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Bella,I don’t know why you’re making Charlie carry notes to Billy like we’re in second grade if Iwanted to talk to you I would answer theYou made the choice here, okay? You can’t have it both ways whenWhat part of ‘mortal enemies’ is too complicated for you toLook, I know I’m being a jerk, but there’s just no way aroundWe can’t be friends when you’re spending all your time with a bunch ofIt just makes it worse when I think about you too much, so don’t write anymoreYeah, I miss you, too. A lot. Doesn’t change anything. Sorry.
Jacob
I ran my fingers across the page, feeling the dents1 where he had pressed the pen to the paper so hard that ithad nearly broken through. I could picture him writing this — scrawling2 the angry letters in his roughhandwriting, slashing3 through line after line when the words came out wrong, maybe even snapping the pen inhis too-big hand; that would explain the ink splatters. I could imagine the frustration4 pulling his black eyebrowstogether and crumpling7 his forehead. If I’d been there, I might have laughed. Don’t give yourself a brainhemorrhage, Jacob, I would have told him. Just spit it out.
Laughing was the last thing I felt like doing now as I reread the words I’d already memorized. His answerto my pleading note — passed from Charlie to Billy to him, just like second grade, as he’d pointed8 out — wasno surprise. I’d known the essence of what it would say before I’d opened it.
What was surprising was how much each crossed-out line wounded me — as if the points of the lettershad cutting edges. More than that, behind each angry beginning lurked9 a vast pool of hurt; Jacob’s pain cut medeeper than my own.
While I was pondering this, I caught the unmistakable scent10
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dents
n.花边边饰;凹痕( dent的名词复数 );凹部;减少;削弱v.使产生凹痕( dent的第三人称单数 );损害;伤害;挫伤(信心、名誉等)
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scrawling
乱涂,潦草地写( scrawl的现在分词 )
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slashing
adj.尖锐的;苛刻的;鲜明的;乱砍的v.挥砍( slash的现在分词 );鞭打;割破;削减
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frustration
n.挫折,失败,失效,落空
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eyebrow
n.眉毛,眉
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eyebrows
眉毛( eyebrow的名词复数 )
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crumpling
压皱,弄皱( crumple的现在分词 ); 变皱
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pointed
adj.尖的,直截了当的
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lurked
vi.潜伏,埋伏(lurk的过去式与过去分词形式)
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scent
n.气味,香味,香水,线索,嗅觉;v.嗅,发觉
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spoke
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
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fixed
adj.固定的,不变的,准备好的;(计算机)固定的
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clump
n.树丛,草丛;vi.用沉重的脚步行走
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grumbled
抱怨( grumble的过去式和过去分词 ); 发牢骚; 咕哝; 发哼声
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illustrate
v.举例说明,阐明;图解,加插图
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posture
n.姿势,姿态,心态,态度;v.作出某种姿势
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expressive
adj.表现的,表达…的,富于表情的
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shuddered
v.战栗( shudder的过去式和过去分词 );发抖;(机器、车辆等)突然震动;颤动
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poked
v.伸出( poke的过去式和过去分词 );戳出;拨弄;与(某人)性交
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shrugged
vt.耸肩(shrug的过去式与过去分词形式)
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peg
n.木栓,木钉;vt.用木钉钉,用短桩固定
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slung
抛( sling的过去式和过去分词 ); 吊挂; 遣送; 押往
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disappearances
n.消失( disappearance的名词复数 );丢失;失踪;失踪案
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disappearance
n.消失,消散,失踪
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prodded
v.刺,戳( prod的过去式和过去分词 );刺激;促使;(用手指或尖物)戳
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vampire
n.吸血鬼
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supervision
n.监督,管理
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escalation
n.扩大,增加
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stringent
adj.严厉的;令人信服的;银根紧的
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precisely
adv.恰好,正好,精确地,细致地
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hovered
鸟( hover的过去式和过去分词 ); 靠近(某事物); (人)徘徊; 犹豫
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grunt
v.嘟哝;作呼噜声;n.呼噜声,嘟哝
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disapproval
n.反对,不赞成
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grumbling
adj. 喃喃鸣不平的, 出怨言的
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phoenix
n.凤凰,长生(不死)鸟;引申为重生
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helping
n.食物的一份&adj.帮助人的,辅助的
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binding
有约束力的,有效的,应遵守的
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slumped
大幅度下降,暴跌( slump的过去式和过去分词 ); 沉重或突然地落下[倒下]
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soften
v.(使)变柔软;(使)变柔和
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wary
adj.谨慎的,机警的,小心的
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glimmer
v.发出闪烁的微光;n.微光,微弱的闪光
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groaned
v.呻吟( groan的过去式和过去分词 );发牢骚;抱怨;受苦
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judiciously
adv.明断地,明智而审慎地
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toll
n.过路(桥)费;损失,伤亡人数;v.敲(钟)
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hip
n.臀部,髋;屋脊
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fully
adv.完全地,全部地,彻底地;充分地
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flinched
v.(因危险和痛苦)退缩,畏惧( flinch的过去式和过去分词 )
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quotas
(正式限定的)定量( quota的名词复数 ); 定额; 指标; 摊派
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dilemma
n.困境,进退两难的局面
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quailed
害怕,发抖,畏缩( quail的过去式和过去分词 )
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frustrated
adj.挫败的,失意的,泄气的v.使不成功( frustrate的过去式和过去分词 );挫败;使受挫折;令人沮丧
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swollen
adj.肿大的,水涨的;v.使变大,肿胀
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clandestine
adj.秘密的,暗中从事的
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vampires
n.吸血鬼( vampire的名词复数 );吸血蝠;高利贷者;(舞台上的)活板门
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sarcastic
adj.讥讽的,讽刺的,嘲弄的
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depressed
adj.沮丧的,抑郁的,不景气的,萧条的
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winced
赶紧避开,畏缩( wince的过去式和过去分词 )
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growled
v.(动物)发狺狺声, (雷)作隆隆声( growl的过去式和过去分词 );低声咆哮着说
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subtlety
n.微妙,敏锐,精巧;微妙之处,细微的区别
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snarls
n.(动物的)龇牙低吼( snarl的名词复数 );愤怒叫嚷(声);咆哮(声);疼痛叫声v.(指狗)吠,嗥叫, (人)咆哮( snarl的第三人称单数 );咆哮着说,厉声地说
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rinse
v.用清水漂洗,用清水冲洗
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pushiness
n.粗鲁,一意孤行;逼迫
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chuckled
轻声地笑( chuckle的过去式和过去分词 )
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flipped
轻弹( flip的过去式和过去分词 ); 按(开关); 快速翻转; 急挥
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touching
adj.动人的,使人感伤的
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retirement
n.退休,退职
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prerequisite
n.先决条件;adj.作为前提的,必备的
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mumbled
含糊地说某事,叽咕,咕哝( mumble的过去式和过去分词 )
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wrenched
v.(猛力地)扭( wrench的过去式和过去分词 );扭伤;使感到痛苦;使悲痛
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jaw
n.颚,颌,说教,流言蜚语;v.喋喋不休,教训
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partially
adv.部分地,从某些方面讲
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tangle
n.纠缠;缠结;混乱;v.(使)缠绕;变乱
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lashes
n.鞭挞( lash的名词复数 );鞭子;突然猛烈的一击;急速挥动v.鞭打( lash的第三人称单数 );煽动;紧系;怒斥
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anticlimactic
adj. 渐降法的, 虎头蛇尾的
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bouquet
n.花束,酒香
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alcoholic
adj.(含)酒精的,由酒精引起的;n.酗酒者
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engendered
v.产生(某形势或状况),造成,引起( engender的过去式和过去分词 )
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grunted
(猪等)作呼噜声( grunt的过去式和过去分词 ); (指人)发出类似的哼声; 咕哝着说
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parental
adj.父母的;父的;母的
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pestering
使烦恼,纠缠( pester的现在分词 )
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intimidating
vt.恐吓,威胁( intimidate的现在分词)
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sullen
adj.愠怒的,闷闷不乐的,(天气等)阴沉的
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exacerbated
v.使恶化,使加重( exacerbate的过去式和过去分词 )
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decided
adj.决定了的,坚决的;明显的,明确的
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wink
n.眨眼,使眼色,瞬间;v.眨眼,使眼色,闪烁
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stifled
(使)窒息, (使)窒闷( stifle的过去式和过去分词 ); 镇压,遏制; 堵
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giggle
n.痴笑,咯咯地笑;v.咯咯地笑着说
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conceal
v.隐藏,隐瞒,隐蔽
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awe
n.敬畏,惊惧;vt.使敬畏,使惊惧
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ivy
n.常青藤,常春藤
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serenely
adv.安详地,宁静地,平静地
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forth
adv.向前;向外,往外
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itching
adj.贪得的,痒的,渴望的v.发痒( itch的现在分词 )
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killing
n.巨额利润;突然赚大钱,发大财
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steer
vt.驾驶,为…操舵;引导;vi.驾驶
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appease
v.安抚,缓和,平息,满足
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hilarious
adj.充满笑声的,欢闹的;[反]depressed
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pensively
adv.沉思地,焦虑地
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complement
n.补足物,船上的定员;补语;vt.补充,补足
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avid
adj.热心的;贪婪的;渴望的;劲头十足的
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plentiful
adj.富裕的,丰富的
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crooked
adj.弯曲的;不诚实的,狡猾的,不正当的
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bribe
n.贿赂;v.向…行贿,买通
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flexed
adj.[医]曲折的,屈曲v.屈曲( flex的过去式和过去分词 );弯曲;(为准备大干而)显示实力;摩拳擦掌
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crumple
v.把...弄皱,满是皱痕,压碎,崩溃
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alibi
n.某人当时不在犯罪现场的申辩或证明;借口
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tightened
收紧( tighten的过去式和过去分词 ); (使)变紧; (使)绷紧; 加紧
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sketchy
adj.写生的,写生风格的,概略的
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apparently
adv.显然地;表面上,似乎
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timing
n.时间安排,时间选择
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afterward
adv.后来;以后
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sadistic
adj.虐待狂的
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avenge
v.为...复仇,为...报仇
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torturous
adj. 痛苦的
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warriors
武士,勇士,战士( warrior的名词复数 )
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transformation
n.变化;改造;转变
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jolt
v.(使)摇动,(使)震动,(使)颠簸
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distress
n.苦恼,痛苦,不舒适;不幸;vt.使悲痛
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clenched
v.紧握,抓紧,咬紧( clench的过去式和过去分词 )
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abruptly
adv.突然地,出其不意地
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corpses
n.死尸,尸体( corpse的名词复数 )
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neophyte
n.新信徒;开始者
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monstrous
adj.巨大的;恐怖的;可耻的,丢脸的
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futures
n.期货,期货交易
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linoleum
n.油布,油毯
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predators
n.食肉动物( predator的名词复数 );奴役他人者(尤指在财务或性关系方面)
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grizzlies
北美洲灰熊( grizzly的名词复数 )
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gust
n.阵风,突然一阵(雨、烟等),(感情的)迸发
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rigid
adj.严格的,死板的;刚硬的,僵硬的
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coaxing
v.哄,用好话劝说( coax的现在分词 );巧言骗取;哄劝,劝诱;“锻炼”效应
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tawny
adj.茶色的,黄褐色的;n.黄褐色
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curtly
adv.简短地
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antiquity
n.古老;高龄;古物,古迹
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unravel
v.弄清楚(秘密);拆开,解开,松开
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convoluted
adj.旋绕的;复杂的
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disarmed
v.裁军( disarm的过去式和过去分词 );使息怒
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scrambling
v.快速爬行( scramble的现在分词 );攀登;争夺;(军事飞机)紧急起飞
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scattered
adj.分散的,稀疏的;散步的;疏疏落落的
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inevitability
n.必然性
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redeeming
补偿的,弥补的
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malignant
adj.恶性的,致命的;恶意的,恶毒的
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distractions
n.使人分心的事[人]( distraction的名词复数 );娱乐,消遣;心烦意乱;精神错乱
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faltered
(嗓音)颤抖( falter的过去式和过去分词 ); 支吾其词; 蹒跚; 摇晃
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marred
adj. 被损毁, 污损的
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warped
adj.反常的;乖戾的;(变)弯曲的;变形的v.弄弯,变歪( warp的过去式和过去分词 );使(行为等)不合情理,使乖戾,
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scowl
vi.(at)生气地皱眉,沉下脸,怒视;n.怒容
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triumphant
adj.胜利的,成功的;狂欢的,喜悦的
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truce
n.休战,(争执,烦恼等的)缓和;v.以停战结束
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genetic
adj.遗传的,遗传学的
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quirk
n.奇事,巧合;古怪的举动
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potent
adj.强有力的,有权势的;有效力的
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canines
n.犬齿( canine的名词复数 );犬牙;犬科动物
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extinction
n.熄灭,消亡,消灭,灭绝,绝种
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scoffed
嘲笑,嘲弄( scoff的过去式和过去分词 )
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contemplating
深思,细想,仔细考虑( contemplate的现在分词 ); 注视,凝视; 考虑接受(发生某事的可能性); 深思熟虑,沉思,苦思冥想
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remains
n.剩余物,残留物;遗体,遗迹
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unreasonable
adj.不讲道理的,不合情理的,过度的
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sanity
n.心智健全,神智正常,判断正确
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whim
n.一时的兴致,突然的念头;奇想,幻想
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standing
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的
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warily
adv.留心地
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slurs
含糊的发音( slur的名词复数 ); 玷污; 连奏线; 连唱线
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leech
n.水蛭,吸血鬼,榨取他人利益的人;vt.以水蛭吸血;vi.依附于别人
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parasite
n.寄生虫;寄生菌;食客
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velvet
n.丝绒,天鹅绒;adj.丝绒制的,柔软的
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bleak
adj.(天气)阴冷的;凄凉的;暗淡的
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utterly
adv.完全地,绝对地
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bluffed
以假象欺骗,吹牛( bluff的过去式和过去分词 ); 以虚张声势找出或达成