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Everyone was very kind to me. Dazed as I was, I appreciated that. I felt nooverwhelming grief. Papa had never loved me. I knew that well enough. Ifhe had, I might have loved him in return. No, there had not been lovebetween us, but we had belonged together, and I had looked after him,and had secretly admired his learning and his uncompromising devotionto science. And it hurt me that Papa should have died just when the in-terest of life was at its height for him. I should have felt happier if I couldhave buried him in a cave, with paintings of reindeer1 and flint imple-ments, but the force of public opinion constrained2 a neat tomb (withmarble slab) in our hideous3 local churchyard. The vicar’s consolations,though well-meant, did not console me in the least.
It took some time to dawn upon me that the thing I had always longedfor—freedom—was at last mine. I was an orphan4, and practically penni-less, but free. At the same time I realized the extraordinary kindness of allthese good people. The vicar did his best to persuade me that his wife wasin urgent need of a companion help. Our tiny local library suddenly madeup its mind to have an assistant librarian. Finally, the doctor called uponme, and after making various ridiculous excuses for failing to send aproper bill, he hummed and hawed a good deal and suddenly suggested Ishould marry him.
I was very much astonished. The doctor was nearer forty than thirtyand a round, tubby little man. He was not at all like the hero of “The Perilsof Pamela,” and even less like the stern and silent Rhodesian. I reflected aminute and then asked why he wanted to marry me. That seemed tofluster him a good deal, and he murmured that a wife was a great help toa general practitioner5. The position seemed even more unromantic thanbefore, and yet something in me urged towards its acceptance. Safety, thatwas what I was being offered. Safety—and a Comfortable Home. Thinkingit over now, I believe I did the little man an injustice6. He was honestly inlove with me, but a mistaken
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reindeer
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n.驯鹿 | |
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injustice
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delicacy
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sentimental
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solicitor
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ardent
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anthropologist
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hypocrisy
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posterity
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likeness
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belongings
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cork
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scarlet
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