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HE WAS NOT PLEASED, THAT MUCH WAS EASY TO READ in his face. But, without furtherargument, he took me in his arms and sprang lithely1 from my window, landing without the slightest jolt,like a cat. It was a little bit farther down than I'd imagined.
"All right then," he said, his voice seething2 with disapproval3. "Up you go."He helped me onto his back, and took off running. Even after all this time, it felt routine. Easy. Evidentlythis was something you never forgot, like riding a bicycle.
It was so very quiet and dark as he ran through the forest, his breathing slow and even—dark enoughthat the trees flying past us were nearly invisible, and only the rush of air in my face truly gave away ourspeed. The air was damp; it didn't burn my eyes the way the wind in the big plaza4 had, and that wascomforting. As was the night, too, after that terrifying brightness. Like the thick quilt I'd played under as achild, the dark felt familiar and protecting.
I remembered that running through the forest like this used to frighten me, that I used to have to close my eyes. It seemed a silly reaction to me now. I kept my eyes wide, my chin resting on his shoulder, mycheek against his neck. The speed was exhilarating. A hundred times better than the motorcycle.
I turned my face toward him and pressed my lips into the cold stone skin of his neck.
"Thank you," he said, as the vague, black shapes of trees raced past us. "Does that mean you've decidedyou're awake?"I laughed. The sound was easy, natural, effortless. It sounded right. "Not really. More that, either way,I'm not trying to wake up. Not tonight.""I'll earn your trust back somehow," he murmured, mostly to himself. "If it's my final act.""I trust you," I assured him. "It's me I don't trust.""Explain that, please."He'd slowed to a walk—I could only tell because the wind ceased—and I guessed that we weren't farfrom the house. In fact, I thought I could make out the sound of the river rushing somewhere close by inthe darkness.
"Well—" I struggled to find the right way to phrase it. "I don't trust myself to be… enough. To deserveyou. There's nothing about me that could hold you."He stopped and reached around to pull me from his back. His gentle hands did not release me; after he'dset me on my feet again, he wrapped his arms tightly around me, hugging me to his chest.

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adj. 弯扭的, 变皱的 动词crumple的过去式和过去分词形式 | |
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