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By the disclosure in the barn her thoughts were led anew in the direction which they had taken more than once of late - to the distant Emminster Vicarage. It was through her husband's parents that she had been charged to send a letter to Clare if she desired; and to write to them direct if in difficulty. But that sense of her having morally no claim upon him had always led Tess to suspend her impulse to send these notes; and to the family at the Vicarage, therefore, as to her own parents since her marriage, she was virtually non-existent. This self-effacement in both directions had been quite in consonance with her independent character of desiring nothing by way of favour or pity to which she was not entitled on a fair consideration of her deserts. She had set herself to stand or fall by her qualities, and to waive1 such merely technical claims upon a strange family as had been established for her by the flimsy fact of a member of that family, in a season of impulse, writing his name in a church book beside hers.
But now that she was stung to a fever by Izz's tale there was a limit to her powers of renunciation. Why had her husband not written to her? He had distinctly implied that he would at least let her know of the locality to which he had journeyed; but he had not sent a line to notify his address. Was he really indifferent? But was he ill? Was it for her to make some advance? Surely she might summon the courage of solicitude2, call at the Vicarage for intelligence, and express her grief at his silence. If Angel's father were the good man she had heard him represented to be, he would be able to enter into her heart-starved situation. Her social hardships she could conceal4.
To leave the farm on a week-day was not in her power; Sunday was the only possible opportunity. Flintcomb-Ash being in the middle of the cretaceous tableland over which no railway had climbed as yet, it would be necessary to walk. And the distance being fifteen miles each way she would have to allow herself a long day for the undertaking5 by rising early.
A fortnight later, when the snow had gone, and had been followed by a hard black frost, she took advantage of the state of the roads to try the experiment. At four o'clock that Sunday morning she came downstairs and stepped out into the starlight. The weather was still favourable
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waive
vt.放弃,不坚持(规定、要求、权力等)
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solicitude
n.焦虑
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hip
n.臀部,髋;屋脊
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conceal
v.隐藏,隐瞒,隐蔽
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undertaking
n.保证,许诺,事业
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favourable
adj.赞成的,称赞的,有利的,良好的,顺利的
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anvil
n.铁钻
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lodgings
n. 出租的房舍, 寄宿舍
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guise
n.外表,伪装的姿态
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austere
adj.艰苦的;朴素的,朴实无华的;严峻的
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wreck
n.失事,遇难;沉船;vt.(船等)失事,遇难
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pretensions
自称( pretension的名词复数 ); 自命不凡; 要求; 权力
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velvet
n.丝绒,天鹅绒;adj.丝绒制的,柔软的
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spoke
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
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antagonistic
adj.敌对的
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curiously
adv.有求知欲地;好问地;奇特地
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worthy
adj.(of)值得的,配得上的;有价值的
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rivalry
n.竞争,竞赛,对抗
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tug
v.用力拖(或拉);苦干;n.拖;苦干;拖船
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bard
n.吟游诗人
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virtue
n.德行,美德;贞操;优点;功效,效力
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tempted
v.怂恿(某人)干不正当的事;冒…的险(tempt的过去分词)
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enlist
vt.谋取(支持等),赢得;征募;vi.入伍
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truant
n.懒惰鬼,旷课者;adj.偷懒的,旷课的,游荡的;v.偷懒,旷课
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misty
adj.雾蒙蒙的,有雾的
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toil
vi.辛劳工作,艰难地行动;n.苦工,难事
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meshes
网孔( mesh的名词复数 ); 网状物; 陷阱; 困境
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formerly
adv.从前,以前
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symbolized
v.象征,作为…的象征( symbolize的过去式和过去分词 )
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steered
v.驾驶( steer的过去式和过去分词 );操纵;控制;引导
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steadily
adv.稳定地;不变地;持续地
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westward
n.西方,西部;adj.西方的,向西的;adv.向西
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desolate
adj.荒凉的,荒芜的;孤独的,凄凉的;v.使荒芜,使孤寂
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deserted
adj.荒芜的,荒废的,无人的,被遗弃的
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heartily
adv.衷心地,诚恳地,十分,很
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mileage
n.里程,英里数;好处,利润
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lessened
减少的,减弱的
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loom
n.织布机,织机;v.隐现,(危险、忧虑等)迫近
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contrived
adj.不自然的,做作的;虚构的
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incumbent
adj.成为责任的,有义务的;现任的,在职的
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bent
n.爱好,癖好;adj.弯的;决心的,一心的
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descended
a.为...后裔的,出身于...的
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derived
vi.起源;由来;衍生;导出v.得到( derive的过去式和过去分词 );(从…中)得到获得;源于;(从…中)提取
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shrubs
灌木( shrub的名词复数 )
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rustled
v.发出沙沙的声音( rustle的过去式和过去分词 )
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agitation
n.搅动;搅拌;鼓动,煽动
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wizened
adj.凋谢的;枯槁的
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incessantly
ad.不停地
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disquieting
adj.令人不安的,令人不平静的v.使不安,使忧虑,使烦恼( disquiet的现在分词 )
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peal
n.钟声;v.鸣响
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dubiously
adv.可疑地,怀疑地
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determined
adj.坚定的;有决心的
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trepidation
n.惊恐,惶恐
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distress
n.苦恼,痛苦,不舒适;不幸;vt.使悲痛
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conspicuous
adj.明眼的,惹人注目的;炫耀的,摆阔气的
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ascended
v.上升,攀登( ascend的过去式和过去分词 )
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discourse
n.论文,演说;谈话;话语;vi.讲述,著述
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pedestrians
n.步行者( pedestrian的名词复数 )
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dread
vt.担忧,忧虑;惧怕,不敢;n.担忧,畏惧
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instinctively
adv.本能地
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dreaded
adj.令人畏惧的;害怕的v.害怕,恐惧,担心( dread的过去式和过去分词)
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scrutiny
n.详细检查,仔细观察
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prudish
adj.装淑女样子的,装规矩的,过分规矩的;adv.过分拘谨地
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destined
adj.命中注定的;(for)以…为目的地的
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intrusive
adj.打搅的;侵扰的
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apparently
adv.显然地;表面上,似乎
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estrangement
n.疏远,失和,不和
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promenade
n./v.散步
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descending
n. 下行
adj. 下降的
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crook
v.使弯曲;n.小偷,骗子,贼;弯曲(处)
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condemnation
n.谴责; 定罪
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contravene
v.违反,违背,反驳,反对
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untoward
adj.不利的,不幸的,困难重重的
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omens
n.前兆,预兆( omen的名词复数 )
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inflicted
把…强加给,使承受,遭受( inflict的过去式和过去分词 )
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starched
adj.浆硬的,硬挺的,拘泥刻板的v.把(衣服、床单等)浆一浆( starch的过去式和过去分词 )
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judgment
n.审判;判断力,识别力,看法,意见
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precisely
adv.恰好,正好,精确地,细致地
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enlisted
adj.应募入伍的v.(使)入伍, (使)参军( enlist的过去式和过去分词 );获得(帮助或支持)
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plod
v.沉重缓慢地走,孜孜地工作
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meander
n.河流的曲折,漫步,迂回旅行;v.缓慢而弯曲地流动,漫谈
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sprightliness
n.愉快,快活
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milestones
n.重要事件( milestone的名词复数 );重要阶段;转折点;里程碑
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fiery
adj.燃烧着的,火红的;暴躁的;激烈的
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Christian
adj.基督教徒的;n.基督教徒
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onward
adj.向前的,前进的;adv.向前,前进,在先
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intruded
n.侵入的,推进的v.侵入,侵扰,打扰( intrude的过去式和过去分词 );把…强加于
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utterances
n.发声( utterance的名词复数 );说话方式;语调;言论
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expounded
论述,详细讲解( expound的过去式和过去分词 )
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fixed
adj.固定的,不变的,准备好的;(计算机)固定的
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animated
adj.生气勃勃的,活跃的,愉快的
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entirely
ad.全部地,完整地;完全地,彻底地
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forth
adv.向前;向外,往外
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doctrine
n.教义;主义;学说
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vehement
adj.感情强烈的;热烈的;(人)有强烈感情的
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intensified
v.(使)增强, (使)加剧( intensify的过去式和过去分词 )
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scoffed
嘲笑,嘲弄( scoff的过去式和过去分词 )
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lewd
adj.淫荡的
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awakening
n.觉醒,醒悟 adj.觉醒中的;唤醒的
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suspense
n.(对可能发生的事)紧张感,担心,挂虑
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snugly
adv.紧贴地;贴身地;暖和舒适地;安适地
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memorable
adj.值得回忆的,难忘的,特别的,显著的
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enervating
v.使衰弱,使失去活力( enervate的现在分词 )
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seducer
n.诱惑者,骗子,玩弄女性的人