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CHAPTER VII.—A SURPRISE AWAITS HER
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Feb. 5.—Writing has been absolutely impossible for a long while; but I now reach a stage at which it seems possible to jot1 down a line. Caroline’s recovery, extending over four months, has been very engrossing2; at first slow, latterly rapid. But a fearful complication of affairs attends it!
When first we practise to deceive!
Charles has written reproachfully to me from Venice, where he is. He says how can he fulfil in the real what he has enacted4 in the counterfeit5, while he still loves me? Yet how, on the other hand, can he leave it unfulfilled? All this time I have not told her, and up to this minute she believes that he has indeed taken her for better, for worse, till death them do part. It is a harassing6 position for me, and all three. In the awful approach of death, one’s judgment7 loses its balance, and we do anything to meet the exigencies8 of the moment, with a single eye to the one who excites our sympathy, and from whom we seem on the brink9 of being separated for ever.
Had he really married her at that time all would be settled now. But he took too much thought; she might have died, and then he had his reason. If indeed it had turned out so, I should now be perhaps a sad woman; but not a tempest-tossed one . . . The possibility of his claiming me after all is what lies at the root of my agitation10. Everything hangs by a thread. Suppose I tell her the marriage was a mockery; suppose she is indignant with me and with him for the deception—and then? Otherwise, suppose she is not indignant but forgives all; he is bound to marry her; and honour
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