E VENING AT THE G OLDEN P ALM
IM olly rearranged a few of the table decorations in the dining room, removed an extra knife, straightened a fork, reseta glass or two, stood back to look at the effect and then walked out on to the terrace outside. There was no one aboutjust at present and she strolled to the far corner and stood by the balustrade. Soon another evening would begin.
Chattering1, talking, drinking, all so gay and carefree, the sort of life she had longed for and, up to a few days ago, hadenjoyed so much. Now even Tim seemed anxious and worried. Natural, perhaps, that he should worry a little. It wasimportant that this venture of theirs should turn out all right. After all, he had sunk all he had in it.
But that, thought Molly, is not really what’s worrying him. It’s me. But I don’t see, said Molly to herself, why heshould worry about me. Because he did worry about her. That she was quite sure of. The questions he put, the quicknervous glance he shot at her from time to time. “But why?” thought Molly. “I’ve been very careful.” She summed upthings in her mind. She didn’t understand it really herself. She couldn’t remember when it had begun. She wasn’t evenvery sure what it was. She’d begun to be frightened of people. She didn’t know why. What could they do to her? Whatshould they want to do to her?
She nodded her head, then started violently as a hand touched her arm. She spun2 round to find Gregory Dyson,slightly taken aback, looking apologetic.
“Ever so sorry. Did I startle you, little girl?”
Molly hated being called “little girl.” She said quickly and brightly: “I didn’t hear you coming, Mr. Dyson, so itmade me jump.”
“Mr. Dyson? We’re very formal tonight. Aren’t we all one great happy family here? Ed and me and Lucky andEvelyn and you and Tim and Esther Walters and old Rafiel. All the lot of us one happy family.”
“He’s had plenty to drink already,” thought Molly. She smiled at him pleasantly.
“Oh! I come over the heavy hostess sometimes,” she said, lightly. “Tim and I think it’s more polite not to be toohandy with Christian3 names.”
“Aw! we don’t want any of that stuffed-shirt business. Now then, Molly my lovely, have a drink with me.”
“Ask me later,” said Molly. “I have a few things to get on with.”
“Now don’t run away.” His arm fastened round her arm. “You’re a lovely girl, Molly. I hope Tim appreciates hisgood luck.”
“Oh, I see to it that he does,” said Molly cheerfully.
“I could go for you, you know, in a big way.” He leered at her—“though I wouldn’t let my wife hear me say so.”
“Did you have a good trip this afternoon?”
“I suppose so. Between you and me I get a bit fed up sometimes. You can get tired of the birds and butterflies.
What say you and I go for a little picnic on our own one day?”
“We’ll have to see about that,” said Molly gaily4. “I’ll be looking forward to it.”
With a light laugh she escaped, and went back into the bar.
“Hallo, Molly,” said Tim, “you seem in a hurry. Who’s that you’ve been with out there?”
He peered out.
“Gregory Dyson.”
“What does he want?”
“Wanted to make a pass at me,” said Molly.
“Blast him,” said Tim.
“Don’t worry,” said Molly, “I can do all the blasting necessary.”
Tim started to answer her, caught sight of Fernando and went over to him shouting out some directions. Mollyslipped away through the kitchen door and down the steps to the beach.
Gregory Dyson swore under his breath. Then he walked slowly back in the direction of his bungalow5. He hadnearly got there when a voice spoke6 to him from the shadow of one of the bushes. He turned his head, startled. In thegathering dusk he thought for a moment that it was a ghostly figure that stood there. Then he laughed. It had lookedlike a faceless apparition7 but that was because, though the dress was white, the face was black.
Victoria stepped out of the bushes on to the path.
“Mr. Dyson, please?”
“Yes. What is it?”
Ashamed of being startled, he spoke with a touch of impatience8.
“I brought you this, sir.” She held out her hand. In it was a bottle of tablets. “This belongs to you, doesn’t it? Yes?”
“Oh, my bottle of Serenite tablets. Yes, of course. Where did you find it?”
“I found it where it had been put. In the gentleman’s room.”
“What do you mean—in the gentleman’s room?”
“The gentleman who is dead,” she added gravely. “I do not think he sleeps very well in his grave.”
“Why the devil not?” asked Dyson.
Victoria stood looking at him.
“I still don’t know what you’re talking about. You mean you found this bottle of tablets in Major Palgrave’sbungalow?”
“That’s right, yes. After the doctor and the Jamestown people go away, they give me all the things in his bathroomto throw away. The toothpaste and the lotions9, and all the other things—including this.”
“Well, why didn’t you throw it away?”
“Because these are yours. You missed them. You remember, you asked about them?”
“Yes—well—yes, I did. I—I thought I’d just mislaid them.”
“No, you did not mislay them. They were taken from your bungalow and put in Major Palgrave’s bungalow.”
“How do you know?” He spoke roughly.
“I know. I saw.” She smiled at him in a sudden flash of white teeth. “Someone put them in the dead gentleman’sroom. Now I give them back to you.”
“Here—wait. What do you mean? What—who did you see?”
She hurried away, back into the darkness of the bushes. Greg made as to move after her and then stopped. He stoodstroking his chin.
“What’s the matter, Greg? Seen a ghost?” asked Mrs. Dyson, as she came along the path from their bungalow.
“Thought I had for a minute or two.”
“Who was that you were talking to?”
“The coloured girl who does our place. Victoria, her name is, isn’t it?”
“What did she want? Making a pass at you?”
“Don’t be stupid, Lucky. That girl’s got some idiotic10 idea into her head.”
“Idea about what?”
“You remember I couldn’t find my Serenite the other day?”
“You said you couldn’t.”
“What do you mean ‘I said I couldn’t?’”
“Oh, for heck’s sake, have you got to take me up on everything?”
“I’m sorry,” said Greg. “Everybody goes about being so damn’ mysterious.” He held out his hand with the bottle init. “That girl brought them back to me.”
“Had she pinched them?”
“No. She—found them somewhere I think.”
“Well, what of it? What’s the mystery about?”
“Oh, nothing,” said Greg. “She just riled me, that’s all.”
“Look here, Greg, what is this stuff all about? Come along and have a drink before dinner.”
II
Molly had gone down to the beach. She pulled out one of the old basket chairs, one of the more rickety ones that wereseldom used. She sat in it for a while looking at the sea, then suddenly she dropped her head in her hands and burstinto tears. She sat there sobbing11 unrestrainedly for some time. Then she heard a rustle12 close by her and glanced upsharply to see Mrs. Hillingdon looking down at her.
“Hallo, Evelyn, I didn’t hear you. I—I’m sorry.”
“What’s the matter, child?” said Evelyn. “Something gone wrong?” She pulled another chair forward and sat down.
“Tell me.”
“There’s nothing wrong,” said Molly. “Nothing at all.”
“Of course there is. You wouldn’t sit and cry here for nothing. Can’t you tell me? Is it—some trouble between youand Tim?”
“Oh no.”
“I’m glad of that. You always look so happy together.”
“Not more than you do,” said Molly. “Tim and I always think how wonderful it is that you and Edward shouldseem so happy together after being married so many years.”
“Oh, that,” said Evelyn. Her voice was sharp as she spoke but Molly hardly noticed.
“People bicker13 so,” she said, “and have such rows. Even if they’re quite fond of each other they still seem to haverows and not to mind a bit whether they have them in public or not.”
“Some people like living that way,” said Evelyn. “It doesn’t really mean anything.”
“Well, I think it’s horrid,” said Molly.
“So do I, really,” said Evelyn.
“But to see you and Edward—”
“Oh it’s no good, Molly. I can’t let you go on thinking things of that kind. Edward and I—” she paused. “If youwant to know the truth, we’ve hardly said a word to each other in private for the last three years.”
“What!” Molly stared at her, appalled14. “I—I can’t believe it.”
“Oh, we both put up quite a good show,” said Evelyn. “We’re neither of us the kind that like having rows in public.
And anyway there’s nothing really to have a row about.”
“But what went wrong?” asked Molly.
“Just the usual.”
“What do you mean by the usual? Another—”
“Yes, another woman in the case, and I don’t suppose it will be difficult for you to guess who the woman is.”
“Do you mean Mrs. Dyson—Lucky?”
Evelyn nodded.
“I know they always flirt15 together a lot,” said Molly, “but I thought that was just….”
“Just high spirits?” said Evelyn. “Nothing behind it?”
“But why—” Molly paused and tried again. “But didn’t you—oh I mean, well I suppose I oughtn’t to ask.”
“Ask anything you like,” said Evelyn. “I’m tired of never saying a word, tired of being a well-bred happy wife.
Edward just lost his head completely about Lucky. He was stupid enough to come and tell me about it. It made himfeel better I suppose. Truthful16. Honourable17. All that sort of stuff. It didn’t occur to him to think that it wouldn’t makeme feel better.”
“Did he want to leave you?”
Evelyn shook her head. “We’ve got two children, you know,” she said. “Children whom we’re both very fond of.
They’re at school in England. We didn’t want to break up the home. And then of course, Lucky didn’t want a divorceeither. Greg’s a very rich man. His first wife left a lot of money. So we agreed to live and let live—Edward and Luckyin happy immorality18, Greg in blissful ignorance, and Edward and I just good friends.” She spoke with scaldingbitterness.
“How—how can you bear it?”
“One gets used to anything. But sometimes—”
“Yes?” said Molly.
“Sometimes I’d like to kill that woman.”
The passion behind her voice startled Molly.
“Don’t let’s talk any more about me,” said Evelyn. “Let’s talk about you. I want to know what’s the matter.”
Molly was silent for some moments and then she said, “It’s only—it’s only that I think there’s something wrongabout me.”
“Wrong? What do you mean?”
Molly shook her head unhappily. “I’m frightened,” she said. “I’m terribly frightened.”
“Frightened of what?”
“Everything,” said Molly. “It’s—growing on me. Voices in the bushes, footsteps—or things that people say. Asthough someone were watching me all the time, spying on me. Somebody hates me. That’s what I keep feeling.
Somebody hates me.”
“My dear child.” Evelyn was shocked and startled. “How long has this been going on?”
“I don’t know. It came—it started by degrees. And there have been other things too.”
“What sort of things?”
“There are times,” said Molly slowly, “that I can’t account for, that I can’t remember.”
“Do you mean you have blackouts—that sort of thing?”
“I suppose so. I mean sometimes it’s—oh, say it’s five o’clock—and I can’t remember anything since about halfpast one or two.”
“Oh my dear, but that’s just that you’ve been asleep. Had a doze19.”
“No,” said Molly, “it’s not like that at all. Because you see, at the end of the time it’s not as though I’d just dozedoff. I’m in a different place. Sometimes I’m wearing different clothes and sometimes I seem to have been doing things—even saying things to people, talked to someone, and not remembering that I’ve done so.”
Evelyn looked shocked. “But Molly, my dear, if this is so, then you ought to see a doctor.”
“I won’t see a doctor! I don’t want to. I wouldn’t go near a doctor.”
Evelyn looked sharply down into her face, then she took the girl’s hand in hers.
“You may be frightening yourself for nothing, Molly. You know there are all kinds of nervous disorders20 that aren’treally serious at all. A doctor would soon reassure21 you.”
“He mightn’t. He might say that there was something really wrong with me.”
“Why should there be anything wrong with you?”
“Because—” Molly spoke and then was silent “—no reason, I suppose,” she said.
“Couldn’t your family—haven’t you any family, any mother or sisters or someone who could come out here?”
“I don’t get on with my mother. I never have. I’ve got sisters. They’re married but I suppose—I suppose they couldcome if I wanted them. But I don’t want them. I don’t want anyone—anyone except Tim.”
“Does Tim know about this? Have you told him?”
“Not really,” said Molly. “But he’s anxious about me and he watches me. It’s as though he were trying to—to helpme or to shield me. But if he does that it means I want shielding, doesn’t it?”
“I think a lot of it may be imagination but I still think you ought to see a doctor.”
“Old Dr. Graham? He wouldn’t be any good.”
“There are other doctors on the island.”
“It’s all right, really,” said Molly. “I just—mustn’t think of it. I expect, as you say, it’s all imagination. Goodgracious, it’s getting frightfully late. I ought to be on duty now in the dining room. I—I must go back.”
She looked sharply and almost offensively at Evelyn Hillingdon, and then hurried off. Evelyn stared after her.
点击
收听单词发音
收听单词发音 |
1
chattering
|
|
| n. （机器振动发出的）咔嗒声，(鸟等)鸣，啁啾 adj. 喋喋不休的，啾啾声的 动词chatter的现在分词形式 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
2
spun
|
|
| v.纺，杜撰，急转身 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
3
Christian
|
|
| adj.基督教徒的；n.基督教徒 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
4
gaily
|
|
| adv.欢乐地，高兴地 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
5
bungalow
|
|
| n.平房，周围有阳台的木造小平房 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
6
spoke
|
|
| n.（车轮的）辐条；轮辐；破坏某人的计划；阻挠某人的行动 v.讲，谈（speak的过去式）；说；演说；从某种观点来说 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
7
apparition
|
|
| n.幽灵，神奇的现象 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
8
impatience
|
|
| n.不耐烦，急躁 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
9
lotions
|
|
| n.洗液，洗剂，护肤液( lotion的名词复数 ) | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
10
idiotic
|
|
| adj.白痴的 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
11
sobbing
|
|
| <主方>Ⅰ adj.湿透的 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
12
rustle
|
|
| v.沙沙作响；偷盗(牛、马等)；n.沙沙声声 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
13
bicker
|
|
| vi.(为小事)吵嘴，争吵 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
14
appalled
|
|
| v.使惊骇，使充满恐惧( appall的过去式和过去分词)adj.惊骇的；丧胆的 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
15
flirt
|
|
| v.调情，挑逗，调戏；n.调情者，卖俏者 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
16
truthful
|
|
| adj.真实的，说实话的，诚实的 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
17
honourable
|
|
| adj.可敬的；荣誉的，光荣的 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
18
immorality
|
|
| n. 不道德, 无道义 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
19
doze
|
|
| v.打瞌睡；n.打盹，假寐 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
20
disorders
|
|
| n.混乱( disorder的名词复数 )；凌乱；骚乱；（身心、机能）失调 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
21
reassure
|
|
| v.使放心，使消除疑虑 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
| 欢迎访问英文小说网 |