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CHAPTER IX
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There is very little more to write. I held myself together until I had written to Helmeth to say that I understood why he had done what he had done, and that I hoped he would be happy. The letter was not written to invite an answer; there was nothing he could say to please me that would not have been disloyal to Miss Stanley. Accordingly no answer came, though it was a long time before I gave over the unconscious start at the sight of letters, the hope that somehow against all reason ... sometimes even yet....
For I did not understand. I was married to him, much, much more married than I had ever been to Tommy Bettersworth, and it wasn't in me to understand how any man can take a woman as he had taken me, and not feel himself more bound than ever church and state could bind1 him. It was ten months since I had seen him, but that while my body still ached with the memory of him, he could have given himself to another woman, was an unbelievable offence. There are days yet when I do not believe it.
There was nothing any of my friends could do for me. I had the sense to see that and did not trouble them. Sarah, who was the only one who might have comforted me out of her own experience, was all taken up with her husband's declining health. Mr. Lawrence died the next winter, and by that time my wound had got past the imperative2 need of speech. Effie was expecting another baby and wasn't to be thought of, so I turned at last, when the first sharp anguish3 was past, to Mark Eversley. He in all America stood for that high identification of his work with the source of power, that it is the private study of all my days to reach. I repaired to him as did Christians4 of old to favoured altars. That I did so return for comfort to that Distributer of Gifts by whose very mark on me I was set apart from the happier destiny, was evidence to me, the only evidence I could have at the time, that I had not been utterly6 mistaken in the choice I had made before I I knew all that the choice involved. Eversley and his wife were Christian5 Scientists, and, though they did not make me of their opinion, I owe them much in the way of practice and example that keeps me still within the circle of communicating fire. I re-established, never to be broken off again, practical
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vt.捆,包扎;装订;约束;使凝固;vi.变硬 | |
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n.基督教徒( Christian的名词复数 ) | |
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deliberately
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orphan
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混合,混入( mingle的过去式和过去分词 ); 混进,与…交往[联系] | |
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大树枝( bough的名词复数 ) | |
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barricade
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entanglement
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halfway
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槭树,枫树( maple的名词复数 ); 槭木 | |
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放弃( forsake的现在分词 ); 弃绝; 抛弃; 摒弃 | |
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longing
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futility
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morass
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preening
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streak
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liking
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推测,猜测,猜想( conjecture的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
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pertinent
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adj.恰当的;贴切的;中肯的;有关的;相干的 | |
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