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EVEN WHEN IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE. EVEN when each tick of the second handaches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise1. It passes unevenly2, in strange lurches and dragging lulls3, butpass it does. Even for me.
CHARLIE'S FIST CAME DOWN ON THE TABLE. "THAT'S IT, Bella! I'm sending you home."I looked up from my cereal, which I was pondering rather than eating, and stared at Charlie in shock. Ihadn't been following the conversation—actually, I hadn't been aware that we were having aconversation—and I wasn't sure what he meant.
"I am home," I mumbled4, confused.
"I'm sending you to Renee, to Jacksonville," he clarified.
Charlie watched with exasperation5 as I slowly grasped the meaning of his words.
"What did I do?" I felt my face crumple6. It was so unfair. My behavior had been above reproach for thepast four months. After that first week, which neither of us ever mentioned, I hadn't missed a day ofschool or work. My grades were perfect. I never broke curfew—I never went anywhere from which tobreak curfew in the first place. I only very rarely served leftovers7.
"You didn't do anything. That's the problem. You never do anything.""You want me to get into trouble?" I wondered, my eyebrows9 pulling together in mystification. I made aneffort to pay attention. It wasn't easy. I was so used to tuning10 everything out, my ears felt stopped up.
"Trouble would be better than this… this moping around all the time!"That stung a bit. I'd been careful to avoid all forms of

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