can imagine, especially in a prison where there was heavy emphasis on rehabilitation38, aninmate was smiled upon if he demonstrated an unusually intense interest in books. There was asizable number of well-read inmates, especially the popular debaters. Some were said by many to bepractically walking encyclopedias39. They were almost celebrities40. No university would ask any studentto devour41 literature as I did when this new world opened to me, of being able to read and_understand_.
I read more in my room than in the library itself. An inmate who was known to read a lot could checkout42 more than the permitted maximum number of books. I preferred reading in the total isolation43 ofmy own room.
When I had progressed to really serious reading, every night at about ten P. M. I would be outragedwith the "lights out." It always seemed to catch me right in the middle of something engrossing44.
Fortunately, right outside my door was a corridor light that cast a glow into my room. The glow wasenough to read by, once my eyes adjusted to it. So when "lights out" came, I would sit on the floorwhere I could continue reading in that glow.
At one-hour intervals45 the night guards paced past every room. Each time I heard the approachingfootsteps, I jumped into bed and feigned46 sleep. And as soon as the guard passed, I got back out of bedonto the floor area of that light-glow, where I would read for another fifty-eight minutes-until theguard approached again. That went on until three or four every morning. Three or four hours of sleepa night was enough for me. Often in the years in the streets I had slept less than that.
The teachings of Mr. Muhammad stressed how history had been "whitened"-when white men hadwritten history books, the black man simply had been left out. Mr. Muhammad couldn't have saidanything that would have struck me much harder. I had never forgotten how when my class, me andall of those whites, had studied seventh-grade United States history back in Mason, the history of theNegro had been covered in one paragraph, and the teacher had gotten a big laugh with his joke,"Negroes' feet are so big that when they walk, they leave a hole in the ground."This is one reason why Mr. Muhammad's teachings spread so swiftly all over the United States,among _all_ Negroes, whether or not they became followers47 of Mr. Muhammad. The teachings ringtrue-to every Negro. You can hardly show me a black adult in America-or a white one, for that matter-who knows from the history books anything like the truth about the black man's role. In my own case,once I heard of the "glorious history of the black man," I took special pains to hunt in the library forbooks that would inform me on details about black history.
I can remember accurately48 the very first set of books that really impressed me. I have since bought thatset of books and have it at home for my children to read as they grow up. It's called _Wonders of the World_. It's full of pictures of archaeological finds, statues that depict49, usually, non-European people.
I found books like Will Durant's _Story of Civilization_. I read H. G. Wells' _Outline of History_.
_Souls Of Black Folk_ by W. E. B. Du Bois gave me a glimpse into the black people's history beforethey came to this country. Carter G. Woodson's _Negro History_ opened my eyes about black empiresbefore the black slave was brought to the United States, and the early Negro struggles for freedom.
J. A. Rogers' three volumes of _Sex and Race_ told about race-mixing before Christ's time; aboutAesop being a black man who told fables50; about Egypt's Pharaohs; about the great Coptic ChristianEmpires; about Ethiopia, the earth's oldest continuous black civilization, as China is the oldestcontinuous civilization.
Mr. Muhammad's teaching about how the white man had been created led me to _Findings InGenetics_ by Gregor Mendel. (The dictionary's G section was where I had learned what "genetics"meant. ) I really studied this book by the Austrian monk52. Reading it over and over, especially certainsections, helped me to understand that if you started with a black man, a white man could beproduced; but starting with a white man, you never could produce a black man-because the whitegene is recessive53. And since no one disputes that there was but one Original Man, the conclusion isclear.
During the last year or so, in the _New York Times_, Arnold Toynbee used the word "bleached55" indescribing the white man. (His words were: "White (i.e. bleached) human beings of North Europeanorigin. . . .") Toynbee also referred to the European geographic56 area as only a peninsula of Asia. Hesaid there is no such thing as Europe. And if you look at the globe, you will see for yourself thatAmerica is only an extension of Asia. (But at the same time Toynbee is among those who have helpedto bleach54 history. He has written that Africa was the only continent that produced no history. Hewon't write that again. Every day now, the truth is coming to light. )I never will forget how shocked I was when I began reading about slavery's total horror. It made suchan impact upon me that it later became one of my favorite subjects when I became a minister of Mr.
Muhammad's. The world's most monstrous57 crime, the sin and the blood on the white man's hands, arealmost impossible to believe. Books like the one by Frederick Olmstead opened my eyes to the horrorssuffered when the slave was landed in the United States. The European woman, Fannie Kimball, whohad married a Southern white slaveowner, described how human beings were degraded. Of course Iread _Uncle Tom's Cabin_. In fact, I believe that's the only novel I have ever read since I startedserious reading.
Parkhurst's collection also contained some bound pamphlets of the Abolitionist Anti-Slavery Societyof New England. I read descriptions of atrocities58, saw those illustrations of black slave women tied upand flogged with whips; of black mothers watching their babies being dragged off, never to be seen bytheir mothers again; of dogs after slaves, and of the fugitive60 slave catchers, evil white men with whipsand clubs and chains and guns. I read about the slave preacher Nat Turner, who put the fear of Godinto the white slavemaster. Nat Turner wasn't going around preaching pie-in-the-sky and "non violent" freedom for the black man. There in Virginia one night in 1831, Nat and seven other slavesstarted out at his master's home and through the night they went from one plantation61 "big house" tothe next, killing62, until by the next morning 57 white people were dead and Nat had about 70 slavesfollowing him. White people, terrified for their lives, fled from their homes, locked themselves up inpublic buildings, hid in the woods, and some even left the state. A small army of soldiers took twomonths to catch and hang Nat Turner. Somewhere I have read where Nat Turner's example is said tohave inspired John Brown to invade Virginia and attack Harper's Ferry nearly thirty years later, withthirteen white men and five Negroes.
I read Herodotus, "the father of History," or, rather, I read about him. And I read the histories ofvarious nations, which opened my eyes gradually, then wider and wider, to how the whole world'swhite men had indeed acted like devils, pillaging63 and raping64 and bleeding and draining the wholeworld's non-white people. I remember, for instance, books such as Will Durant's story of Orientalcivilization, and Mahatma Gandhi's accounts of the struggle to drive the British out of India.
Book after book showed me how the white man had brought upon the world's black, brown, red, andyellow peoples every variety of the sufferings of exploitation. I saw how since the sixteenth century,the so-called "Christian51 trader" white man began to ply1 the seas in his lust59 for Asian and Africanempires, and plunder65, and power. I read, I saw, how the white man never has gone among the nonwhite peoples bearing the Cross in the true manner and spirit of Christ's teachings-meek, humble66, andChrist-like.
I perceived, as I read, how the collective white man had been actually nothing but a piraticalopportunist who used Faustian machinations to make his own Christianity his initial wedge incriminal conquests. First, always "religiously," he branded "heathen" and "pagan" labels upon ancientnon-white cultures and civilizations. The stage thus set, he then turned upon his non-white victims hisweapons of war.
I read how, entering India-half a _billion_ deeply religious brown people-the British white man, by1759, through promises, trickery and manipulations, controlled much of India through Great Britain'sEast India Company. The parasitical67 British administration kept tentacling out to half of thesubcontinent. In 1857, some of the desperate people of India finally mutinied-and, excepting theAfrican slave trade, nowhere has history recorded any more unnecessary bestial68 and ruthless humancarnage than the British suppression of the non-white Indian people.
Over 115 million African blacks-close to the 1930's population of the United States-were murdered orenslaved during the slave trade. And I read how when the slave market was glutted69, the cannibalisticwhite powers of Europe next carved up, as their colonies, the richest areas of the black continent. AndEurope's chancelleries for the next century played a chess game of naked exploitation and power fromCape Horn to Cairo.
Ten guards and the warden couldn't have torn me out of those books. Not even Elijah Muhammadcould have been more eloquent70 than those books were in providing indisputable proof that the collective white man had acted like a devil in virtually every contact he had with the world's collectivenon-white man. I listen today to the radio, and watch television, and read the headlines about thecollective white man's fear and tension concerning China. When the white man professes71 ignoranceabout why the Chinese hate him so, my mind can't help flashing back to what I read, there in prison,about how the blood forebears of this same white man raped72 China at a time when China was trustingand helpless. Those original white "Christian traders" sent into China millions of pounds of opium73. By1839, so many of the Chinese were addicts74 that China's desperate government destroyed twentythousand chests of opium. The first Opium War was promptly75 declared by the white man. Imagine!
Declaring _war_ upon someone who objects to being narcotized! The Chinese were severely76 beaten,with Chinese-invented gunpowder77.
The Treaty of Nanking made China pay the British white man for the destroyed opium; forced openChina's major ports to British trade; forced China to abandon Hong Kong; fixed78 China's import tariffsso low that cheap British articles soon flooded in, maiming China's industrial development.
After a second Opium War, the Tientsin Treaties legalized the ravaging79 opium trade, legalized aBritish-French-American control of China's customs. China tried delaying that Treaty's ratification;Peking was looted and burned.
"Kill the foreign white devils!" was the 1901 Chinese war cry in the Boxer80 Rebellion. Losing again, thistime the Chinese were driven from Peking's choicest areas. The vicious, arrogant81 white man put upthe famous signs, "Chinese and dogs not allowed."Red China after World War II closed its doors to the Western white world. Massive Chineseagricultural, scientific, and industrial efforts are described in a book that _Life_ magazine recentlypublished. Some observers inside Red China have reported that the world never has known such ahate-white campaign as is now going on in this non-white country where, present birth-ratescontinuing, in fifty more years Chinese will be half the earth's population. And it seems that someChinese chickens will soon come home to roost, with China's recent successful nuclear tests.
Let us face reality. We can see in the United Nations a new world order being shaped, along colorlines-an alliance among the non-white nations. America's U. N. Ambassador Adlai Stevensoncomplained not long ago that in the United Nations "a skin game" was being played. He was right. Hewas facing reality. A "skin game" _is_ being played. But Ambassador Stevenson sounded like JesseJames accusing the marshal of carrying a gun. Because who in the world's history ever has played aworse "skin game" than the white man?
Mr. Muhammad, to whom I was writing daily, had no idea of what a new world had opened up to methrough my efforts to document his teachings in books.
When I discovered philosophy, I tried to touch all the landmarks82 of philosophical83 development.
Gradually, I read most of the old philosophers, Occidental and Oriental. The Oriental philosopherswere the ones I came to prefer; finally, my impression was that most Occidental philosophy hadlargely been borrowed from the Oriental thinkers. Socrates, for instance, traveled in Egypt. Somesources even say that Socrates was initiated84 into some of the Egyptian mysteries. Obviously Socratesgot some of his wisdom among the East's wise men.
I have often reflected upon the new vistas85 that reading opened to me. I knew right there in prison thatreading had changed forever the course of my life. As I see it today, the ability to read awoke insideme some long dormant86 craving87 to be mentally alive. I certainly wasn't seeking any degree, the way acollege confers a status symbol upon its students. My homemade education gave me, with everyadditional book that I read, a little bit more sensitivity to the deafness, dumbness, and blindness thatwas afflicting88 the black race in America. Not long ago, an English writer telephoned me from London,asking questions. One was, "What's your alma mater?" I told him, "Books." You will never catch mewith a free fifteen minutes in which I'm not studying something I feel might be able to help the blackman.
Yesterday I spoke89 in London, and both ways on the plane across the Atlantic I was studying adocument about how the United Nations proposes to insure the human rights of the oppressedminorities of the world. The American black man is the world's most shameful90 case of minorityoppression. What makes the black man think of himself as only an internal United States issue is just acatch-phrase, two words, "civil rights." How is the black man going to get "civil rights" before first hewins his _human_ rights? If the American black man will start thinking about his _human_ rights, andthen start thinking of himself as part of one of the world's great peoples, he will see he has a case forthe United Nations.
I can't think of a better case! Four hundred years of black blood and sweat invested here in America,and the white man still has the black man begging for what every immigrant fresh off the ship cantake for granted the minute he walks down the gangplank.
But I'm digressing. I told the Englishman that my alma mater was books, a good library. Every time Icatch a plane, I have with me a book that I want to read-and that's a lot of books these days. If Iweren't out here every day battling the white man, I could spend the rest of my life reading, justsatisfying my curiosity-because you can hardly mention anything I'm not curious about. I don't thinkanybody ever got more out of going to prison than I did. In fact, prison enabled me to study far moreintensively than I would have if my life had gone differently and I had attended some college. Iimagine that one of the biggest troubles with colleges is there are too many distractions91, too muchpanty-raiding, fraternities, and boola-boola and all of that. Where else but in a prison could I haveattacked my ignorance by being able to study intensely sometimes as much as fifteen hours a day?
Schopenhauer, Kant, Nietzsche, naturally, I read all of those. I don't respect them; I am just trying toremember some of those whose theories I soaked up in those years. These three, it's said, laid thegroundwork on which the Fascist92 and Nazi93 philosophy was built. I don't respect them because itseems to me that most of their time was spent arguing about things that are not really important. They remind me of so many of the Negro "intellectuals," so-called, with whom I have come in contact-theyare always arguing about something useless.
Spinoza impressed me for a while when I found out that he was black. A black Spanish Jew. The Jewsexcommunicated him because he advocated a pantheistic doctrine94, something like the "allness ofGod," or "God in everything." The Jews read their burial services for Spinoza, meaning that he wasdead as far as they were concerned; his family was run out of Spain, they ended up in Holland, Ithink.
I'll tell you something. The whole stream of Western philosophy has now wound up in a cul-de-sac.
The white man has perpetrated upon himself, as well as upon the black man, so gigantic a fraud thathe has put himself into a crack. He did it through his elaborate, neurotic95 necessity to hide the blackman's true role in history.
And today the white man is faced head on with what is happening on the Black Continent, Africa.
Look at the artifacts being discovered there, that are proving over and over again, how the black manhad great, fine, sensitive civilizations before the white man was out of the caves. Below the Sahara, inthe places where most of America's Negroes' foreparents were kidnapped, there is being unearthedsome of the finest craftsmanship96, sculpture and other objects, that has ever been seen by modern man.
Some of these things now are on view in such places as New York City's Metropolitan97 Museum of Art.
Gold work of such fine tolerance98 and workmanship that it has no rival. Ancient objects produced byblack hands. . . refined by those black hands with results that no human hand today can equal.
History has been so "whitened" by the white man that even the black professors have known littlemore than the most ignorant black man about the talents and rich civilizations and cultures of theblack man of millenniums ago. I have lectured in Negro colleges and some of these brainwashed blackPh.D.'s, with their suspenders dragging the ground with degrees, have run to the white man'snewspapers calling me a "black fanatic99." Why, a lot of them are fifty years behind the times. If I werepresident of one of these black colleges, I'd hock the campus if I had to, to send a bunch of blackstudents off digging in Africa for more, more and more proof of the black race's historical greatness.
The white man now is in Africa digging and searching. An African elephant can't stumble withoutfalling on some white man with a shovel100. Practically every week, we read about some great new findfrom Africa's lost civilizations. All that's new is white science's attitude. The ancient civilizations of theblack man have been buried on the Black Continent all the time.
Here is an example: a British anthropologist101 named Dr. Louis S. B. Leakey is displaying some fossilbones-a foot, part of a hand, some jaws102, and skull103 fragments. On the basis of these, Dr. Leakey has saidit's time to rewrite completely the history of man's origin.
This species of man lived 1,818,036 years before Christ. And these bones were found in Tanganyika. Inthe Black Continent.
It's a crime, the lie that has been told to generations of black men and white men both. Little innocent black children, born of parents who believed that their race had no history. Little black childrenseeing, before they could talk, that their parents considered themselves inferior. Innocent blackchildren growing up, living out their lives, dying of old age-and all of their lives ashamed of beingblack. But the truth is pouring out of the bag now.
Two other areas of experience which have been extremely formative in my life since prison were firstopened to me in the Norfolk Prison Colony. For one thing, I had my first experiences in opening theeyes of my brainwashed black brethren to some truths about the black race. And, the other: when Ihad read enough to know something, I began to enter the Prison Colony's weekly debating program-my baptism into public speaking.
I have to admit a sad, shameful fact. I had so loved being around the white man that in prison I reallydisliked how Negro convicts stuck together so much. But when Mr. Muhammad's teachings reversedmy attitude toward my black brothers, in my guilt and shame I began to catch every chance I could torecruit for Mr. Muhammad.
You have to be careful, very careful, introducing the truth to the black man who has never previouslyheard the truth about himself, his own kind, and the white man. My brother Reginald had told methat all Muslims experienced this in their recruiting for Mr. Muhammad. The black brother is sobrainwashed that he may even be repelled104 when he first hears the truth. Reginald advised that thetruth had to be dropped only a little bit at a time. And you had to wait a while to let it sink in beforeadvancing the next step.
I began first telling my black brother inmates about the glorious history of the black man-things theynever had dreamed. I told them the horrible slavery-trade truths that they never knew.
I would watch their faces when I told them about that, because the white man had completely erasedthe slaves' past, a Negro in America can never know his true family name, or even what tribe he wasdescended from: the Mandingos, the Wolof, the Serer, the Fula, the Fanti, the Ashanti, or others. I toldthem that some slaves brought from Africa spoke Arabic, and were Islamic in their religion. A lot ofthese black convicts still wouldn't believe it unless they could see that a white man had said it. So,often, I would read to these brothers selected passages from white men's books. I'd explain to themthat the real truth was known to some white men, the scholars; but there had been a conspiracy105 downthrough the generations to keep the truth from black men.
I would keep close watch on how each one reacted. I always had to be careful. I never knew whensome brainwashed black imp8, some dyed-in-the-wool Uncle Tom, would nod at me and then gorunning to tell the white man. When one was ripe-and I could tell-then away from the rest, I'd drop iton him, what Mr. Muhammad taught: "The white man is the devil."That would shock many of them-until they started thinking about it.
This is probably as big a single worry as the American prison system has today-the way the Muslim teachings, circulated among all Negroes in the country, are converting new Muslims among black menin prison, and black men are in prison in far greater numbers than their proportion in the population.
The reason is that among all Negroes the black convict is the most perfectly106 preconditioned to hear thewords, "the white man is the devil."You tell that to any Negro. Except for those relatively107 few "integration"-mad so-called "intellectuals,"and those black men who are otherwise fat, happy, and deaf, dumb, and blinded, with their crumbsfrom the white man's rich table, you have struck a nerve center in the American black man. He maytake a day to react, a month, a year; he may never respond, openly; but of one thing you can be sure-when he thinks about his own life, he is going to see where, to him, personally, the white man sure hasacted like a devil.
And, as I say, above all Negroes, the black prisoner. Here is a black man caged behind bars, probablyfor years, put there by the white man. Usually the convict comes from among those bottom-of-the-pileNegroes, the Negroes who through their entire lives have been kicked about, treated like children-Negroes who never have met one white man who didn't either take something from them or dosomething to them.
You let this caged-up black man start thinking, the same way I did when I first heard ElijahMuhammad's teachings: let him start thinking how, with better breaks when he was young andambitious he might have been a lawyer, a doctor, a scientist, anything. You let this caged-up blackman start realizing, as I did, how from the first landing of the first slave ship, the millions of black menin America have been like sheep in a den16 of wolves. That's why black prisoners become Muslims sofast when Elijah Muhammad's teachings filter into their cages by way of other Muslim convicts. "Thewhite man is the devil" is a perfect echo of that black convict's lifelong experience.
I've told how debating was a weekly event there at the Norfolk Prison Colony. My reading had mymind like steam under pressure. Some way, I had to start telling the white man about himself to hisface. I decided108 I could do this by putting my name down to debate.
Standing109 up and speaking before an audience was a thing that throughout my previous life neverwould have crossed my mind. Out there in the streets, hustling, pushing dope, and robbing, I couldhave had the dreams from a pound of hashish and I'd never have dreamed anything so wild as thatone day I would speak in coliseums and arenas110, at the greatest American universities, and on radioand television programs, not to mention speaking all over Egypt and Africa and in England.
But I will tell you that, right there, in the prison, debating, speaking to a crowd, was as exhilarating tome as the discovery of knowledge through reading had been. Standing up there, the faces looking upat me, things in my head coming out of my mouth, while my brain searched for the next best thing tofollow what I was saying, and if I could sway them to my side by handling it right, then I had won thedebate-once my feet got wet, I was gone on debating. Whichever side of the selected subject wasassigned to me, I'd track down and study everything I could find on it. I'd put myself in my opponent's place and decide how I'd try to win if I had the other side; and then I'd figure a way toknock down those points. And if there was any way in the world, I'd work into my speech thedevilishness of the white man.
"Compulsory111 Military Training-Or None?" That's one good chance I got unexpectedly, I remember.
My opponent flailed112 the air about the Ethiopians throwing rocks and spears at Italian airplanes,"proving" that compulsory military training was needed. I said the Ethiopians' black flesh had beenspattered against trees by bombs the Pope in Rome had blessed, and the Ethiopians would havethrown even their bare bodies at the airplanes because they had seen that they were fighting the devilincarnate.
They yelled "foul," that I'd made the subject a race issue. I said it wasn't race, it was a historical fact,that they ought to go and read Pierre van Paassen's _Days of Our Years_, and something notsurprising to me, that book, right after the debate, disappeared from the prison library. It was rightthere in prison that I made up my mind to devote the rest of my life to telling the white man abouthimself-or die. In a debate about whether or not Homer had ever existed, I threw into those whitefaces the theory that Homer only symbolized how white Europeans kidnapped black Africans, thenblinded them so that they could never get back to their own people. (Homer and Omar and Moor113, yousee, are related terms; it's like saying Peter, Pedro, and petra, all three of which mean rock. ) Theseblinded Moors114 the Europeans taught to sing about the Europeans' glorious accomplishments115. I made itclear that was the devilish white man's idea of kicks. Aesop's _Fables_-another case in point. "Aesop"was only the Greek name for an Ethiopian.
Another hot debate I remember I was in had to do with the identity of Shakespeare. No color wasinvolved there; I just got intrigued116 over the Shakespearean dilemma117. The King James translation of theBible is considered the greatest piece of literature in English. Its language supposedly represents theultimate in using the King's English. Well, Shakespeare's language and the Bible's language are oneand the same. They say that from 1604 to 1611, King James got poets to translate, to write the Bible.
Well, if Shakespeare existed, he was then the top poet around. But Shakespeare is nowhere reportedconnected with the Bible. If he existed, why didn't King James use him? And if he did use him, why isit one of the world's best kept secrets?
I know that many say that Francis Bacon was Shakespeare. If that is true, why would Bacon have keptit secret? Bacon wasn't royalty118, when royalty sometimes used the _nom de plume_ because it was"improper119" for royalty to be artistic120 or theatrical121. What would Bacon have had to lose? Bacon, in fact,would have had everything to gain.
In the prison debates I argued for the theory that King James himself was the real poet who used the_nom de plume_ Shakespeare. King James was brilliant. He was the greatest king who ever sat on theBritish throne. Who else among royalty, in his time, would have had the giant talent to writeShakespeare's works? It was he who poetically122 "fixed" the Bible-which in itself and its present KingJames version has enslaved the world.
When my brother Reginald visited, I would talk to him about new evidence I found to document theMuslim teachings. In either volume 43 or 44 of The Harvard Classics, I read Milton's _Paradise Lost_.
The devil, kicked out of Paradise, was trying to regain123 possession. He was using the forces of Europe,personified by the Popes, Charlemagne, Richard the Lionhearted, and other knights124. I interpreted thisto show that the Europeans were motivated and led by the devil, or the personification of the devil. SoMilton and Mr. Elijah Muhammad were actually saying the same thing.
I couldn't believe it when Reginald began to speak ill of Elijah Muhammad. I can't specify125 the exactthings he said. They were more in the nature of implications against Mr. Muhammad-the pitch ofReginald's voice, or the way that Reginald looked, rather than what he said.
It caught me totally unprepared. It threw me into a state of confusion. My blood brother, Reginald, inwhom I had so much confidence, for whom I had so much respect, the one who had introduced me tothe Nation of Islam. I couldn't believe it! And now Islam meant more to me than anything I ever hadknown in my life. Islam and Mr. Elijah Muhammad had changed my whole world.
Reginald, I learned, had been suspended from the Nation of Islam by Elijah Muhammad. He had notpracticed moral restraint. After he had learned the truth, and had accepted the truth, and the Muslimlaws, Reginald was still carrying on improper relations with the then secretary of the New YorkTemple. Some other Muslim who learned of it had made charges against Reginald to Mr. Muhammadin Chicago, and Mr. Muhammad had suspended Reginald.
When Reginald left, I was in torment126. That night, finally, I wrote to Mr. Muhammad, trying to defendmy brother, appealing for him. I told him what Reginald was to me, what my brother meant to me.
I put the letter into the box for the prison censor18. Then all the rest of that night, I prayed to Allah. Idon't think anyone ever prayed more sincerely to Allah. I prayed for some kind of relief from myconfusion.
It was the next night, as I lay on my bed, I suddenly, with a start, became aware of a man sitting besideme in my chair. He had on a dark suit. I remember. I could see him as plainly as I see anyone I look at.
He wasn't black, and he wasn't white. He was light-brown-skinned, an Asiatic cast of countenance,and he had oily black hair.
I looked right into his face.
I didn't get frightened. I knew I wasn't dreaming. I couldn't move, I didn't speak, and he didn't. Icouldn't place him racially-other than that I knew he was a non-European. I had no idea whatsoeverwho he was. He just sat there. Then, suddenly as he had come, he was gone.
Soon, Mr. Muhammad sent me a reply about Reginald. He wrote, "If you once believed in the truth, and now you are beginning to doubt the truth, you didn't believe the truth in the first place. Whatcould make you doubt the truth other than your own weak self?"That struck me. Reginald was not leading the disciplined life of a Muslim. And I knew that ElijahMuhammad was right, and my blood brother was wrong. Because right is right, and wrong is wrong.
Little did I then realize the day would come when Elijah Muhammad would be accused by his ownsons as being guilty of the same acts of immorality128 that he judged Reginald and so many others for.
But at that time, all of the doubt and confusion in my mind was removed. All of the influence that mybrother had wielded129 over me was broken. From that day on, as far as I am concerned, everything thatmy brother Reginald has done is wrong.
But Reginald kept visiting me. When he had been a Muslim, he had been immaculate in his attire130. Butnow, he wore things like a T-shirt, shabby-looking trousers, and sneakers. I could see him on the waydown. When he spoke, I heard him coldly. But I would listen. He was my blood brother.
Gradually, I saw the chastisement131 of Allah-what Christians132 would call "the curse"-come uponReginald. Elijah Muhammad said that Allah was chastising133 Reginald-and that anyone who challengedElijah Muhammad would be chastened by Allah. In Islam we were taught that as long as one didn'tknow the truth, he lived in darkness. But once the truth was accepted, and recognized, he lived inlight, and whoever would then go against it would be punished by Allah.
Mr. Muhammad taught that the five-pointed star stands for justice, and also for the five senses of man.
We were taught that Allah executes justice by working upon the five senses of those who rebel againstHis Messenger, or against His truth. We were taught that this was Allah's way of letting Muslimsknow His sufficiency to defend His Messenger against any and all opposition134, as long as theMessenger himself didn't deviate135 from the path of truth. We were taught that Allah turned the mindsof any defectors into a turmoil136. I thought truly that it was Allah doing this to my brother.
One letter, I think from my brother Philbert, told me that Reginald was with them in Detroit. I heardno more about Reginald until one day, weeks later, Ella visited me; she told me that Reginald was ather home in Roxbury, sleeping. Ella said she had heard a knock, she had gone to the door, and therewas Reginald, looking terrible. Ella said she had asked, "Where did you come from?" And Reginaldhad told her he came from Detroit. She said she asked him, "How did you get here?" And he had toldher, "I walked."I believed he _had_ walked. I believed in Elijah Muhammad, and he had convinced us that Allah'schastisement upon Reginald's mind had taken away Reginald's ability to gauge137 distance and time.
There is a dimension of time with which we are not familiar here in the West. Elijah Muhammad saidthat under Allah's chastisement, the five senses of a man can be so deranged138 by those whose mentalpowers are greater than his that in five minutes his hair can turn snow white. Or he will walk ninehundred miles as he might walk five blocks.
In prison, since I had become a Muslim, I had grown a beard. When Reginald visited me, he nervouslymoved about in his chair; he told me that each hair on my beard was a snake. Everywhere, he sawsnakes.
He next began to believe that he was the "Messenger of Allah." Reginald went around in the streets ofRoxbury, Ella reported to me, telling people that he had some divine power. He graduated from thisto saying that he was Allah.
He finally began saying he was _greater_ than Allah.
Authorities picked up Reginald, and he was put into an institution. They couldn't find what waswrong. They had no way to understand Allah's chastisement. Reginald was released. Then he waspicked up again, and was put into another institution.
Reginald is in an institution now. I know where, but I won't say. I would not want to cause him anymore trouble than he has already had.
I believe, today, that it was written, it was meant, for Reginald to be used for one purpose only: as abait, as a minnow to reach into the ocean of blackness where I was, to save me.
I cannot understand it any other way.
After Elijah Muhammad himself was later accused as a very immoral127 man, I came to believe that itwasn't a divine chastisement upon Reginald, but the pain he felt when his own family totally rejectedhim for Elijah Muhammad, and this hurt made Reginald turn insanely upon Elijah Muhammad.
It's impossible to dream, or to see, or to have a vision of someone whom you never have seen before-and to see him exactly as he is. To see someone, and to see him exactly as he looks, is to have a prevision.
I would later come to believe that my pre-vision was of Master W. D. Fard, the Messiah, the onewhom Elijah Muhammad said had appointed him-Elijah Muhammad-as His Last Messenger to theblack people of North America.
My last year in prison was spent back in the Charlestown Prison. Even among the white inmates, theword had filtered around. Some of those brainwashed black convicts talked too much. And I knowthat the censors17 had reported on my mail. The Norfolk Prison Colony officials had become upset. Theyused as a reason for my transfer that I refused to take some kind of shots, an inoculation139 or something.
The only thing that worried me was that I hadn't much time left before I would be eligible140 for parole-board consideration. But I reasoned that they might look at my representing and spreading Islam in another way: instead of keeping me in they might want to get me out.
I had come to prison with 20/20 vision. But when I got sent back to Charlestown, I had read so muchby the lights-out glow in my room at the Norfolk Prison Colony that I had astigmatism141 and the firstpair of the eyeglasses that I have worn ever since.
I had less maneuverability back in the much stricter Charles-town Prison. But I found that a lot ofNegroes attended a Bible class, and I went there.
Conducting the class was a tall, blond, blue-eyed (a perfect "devil") Harvard Seminary student. Helectured, and then he started in a question-and-answer session. I don't know which of us had read theBible more, he or I, but I had to give him credit; he really was heavy on his religion. I puzzled andpuzzled for a way to upset him, and to give those Negroes present something to think and talk aboutand circulate.
Finally, I put up my hand; he nodded. He had talked about Paul.
I stood up and asked, "What color was Paul?" And I kept talking, with pauses, "He had to be black. . .
because he was a Hebrew. . . and the original Hebrews were black. . . weren't they?"He had started flushing red. You know the way white people do. He said "Yes."I wasn't through yet. "What color was Jesus. . . he was Hebrew, too. . . wasn't he?"Both the Negro and the white convicts had sat bolt upright. I don't care how tough the convict, be hebrainwashed black Christian, or a "devil" white Christian, neither of them is ready to hear anybodysaying Jesus wasn't white. The instructor35 walked around. He shouldn't have felt bad. In all of the yearssince, I never have met any intelligent white man who would try to insist that Jesus was white. Howcould they? He said, "Jesus was brown."I let him get away with that compromise.
Exactly as I had known it would, almost overnight the Charlestown convicts, black and white, beganbuzzing with the story. Wherever I went, I could feel the nodding. And anytime I got a chance toexchange words with a black brother in stripes, I'd say, "My man! You ever heard about somebodynamed Mr. Elijah Muhammad?"
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132 Christians | |
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134 opposition | |
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135 deviate | |
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136 turmoil | |
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137 gauge | |
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139 inoculation | |
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