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Standing1 alone
Eager to just
Believe it’s good enough to be what
You really are
But in your heart
Uncertainty2 forever lies
And you’ll always be
Somewhere on the
Outside
—“Outside”
Knowing there were eyes on us, my assistant discreetly3 exchanged information withDerek’s friend. I’d been in such a dark and lonely place for so long in my relationship. Ifinally had some hope, because I had found someone like me who existed in this world. Asa child I used to pray I would meet someone who would understand me for what I was andnot feel superior to me.
Our encounter also had a genuine air of innocence4. It reinforced the many pure ways Iwrote about romance in my songs. It was like the movies I idolized. But though it felt thatway to me, it turns out Derek hadn’t just walked into a room and into my life. Mymanager knew Derek really wanted to meet me; he had begged me once to sign a photofor “this kid who’s crazy about you” so he could get World Series tickets—an incident Itotally forgot about. That night he and I met, he told me “Anytime You Need a Friend”
was his favorite song and that he listened to it before every game.
Anytime you need a friend
I will be here
You’ll never be alone again
So don’t you fear
Even if you’re miles away
I’m by your side
So don’t you ever be lonely
Love will make it alright
If you just believe in me
I will love you endlessly
Take my hand
Take me into your heart
I’ll be there forever baby
I won’t let go
I’ll never let go
Among all of my songs that one was especially significant, because I was desperatelyalone, removed from friends and full of fear. My belief in God kept me alive—I wrote thatsong thinking about what I thought God would say to us in times of fear.
When the shadows are closing in
And your spirit diminishing
Just remember
You’re not alone
And love will be there
To guide you home
—“Anytime You Need a Friend”
It was uplifting, rooted in spirituality and a message of faith, and that, too, made mefeel safer and connected to Derek. It also let me know he was actually a fan—and the fanswere the only people I really trusted.
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poke
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